deep in the first part

I thought I was against all odds just for you

And in the end

I've always been the one who hurt you

Long Zhe took a taxi and left after leaving the house. He didn't dare to look at Ning Ruibai, he was afraid that his heart would soften, and he was even more afraid that Wang Qian, who was hiding in some corner, would see something.Looking at the fleeting street scene outside the window, Long Zhe couldn't imagine how Ning Ruibai would face all this.He could see the sadness in Ning Ruibai's eyes, just like his aching heart.

Ning Ruibai stared blankly at the direction Long Zhe was leaving, and remained motionless.The coffee is absorbed by the cotton clothes, and some of it can't be unrestrained, so it flows down to the ground along the feet of the clothes.He, the person who he thought would never be separated, left without looking back after saying these unfeeling words.He has no nostalgia, no reluctance.Ning Ruibai looked in the direction of the door, his eyes were empty, he squatted down slowly, he could only use his arms to hold himself.he. . .There are reasons for it.

"Look, you're gay, and you've been dumped." All the guests around were whispering.

"Like and hate."

"People say they don't like it and still pester them."

"Don't look at it, you will get sick."

"Homosexuality is mental illness."

"too disgusting."

Ning Ruibai squatted on the ground, listening to the well-dressed people around him swearing at each other.Why, why does everyone hate themselves.

"I'm crazy." Ning Ruibai muttered silently, "Is it because I'm sick that Long Zhe doesn't want me?"

"Xiaobai." Xiao Suifeng rushed to Ning Ruibai's side, he could tell that Ning Ruibai's condition was very bad.

"I'm crazy, so he doesn't want me." Ning Ruibai kept repeating with empty eyes.

"No, you are not." Xiao Suifeng comforted softly.

"Xiaofeng, they all say that." Ning Ruibai pointed in one direction, and the person pointed at looked contemptuous, and casually said something perverted.

"Fart." Xiao Suifeng casually raised his head and looked around, eyes full of contempt.

"It's all my fault that Long Zhe left me, right?" Ning Ruibai was full of helplessness, like a child who couldn't find his mother.

"No, you are fine, Xiaobai." Xiaofeng carefully hugged Ning Ruibai into his arms, and gently explained to him.

"Xiaofeng, he doesn't want me, right?"

"Xiaobai, shall we leave first?"

"it is good."

Xiao Suifeng comforted Ning Ruibai, but his eyes were on the waiter at the side. The waiter was clearing up the table, and the water-stained tablecloth was wrapped around the mobile phone, and they were cleared away together.

"I'm sorry, guest." The waiter said respectfully.

"It's okay, you can go to work." Xiao Suifeng frowned, coaxing people away impatiently.

The waiter nodded, took the tablecloth and left.

"Xiao Bai, it's okay, let's go home." Xiao Suifeng persuaded.

"Xiaofeng, is Long Zhe at home?" Ning Ruibai eagerly wanted to know.

"Xiaobai, I have a friend's house in the suburbs, and the surrounding scenery is pretty good, let's go there first."

"Okay." Ning Ruibai nodded, stood up and walked outside.

Xiao Suifeng was taken aback for a moment, but Ning Ruibai suddenly cooperated, and the next second, he followed Ning Ruibai's direction and went out.

Ning Ruibai got into the taxi parked at the door, Xiao Suifeng also got into the taxi, and then the taxi disappeared into the traffic.

It was late at night, and there was no one in Shengshi Building, but the president's office was still brightly lit, the assistant was squatting in the corner holding the phone, and Long Zhe stood in front of the French windows, looking in the direction of the apartment.

Suddenly the assistant stood up and nodded to Long Zhe who was looking at him.Long Zhe let out a heavy breath.

"Boss." The assistant just moved his mouth but didn't make a sound.

Long Zhe made a silent gesture, and then said, "Go back to the apartment."

The assistant nodded and followed behind the boss.

After arriving at the apartment, Long Zhe and his assistant completely relaxed.

"Boss, here?" The assistant was still a little worried.

"It's safe, it's okay." Long Zhe understood and gave the assistant an affirmative answer.

"Boss, where is Wang Qi?"

"She called me and was very satisfied. She is planning to get married when she is there."

"What shall we do next?"

"Within three days, we have to pull down the deputy mayor."

"Yes... are you sure?" The assistant felt that this matter was not reliable at all.

"Probably, Xiaobai has some very good friends. I'll contact you later."

"Boss, where is the boss lady?"

"Give me your phone number, and I'll contact Xiao Suifeng."

The assistant gave Long Zhe the phone and went to the living room to surf the Internet.Long Zhe sighed, and stood on the balcony with the phone in his hand, in a daze.

He couldn't press the string of numbers, he was a little scared.He knew that he had hurt Ning Ruibai, but he didn't know if he would forgive himself.

"Hello?" Xiao Suifeng's tired voice came from the other end of the phone.

"Xiaofeng, it's me, Long Zhe." Long Zhe used a lot of strength to make his voice sound normal.

"Oh, how are you?"

"Okay, people have been dismissed, and everything is being investigated."

"That's good." Xiao Suifeng panted heavily, and the sound of a lighter came from the other end, "Long Zhe, he doesn't seem to be well."

"What's wrong?" Long Zhe's voice was already trembling.

"Consciousness is not very clear." Xiao Suifeng resolved.

"Is... ill?"

"It's hard to say, I asked him what, he had questions and answers, but he kept saying that he was abnormal and mentally ill, so you don't want him." Xiao Suifeng coughed a few times, it should be Choked on smoke.

"Are you OK."

"It's okay." Xiao Suifeng calmed down, and continued, "Long Zhe, I don't have enough people with me. I think Xiaobai should be arranged to see a doctor."

"I know, Xiaofeng, Xiaobai can't hold it anymore?"

"Well, I feel very bad."

"Xiaofeng, go back to America."

"Long Zhe, let's go back, Uncle Ning, maybe you..." Xiao Suifeng understood that if Father Ning saw Ning Ruibai like this, maybe this time Uncle Ning would make Long Zhe never see him again To Ning Ruibai.

"I know, but there is the Ning family's sphere of influence, and your people are also there, so Xiaobai is safe there."

"Long Zhe, you should be fine." Xiao Suifeng didn't know why he became pessimistic.

"I will, Xiaofeng, no matter where he is, I have to find me back."

"Long Zhe, don't worry, one day I, Xiao Suifeng, will be safe, and Ning Ruibai will be safe. But...don't make us wait too long."

"Okay, take care."

"OK, bye."

I don't know why, the moment Long Zhe hung up the phone, he also became pessimistic, goodbye, will we really never see each other again?

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It should be over in the end, collect it, and let it scatter flowers.