Dead fish-eyed male god, ask for marriage!

There is no need to go to private schools anymore, and I can't meet the person I like. I feel sick and have no energy.I know, this is not going to work, I have to find something for myself to do.So, I wrote a novel, hoping to record our past and my love for Sakata Gintoki.

I created a wonderful world for myself, in that world, Sakata Gintoki likes Aotori Eko very much.I call that world "Another World" because it's fiction, not reality.In reality, Sakata Gintoki doesn't like Aoto Koeko, I know.I also know that no matter how many years I wait, Sakata Gintoki will never marry me.The unrivaled hero in my mind will never come to pick me up on colorful clouds.

"Eeko-chan, let's go! Go find Sakata Gintoki!" Suddenly one day, my mother said to me.

"Mom, what are you talking about?"

"You like him, don't you?"

"Ah, I like him, so I can't go to him."

"But you miss him very much."

"..." When I think of Sakata Yin, I really want to fly to his side immediately and never leave.But I know it's impossible.Because, to Sakata Gintoki, I am just a burden. "I'll just wait here for him."

"Eeko-chan, war is very cruel. Maybe the person who was smiling at you one second will not be there in the next second, and will disappear forever. What if Sakata Gintoki gets hurt and bleeds somewhere you can't see , or even die, what are you going to do? Hold his ashes and regret for life? So, Zhizi-chan, go! Stay by Sakata Gintoki's side, cherish every second with him, and don't let yourself regret it. "

No, not at all.As long as I think of Sakata Gintoki disappearing forever, I can't breathe with heartache, and I can't even imagine what I will be like without him. "But, I'm leaving, what are you going to do, Mom and Dad?"

My mother touched my head like when I was a child, and smiled softly, "Zhizi-chan, don't worry about us, mom will take care of herself and dad. As long as Zhizi-chan is happy, mom and dad will be satisfied."

"Then, does Dad know?"

"I know, this is my father's suggestion. My father said, 'As long as Zhizi-chan is happy, but remember to write letters to the family often, otherwise we will worry.'"

"Well," I nodded heavily, and made a promise, "I will write letters to my family every week."

On the day I left, my father gave me a dagger. He said: "Zhizijiang, be careful in everything, and don't trust others. People in our Qingniao family have backbone. If you are unfortunately arrested, don't even commit suicide. Sell ​​out your partner."

On the day I left home, both me and my parents were prepared to see each other for the last time.My parents wanted me to be happy, so they let me go despite fearing that I would die in the war.Because, my happiness is Sakata Gintoki, only when I stay with Sakata Gintoki can I be happy.I love my parents, and I also love Sakata Gintoki.

For my appearance, Sakata Gintoki was very surprised, but after the accident, he just thought about how to drive me away. "Why are you here? Did you run away from home? Go back quickly, or uncles and aunts should be in a hurry."

"My parents asked me to come."

"Nonsense, how can uncles and aunts let you go around as a girl without worry! Go, go, don't stay here and block Ah Yin's eyes."

"An eyesore? In Yinshi's heart, I'm a burden, right?" Even though I knew it a long time ago, it was still very sad and painful when I heard it with my own ears.

Every time in the past, my tears could make Sakata Gintoki compromise, but not this time, he ignored my tears and said ruthlessly: "A Yin, I always thought Zhizi-chan was a smart person, so I didn't say it. Zhizi-chan You have been squeamish since you were a child, and you cried at every turn, which upset me, Ah Yin. Ah Yin, I hate crying girls the most. You will only cause trouble for me. So, where do you come from? , don’t appear in front of me, Ah Yin again.”

My heart hurts so badly.Mom, is this really okay?The branch was so uncomfortable, it was so uncomfortable that it was about to die.Zhizi just likes Yinshi, is it wrong to like someone?Left in a daze, not wanting to stand in front of him so embarrassingly again.But I finally found him, where can I go?

The purple handkerchief that suddenly appeared in front of me surprised me.I wiped my tears and looked up.I saw Takasugi squatting in front of me with an ugly expression, "Wipe it off!"

I took the handkerchief and wiped my eyes silently.

"Is he really so good that you will not hesitate to chase him to the battlefield?"

The movements in my hands paused, and I smiled wryly, "It's not that he's so good, it's just that the person I like happens to be him. In terms of gentleness, he can't compare to you Jin Zhujun; in terms of appearance, he is not as good-looking as Guijun... ...just because it's him, so I like it."

"Can't others?"

I didn't answer Takasugi's question directly, but said: "If possible, I hope that I like Jinsuke-kun. Because Jinsuke-kun is always so gentle, you are the type I like."

Takasugi obviously didn't expect me to answer like this, his ears were red, he coughed, and obviously changed the subject: "Actually Yinshi is not that bad, the reason why he said harsh words is just to want you to go home That's all. After all, this is the front line of the war, and we can't stay with you all the time, so we can't guarantee your safety."

"No", I shook my head, and retorted: "Maybe this is what he really thinks, maybe he's tired of me a long time ago. But even so, I still want to stay by his side, want to guard he."

"This is the blue bird I know!" Takasugi and I looked at each other and smiled as he said so.

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