Tentative

Shen Yizhuo didn't say a word, so Qu Zhe had no choice but to help him to the sofa, and turned around to get the sober medicine.He remembered that the commonly used medicines were kept in the apartment, but he couldn't remember which drawer it was in.He stood in front of the cabinet and opened the drawers to search one by one. Except for the iodine gauze which was put in a box, the other medicines were packed in plastic bags, as if they had been bought and eaten once and kept there.

The plastic bags turned loudly. Qu Zhe searched for them one by one, carefully looking at the names of the medicines, until suddenly someone lay on his back.

He was startled, and guessed that it was Shen Yizhuo, there were only the two of them in this room.

Shen Yizhuo buried his head in the crook of his neck, wrapped his arms around his waist, and pressed his chest tightly against his back.In a trance, it seemed that he could feel his heart beating slightly faster.He also used to sneak close to Shen Yizhuo, and then hugged him from behind like this.

Qu Zhe's throat was tight, and Shen Yizhuo's breath smelled like alcohol, but he didn't find it unpleasant.He hesitated for a moment, then continued to look for the hangover medicine, and let him hold her.

Shen Yizhuo was also very honest, holding him motionless.

Before he found the medicine, Shen Yizhuo suddenly spoke in his ear.

The voice gave him the same feeling as before, low, with warm breathing, a little dull.He said, "Qu Zhe, let's start from the beginning."

"You drank too much." He responded indifferently, and finally gave up looking for anti-alcoholic medicine, stuffed back all the plastic bags and medicines he had found just now, and then grabbed the hand on his waist, "Shen Yizhuo you Drank too much."

Qu Zhe wanted to pull him away, but he hugged him tightly: "...Then treat me as drunk."

He struggled for a while, but Shen Yizhuo's strength was astonishing, so he had to stop temporarily, and said seriously: "I'm tired, if you still have strength, pack up and sleep by yourself."

"Oh." Shen Yizhuo nodded in a daze, and then obediently let go.

Qu Zhe turned his head and glanced at him. At this moment, Shen Yizhuo was standing behind him like a lonely child, not planning to leave.

He lowered his voice and almost coaxed him, "Sit down first."

Shen Yizhuo suddenly let out a long breath, walked slowly to the sofa and sat down, groped for a while on the coffee table, and lit a cigarette for himself.Qu Zhe looked at his movements and thought, sure enough he wasn't drunk.

The other party seemed to be able to read minds, and said softly: "I have drunk a little too much, but I am not drunk."

"I'm going to take a shower, you can take care of yourself." After Qu Zhe finished speaking, he didn't want to entangle him too much, turned around and went to the balcony to collect and change his clothes, and went straight to the bathroom.

Fortunately, Shen Yizhuo didn't move, just sat on the sofa and smoked.

The warm water poured down, and the sound of water echoed in the bathroom, inexplicably calming down Qu Zhe.

He can never be indifferent, he will still be shaken by Shen Yizhuo's sudden affection.It was clearly a decided matter, and he decided not to expect any future. He had already done his best just to live. How could he fantasize about some unrealistic future because of his few words?

He is Shen Yizhuo, and his gentleness is the most insignificant thing.

They are not the same.

He, Shen Yizhuo, and Jiang Yuzhao were originally from two worlds.

Just like at the beginning, Jiang Yuzhao studied in Tianzhong without any effort, and Shen Yizhuo had a better choice, but it happened to be the closest principle, and he chose Tianzhong...Only he, who worked hard but almost couldn't even get into Tianzhong.This gap is inherent, and it just so happens that he doesn't have the ability to close the distance.

The restless heart was gradually soothed by these realities, Qu Zhe raised his head and let the water splash on his face, closing his eyes and forcing himself not to think about anything.

Suddenly, he heard the slight sound of the door lock, but before he realized what was going on, Shen Yizhuo's voice came from behind him: "Why don't you wear the one I bought for you..."

Before he finished speaking, he stopped as if he was stunned.

Qu Zhe turned his head in panic and saw Shen Yizhuo's face: "...what are you doing!"

He has been living here alone, so naturally he has no habit of locking the door. Even if Shen Yizhuo came over today...he never thought that Shen Yizhuo would come in suddenly while he was taking a shower.In particular, Shen Yizhuo has always behaved very well and never forced him.

Maybe I really drank too much, and I can't control my behavior.Qu Zhe thought so, turned back without looking at him, and hurriedly said: "You go out."

"The tattoo on your body..." Shen Yizhuo's voice had a rare sense of confusion, "What is that..."

"It's nothing, you get out." Qu Zhe hurriedly turned off the water, pulled the bath towel and wrapped it around his lower body, then turned around, trying to push Shen Yizhuo out, "Get out."

Before his hand touched Shen Yizhuo, the other party grabbed his wrist tightly, almost crushing his bones.

"It was you that night."

Hearing this sentence, Qu Zhe realized why Shen Yizhuo was so surprised.He hurriedly explained: "It's not me!"

"Then how do you know which night I'm talking about."

"……not me."

"What does '799' mean?"

"Means nothing."

Shen Yizhuo's eyes were sharp, he didn't look like a drunk person at all.He stared at Qu Zhe's face, while Qu Zhe lowered his head guiltily, and tugged his hand again: "You are holding it too tightly."

Hearing this, Shen Yizhuo let go of him, and just when he was about to speak, Qu Zhe had pushed him out of the bathroom vigorously, and quickly locked the door: "Go home when you wake up."

Shen Yizhuo stood blankly at the door of the bathroom without moving for a long while.

In fact, after careful calculation, he and Qu Zhe didn't spend much time together. He never observed Qu Zhe's body carefully, and he didn't even know when he got such a tattoo.He doesn't have the habit of stripping people naked, and most of the time even on the bed, Qu Zhe puts on his shirt well-so much so that he only discovered it today.

The person who inexplicably spent the night with him that night, the only thing he remembers is the "799" tattoo on his back.

He remembered that the person was very similar to Qu Zhe, and when Cong Yun appeared, he also guessed that maybe it was someone like Cong Yun who was somewhat similar to Qu Zhe.It's normal for people to be similar.But in the final analysis, who that person is is not so important to Shen Yizhuo. If you really want to go deeper, you can barely say that there is some element of missing, but when the person you miss really appears, that person loses its meaning.

Shen Yizhuo didn't understand until now why Jiang Yuzhao would fight him indiscriminately when he went to M8 to inquire the next day - Jiang Yuzhao must have known that Qu Zhe used to live in his place, so he would do it!

"Haven't you ever done it with Jiang Yuzhao?"

"I have never done anything with Jiang Yuzhao!"

"Is it the first time?"

"……Yes."

"You're lying to me? Are you?"

"...No, I'm sorry..."

"Shen Yizhuo...don't ask...please..."

Those words suddenly entered his mind. He once thought that what Qu Zhe had deliberately concealed was the matter between him and Jiang Yuzhao, but now these words have other meanings.

Qu Zhe didn't want to say more, and even wanted to deceive the past, maybe it was that drunk night.

It was the first time for Shen Yizhuo to feel panic in front of others - he could still see Qu Zhe's figure behind the frosted glass door at the door, accompanied by the sound of water, Qu Zhe would come out soon.

What should he do, pretend nothing happened, or ask clearly?

Realizing what he had done to Qu Zhe, Shen Yizhuo had the idea of ​​fleeing, and before Qu Zhe came out of the shower, he turned and left.

Hearing the sound of the door closing outside, Qu Zhe turned off the water again and opened the door carefully.In fact, he had finished washing long ago, he just turned on the water and pretended to be taking a bath.He couldn't go out and face Shen Yizhuo, especially since he didn't know what Shen Yizhuo would say or do.

Seeing through the crack of the door that there was no one outside, he walked out slowly, and there was no one on the sofa, so Shen Yizhuo left.

Qu Zhe breathed a sigh of relief, but suddenly felt a little lost.

Obviously he was the one who was treated like that, obviously he should point at Shen Yizhuo's nose and scold him, even hitting him was not too much.But he didn't want to say anything, he just wanted to pretend that this hadn't happened.

If you want to find out the reason for being able to understate it so lightly, it must be because of that person, Shen Yizhuo, not anyone else.

What Shen Yizhuo did to him was not considered coercion, some of them were just what you want and what you want to do.

M8 was busy tonight as usual, and business seemed to be booming.

Shen Yizhuo came out of the apartment without even thinking about it, and hurriedly took a taxi to M8.It wasn't until he stood at the door of the bar and watched men and women come and go that he realized that he didn't know whether Jiang Yuzhao was in this store or that store tonight, whether he was in the store or home at this time.

It was useless to stand at the door, Shen Yizhuo shook his head, trying to wake himself up, and then took out his cell phone to call Jiang Yuzhao.

"Where?"

"...Is there something wrong?" Jiang Yuzhao's voice was full of impatience, but Shen Yizhuo only noticed the ambient sound on the phone, which was very noisy.

"I'm at the gate of M8 in the south of the city. I have something to ask you."

After a short silence on the other end of the phone, he replied: "...you wait for me outside, I'll be right over."

"it is good."

Soon, Shen Yizhuo saw Jiang Yuzhao coming out of the door.Neither of them said anything first, but Jiang Yuzhao saw him at a glance and walked over immediately: "...what's the matter?"

Shen Yizhuo cut to the chase and said, "Do you know the tattoo on Qu Zhe's body?"

"...I know." Jiang Yuzhao seemed to realize something, and his expression was a little uncomfortable.Shen Yizhuo then asked: "Do you know what happened that night, right? You already knew that, so you fought with me that day."

Jiang Yuzhao frowned, and asked in doubt: "You have been with Qu Zhe for so long, and you only know that he has tattoos now?" Just after saying this, he realized something, "You don't know why I beat you that day? "

"I got it now……"

Jiang Yuzhao stopped talking, not knowing what to say.

Shen Yizhuo asked again: "You always knew, right?"

"Know what?" Jiang Yuzhao said impatiently, "You are really a fucking jerk, you come to me to ask about this now, don't you know that you have made people half dead? If I hadn't Zhe was sent to the hospital, no one knows if he is dead!"

Shen Yizhuo was speechless, Jiang Yuzhao seemed to have lost his temper, and then scolded: "Don't say you know now, you have to be nice to Qu Zhe in the future... Qu Zhe won't be with you, you threaten his sister He has done so many stupid things before, why do you let Qu Zhe continue to like you? Who do you think you are?"

"..." Shen Yizhuo was really powerless to refute Jiang Yuzhao's accusation, because every sentence was true.

Who does he think he is, who can perfectly control a person's feelings and make everything go smoothly?

Things were wrong from the very beginning, if he hadn't "obediently" obeyed Shen Guyu's order and left Qiaocheng, maybe things would have been different.

If he hadn't paid attention to the timid young man who was following him, he wouldn't have fallen into it, and until now, in the past seven years, he hasn't been able to pull it out.

Shen Yizhuo finally realized that he had been defeated a long time ago, but he stubbornly refused to admit defeat, thinking that he was invincible.

"...Then what does 799 mean?" After a long time, Shen Yizhuo whispered, like a middle school student who made a mistake.

Jiang Yuzhao was angry and amused at the same time: "Shen Yizhuo, has your brain been eaten by a dog? What marks will be left on Qu Zhe's body besides you?!"

"I?"

"...I'm too lazy to tell you!" Jiang Yuzhao scolded, "What do you like? After Mrs. Shen gives birth, I will take Qu Zhe away. You want to make up for him now, oh, it's too late."

After he finished speaking, he turned his head and left, striding back to M8.