[Black Basket] Cherish words

I had that dream again, and this time, it was my father who was smoking one cigarette after another in front of me, ignoring me and saying "no time" at the end and walking away.

Then i woke up.This time I didn’t wake up crying, it’s not that being left by brother Yuchen is worth crying and being left by my father isn’t worth crying. All I had in the beginning was lucid dreams, so why cry.

My body was covered with a thick quilt, which made me sweat all over my body; my head hurt very much, as if someone saw it back and forth with a saw blade, and it hurt like my head was about to split open.I wanted to shake my head to wake up, but the sharp pain made me give up.My mind was completely occupied by the pain, and I didn't have the heart to think about anything.

I rolled on the bed with my head in my arms, wanting to scream, but I felt that the act of screaming would aggravate my pain, so I just curled up into a ball.A series of movements attracted people, a hand was placed on my forehead, and I was hugged into my arms.

The pain gradually eased. Although it didn't disappear completely, at least I could think. I looked up, and the beautiful red and golden eyes were staring at me, with a faint... sorry?

"Ah Zheng, what's wrong with me?" I remember I got on the bus with A Zheng, and then what?

"It's just a slight complication, and it will be fine soon."

I grabbed Ah Zheng and wanted to get out of bed, but my legs softened, and Ah Zheng helped me in time.

"Ah Zheng, what's wrong with me, just tell me, a lot of things have happened recently, I feel like it's a sign of something."

"I can only say, yes." Ah Zheng shook his head helplessly, he would not tell me.

"Brother, Brother Yuchen, I want to find him." I looked around, looking for my phone.

"I tried, but I couldn't get through."

"I don't believe it! Brother Yuchen will definitely answer my call." I pushed away Ah Zheng, stumbled and ran to the living room, found the mobile phone, and immediately called Brother Yuchen, but the signal could not be sent and could not be answered.

"No, don't, brother..." I dialed it over and over again, gave up the speed dial, and forced my unruly fingers to press the string of numbers I knew by heart, but the result was the same.

I suddenly panicked, do I have no chance to see Brother Yuchen for the last time, no, I, I must go to him.Inexplicably gaining strength again, I grabbed my phone and was about to run outside.

"A Yu, calm down, you're fine!" Ah Zheng grabbed me, and in order to stop me from punching and kicking, he turned me against the wall.

"You liar!" I cried, crying.I just want to see Brother Yuchen, why are you stopping me?

My thinking seemed to be separated, and my reason and emotion were separated.One, I was the most helpless child, I just wanted to find Brother Yuchen, to have a safe home; the other, I calmly watched myself making trouble for no reason, watching Ah Zheng enduring all emotions to comfort me and discourage me.

In this scene, if Brother Yuchen was not unable to answer the phone because he went to the tomb, but replaced it with a heartless man who ruthlessly abandoned the infatuated person, it would be bloody enough. It just so happens that Ah Zheng is the one who looks like a good buddy but actually admires the infatuated person for a long time. Love triangle accomplished!

After all, I couldn't resist Ah Zheng's suppression, I was defeated, and fell powerlessly to the ground.Ah Zheng wanted to help me up, but I kicked and beat me indiscriminately, not cooperating with him.Ah Zheng, who finally endured his impatience to the limit, said in a very deep voice: "Ah Yu, that's enough." I still have the intuition of a small animal for the part that is completely emotional, and I was too scared to move. I took it back to the house.

It wasn't until Ah Zheng calmed down again and came to comfort me that I recovered from the dazed state of fright, and then faced Ah Zheng, crying loudly, hysterical out of control.

"Who the hell are you? Why do you have to treat me like this! I don't care why you like me. I don't like you. Stop bluffing me with your things that you decide to be. I just like Brother Yuchen. I just like you. I like Brother Yuchen alone! I don’t care about Xie’s family, I don’t care about Xie’s family!”

Afterwards, there were similar roars. After listening to them, I realized that there was such a big resentment hidden in my heart.

After a roar that ruined my image, I was hoarse, my hands and feet were numb, and I slumped on the bed.If Ah Zheng wants to do something to me at this time, I really have no ability to resist.

Ah Zheng really did not hesitate to do it!

Ah Zheng pushed me down, and slowly laid himself on the bed, propping one elbow on the pillow so that he could keep a certain distance to see me clearly, and gently caressed my cheek with one hand.

"Calm down?" The light tone seemed to be afraid of scaring me, I nodded, and the corner of Ah Zheng's mouth curled up into a slight smile. "Then let's settle the score."

Am I in debt to you?

Ah Zheng seemed to know my mental activities, he rubbed my cheek lightly with his fingertips, frowned slightly, but still smiled slightly, and said, "Let's talk about Xie Yuchen's matter."

Uh, how should I put this, it seems that I really owe Ah Zheng?I was the one who said he wanted to date Ah Zheng, I was the one who said he liked A Zheng, and now I was the one who said he only liked Brother Yuchen.From Ah Zheng's point of view, it would certainly be unpleasant to be kept secret, but the matter of Brother Yuchen is not so easy to say.

"I like Brother Yuchen, and I still do until now, but I know this is fruitless, so I'm trying to find a way to get out, and I'm sorry for using Ah Zheng, but you also saw that I used you as an experimental product, So it can't be all my fault." Explaining to Ah Zheng that this is my limit, and I can't help him if he gets angry again.

Ah Zheng changed his posture, put his forehead against mine, and put his whole body weight on me.He held my face in his hands and asked almost with a sigh: "What about me?"

Ah Zheng didn't seem to care that I love brother Yuchen at all, which surprised me.Could it be that Ah Zheng is satisfied with me as long as there is a little response, even if I love others with all my heart, he can silently watch me behind me?No, forget it, just thinking about it gives goosebumps.

But Azheng's question with a bit of hurt and expectation really made me unbearable. After all, Azheng is my boyfriend now, and it's too much for my girlfriend to make him so uneasy.

"I like Ah Zheng, really. I knew a long time ago that I should start with Brother Yuchen... In short, there has been no one who can impress me, and Ah Zheng has kicked out a part of my heart that originally belonged to Brother Yuchen. I like Ah Zheng, not to comfort you."

"Hmph, that's the way to go." Ah Zheng got up from me and said coldly with an unhappy expression.

What? ...

I seem to have been fooled by this kid's acting skills again!

I actually forgot that Ah Zheng said, "From head to toe, from outside to inside, from name to heart, it's all mine. My woman, no matter who she is, no matter what aspect she is in, I won't allow anyone to touch her." In this case.

I looked at Ah Zheng angrily, trying to express my resentment, but...

Ah Zheng's kiss landed on my forehead.Soft, warm kiss, I can't help but close my eyes.Then the eyelids, the tip of the nose, and the corners of the lips.

I don't know when Ah Zheng unbuttoned our shirts, and his body was gradually scorched by the light touch of his cool skin and palms.My body, which was already weak due to headaches and noise, became more and more limp, and was controlled by Ah Zheng;

The moment Ah Zheng entered, the indescribable pain made me twitch, and the headache came back again.After that, I didn't know anything but pain.

The rational me said it was really pitiful, I didn't remember the important first time; Ah Zheng was also quite pitiful, he must not have had the best time.

As if to prove this point, when I woke up from the headache, Ah Zheng pushed me down without any explanation.

The abnormality of my body and Ah Zheng's atrocities made me unable to move at all the next morning.Ah Zheng said without sincerity that he would pay attention next time.

The only thing that made me happy was that my head didn't hurt after the afternoon nap, and I was going crazy from being oppressed by headaches continuously.

In the evening I cooked in a good mood, but Ah Zheng was not only ungrateful, he continued to bully me, and the place was changed to a sofa, no, I should think so, it was changed from my bed to his bed.

In the morning again, when I woke up, Ah Zheng was gone.

I was still sleeping on the sofa, but without that warm embrace.I searched the whole house, the coat and other dry clothes were put away, half-cut vegetables were placed on the chopping board, and the knife fell to the floor. It seemed that Ah Zheng went back, and he also took my Rilakkuma apron by the way.

What is this, the so-called omen refers to this?When I finally decided to let go of Brother Yuchen and accept Ah Zheng?Ah Zheng said that the key to going back lies with me, right?Is it just to get me?Does that mean that Ah Zheng has been planning this whole time?

I shook my head, no, I believe in Ah Zheng.

I lay on the sofa all morning looking at the ceiling, suddenly without Ah Zheng, the room was empty, and there was a piece of emptiness in my heart.

Just when I was avoiding and didn't want to think about what I should do, Brother Yuchen came back.I didn't have a chance to be touched and cry. Brother Yuchen brought the sad news that my father passed away.

I thought I would grab brother Yuchen excitedly and yell at him, I don't believe you can explain clearly, but in fact, I mechanically stood up from the sofa, my legs were so weak that I couldn't stand, and I fell to my knees on the ground.Countless messy voices sounded in my head, black and garbled characters floated in front of my eyes, a touch of pink swirled in my vision, and I fainted.

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