[Black Basket] Cherish words

I was already in Beijing when I woke up, and the Xie family’s old house was still so lifeless that I couldn’t breathe.

When I woke up, Brother Yuchen was beside me, he hugged me into his arms, and said, "Brother is here, cry."

I couldn't cry, I just hugged Brother Yuchen and didn't let go until my wife showed up and chased Brother Yuchen away, and then she told my father the cause of death.

I don't want to know what purpose she told me, and I don't care anymore, I just want to kill someone, slowly stabbing him to death like Gao Yuan killed my father.

Gao Yuan couldn't get his hands on me, so he turned to my father for support.The reason why my father suddenly attacked my residence in Hangzhou without even saying hello was because Gao Yuan told him that I was living with Ah Zheng.Unexpectedly, Ah Zheng persuaded his father, and when Gao Yuan came to the door again after returning to Beijing, he was scolded by his father, and he made a move during the quarrel.

Brother Yuchen sent people nearby to find out, because Brother Yuchen was not there, so he reported to his wife first.When Madam wanted to notify me, Brother Yuchen stopped the work, so he went to look for me instead.

Tomorrow is the third day, and my wife said that Xie's family will be in charge of the funeral, which will be cremated and buried in a formal way, and let me live in the old house for a period of time after the funeral to recuperate.Brother Yuchen followed me after my wife left, almost never leaving. I don't know if he was afraid of me committing suicide or blindly seeking Gao Yuan for revenge. Anyway, I have both thoughts.

Brother Yuchen has been looking for something to say. He said that we went to pay New Year's greetings to our father when we were young.Grandpa Xie Jiu was still around for a few years, but I didn't know that I was not a child of the Xie family. During the Chinese New Year, my grandfather would ask Brother Yuchen to take me to pay my father New Year's greetings.I have always thought that "uncle" who always hugged me and cried and laughed is strange, but I like him very much, because he will buy a lot of delicious food and wait for us to go, and give me a lot of lucky money.

Brother Yuchen said that he also likes to go to his father’s place to pay New Year’s greetings. Not only can there be delicious food, but he can get a lot of money for the New Year’s Eve (although the amount given by his father is nothing to him), and the important thing is that he can freely One day at ease, no one cares about how we want to play, and even my father will play with us.

Brother Yuchen also talked about the second master.Brother Yuchen is used to addressing Er Yuehong as the second grandfather with respect from the older generation, but I am more used to calling Er Yuehong the second grandfather.I still remember that because I called him the second grandpa, the grandfather "Xiao Jiejiu" who was younger than him took advantage of it, and he just laughed it off.

It was the second grandpa who said that I entered Xiejia's house. Although he knew how Xiejia raised me, he didn't care about it, but when I was there, he really spoiled me. Brother Yuchen was not treated as well as I was, so the happiest thing for me when I was young was to play in his troupe.Brother Yuchen was in charge of his burial. I hid in the house crying and refused to go. In the end, Brother Yuchen took me to see him off. I sprinkled the first handful of soil on the coffin lid. In other words, let the second grandfather's most beloved "granddaughter" send him to the wife he has loved so much all his life.

Bits and pieces, Brother Yuchen talked a lot, he said, I listened.Although what he said can bring back many good memories in me, I can't turn my attention to good things.I finally made up my mind to bury my feelings for Brother Yuchen and accept Ah Zheng. Although Ah Zheng had no intention of doing this, I was left behind by Ah Zheng. I knew from the beginning that I was defeated by impulse and reaped the consequences. I don’t blame Ah Zheng. No matter what, but the heart is always heavy; at this time, my father left me, not only made things worse, but I had a feeling that I had no connection with this world.

Brother Yuchen probably also said that he was tired, but seeing that he couldn't persuade me, he also fell silent, took out his cigarette and started smoking.The last time I saw him smoking one cigarette after another was many years ago when the second grandpa passed away... No, it was in my dream!

I had been half lying half sitting on the bed motionless, and I suddenly knocked out his cigarette, which shocked Brother Yuchen, but before he asked, I had already hugged him and started crying.

"Brother, you won't leave me, won't you leave me too? We still have a lot of time, and I won't be separated from you even if I don't get married!"

With Brother Yuchen's love for me, he would agree without hesitation, but he hesitated.

"Xiaoyu, I don't want to say it at this time, but we probably don't have much time." Brother Yuchen hugged me who was stunned, and hugged me tightly as if afraid that I would disappear, his arms were strangled I ached.

"Xiaoyu..."

"Don't say it! Brother, don't tell me the reason! I'm afraid to hear more cruel news. Brother, I love you, I have always loved you, do you know? I loved you before I left Xie's house. We didn't Isn’t it related by blood? I had a chance, didn’t I? Even if I didn’t deserve your background, I could have loved you, didn’t I? Don’t take it away, okay, I know I shouldn’t love you, I am working hard, I accept that Ah Zheng is working hard, brother, I have worked very hard, don't be angry, don't deprive me of time, okay?"

I almost blurted out these words, but when I opened my mouth, I didn't dare to say it again. Telling Brother Yuchen of my love would cause him too much trouble. I can bear the pain of this relationship myself.

So in the end I just shook my head and stopped him from continuing.

After getting better in the afternoon, Brother Yuchen allowed me to see my father's remains. Brother Yuchen supported me as if I was critically ill.Even though brother Yuchen reminded me to be mentally prepared, when I saw the wound on my father's body, my eyes were still dark, and I couldn't stand anymore, so I threw myself on him and cried until I couldn't get up.My mood and state are too painful to describe.

I ran into my wife on the way back when I was half hugged by Brother Yuchen. She told Brother Yuchen to take good care of me and asked us to have dinner with her at night.My wife, who has always hated me, has treated me very favorably by doing this.

Dinner was very peaceful, and no one mentioned the topic of father.Brother Yuchen continued to follow me after dinner, and Madam didn't stop me either.

Brother Yuchen sleeps with me at night.The last time I shared the same bed, I called Brother Yuchen "Sister". Unfortunately, I didn't complain about whether he followed his inseparable care method. I have to follow him when I take a shower and go to the bathroom, and I'm not excited. I have evil thoughts and Xiao miss his mood.

There will be such a day that I, who love Brother Yuchen, sleep in his arms, without a single thought in my mind.Am I still that Xie Tianyu?

I slept very peacefully that night, and when I was woken up by brother Yuchen, I even thought, it would be nice not to wake up again.Brother Yuchen rarely has dark circles under his eyes, probably I can't sleep well in my arms with many people in the way.

The funeral was very quiet, me, brother Yuchen, and a group of people under brother Yuchen came to contribute, and there was nothing else.My father's usual friends didn't even know the bad news.

My father's ashes were buried with my mother's, and the tombstone was replaced with a new one.I knelt down and looked at the cold name on the tombstone. I couldn't cry, but my tears couldn't stop.

I don't know how long it took, Brother Yuchen wanted to pull me up, but I didn't want to move, but he insisted on helping me up.After kneeling for a long time, my legs were a little weak, Brother Yuchen grabbed my shoulders, lending me strength.I looked at him in confusion, and he asked me solemnly, "Xiaoyu, what do you want to do?"

I didn't realize what brother Yuchen was saying for a while, brother Yuchen raised his chin to the side, and his men pushed a person to the grave.

"Brother... Thank you." I don't know how to react, I don't need to react, I just want to kill him.

I opened my eyes wide and looked at the plateau full of embarrassment, and there was only one sentence in my head: I will kill him.

"Give me the knife." I stretched out my hand to Brother Yuchen's men who were standing by, and my eyes were still fixed on Gao Yuan.Probably because my expression was too ferocious, and Brother Yuchen believed that I would stab Gao Gao to death without hesitation when I got the knife, so he took my hand and pulled me back.

"Brother, don't stop me."

"What do you want?"

"I'm going to kill him. How could he treat my dad? I'll pay him back ten times. I'll stab him in a non-lethal place and make him die in agony every minute!" I roared, rushing up to give A foot on the plateau.

Gao Yuan fell to the ground, hugged my leg and cried and begged for forgiveness, saying that he didn't do it on purpose, that he was too angry and excited, and he would definitely make it up to me, and that he just wanted to destroy Ah Zheng and me because he loved me too much. He was impulsive when he saw that my dad actually agreed.

It made me sick to hear him talk, but I couldn't shake him with a kick, and I saw a rock under my feet, so I picked it up and threw it straight at his head.

I didn't hold back at all, holding the idea that if I couldn't beat Gao Gao to death, I would at least beat him to a concussion, and when I saw that he wasn't even bleeding from the smash, I beat him again.

But I was stopped by brother Yuchen. At this time, my mind was full of thoughts of killing Gao Yuan, so I shook the hand that was held by brother Yuchen to ask him to let me go.Realizing that I couldn't make any sense, Brother Yuchen picked me up from behind and dragged me away. His men pressed the plateau to prevent him from crawling over.

I struggled to break away from Brother Yuchen's restraint, but my body and strength were too different, so I couldn't break free at all.

"Do as Xiaoyu said, take your time and don't stab the weak point, if you die, it will be mine."

Brother Yuchen's words made me collapse powerlessly into his arms and burst into tears.Brother Yuchen put one hand in front of my eyes and hugged me tightly.

For the next few days I stayed at my father's house, sorting out his things and burning them.I found my father's diary in a short while, which started when I was ten years old. Judging from his records, there should be more before, but I couldn't find it.In the diary, I wrote in detail every time I came to see him, and after he took me back to his side, I made him angry, and I grew up bit by bit.My father, who has always been hot-tempered, turned out to have such a delicate side. I hesitated and left a diary.

After the matter was settled, brother Yuchen looked at me more closely. Even if he really couldn't get away, he didn't feel at ease leaving me in the old house of Xie's family to be taken care of by his subordinates. Instead, he invited Miss Huo Xiuxiu to accompany me.Even though I have repeatedly stated that I will not be overwhelmed, he has no intention of restraining himself.

Even if the target is brother Yuchen, I am not willing to accept this kind of imprisonment in disguise.With the help of my wife, I finally boarded the train back to Hangzhou.I left a note for brother Yuchen, telling him that I was just going out to relax, and told him not to worry.

Nevertheless, I was stopped by him as soon as I got off the train.Brother Yuchen immediately drove over after learning that I was going back to Hangzhou. He was so grateful and apologetic when he saw me that I didn't have the heart to question him again.

I wanted to go home, but brother Yuchen didn't agree, so I went to the small hotel last time.I still live with him, but this time, Ah Zheng is gone.

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