[Black Basket] Cherish words

I had a fever, headache, and felt weak and limp on the sofa, not wanting to move. Ah Zheng knew that he was to blame, and obediently brought me tea and water to make porridge.After burning for two days in a row, I don't know why my body is hurting.

Ah Zheng, a part-time worker at the milk tea shop, asked me to take a week off. He couldn’t watch me all the time in class, so I secretly threw away the pills and repeated the boring cycle of going to the toilet, drinking water, and sleeping.I don't know how Ah Zheng found out, he didn't hesitate to come back again at noon to watch me take the medicine.I had a fever with a bitter taste in my mouth, and I didn't want to take medicine at all. As a result of always talking softly with Ah Zheng, he became more and more impatient and then poured the medicine down to me without saying a word.Although Ah Zheng treated me as a patient very cruelly, with the help of medicine, my fever subsided quickly.

Ah Zheng once again showed me his amazing willpower, and we are also considered to be in the "honeymoon period", but he is not greedy for sex, of course I am very happy about this.He has to go to class, he has to train him to do his homework, he has a full day's schedule, and he won't allow himself to be wasted to have fun, then he wouldn't be Ah Zheng.

Sometimes it's Friday, sometimes it's Saturday, Ah Zheng didn't bother me too much.I sadly found that I had adapted to the life of this kind of person/wife in less than a month.Should I congratulate Ah Zheng for your success in training/teaching?

There is a winter vacation in early December, and Ah Zheng does not plan to participate in this W·C. In other words, I have wanted to complain about the abbreviation of WinterCup for a long time. You can just read WinterCup. If you pronounce the abbreviation as the initials, you won’t feel embarrassed. ?

Although Ah Zheng didn't plan to participate, just in case the supervisor made him a backup member, and he sometimes took time to go to the school to guide training.I don't know if it's because the weather is getting colder, but when I see him going to school, I always want to ask him to come back early, but my instinct tells me that it's better not to say anything.Originally, it was just a trivial matter, but my intuition overturned it made me feel a little uncomfortable, as if a knot that was about to be loosened was twisted in my heart, and it was only a slight pull to calm it down, but I just couldn’t use that force .

Then, the knot loosened.

Ah Zheng disappeared.

I was cooking when I passed out from a severe headache, thankfully I just started chopping vegetables and the knife fell on the cutting board, if I was boiling water and cooking soup I would probably never wake up.When I woke up, I still had a slight stabbing pain in my head, but my body was fine, only a little stiff from lying on the floor for too long.

I rubbed my forehead to relieve the pain, and sorted out the messy logic by the way.

Ah Zheng went to pick me up.Not the "me" of another world, not the "me" of the future, not any kind of "me" that needs to be quoted, that's who I am, who I was about three months ago.

I found out that Ah Zheng took him in at home, he fell in love with me, I wanted to use him to get out of my crush on Brother Yuchen, until my father came to find me, I was tortured by a headache, I gave it to him, he disappeared, and my father had an accident, I explained Brother Jia Yuchen kept me under strict supervision, and all of this was the personal experience of the 21-year-old Xie Tianyu in less than three months.

When I was writing my dissertation, Ah Zheng took a nap in the tree. He poured beer all over his body to solve the plateau problem for me. He accompanied me to visit the small boss of Xileng Yinshe. I still remember the details of many things clearly.After more than two years, I finally regained my proper memory.

Is there really a god in control of this world?If so, why would God do this? If not, how would he explain this strange thing that happened to me and Ah Zheng?

Waking up from a coma, I not only remembered the past, but also understood my situation.It seems that someone put these answers into my head when I was unconscious. I knew it naturally without the source.

From what I said at home when I found Ah Zheng, he traveled from this world and temporarily forgot about me, but he quickly recalled it.He didn't fall in love with me firmly in such a short time, he has loved me for a long time.

Ah Zheng once suspected that the two necklaces were the same when he found the necklace, and he was right. He exchanged the necklace and gave me the one he was wearing, and he wore the one that shouldn't exist. The key to this side of the world.The condition for his return was not to get me, and his disappearance after the second night was just a coincidence that the condition was fulfilled.My father died and I had no connection with that world anymore.

In those days, I could return to this world at any time. Brother Yuchen’s monitoring was actually in vain, as if he was holding me tightly, I still disappeared in his arms.The problem was that after I fell asleep that night, Brother Yuchen saw that I was wearing a necklace with Ah Zheng's name engraved on it, so he took my necklace away out of selfishness. The 27-year-old brother Yuchen is here because he is holding my necklace.

Brother Yuchen's behavior directly caused the time error in my world here. At the age of 21, I should have appeared at the time when Ah Zheng was 18 years old, but I mistakenly entered the time of Ah Zheng’s first year of high school, who was not yet 16 years old. For the law of causality (this word pops out of my head, I don’t know what it is at all ) balance, my memory is only left with the part corresponding to Ah Zheng.My body still belongs to me at the age of 21, but the memory after the Spring Festival at the age of 18 and a half has been cut off, so I always think that I woke up in the old house of Xie family and changed places.The inexplicable sense of familiarity and accurate intuition that I have experienced many times so far is just the memory left by my body.

Although it is very surreal, there are too many surreal things in it, so I can accept it without changing my face. I have been in this world for more than two years, and even until now, my body has been stuck at the age of 21. , staying in the state when I disappeared.I will not continue to grow until Ah Zheng comes back and when I disappear.In the past two years, since I was 18 years old and nearly 21 years old, it is not surprising that I have stopped developing and there has been no obvious change, so I didn't notice it.

This information explains a lot of things, but when you think about it, there are still many questions.I'm a little ashamed, but that's the first thing I think of.

The "first time" I thought was actually not my first time, it's strange if there is blood.I have done it three times with A Zheng, one of which I hardly felt because of a headache, not enough for my body to form an experience, A Zheng only had a theory so I couldn't find it.It’s just that, Ah Zheng’s first time was to the current me, and my first time was to Ah Zheng who has done many times with the current me. How should this be counted?

No, more than that, the whole thing is a paradox.If I arrived at the right time, without these two years of getting along, Ah Zheng would not necessarily appear in that world, or if he appeared, I would be just a stranger, he would not love me at all, and there would be no future I couldn't find the necklace, so I didn't have to show up to the 18-year-old Ah Zheng at all.

From this point of view, Brother Yuchen took the necklace and made a mistake, which must happen.Only when the time is wrong, Ah Zheng falls in love with me, picks me up, and I come here will happen, but this time bites into a ring, I influence Ah Zheng at the wrong time, Ah Zheng picks me up, Ah Zheng goes to pick me up I, I influenced Ah Zheng because Brother Yuchen came to the wrong time, they are mutual cause and effect, only let time form a loop.

The problem is that if time becomes a circle, then there are plural me and Ah Zheng being circled in, just like there is still one me in the world over there, we will go out without knowing it, or is it that the singular us are surrounded by time? Locked in a cage?It has been 21 years since I was 3, and I have memories from both sides. If time forms a loop, why doesn’t the so-called law of causality ignore me this time?

I found that I couldn't continue to think about it any longer. The fact that I couldn't get a glimpse of the truth was just the second thing. I was about to deny my existence.I have sacrificed too much for my destiny, and I have to be worthy.

It's a bit like the fetus living in Penglai in "Twelve Kingdoms", I was born in the wrong world.It is certain that I will return to this world after the parents who gave birth to me are dead, but my mother died of regret because of the root cause of my illness after giving birth to me, and she died of lingering illness for two years. Leaving as soon as possible was arranged for death; just like Brother Yuchen had to take my necklace and caused a mistake, my father had to die to let the events connect and bite, he had to die.

I have always felt guilty for not being able to be filial to my father, but the cruel truth is that my birth was a sin that ate away their lives and drove them to death.Brother Yuchen was accidentally involved, and although his life was safe, I could only make him sad.

The person who loves me has done so much for me, but I don't even have the courage to deny my own existence. What does it look like?Xie Tianyu, whom Brother Yuchen and A Zheng fell in love with, is not a weak coward.

I don't know why I am here, it doesn't matter, I am alive, I have things to do, and I have to wait for someone, so I will take care of things and wait for Ah Zheng to come back.

Finally sorted out the mood, the first thing is to deal with the many matters of A Zheng's "disappearance".

Taking out the phone, there were indeed a lot of missed calls, the first half were from Hayama, and the second half were from Maya.

I called Ye Shan, and he ran back to Luoshan to help train the younger generation when he had nothing to do during the holidays.As soon as the phone was connected, there was an anxious cry: "Sister Tianyu (I asked him to call him that and he called it so obediently, so I like this child so much) it's not good! Akashi is missing! He went to the rooftop to sleep at noon. It never came down again, and now I can’t find it no matter how I look for it, and the mobile phone is also thrown on the roof..."

"Ye Shanjun, please calm down." I managed to find a chance to interject, "Ah Zheng had already left suddenly, and he found that his phone was missing after he got in the car. Although he thought it might be on the roof, there was nothing he could do. He just found the phone and immediately called him. I'm calling, don't worry."

"Hey, is this like this? Then the supervisor..."

"Oh, that's right, Ah Zheng may not be able to go for a while, please explain to Mr. Supervisor for me, please."

"But sister Tianyu, how can I explain it, you let Akashi..."

"Ah Zheng will explain after he comes back, and even told me not to disturb him casually, what do you think?"

"Eh? Well, I get it." Ye Shan's distressed voice made me seem to see his tears streaming down his face. It seems that Ah Zhengyao... the prestige is still there.

I asked Ha Shan to help me bring a message to Maya, I thought twice and decided not to tell my uncle and aunt for the time being.I can't explain these surreal things to them, and there is no need to let them know these excessive worries.In ten days or so it will be the New Year, and it must be impossible to hide it at that time, let's talk about it then.

Ah Zheng stayed by my side for more than two months, but every morning I took his coat to the roof of the main teaching building in Luoshan, just to do so.After the winter vacation, the school was deserted, and no one disturbed me. I played on the rooftop, recalled the progress of Ah Zheng's strategy, and vomited my own troubles by the way.

At that time, I secretly complained that Ah Zheng had no psychological burden to eat my money, spend my money without hesitation, no distress, no softness, and kept bullying me. I complained about whether I owed him in my previous life. Now that I think about it, it really is. owed him.

It's stupid to agree to Gao Yuan pretending to be a girlfriend in front of Ah Zheng.

The "first meeting" with brother Yuchen was disgusting or something, and the two of them really had a high enough synchronization rate.

Saying "This is my woman" in front of so many people should be full of confidence.

It is rare for him to be patient again when he is sick, but he is still so cautious, even with his father.

Facing me who loves brother Yuchen so much and is even more determined, I must have been terribly unhappy, but I couldn't just eat it casually, ah, so happy.

I'm so happy... I'm very happy, but being happy is boring, Ah Zheng, come back soon.

I miss you.

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After I finished the exam, I went to climb the snow-capped mountains. I probably have the Internet sometimes and sometimes not. Comments (if there is →_→) I will reply later

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