Shanghai 29℃

The school recently invited the director of the Capital TV Station to give a speech. As the leader of the news team, Chi Yuwan followed his instructor to get in touch with the famous director. He heard that he was vigorous and resolute, and the atmosphere in the station was completely changed by him. Handled incredibly well.

The speech was held in the auditorium of the school, and there were many people present. The news team members sat in the front row because they could enter the venue early, and all of them took small notebooks and prepared to take notes.

Chi Yuwan shook his head, and his body suddenly hit the armrest of the seat. Fortunately, Wan Wanyan quickly gave her a quick hand to prevent her from falling off the chair.

"Wanwan! What's going on with you recently?" Wanwan looked at Chi Yuwan, who had both hands resting on her forehead, and touched her face with her hand, "If you have anything to do, you must tell me, Wanwan, you Is there something wrong with your body?"

"It's okay." Chi Yuwan smiled slightly, waved one hand indifferently, and took out the phone from his pocket, "I'm going to make a call."

Walking to a hidden corner next to the entrance, Chi Yuwan called Xu Mianji with a sullen face, but no one answered after several calls. She didn't give up and kept calling until she seemed impatient , finally a voice sounded, "Yu Wan."

"...Sister Shan." Chi Yuwan pressed the center of his eyebrows, "Why are you still here? Where did Xu Mianji go?"

It seems that everything is against her, Xu Mo wanted to kill her, and Xu Mianji also started to lose contact with her. Chi Yuwan wanted to know if he was at the end of the road now, and the king of Hades seemed to be there waved to her.

"In the past few days, she has filmed a lot of fighting scenes, and she is a bit overwhelmed physically. She basically falls asleep after the scenes. I am also busy with company affairs these days. There are some things that you may not have experienced. I don’t know what’s so sad, you’d better enjoy your last student time now, and I’ll contact you when I’m free.”

Chi Yuwan hooked the corner of his mouth coldly, "Okay. Sister Shan has put too much effort into Wanji's company, and I haven't thanked you for Xu Mianji yet."

"I should. I'll get busy first if there's nothing else to do." Jin Shan's tone seemed formulaic.

Chi Yuwan gritted her teeth, the sky in the distance was getting dark, and the sunset was showing a gorgeous color, she suddenly raised one corner of her mouth and smiled, put the phone away and put it in her pocket.

Just as he was about to turn around and enter the auditorium, someone hit his head hard, and Chi Yuwan immediately fell against the wall.

Over there, Xu Mianji was still wearing a costume, armored and heroic. She answered the phone and walked up to Jin Shan in a rather good mood, "The cooperation is over, this new drama will let Zhu Dan and Xu Let’s go to the forest.” She stretched her waist, but her arms were halfway stretched and bound by the armor on her body, so she gave up and asked, “Who is calling me?”

Jin Shan handed Xu Mianji's mobile phone to her, and the call records inside showed a partner's number, "Talking about endorsement."

"Okay, I'll trouble Sister Shan to help me deal with these less important matters in the future. I have to concentrate on making this movie well. After all, my wife wrote the script." Xu Mianji bowed his head in silence after finishing speaking. Yes, flipped through the call log several times with my fingers, "Didn't my baby call me recently?"

"I'll keep an eye on her Moments and Weibo for you. It seems that there are a lot of school activities recently, so she must be very busy." Jin Shan took out a contract from her bag, "If you say let me handle it, I will help you After accepting this advertisement, I have already contacted me many times, I see that you have nothing to do after filming, so let’s shoot this first.”

Xu Mianji looked at the contract intently, and when he looked up at Jin Shan, there was something unclear in his eyes, "I remember I told Sister Shan that after the filming, I obviously had my own arrangements. "

"You didn't tell me what it is specifically. If it's work, it won't delay you." Jin Shan handed over the contract again, "This time the advertising fee is really high. If you don't make money, you won't make money."

"After filming, I will go abroad for a year of further study, and by the way, I will get married with Wanwan. After one year, she will graduate, and I will have new developments. Both husband and wife will return home. This is my vision." Xu Mian Ji turned the phone in his hand, "Sister Shan, don't mess around."

"Nonsense?" Jin Shan smiled indifferently, lowered her eyes, and put away the contract, "Since you have made a plan, then I will answer some advertisements for you, what should you do in the future, I will also intervene Stop talking."

Xu Mianji snatched the contract again, went across the table to get a pen, signed it with a brush, and then handed it back to Jin Shan, "But, as you said, if you don't make money, you don't make money. "

Jin Shan's expression was calm, she took the contract and turned around, "I'm going back to Shanghai, the company can't be left alone."

"Well, help me when you have time... Oh, forget it, Sister Shan, go slowly." Xu Mianji glanced at the scene that was still being arranged, and hurriedly called Chi Yuwan, but she just dialed her Immediately hung up again.

What if Chi Yuwan is still busy?Forget it, if she misses her, she will naturally call.

Thinking of this, Xu Mianji put the phone aside, and secretly took a rest to get back into the cage.

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In Chi Yuwan's dream, it used to be charming love, all fantasies related to Xu Mianji, but since she has been in a coma more and more recently, the black hole in the mirror has gradually appeared, and by the way, there is Xu Mo's terrifying face.

That day after she said to Xu Mo that she wanted to stop the treatment, Xu Mo was stunned for a long time, probably never expecting her to say such a word suddenly.

"why?"

Under such circumstances, Xu Mo could only ask these three silly words.

Chi Yuwan took a deep breath, and exerted some force on the soles of her feet to stop herself. She didn't even dare to look at Xu Mo's face, which she was very familiar with and thought she knew very well.

"I'm scared, Xu Mo."

Leaving behind these five words that seemed inexplicable to Xu Mo, Chi Yuwan ran out of the hospital at the speed of escape. I got the phone call.

Chi Yuwan didn't dare to answer it, she even wanted to throw the vibrating mobile phone into the Huangpu River.

Xu Mo sent another message, and countless words of "I'm sorry" piled up together, which caused a lot of visual impact on Chi Yuwan's eyes. Her heart trembled, and she threw her phone into her bag, tears streaming down her face. She couldn't believe that the person she trusted the most, a psychiatrist who had treated her for so many years, would be shaken even for a moment.

Since getting mental illness, Chi Yuwan has only had a psychiatrist like Xu Mo. She really can't stand being prying into the secrets of her heart by someone she doesn't know well. Anyway, Xu Mo grew up with her. Chi Yuwan He is not excluded.

Looking back on my journey, when Chi Yuwan most wanted to give up and couldn't persevere, it was Xu Mo who gently encouraged her, allowing her to find the strength to regain the loneliness in her heart. It can be said that there is no such thing as Xu Mo , she, Chi Yuwan, would never have made it to today.

For Xu Mo's momentary hesitation, Chi Yuwan completely understood. For example, a healthy old man in his family suddenly suffered from cerebral infarction. At the very beginning, all the family members must have wanted to do their best to take care of him. Yes, but how can such a process be sustained with a little moving emotion in my heart?The boring and hard work day after day, the endless waiting, the hearts of those who are taken care of are like stagnant water, and the people who take care of them will be disappointed slowly.

Chi Yuwan covered his face with both hands, and finally wept until he could not hear the heavy traffic and the setting sun in the sky.

"Classmate, classmate..."

Vaguely, Chi Yuwan heard a voice that seemed to be calling her, but when she opened her eyes, she could only see the empty black hole of the mirror, and could not see a clear figure.

"Come here." A voice suddenly appeared behind a mirror, which startled Chi Yuwan. She turned her head to look over, but only saw her own mirror image.

"...Where are you?" Chi Yuwan walked towards the mirror, afraid that something would suddenly appear in the mirror, but the strange thing was that she couldn't see anything except herself.

"I have been suppressed by you for too long, and I am out of shape." The voice came out from the mirror in an empty space, "Chi Yuwan, but your current situation is no different from mine, I really didn't expect... Xu The doctor would do that, haha."

Chi Yuwan shivered violently. She felt that she was going to be out of breath, so she had to step back, thinking that it would be better to stay away from the mirror.

"You were wrong from the beginning, you know? A road of no return, even if there are flowers growing on the side of the road, but it can't change the fact that it is full of mud underneath. This is the road you walked, what you cherish now I'm starting to give up on you, does it feel good?"

"Xu Mianji didn't give up on me." Chi Yuwan was thinking of a way to get out, she could feel her body being carried on her back, as if she was going somewhere.

Xiaochi Yuwan was taken aback for a moment, probably not keeping up with Chi Yuwan's rhythm, after a while she smiled, "I forgot, the only thing you cherish is Xu Mianji."

"I will find a new psychiatrist. Maybe you will become stronger during the adaptation period, but I will be the one who wins in the end." Chi Yuwan held his dizzy head and looked through the The mirror looked into Xiaochi Yuwan's eyes not too clearly, "I'll let you know, between us, who is the one who walks the road of no return."

Chi Yuwan closed his eyes, gritted his teeth, spent a lot of effort to wake up his consciousness, and finally woke up.

She was lying on a generous back, which made her feel inexplicably familiar. At this time, she suddenly felt a little greedy, but the gradually familiar scenes around her also made her not care about any warmth, and immediately moved away from it. Jumped off that back.

Damn it, she was carried to Xu Mo's hospital.

Chi Yuwan immediately walked towards the gate without looking back. Her head, which had just regained consciousness, was like a triggered siren, beeping for a while, beeping for a while, making her restless.

"Chi Yuwan!"

That voice finally made Chi Yuwan stop.

Someone approached behind her, slipped one hand into her bag, took out some of the medicine she had left from her small medicine bottle, poured out some of it, and handed it to Chi Yuwan, "Take the medicine."

Chi Yuwan slowly raised his eyes, meeting those deep eyes, his heart skipped a beat for no reason.

brocade.

Jin Ze also came to join in the fun.

Does God really want to play with her to death?

Chi Yuwan snatched the medicine, swallowed it without looking at it, then she ignored Jin Ze, wrapped her windbreaker tightly around her body, and walked out of the hospital with her head buried.

The people behind still chased after her, a few steps away from her, and when they reached the busy street, the man suddenly started talking again.

"What's your medicine for?"

Chi Yuwan paused, "It has nothing to do with you."

"You are someone I have liked for many years, why is it nothing to do with me?" Jin Ze is like a leisurely and elegant son, his long legs allow him to follow Chi Yuwan's steps effortlessly, but he still has the leisure to joke around The posture and joking tone came from Chi Yuwan's mouth.

"To me, your body seems to be normal except for the unhealthy constitution of being too thin." Jin Ze glanced at Chi Yuwan's unconsciously straight back, and continued, "You won't be ...do you have a mental problem?"

"Even if I become mentally ill, what the hell does it have to do with you?" Chi Yuwan couldn't bear it anymore and turned around, reaching out and pushing Jin Ze hard. Now she is full of fear and resentment. Only Jin Ze, who is so desperate to die, is left.

Jin Ze took a small staggered step back, and suddenly reached out and grabbed Chi Yuwan's wrists, pulling her towards him without saying a word, before she could react, he bowed his head and kissed her lips .

At that moment, Chi Yuwan clearly heard a sigh from Jin Ze's lips, "I'm still here."

People will degenerate at certain times. For example, the shadow area of ​​the psychological world is too large, and right and wrong, good and evil are blurred in an instant. Then no matter what it is, people will try their best to chase after it.

Chi Yuwan didn't cater, but tears rolled down, slipped into his mouth, and was gently licked away by Jin Ze.

Jin Ze didn't go too far, even though this kiss was something he had been looking forward to for countless moments, but he knew better that what Chi Yuwan needed at this moment was not this.

The bustling crowd passed through the seemingly static time and space at this moment, Chi Yuwan opened her eyes blankly, and she once again felt the feeling of a bud bursting out of that dead heart many years ago.What came next, more clearly, was Xu Mianji's face on the huge billboard in the distance.

"Your illness, I understand." Jin Ze raised his hand to caress Chi Yuwan's face, this action diverted her gaze to his side, and the girl's gaze finally fell on his very handsome face , "Last time I secretly took one of your medicines and asked a friend to test it... I was shocked at that time. I never thought that you would have this disease."

Chi Yuwan lowered her eyes and took a few steps back. She could no longer hold more information in her mind. Now even if she knew that Jin Ze was talking about something very important to her, she had no time to go. Nevermind.

That person's name remained in my mind.

Xu Mian Ji, Xu Mian Ji, Xu Mian Ji.

Seeing Chi Yuwan stepping into the night in a trance again, Jin Ze strode after him again, roughly understanding what kind of mental illness Chi Yuwan suffered from, and then thinking about the cause of the disease, Jin Ze only felt that he was a tough guy My heart started to turn sour by this woman.

As a man, he may not have as fine a perception as a woman, and his mind is far from being so sensitive, but emotion is a common thing regardless of gender. , he can also be paranoid to the end.

Jin Ze couldn't understand the story between Chi Yuwan and Xu Mianji. After he knew about Chi Yuwan's illness, he also thought about it. What if Xu Mianji knew about it?What if Xu Mianji would accompany her to treat her illness?Then wouldn't he even have no reason or excuse to persevere?

He hesitated for a long time, for a long time, until one day a letter of resignation was submitted, and he left Beijing and came to Shanghai without looking back. Then he knew that whether Xu Mianji knew it or not, whether he had a chance or not, Chi Yu Night is the only person in his heart worth trying and waiting for.

The light-colored back was tall and thin, as if the night was darker and could swallow her up, Jin Ze couldn't help but get closer, but Chi Yuwan in front of her lay back limply again, He quickly opened his arms to catch her fluffy body like catkins.

Chi Yuwan fainted again.

Jin Ze bent down and picked up Chi Yuwan. The man was dressed in a black coat and stood out from the crowd, but if you look closely, you will find that his eyes are actually full of confusion. On the bustling streets of Shanghai, he hugged himself The person I love the most, but I can't find my way at a loss.

They are rushing all the way, heading thousands of miles away from home, chasing something empty and unreal, paranoid and resolute, as if they have never thought that one day they will get lost in this city that does not belong to them , can't find love, can't find home.

Jin Ze just walked with Chi Yuwan in his arms for a long time. He didn't know where he was going, so he had to take Chi Yuwan slowly to experience the slow night sea. After the thread, only a round chin and bloodless lips were exposed.

Walking to a quieter street, Jin Ze was finally tired. He put Chi Yuwan down on the side of the road, and sat down beside her, then supported Chi Yuwan's head and leaned against it gently own shoulders.

Chi Yuwan in the black hole of the mirror also woke up after being dizzy for a long time. When she opened her eyes, she saw her innocent and innocent face staring at her with ignorant eyes, which frightened her for no reason.

"you……"

"Look, I've taken shape again." Xiaochi Yuwan said that he was like a goblin who had finally cultivated a human form, with a childish smile on his face, but somehow Chi Yuwan's whole back was chilled.

"You stay here for a while, I want to see him."

Before Chi Yuwan could make a sound, Xiao Chi Yuwan just disappeared in front of Chi Yuwan's eyes out of thin air. His heart ached, and Chi Yuwan fainted again as if unable to hold on.