Shanghai 29℃

At two o'clock in the morning, except for the street lights that were still stubbornly on, occasionally a few cars passed by, and at this moment, there was basically no one on the roadside.

There is a sense of humidity in the air, there is no car exhaust, no various mixed smells, and the gas that people smell in their noses finally returns to some natural flavors.

Jin Ze hugged Chi Yuwan's shoulders with one hand, and with the other hand, he answered the customers' strange questions on his mobile phone. At the end, he cursed with a low smile, "Your uncle, what a piece of rubbish."

Putting away the phone and not looking at those troublesome things again, Jinze turned his attention to the person he wanted to see the most. Maybe it's been a long time since he fell asleep, and the face of the person who fell into a deep sleep is peaceful and peaceful.

Suddenly, as if the soul suddenly returned to the body, Chi Yuwan's body shook violently, and then his eyes opened.

Jin Ze was taken aback, patted the back of Chi Yuwan's head with his big palm, and laughed, "Did you have a nightmare?"

When Chi Yuwan heard the voice, she turned her head nervously, "You..." She looked at the unfamiliar surroundings, "Where is this?"

Jin Ze opened his mouth to answer, but was blocked by Chi Yuwan's question again, "Did I wake up just now? Did I do anything to you?"

The man raised his eyebrows, "You have remembered."

Chi Yuwan's heart trembled violently, and he had no time to take into account the excessively close distance between himself and Jin Ze at the moment, "I... I did those things only when I was unconscious, just don't take it seriously. "

After finishing speaking, Chi Yuwan closed her eyes hard, she couldn't imagine what Xiaochi Yuwan would do to Jin Ze after her body was taken away by Xiao Chi Yuwan who missed him so much.Maybe kiss him, hug him, maybe even...

Chi Yuwan didn't dare to think about it anymore, those things that he really wanted to do to Xu Mianji, Xiaochi Yuwan must also really want to do to Jin Ze, but if...

"Really? It seems that you want to renege on your debts?" Jin Ze knew that Chi Yuwan hadn't recovered yet, and was afraid that she would get emotional later, so he quietly moved away the hand that had been on her shoulder all this time. Also moved the distance between the two of them a little.

"Repudiation? What kind of repayment?" Chi Yuwan's heart turned cold, and she seemed to have done something to be responsible for from the tone of her voice...

Nausea welled up in her chest, and she couldn't wait for Jin Ze to say the phrase "I've been holding you for so long, do you want to say that you were unconscious?", she got up and ran to the side of the telephone pole, as if to spit out herself Like everything in my stomach, I vomited desperately.

Jin Ze wanted to get the medicine from her bag, but remembering the information he had checked on the Internet, the medicine for mental illness should not be taken indiscriminately and should not be taken too much, so he withdrew his hand and patted Chi Yuwan on the back instead. , "I just made a joke... But, did you think of something related to me? Please spit it out like this, heh."

In the end, the sarcasm-like particles finally brought back Chi Yuwan's mind, and she realized that Xiaochi Yuwan didn't come out successfully, and Jin Ze just made a joke with her.

"Don't make such jokes again in the future." Chi Yuwan stood up slowly, and took several steps back automatically, "I'm sick, so I can't bear these jokes."

Jin Ze put a joke on his face, "Okay, it won't happen."

Chi Yuwan fainted too many times a day, and her body could no longer bear it, but she also knew that she could no longer take medicine, so she had to think that the sooner she could leave Jinze, "I don't care what you came to Shanghai for, But I'm still with Xu Mianji now, you don't have any loopholes to take advantage of...Jinze, you are really a good person, but how far do you want me to talk? I like Xu Mianji, Regardless of male or female, I only like her."

She wanted to say some harsh words, but suddenly she couldn't say anything harsh to Shang Jinze's pretendingly calm face.In her eyes, words that were softened, in Jinze's ears, still sounded like his heart was full of holes.

"I'll go first." Chi Yuwan didn't know where she was, but she wanted to escape, to escape from Jinze, the farther the better.

After relying on the medicine that Xu Mo left her for a while, Chi Yuwan still found a new psychiatrist before the medicine ran out. She was a special psychiatrist in a private psychiatric clinic, and she was also a woman.

It's actually easy to talk between the two women, but how to break through the barrier formed by unfamiliarity and get directly into the center of the topic is still a big problem for Chi Yuwan.

The female doctor gave birth to a pair of beautiful eyes. Looking at it from the side, those eyes suddenly made Chi Yuwan think that she seemed to see Xu Mianji.

"Can you show me your previous medical records? That's right. As a doctor, I must understand your condition, but generally patients are not willing to speak out about their condition, so I learned it all by looking at medical records."

That bastard Xu Mo didn't send her those medical records at all, as if he was angry with her, he just terminated her treatment, hanging Chi Yuwan's now half-dead life.

Chi Yuwan calmed down and smiled slightly, "I'm different from other patients, I prefer to take the initiative to explain the situation."

"Oh? Really?" The female doctor put on a gesture of "I would like to hear from you", and leaned towards Chi Yuwan, "Say it."

Chi Yuwan noticed her little gesture, frowned slightly, and then found a pseudonym to replace Xu Mianji, and told the things between himself and Xu Mianji concisely, especially about the illness. .

Although the words were concise and even omitted a lot of details, Chi Yuwan still talked for nearly two hours without knowing it. Her voice was always soft and slow. She didn't look like a patient, but a soft-spoken woman. A doctor who wants to hypnotize someone.

The female doctor listened carefully, and was about to make some remarks, but saw Chi Yuwan fell asleep with his head tilted, and she couldn't help but startled, "This patient...is really special."

What she usually encounters are "doctor, my boyfriend cheated on me and I'm under a lot of pressure", "doctor, I'm too tired from studying and seem to have depression", "doctor, what should I do if I always want to hit someone?" These seem to be minor illnesses. Suddenly, Chi Yuwan came, not only able to explain his illness and cause of illness calmly, but also fell asleep instantly in front of her eyes.

It seems a little special.

Nowadays, there are many people who feel that they have depression because of a little pressure, but generally it is enough to give them psychological counseling and talk about life chicken soup. She rarely even dispenses medicine for others. No danger.This test in front of her seemed to be a sudden test, like a wake-up call for her.

The thoughtful female doctor decided not to pick up the patient.

Chi Yuwan also woke up quickly. She rubbed her forehead and sighed, took out the last medicine from her bag and took it, then saw the female doctor's eyes dodging, and handed over the medicine bottle again, "Do you have any medicine here?" Is this medicine?"

The female doctor glanced at it, she had never seen it before, "If you want, I can help you find it abroad."

You still have to protect the face you deserve.

"Thank you, I will write you the name of the medicine later, and I will trouble you to provide me with a certain amount of medicine every month." Chi Yuwan sat up straight again, and then looked at the female doctor seriously , "You probably know about my illness. The more serious ones now are physiological depression and dual personality. I have nothing to do but suppress them with drugs."

The female doctor trembled when she heard the words. Where had she seen those diseases in real life? They were all cases that only appeared in textbooks during research.

"I'm actually..." The female doctor was very tired. She was still afraid of delaying Chi Yuwan's illness, so she finally said it cruelly, "Actually, I don't know how to treat these diseases..."

Chi Yuwan was taken aback for a moment, "What?"

"I said, I'm not very professional... It's just your serious illness, I can't take over." The female doctor looked sincerely, "I can't, it means I don't have the ability."

Chi Yuwan probably didn't expect to encounter this kind of situation at all. For a moment, she felt that she was cheated, and also felt that this charlatan knew her secret and made her flustered. After a long silence, she almost swears.

"Excuse me." She got up to leave, secretly hating herself for going to such a remote place to find a doctor.

But the female doctor immediately stood up and grabbed Chi Yuwan's arm, "I, I, I... I still have something to say."

Chi Yuwan turned around, "Yes."

"Haven't you ever thought of telling that person about your illness? It's better for you to face it together than to suffer alone." The female doctor was really embarrassed after hearing Chi Yuwan's story, but unfortunately she couldn't help much. , but she also couldn't bear to see Chi Yuwan walking alone in a corner like this, and he was still carrying such a serious illness.

Chi Yuwan chuckled, "I can do anything, but I can't tell her."

"You can't be so stubborn. If you want to cure a disease, you have to listen to the doctor. You have to make choices that are good for you." After all, the female doctor is more sensitive and delicate, and you can see all the twists and turns in Chi Yuwan's heart at once. Be transparent.

"Are you a doctor?" Chi Yuwan retorted, reaching out and pushing away the female doctor's hand.

The female doctor just looked at Chi Yuwan and returned disappointed, and sighed with her hands on her forehead. She also felt like a charlatan.

But she didn't expect that Chi Yuwan would come again a few days later.

This time Chi Yuwan looked even weaker, as if without the medicines to prolong her life, she was floating, and her soul was just hanging above her body, dying.

The female doctor received her in person, and at the end she handed over the medicine that she had specially brought in from abroad after glancing at the name of the medicine, "If your previous doctor gave you this medicine, then you can take some, it's the same .”

Chi Yuwan finished taking the medicine in silence, and fell asleep peacefully. When he woke up, he saw the magic stick treating a child.

Um, it shouldn't be called therapy, holding toys and snacks to make a stressed child happy is simply a lack of brain.

Unexpectedly, the child was really coaxed by her like this, and he smiled with tears in his eyes, and then bounced downstairs with those things in his hands, and the magic stick stood where he was quite proud.

Chi Yuwan gently pulled his lips, the world is so big, there are so many wonders.

The female doctor turned around and saw Chi Yuwan, and noticed that her complexion had improved, and immediately approached with a smile, "Why are you here again? Didn't you find a doctor?"

"...No." Chi Yuwan looked at the ceiling blankly, maybe because this small clinic is located in a suburban area, the surroundings are full of green vegetation, and there are creepers on the wall playfully poking in from the window, The inner wall grew wantonly upwards along the wall cracks, and finally a corner of the ceiling was occupied by it.

Different from Xu Mo's well-organized treatment room, this female doctor's consulting room is like an ordinary living room, with bright and lively colors, and the sunlight shines straight down from the space without high-rise buildings. Building a floor-to-ceiling window is different.

Chi Yu fell asleep late, and when he woke up and saw such a scene, his heart was unprecedentedly peaceful.

"Why not? There are really many psychiatrists in Shanghai. Of course, most of them are unprofessional, but if you search a lot, you will always find someone who is truly professional." The female doctor moved a chair and sat down to Chi Yuwan. Beside him, he said with some regret, "Actually, my dad found me this job, and it's been like this for several years. You are really the first real mentally ill person I have met."

Chi Yuwan was just so amused, and suddenly asked: "What's your name? How old are you?"

"My name is Wen Kexin. I'm 26 years old. I'm older than you." The female doctor didn't show her age, and when she said the phrase "older than you", Chi Yuwan didn't have the shocking power that those three words should have. .

Chi Yuwan closed his eyes and nodded, "Understood, my illness will trouble you a lot in the future."

Wen Kexin was surprised, "I won't answer!"

"I don't like to go around and tell people about my pain...it seems to be holding my poor heart and begging for sympathy. I really need a professional doctor, but my disease was caused by a very serious person from the very beginning. I was treated by a professional doctor, and he didn't cure me after so long... I was thinking, if I am not destined to die from these diseases, then I have found the wrong doctor."

Wen Kexin probably understands Chi Yuwan's meaning. Like her, no family members bring her to see a doctor. She does everything by herself, including explaining her condition to every doctor. But this undoubtedly makes her feel sick again and again. Di Lingchi's tattered heart.

"If you want to try something unprofessional... then I'll think about it..." Wen Kexin had the feeling that when he was a child, he suddenly read the sentence "Youth shoulders the responsibility of the great rejuvenation of the Chinese nation", and he carried it out of the blue. Taking on such a heavy responsibility, I just don't have the ability.

"I can calm down here, and the pain seems to be less. Don't you still have to rely on yourself for mental illness? I have to try to enlighten myself, and you are responsible for listening to me." Chi Yuwan watched He glanced at Wen Kexin and smiled gently.

"Is there any other medicine you need? Those medicines are hard to buy, but I have a way to get them from abroad." Wen Kexin didn't want to be of any use, so he hurriedly asked Chi Yuwan to name all the medicines I wrote it down, and then made a phone call abroad, "Okay, all the goods will arrive in a week."

Chi Yuwan nodded, "Thank you."

When returning to school, Chi Yuwan bumped into Wan Wan who was waiting for her head-on, his mind was so weak that he almost didn't recognize anyone.

"Wan Wan, Wan Ji's company released the news that my husband will go abroad to study music in the second half of the year... What do you think happened? Nothing has settled down yet, how can I leave? Who arranged it? Yes..."

Chi Yuwan was bombarded even more unconsciously, "Is she going... to go abroad?"

After all, they hadn't contacted each other for nearly half a month.Chi Yuwan has completely derailed from Xu Mianji's news, and now it seems that he will also completely derail from Xu Mianji's news.

I checked the latest news about Xu Mianji on the Internet, and found nothing more than some small activities and advertisements. Chi Yuwan didn’t get any effective information. Instead, I went to the official Weibo of Wanji Company and saw Jin Shan’s just-announced Xu Mianji’s next season. Semi-annual activities.

There is only one, overseas study, for a period of one year.

Chi Yuwan's head was dizzy, and she tried her best to read the content, but the phone suddenly vibrated, and the three words flashing on the screen immediately burned her heart.

Xu sleep season.

Chi Yuwan didn't even know what he had done, but when he came back to his senses, he found that he couldn't help crying, and Xu Mianji over there was bombarded by her crying without saying a word, and quickly coaxed him up , "Baby, don't cry first, don't cry... What's going on?"

"You fucking know to call me..." Obviously the two of them didn't even quarrel, but somehow they lost contact for so long. Rubbing Xu Mianji into her arms.

"I've been too busy recently. The female general you wrote is a bit fierce, and I'm too tired from fighting and killing." Xu Mianji's heart ached when he heard Chi Yuwan cry, "Have you recently... Too comfortable?"

This question was asked carefully and tactfully. Xu Mianji has never forgotten Chi Yuwan's abnormal behavior. Now she has fully realized what it means to "don't want to work and just want to go home and hug my wife".

Chi Yuwan cried for a while, and quickly changed the subject, "What's the matter with you going abroad? Why didn't you tell me..."

"Didn't I call to tell you now? Surprise? Surprise?" Xu Mianji laughed meanly, "Student Chi Yuwan, let me officially inform you that our wedding has been put on the agenda by me." .”

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