The private use of sugar ginseng

There was a real muffled sound, and Xu Gan's unguarded muffled groan.

Xu Gan quickly stabilized his footing, and before Lou Lang's second punch came up, he grabbed Lou Lang's hands and twisted them, restraining him from dragging in the room.When he reached the middle position, he loosened his hands, showing a defenseless posture. "I don't want to fight back, let you vent. But please don't make too much noise and cause unnecessary trouble. And don't hit your face. Xiaojun will see it when you go back, and he will be worried." He said Wan really closed his eyes and stood still, waiting to be beaten.

Lou Lang looked at it, his anger was surging, his eyes were fierce, and he punched to the flesh, but he really didn't hit his face again.Xu Gan endured the beatings, but he stood still without saying a word.

Time seemed to be held back by someone, and every minute and every second kept slowing down, not to mention Xu Gan who was beaten, it was torture to Lou Lang who beat someone.His hand was numb and hurt from the beating, he finally couldn't help but withdraw his hand, took a step back, sat down on the bed, dressed roughly.

"Why don't you fight back?"

Xu Gan opened his eyes and looked at the ground. After a long time, he replied in a low voice: "In terms of pursuing Lou Jun, for your family, what I brought is indeed pain, and I am not qualified to fight back."

"You know you still do this?" Lou Lang felt his anger rise again, stood up, and clenched his fists again. "What you brought to my brother in this way is gossip, rejection and rejection by others, an unstable life, and endless pain in the spiritual mountain."

"I'm sorry, I know. But I can't help it."

"Can't help it?" Lou Lang asked with a mocking smile. "Stop fooling me with such obedient words. I am also a man, and I am surrounded by men. How can I not know what so-called uncontrollable love is? Stop using this elegant word to make excuses for your dirty desires!" Grabbing Xu Gan's collar with one hand, "I'll give you a chance to choose. Don't you like my brother? If you like him, you should think of him well and prevent him from being hurt, right? Stay away from my brother in the future, Don't harass him, how about being an ordinary acquaintance?"

"What about the next choice?"

"You don't agree with the first one?" Lou Lang's eyebrows showed a kind of viciousness that he had never seen before. "Or, how about I help you get rid of the root of these desires forever? Can it be done once and for all? Would you be more satisfied?"

Lou Lang wasn't lying, Xu Gan could tell, but Xu Gan's expression was surprisingly calm, without the panic that Lou Lang imagined.He asked: "Are you willing to believe my sincerity if I'm crippled?" Casually, as if asking what's for lunch?

Lou Lang's heart jumped suddenly, but he didn't answer.

Xu Gan said again: "Why don't I give you a suggestion. I'll go for sex reassignment surgery, become a woman, and change the city. I can be with Xiaojun in a legitimate way, and at the same time, I can eliminate all the hidden dangers you worry about. How about it?" As he spoke, he suddenly laughed himself first.

Lou Lang stared at him for a moment. "Are you really willing to change sex?"

"I think, before you ask this question, you should give it a hard kick, and it will be abolished immediately." Xu Gan also thought about the method of sex change on the rooftop in the morning, but he was never willing to make up his mind.Looking at Lou Lang now, he suddenly saw hope.With assists, you don't have to worry about it anymore.My heart was relieved instead.

Lou Lang stared at him for a while, then shook his head, "You're crazy." He raised his foot and walked towards the door, and stopped when he opened it. "I respect my brother's choice, no matter what he chooses, I will accompany him. You must remember the promise you made to my brother, especially your current determination, you must remember. If one day, you want to break your promise and lose weight , I will double my brother’s pain and give it to you.”

Xu Gan followed, and while arranging his clothes, he said in a low voice: "If there is such a day, you don't need to persuade me. If I don't want to part with or value something, just destroy it. With your cleverness, you don't need to tell Xiaojun. You can also keep yourself safe. You just need to remember that he is your own brother, you have to take good care of him, and remember what I said today."

Lou Lang looked back at him, he was arranging his clothes meticulously and calmly.When he finished tidying up carefully, except for the blue color on his cheeks, he raised his head.Lou Lang gritted his teeth. "Why don't you let me beat you again. Just treat it as some payment first."

Xu Gan raised his left wrist and looked at his watch, "Next time. It's been five or ten minutes since I came out, Xiaojun and the others should wait."

"Okay, I'll keep the accounts first." Lou Lang nodded, and opened the door first to go out.

Two men, similar in stature and good-looking, are a thing that attracts attention.When checking out, Xu Gan had already said hello and left, leaving Lou Lang waiting there.The little girl at the service desk looked at the two of them, secretly pursed her lips and smiled, with complicated meanings in the corners of her eyes and brows.The two little girls who were a little further away were talking aloud, and Lou Lang heard the sign, and a layer of goose bumps appeared all over his body, and his face turned dark instantly.

10 at Xu's

In order to prevent Lou Jun from seeing something strange, Xu Gan thought of a way to remove the bruise on his cheeks, and did not enter Lou Jun's ward.

As night fell, Xu Gan repeatedly guessed Lou Jun's decision. Xu Gan, who hadn't slept all night, walked into Lou Jun's ward with dark circles under his eyes at dawn.At this time, Lou Jun hadn't woken up yet, and his sleeping state was as peaceful as ever.

Xu Gan watched, and suddenly heaved a sigh of relief. His tense body and spirit relaxed, and he lay down on the edge of the hospital bed holding Lou Jun's hand.

The sun had risen completely, Lou Lang came in with breakfast, Xu Gan fell asleep holding Lou Jun's hand, Lou Jun woke up and looked over, making a silent gesture.Lou Lang frowned, although it was Lou Jun's request, but looking at the scene in front of him, he got angry and agreed, but when he walked over, he deliberately kicked the chair where Xu Gan was sitting.Xu Gan was awakened as expected.He bounced up his upper body and sat up straight, his head felt dizzy, stared at Lou Jun blankly, and asked, "Are you awake?"

Lou Jun nodded.

"Then... I'll go through the discharge procedures." Xu Gan stood up, his ears buzzing, and his body swayed.

Xu Gan shook violently, and Lou Lang stretched out his hand in shock, but he didn't catch it, so he stood still and walked out.

Lou Jun called him, "Xu Gan, Xiao Lang bought breakfast, you can go after eating."

Xu Gan turned around and smiled. "You eat first, I'm not hungry, I'll make arrangements first." After finishing speaking, he went out.

Xu Gan's face was pale, and Lou Jun was worried, so he winked at Lou Lang, "Go and have a look."

Lou Lang followed out, and he was also worried that Xu Gan was injured because of his indiscretion yesterday.After all, now it seems that Lou Jun has fallen in love with Xu Gan, and he doesn't want Xu Gan to have an accident and make Lou Jun feel uncomfortable.

In fact, Xu Gan just didn't have a good rest recently, and just got up violently, which caused a temporary dizziness.After walking two steps, he was alive and well again, and the formalities were completed very smoothly and quickly, which made Lou Lang grind his teeth.

When the two of them went back, Lou Jun, Lou's mother, Lou's second aunt, and Lou Xiao had already had breakfast, packed everything up, and were waiting to go home.

Xu Gan looked at Lou Jun, then at Second Aunt Lou.Right now, everyone except Second Aunt Lou should know about the two of them, but Xu Gan is not sure whether Lou Jun agrees with his decision to ask him in front of Second Aunt Lou and everyone.Don't ask, it's even more inconvenient to speak along the way, that means you don't even have a chance!

Xu Gan frowned, and quickly restrained himself. After a very short silence, he said, "I've made all the arrangements. If you don't have any other questions, why don't you go now?" He didn't ask.

Lou's mother and the others didn't know the twists and turns, they just asked, "Have you two had breakfast yet?"

Lou Lang nodded, bought steamed stuffed buns on the way to buy breakfast, and had already settled them by the way when he came back.

Xu Gan nodded. "There is a canteen in the hospital."

Lou's mother didn't doubt that he was there, so she waved her hand immediately. "Then let's go early."

Lou Jun glanced at Xu Gan, but said nothing, and Lou Xiao walked out holding hands.There are two cars parked downstairs, Xu Gan's and Lou Lang's.When loading the luggage into the car, Xu Gan seized the opportunity and asked, "Xiao Jun, do you want to be my car?"

Lou Jun smiled and shook his head. "My mother and my second aunt are in Xiaolang's car, so take Xiaoxiao with you."

reject.Xu Gan's heart sank instantly, he calmed down, smiled and said "OK".After Lou Jun and the others got into the car, they got into the driver's cab, followed Lou Lang's car, and walked back.

He didn't speak, but concentrated on driving. Lou Xiao sat in the passenger seat and looked at him with worry in his eyes. He moved his mouth a few times, but couldn't help reminding him. "You're not wearing a seat belt. How about I drive?"

Xu Gan looked down, fastened the seat belt with one hand, and stared ahead. "Sorry, I forgot."

Compared with the silence in this car, the atmosphere in the other car is much more cheerful.

Lou Jun was in good spirits, talking and laughing with Lou's mother and Lou's second aunt pointing out the things along the way.

When they entered the provincial capital, Lou Jun changed the subject, "Mom, Xu Gan invited me to live in his house, and he and Grandpa Xu will take care of my health, and I agreed."

Lou Lang glanced at him from the rearview mirror, Lou's mother looked at him solemnly, and asked, "Have you figured it out yet?"

Lou Jun nodded, "I'll go back and put away my things in a while. I'll pack up and follow him. You and Second Aunt have worked hard to take care of me these days, and you've also taken such a long vacation. Let Xiao Xiao and Xiao Xiao take a rest tomorrow. Xiao Lang will accompany you to go shopping, so relax and relax."

Mother Lou looked at it carefully for a while, then nodded reluctantly.Second Aunt Lou didn't understand, and felt that the atmosphere was unusual, but she just watched and didn't add anything.

Lou Jun held Lou's mother's arm. "Mom, I'm still teaching at the Provincial University. It's close to here at noon, so I'll go back here to rest. If you come to play in the future, I'll still be here every day."

Lou's mother nodded, "Mom knows, I know." It was just the tears in her eyes, and she couldn't bear it back, she simply hugged her son tightly, lying on his shoulder to cover up her gaffe.

Downstairs, both cars stopped, opened the trunk, Xu Gan followed Lou Lang to get things inside the house.Lou Jun followed Lou's mother into Lou Jun's room. The unusual atmosphere between the two of them before was because Xu Gan was in despair and didn't notice it at all.

After taking the things, Xu Gan stood at the door and said, "Clean up and rest, I'll go back first."

Lou Lang stared at him without saying a word, Second Aunt Lou remembered what Lou Jun said in the car, she didn't understand the current situation and dared not speak rashly, Lou Xiao opened her mouth to persuade, but didn't know what to say.They were silent for a while.

Xu Gan smiled, turned around and left, just as he took a step, Lou Jun who was in the room suddenly stuck out his head and asked loudly, "Why, aren't you waiting for me?"

Xu Gan never admits to Lou Jun's voice. When he heard Lou Jun's words, he turned back immediately, even if there was a little hope, he didn't want to miss it.

Lou Jun had already come out of the house completely, carrying an unzipped suitcase in his hand, in which were clothes of the season, met Xu Gan's gaze, and asked with a smile, "What do you want me to do when you leave?" In the past? Or do you not want me to pass?"

Xu Gan was stunned, suddenly his dream came true, his whole body froze, he could only move his mouth repeatedly: "I thought, I thought..."

Lou Jun interrupted him with a smile, "Wait for me?"

Xu Gan's reaction was not slow, he nodded fiercely, and said, "Wait."

Lou Jun was very satisfied and nodded, "Sit down and have a cup of tea and wait."

"Okay." Xu Gan responded, grinning from ear to ear, entered the living room, sat down as ordered, watched Lou Jun enter the room, stood up again and asked, "Do you want me to help you clean up? "

That stupid look made Lou Lang's hands itch.

Lou Jun's voice came from the bedroom, "No need." Clearly with a smile.

In the bedroom, after packing up her things, Lou Jun sat next to Lou's mother for a while.Lou's mother smiled and patted him on the shoulder. "Although Xu Gan treats you very well, you should also remember to take good care of yourself. Go."

"I remember." Lou Jun stood up, took the suitcase with one hand, and led Lou's mother with the other to the living room.

Lou's mother greeted Xu Gan who stood up, handed Lou Jun's hand to Xu Gan, and solemnly explained. "Xiao Juan, I will trouble you to take care of him in the future. Let him take care of himself."

Xu Gan looked equally solemn. "I will do my best."

Mother Lou waved her hand, "You guys go back, go back and have a good rest."

Lou Jun nodded, said goodbye to Second Aunt Lou and the others, took Lou's mother's hand again, and asked, "Why don't you go to inspect your son's move?"

After finishing speaking, he glanced at Xu Gan, and Xu Gan immediately nodded in agreement when he received the message, "Yes, let's go together, grandpa also said, let me invite everyone to my house for a gathering when I come back, so that everyone can clean up the dust."

Lou's mother smiled and patted her son's hand. "There will be plenty of time in the future. Everyone is tired today, so I won't go there. You should have a good rest when you go back."

Lou Jun nodded, without further persuasion, handed the suitcase to Xu Gan, hugged Lou's mother, and dragged Xu Gan downstairs.Xu Gan looked back at Lou's mother, Lou's mother nodded to him with a smile, he smiled back, but finally said nothing.

After putting away the luggage, he opened the passenger door for Xu Gan, got into the driver's seat, started the car, and looked at Lou Jun frequently.

Lou Juan cast a glance at him, "I will be in front of you every day from now on, you can take your time and watch the road now."

"Oh, good." Xu Gan looked at the road obediently. He was happy for a while, then turned his gaze back, a little cautiously, but the meaning was different.

Lou Jun was helpless and asked, "What's wrong?"

"Hmm..." Xu Gan hummed, hesitated for a moment, "Come to my house, which room do you want to live in?"

Lou Jun smiled and understood.Calmly and casually asked: "Which room do you want me to live in?"

Taking advantage of the red light, Xu Gan turned his head, looked at Lou Jun seriously for a while, and said tensely, "I want you to live with me."

"En." Lou Jun responded, his expression neither happy nor angry.

Xu Gan felt nervous. "I have no other intentions. I just want to live close so that I can take care of you. Don't worry, someone will put an extra bed in my room. I will sleep in a small bed and you will sleep in a big bed. Okay?"

"How wide is the big bed?"

"1.8 meters."

"No need to buy, two people sleep enough."

Surprised, Xu Gan ignored the sound of the car behind him and asked, "You mean, would you like to live with me? A room? A bed? A quilt?"

Every time he asked, Lou Jun nodded his head. After asking, his excited voice changed, and his hands shook slightly to pull Lou Jun. He probably wanted to hug Lou Jun, but he stretched halfway and held back, falling down. On the gear lever, start the car and say, "Go home."

The speed of the car suddenly increased, Lou Jun smiled and did not stop it.

When they arrived at Xu's house, it was eleven o'clock in the morning. Grandpa Xu took Lou Jun to talk and instructed Xu Gan to pack Lou Jun's luggage.Originally full of enthusiasm, he wanted to warm up with Lou Jun, but Grandpa Xu immediately gave him cold water. He lowered his head unwillingly and took the luggage back to the room. He put the suitcase next to the closet and waited for Lou Jun to come up. He meant tidying up.I lay down on the bed at once, feeling so beautiful, the corners of my mouth curled into a smile unconsciously.Relaxed physically and mentally, and slowly fell asleep.

During lunch, Lou Jun went upstairs to call him, saw that he was asleep, covered him with a thin quilt lightly, went down to explain to Grandpa Xu, finished dinner with Grandpa Xu, and went back to Xu Gan's room to rest .At that time, Xu Gan was still sleeping soundly.

Lou Jun stood and watched for a while, put his slippers on the bed, lay down next to Xu Gan, pulled the quilt over his body, and closed his eyes.

It's warm and reassuring.

It was already evening when Xu Gan was awakened by his internal urgency.Lou Jun was leaning against the bed next to him, reading a book.Feeling his gaze, she turned around. "you're awake?"

"Ah."

In the reddish light, Lou Jun had a smile on his face, looking peaceful and beautiful.Xu Gan unconsciously rubbed against Lou Jun's side, hugged his waist, buried his head in his waist and took a deep breath.

"Thank you." After a while, Xu Gan raised his head and sat up, looked at Lou Jun and said.

Lou Jun's eyes moved from the page to his face, "Me too."

Satisfied, he lowered his head and kissed Lou Jun's forehead lightly. Lou Jun didn't resist, and just kissed him for a long time.He didn't look up until his body reminded him over and over again. "It's dinner time, I'm going to wash up, shall we go down?"

Lou Jun nodded in agreement, and watched him get out of bed and into the bathroom.

Xu Gan finished washing quickly, and when he got dressed and left the bathroom, Lou Jun was already standing at the door waiting for him.Xu Gan felt a sense of satisfaction in his heart, stepped forward and took Lou Jun's hand downstairs.

In the living room downstairs, apart from Grandpa Xu who was there at noon, Father Xu, Xu Ling and an old man were also sitting.The old man was talking and laughing and playing chess with Grandpa Xu.When the four of them heard footsteps, they all looked up.

When Xu Gan saw the old man, he suddenly tightened his grip on Lou Jun, and said in a low voice, "That is my grandfather, probably my grandfather called him, and he wanted to disclose our affairs among relatives." His voice was speaking. Small up, the last sentence is a bit vague.

Lou Jun understood, and reassuredly held Xu Gan's hand. "We've made a decision. Next, we should meet the parents. After a while, the school will be on holiday. Will you go back with me to meet the parents?"

It was the first time to confirm Xu Gan's identity with one sentence. Xu Gan was ecstatic when he heard the words, and hugged Lou Jun in his arms regardless of the people downstairs. "Do you mean to give me a title?" Suppressing the turbulent emotions, he leaned next to Lou Juan's ear and confirmed in a low voice.

"We're sharing the same bed, shouldn't we make a name? Or are you unwilling?" Lou Jun also asked him in a low voice.

Xu Gan raised his head and stared at Lou Jun's eyes seriously. "I want it. I waited for a long time before I got your words."

Lou Jun smiled, and looked at each other with Xu Gan for a while. "Go on, the parents are waiting."

Xu Gan nodded and walked down again.Among the four people waiting in the living room, the two old men were concentrating on playing chess. Father Xu was holding a magazine and reading it. Only Xu Ling opened his mouth wide and looked at the two people who were approaching gradually. Baba repeated, "You, you actually..."

When the two walked in front of her, they suddenly gave Xu Gan a hard look, and ran upstairs to his room.

Seeing this, Xu Gan frowned, and Xu's father also frowned when he saw it. Only the two old people continued to play chess unaffected.

Xu Gan let go of Lou Jun's hand, "You chat with my dad for a while, I'll go up and have a look." I already had a guess in my heart, of course I had to confirm it quickly, if it was true, as long as it was related to Lou Jun, I should clear it up early Yes, that's all.

Lou Jun nodded and sat next to Father Xu. "Go."

When Father Xu saw that Lou Jun was sitting, he naturally turned to talk to Lou Jun. "I heard from Xu Gan that you are sick, are you feeling better?"

Lou Jun nodded. "I'm fine, I just got out of the hospital."

"Take care of yourself every day. If you feel uncomfortable, just call Xu Gan. Anyway, he is in this line of work. His body is strong and he is not afraid of getting tired." After he paused for a moment, he changed the subject and asked, "You are coming to live this time. Did you tell your parents?"

"I said, my mother has agreed."

Father Xu sighed, "It's all Xu Gan's fault, I've wronged you. Your grandfather and I are on your side. If he wants to make a fuss, just tell me, and promise to beat him honestly. Don't bear it yourself." , I was wronged for no reason."

"Okay, I have Uncle and Grandpa as my backers, I'm not afraid of him." Lou Jun smiled and blinked and made a grimace, as if thinking of something, and said with a satisfied face: "Uncle and Grandpa taught well. Xu Ganzhen It's been nice to me."

Seeing that the happiness on Lou Jun's face did not seem fake, Father Xu nodded in relief. "Take some time and make an appointment with your parents. Shall we have a meal together?"

"it is good."

As soon as the words were finished, Xu Gan came down from upstairs, followed by Xu Ling, his expression was already normal.

Xu Gan walked up to Lou Jun, "Let me introduce my grandfather to you."

Lou Jun got up, and Ren Xugan took his hand and walked to the side of the old man who was playing chess with Grandpa Xu, and said respectfully: "Grandpa, this is my other half, Lou Jun."

Only then did the old man look back, examine Lou Jun for a moment, and said with a smile at the corner of his mouth: "Old man Lou's eldest grandson, I hugged you when you were young. Now that you have grown up, you have the demeanor of old man Lou."

Lou Jun also had a respectful smile on his face, and followed Xu Gan to call him Grandpa. "Grandpa praised it absurdly. Lou Jun is not talented, and he is far behind grandpa. He still needs to learn."

The old man nodded and didn't answer.Turning to look at Xu Gan, the kind smile on his face was put away, and his expression was serious. "In the past, when I thought you were young, I was fooling around. Now, since I have made a decision, I should stick to it honestly for the rest of my life. I must never break my promise and lose weight, let alone let him down. Remember?"

"I remember." Xu Gan agreed.

The old man looked at the two of them at the same time. "You have decided to live together, and I wish you all peace and happiness, and a peaceful life."

"Thank you, Grandpa."

The old man nodded and went to play chess with Grandpa Xu.

Just after giving birth, the nanny said that dinner is ready.Grandpa Xu waved his hand, calling everyone to sit down and have dinner.

At the dinner table, there was constant talking, talking and laughing, and the atmosphere was harmonious.After dinner, Xu Gan greeted them and took Lou Jun for a walk around the small courtyard.Both of them walked very slowly, the cool breeze was blowing, and they were full of comfort.

"Go back in a while, I'll prepare it for you, take a medicinal bath?" Xu Gan asked for Lou Jun's opinion.

"it is good."

"When you take a bath, can I rub your back and massage?" Xu Gan asked tentatively in a low voice.

Lou Jun who was walking stopped and looked at him. "I can enjoy your service, but I'm not responsible for your own fire when you play." As he said, his eyes glanced down.With a very casual glance, the hairs on Xu Gan's body stood up.He smiled flatteringly and said, "I really didn't mean that, you're thinking too much."

Lou Jun glanced at his lower body again, the expression on his face remained unchanged. "I'm also a man. I know, this ability is innate. Or are you not interested in me?"

Xu Gan was dumb, with fine beads of sweat on his forehead. After thinking for a while, he said cautiously: "I am very interested in you. But, I have to wait for your health. I cannot tolerate any harm to you, especially to myself. Caused." It was also sincere, and after speaking, Khan went down instead, leaving only an affectionate gaze.

Lou Jun smiled, pouted on tiptoe, and kissed Xu Gan's forehead. "I guess, if you chose me, you are destined to be a monk for the first half of your life."

Xu Gan kisses Lou Jun back. "Then I will make up for it twice in the rest of my life."

"Okay, for the rest of your life, remember to find someone who is healthy and strong, and you will definitely be able to make up for it." Lou Jun suggested, with calm eyes and a sincere attitude.

The sweetness in Xu Gan's heart was blown away by this sentence.He hugged Xu Gan tightly, and asked softly, "Just the two of us, for a lifetime, okay?"

Lou Jun is silent, his life is very short, and he can spend very little time with him.

Xu Gan hugged him even tighter. "When you are well, let's not talk about finding someone again, okay?"

Lou Jun didn't answer, he didn't want Xu Gan to hang himself on his crooked neck tree.

Xu Gan was uneasy, no matter how tight he hugged him, he felt uneasy. He urgently needed Lou Jun's promise. "You promise me to take good care of yourself and never give up on yourself, okay?"

Lou Jun finally spoke up and said "yes", this is what he can do and will try his best to do.He hugged Xu Gan back, "As long as I live, I will never give up on myself, and I will never let you go."

It was obviously not a love story, but Xu Gan felt that he had obtained Lou Jun's vow, and his heart was as sweet as honey, and finally couldn't help throbbing, and moved closer to Lou Jun and kissed him slowly.