The private use of sugar ginseng

The male doctor who had just recovered from consciousness was dumbfounded again, and Xu Gan was also dumbfounded. His lips squirmed for a long time before he whispered, "I, I can't, I can't think of anything."

"Why can't you? Don't dawdle, hurry up!" Lou Xiao ordered.

Xu Gan shook his hands and never picked it up. Finally, the male doctor, who was sober again, felt that he had been insulted, snatched back the stethoscope with an angry face, and scolded: "What are you shouting about? This is a hospital. Get out of the way!" Push Lou Jun, Lou Xiao blocks.

Lou Lang, whose heart was on fire, finally reached the limit of his patience, and whispered: "That's enough, let this doctor see it first."

"But..." Lou Xiao wanted to refute, but was interrupted roughly by Lou Lang. "Look at what he looks like now! Are you going to bet my brother's life on him! Don't you know how precious time is to my brother now!" Lou Lang asked back, heartbroken every sentence, not only Lou Xiao was silent , Xu Gan's body also trembled.

The male doctor heard the signs and saw that the person who sent him was unconscious and his face was pale. He thought it was a serious heart disease. After the three of them cleared a way for him, he walked quickly to Lou Jun's side and ordered the nurse to give it to him. Lou Jun put on the oxygen mask, and changed positions little by little to listen to Lou Jun's heart sounds.After 5 minutes, the male doctor stood up straight with a relaxed frown and said: "The patient has fever symptoms, tachycardia, and irregular heartbeat. It may be myocarditis. First, do an electrocardiogram to check the myocardial enzyme spectrum. For the bill, the family members should pay the fee first. The symptoms are not very serious, so don’t be too nervous.” He said and walked to the desk, ready to issue the bill.

Lou Lang frowned and went to see Lou Xiao.Lou Xiao's emotions suppressed by Lou Lang bounced back, and she blocked the male doctor by herself and said: "My brother has a stomachache, nausea symptoms, right abdominal pain when pressed, it is most likely acute appendicitis, check this first."

The male doctor frowned and explained, "The patient's abdominal pain and nausea may be caused by a fever. Check the heart first to prevent pathological changes."

Lou Xiao didn't want to agree, she stared closely at the male doctor's eyes, gritted her teeth and repeated: "Do a confirmation check for appendicitis first."

The male doctor had been patient with these three people for a long time, and immediately got angry, "Who are you? Are you a doctor or am I a doctor? Do I need you to teach me how to do it? Get out! Don't waste time!" Lou Xiao.

Lou Xiao refused to obey, and had a stalemate with the male doctor.Seeing this, Lou Lang took out his mobile phone and called Uncle Lou.

Xu Gan has been holding Lou Jun halfway, paying attention to Lou Jun's condition all the time, Lou Jun's pulse is getting weaker and weaker, Xu Gan is getting more and more frightened, the fire in his heart is getting bigger and bigger, and he can't restrain himself, he yells at the doctor, "Don't No more arguing! Come over now and do a laboratory diagnosis."

The male doctor was taken aback for a moment, and soon realized, he sneered and said, "You are just here to play with me! Do you still want to save the patient's life? Although I just said that the symptoms are not very serious, you should all have common sense. It is possible to die if the disease on the body breaks out! Do you really want to waste time like this?"

The male doctor was stubborn, Xu Gan was angry and chilled, and the fear spread infinitely in his heart.Any disease can be fatal to Lou Jun, he has no time to procrastinate, but this male doctor can't even make a correct judgment, and Lou Xiao is immature, what should I do?what to do?what to do?

Xu Gan bit his cheek hard, swallowed a mouthful of blood, forced himself to calm down, and roared: "Look!" The momentum suppressed the audience, and under the gaze of many pairs of eyes, he put Lou Junping on the bed with shaking hands, and with his right hand Squeeze his left lower abdomen, and then squeeze the proximal colon with his left hand. The movement is smooth and standardized, and he precisely controls the strength of his hand. When Lou Juan twitches reflexively with his movements and makes a muffled groan, he immediately withdraws his hand.

Xu Gan felt cramped in his heart, and couldn't help but immediately hugged Lou Jun tightly in his arms. When Lou Jun calmed down and his hands stopped trembling, he put him down again, and supported his right leg to make his right hip and right hip rest. Bend your thighs, press your hands and turn inwards, watching him continue the bounce just now.

Xu Gan made a preliminary diagnosis for Lou Jun, and he already knew it well. He restrained himself from hugging him, and stopped seeing the male doctor. He told the two nurses: "First draw blood for routine blood test and B-ultrasound."

The older nurse saw some tricks, nodded and directed the younger nurse to cooperate.The male doctor who was blocked by Lou Xiao suddenly flashed out when he saw this, and shouted loudly: "What are you doing? Who is responsible for what happened when you fool around? Is it because the hospital's salary is tired, I don't want to do it anymore, I want to get out!"

Xu Gan stepped forward to stand between the male doctor and the nurse, and looked at the male doctor with his bright red eyes. The male doctor was startled by Xu Gan's aura, lost his voice for a moment, and when he recovered, he became very angry and was about to curse , but suddenly felt being pulled by the collar, and shouted impatiently: "Who, what the hell..." Turning around, I suddenly saw the face on the square phone screen, and my words stopped instantly , turned into a sound of surprise, "College, Dean?"

The dean, who was very dissatisfied with the male doctor's behavior on the screen, said with an angry face: "From now until I arrive at the hospital, you take them first and follow their orders. Do you understand?"

The male doctor nodded, "Yes, I understand."

Seeing this, Lou Lang took back the phone, said a few more words, and hung up.

The male doctor turned a corner, walked up to Lou Lang and was about to speak, but Lou Lang ignored him and chased after Xu Gan and Lou Xiao who had already pushed Lou Jun away with the help of the nurse.

With the dean's back door, he did a blood test and B-ultrasound quickly and efficiently, and was diagnosed with acute simple appendicitis. When he was put on an IV and was pushed into the single ward, the hour hand just pointed to four, and Lou Jun hadn't woken up yet.

Outside the door of the ward, Lou Lang was greeting the dean, thanking him for the convenience and help he provided this time. In front of the window in the ward, Lou Xiao was calling Uncle Lou to report the situation.

Xu Gan sat on the accompanying chair beside the hospital bed, grabbed Xu Gan's hand, pressed his forehead on it, and panted.In retrospect, the two hours in between were actually very short, but Xu Gan felt more tired than decades later.

Lou Lang from outside the door came back, patted Xu Gan on the shoulder and told him to go out, he looked up, the red tide in his eyes had not faded, and the tiredness on his face was terrifying, Lou Lang was stunned for a while and forgot to speak.

Xu Gan asked aloud, "What's the matter?" He obviously didn't say a lot, and he didn't speak too loudly all night, his voice was hoarse like sandpaper rubbing.Lou Lang looked at him for a moment, then pointed out the door. "The dean said he wanted to see you. I'll watch here, you go."

Xu Gan nodded, and when he got up to go out, his body was shaking, which hadn't stopped since the beginning of the diagnosis for Lou Jun.

Outside the door, the 50-year-old dean was in good spirits and offered to shake hands with Xu Gan. "Xu Gan, right? Is Professor Xu in good health recently?"

"Thank you for your concern. Grandpa is in good health." Xu Gan cheered up and responded.

The dean smiled, "Professor Xu has always been in good health, and he is a long-lived person." After finishing speaking, he turned to Xu Gan and asked, "You are also a medical student, right? Just now I saw that you are skilled in techniques, and you have really learned the truth from Professor Xu. Where do you work?"

"The dean praised me. I haven't graduated yet, and I'm studying for a Ph. D."

"Okay, okay, it's a good thing to study for two more years to accumulate knowledge. If you are interested after graduation, you can come to me. On behalf of our hospital, you are very welcome!"

"Then I would like to thank the dean first."

"It's okay, it's okay. I'm tired all night, so I won't bother you. You can go to rest. Lou Jun's condition is unstable, and I still need you. By the way, tell Lou Lang and Lou Xiao, I'll go first, and I'll see you later you."

"Go to work! Thanks to you today, thank you very much."

"You're welcome, we're all on our own. I'll go first, and you can go in too."

After entering the ward, Lou Xiao had finished making the phone call, and was sitting on the edge of the hospital bed watching Lou Jun in a daze.

Standing at the head of the bed, Xu Gan conveyed the dean's words to Lou Xiao, who were on each side of the bed, and borrowed Lou Xiao's mobile phone to call Xu Ling.

At five o'clock in the morning, the sky outside the window was already bright.When Xu Ling answered the phone, her voice was still muffled, and she hadn't woken up yet.

"Hello, who is it?"

"I'm Xu Gan."

Instantly woke up a lot. "Brother, why did you call me so early? What happened?"

"I'm fine. It's Lou Jun who has acute appendicitis. We're in the hospital. I'll send you the address later. When grandpa wakes up and has breakfast, I'll tell grandpa about it and bring grandpa to the hospital."

"okay, I get it."

"Well, then hang up."

In fact, Grandpa Xu arrived at 07:30, earlier than everyone imagined.When Grandpa Xu and Xu Ling entered the ward, three pairs of red eyes stared at him in surprise when the door opened.

As soon as Grandpa Xu sat down, he first asked about the situation at that time, looked at the medical case on the bedside, and then began to diagnose Lou Jun's pulse. After two or three minutes of silence, he asked Xu Gan: "You handled it?"

Xu Gan lowered his head and gave a soft "hmm".

Grandpa Xu disliked his grandson's lack of self-confidence and disappointment. He frowned and said, "It's handled well, at the level you should be. Finally, you look like a doctor."

With Grandpa Xu's affirmation, Xu Gan asked back, "Really? How is Xiaojun now?"

Grandpa Xu laughed angrily, and scolded: "Little bastard, who are you ordering? You can't see for yourself? The fever is gone, and the heartbeat has calmed down. How do you say now?"

"But he didn't wake up, and his complexion didn't improve obviously." Xu Gan was worried.

Grandpa Xu understood in his heart, and comforted Xu Gan lovingly. "Your judgment at that time was very accurate, and the medicines and medicines used were also very precise. Xiaojun's condition was treated and he was fine. You also know that Xiaojun has been in poor health since he was a child, and his vitality is easy to hurt, no matter what the disease is , the treatment progresses slowly, don't worry, take your time."

"En." Xu Gan nodded in response, but his mood was still not high.

Grandpa Xu patted him on the shoulder, turned around and went to talk to Lou Lang Lou Xiao.

At ten o'clock in the morning, the four parents of Lou's family arrived. Seeing that Grandpa Xu was present, they first asked about Xu Gan's situation before sitting down in peace.After chatting with Grandpa Xu, Second Uncle Lou took Father Lou to find the dean, first to thank him, and second to talk about transferring to another hospital.

The room fell silent for a moment, Mother Lou and Second Aunt Lou held Lou Jun's hand and watched carefully.Xu Gan consciously gave up his seat when Lou's mother came, and even felt that he couldn't get in from a distance. He was silent for a while, turned and left the ward.Walking out of the inpatient building all the way, I bought a pack of cigarettes in the small shop in front of the hospital, opened the seal and put it in my mouth, leaned against a tree trunk, raised my head and closed my eyes and took a deep breath, finally revealing the pale and restless eyes that had been buried in the shadows. face, the corners of the mouth are grinning like crying and smiling.

What should I do?

When Lou Jun woke up, it was afternoon, and the intensive care ward of the small town hospital was full of people.Lou Jun's eyes swept across Lou's mother, Lou's father, Lou Langlou, Lou's second uncle, second aunt, grandfather, Xu Ling, but there was no sign of Xu Gan.

It was Lou's mother who was the first to notice that Lou Jun had woken up. With red eyes and trembling voice, she asked, "Are you awake? Are you hungry? Is there any discomfort?" She tried her best to keep her face as if nothing had happened.

Xu Gan showed an apologetic smile and shook his head, "Mom, I made you worry. And dad, second aunt, and second uncle, I'm sorry for making you worry."

"It's okay, it's okay." Mother Lou and Aunt Lou shook their heads together. Mother Lou saw that the skin on Lou Jun's mouth was dry and peeling, and asked again: "Are you thirsty? Do you want some water?"

"it is good."

Beside him, Lou's father immediately handed over a cup of moderately warm boiled water, with a straw inserted into the quilt, obviously prepared early in the morning, just waiting for Lou Jun to wake up.

Mother Lou took it, fed it to Lou Jun, and whispered, "Is it hot? Is it cold? Drink slowly, don't choke."

Lou Jun bit the straw and shook his head.After drinking water, said: "Thank you."

Mother Lou stroked Lou Jun's head, "Silly boy, thank you. Are you sleepy? Do you want to sleep a little longer?"

"Just woke up, not sleepy." Lou Jun turned his gaze to Grandpa Xu, and greeted with a smile, "Grandpa, I made you run too."

"If you feel sorry, get well soon." Grandpa Xu stepped forward, and Second Aunt Lou made room for Grandpa Xu. Grandpa Xu put his arm on Lou Jun's and said, "Look, how many people are worried about you. You should Take good care of yourself, if you feel uncomfortable, you should say it earlier, and don't bear it anymore. This time the danger is more than your luck, and you can't be sloppy in the future."

Lou Jun responded with a smile: "Yes, I was wrong this time, I will remember it, and I won't do it in the future."

Grandpa Xu nodded, concentrating on his pulse diagnosis, and the surroundings were silent.After a while, Grandpa Xu raised his hand and stood up, pressed Lou Jun's right abdomen little by little, and asked, "Does it hurt?"

Lou Jun shook his head at first, but then kept nodding.

After pressing, Grandpa Xu sat down and asked, "Does it hurt so much?"

"It doesn't hurt anymore when I don't press it, and it doesn't hurt as badly as yesterday when I press it."

Grandpa Xu nodded, "The medicine is effective, the fever is gone, and the pain is also relieved. It will be all right after a couple of days of recuperation."

Hearing this, Lou's family let out a sigh of relief and relaxed, and the smiles on their faces finally had real meaning.

Lou Jun looked around again, waited for a while, and asked, "Xu Gan went back?"

Lou's mother was taken aback, looked around and then at Lou's father, with a dazed expression, no one in Lou's family noticed Xu Gan's sudden disappearance.Grandpa Xu smiled and said nothing, but Xu Ling looked around and no one spoke, and then said: "My brother has been out for three or four hours, right? Let me call and ask him why he went?"

Lou Jun was taken aback, lowered his eyelids, and just about to say no, Lou Xiao had already answered, "Yesterday he went out without taking his mobile phone, and he was in a hurry when he came to the hospital. His mobile phone should be left in the rented yard with his luggage. .I'll go out and look for it. He will be very happy to know that big brother is awake."

With that said, Lou Xiao has already rushed out.

As soon as he left the corridor and entered the stairwell, he met Xu Gan, who was sitting at the corner of the steps, chewing a cigarette.With dry and flaky lips, black and black beard around the mouth, and bloodshot eyes, Lou Jun's mental state was not as good as that of Lou Jun who had just woken up.

"My elder brother is awake." Lou Xiao stood on the steps and said to Xu Gan.

Xu Gan was staring at the swaying leaves outside the window in a daze, and didn't turn his head when he heard the sound. "I saw it."

"You went back? Then why don't you go in? My elder brother is looking for you."

Xu Gan avoided answering, and instead asked Lou Xiao, "Did Grandpa get a pulse? How should I say it?"

"Grandpa Xu said he's fine, and he'll be fine after a few days of rest."

"That's good." Xu Gan nodded, and the cigarette butt went into his mouth again.

Lou Xiao was worried secretly, and asked Xu Gan again, "Aren't you going in to see my elder brother? He was looking for you just after he woke up."

This time it was Xu Gan's long silence that answered Lou Xiao.

"My elder brother said he likes you last night, did you hear that? Do you really want to give up after this?" Lou Xiao couldn't wait and asked again.

"He's talking about being touched and heartbroken." Xu Gan corrected Lou Xiao's concept of stealing.Pausing for a moment, she asked Lou Xiao in a low voice, "Is it because I am good to Xiaojun that you persuade me and support me to be with Xiaojun?"

"Yes." Lou Xiao replied without thinking.

Xu Gan laughed. "You're not. You changed your attitude just because you felt that Xiaojun's attitude towards me was softening."

Lou Xiao was stunned for a moment, not wanting Xu Gan to see it clearly, she simply admitted: "I admit, I support you because of my elder brother's performance." After speaking, he asked, "So, you have already decided not to go back to the ward to see him, Insist on letting go?"

Suddenly Xu Gan spat out the tobacco leaves and paper that had been chewed into slag in his mouth slowly, stood up and flicked the ashes off his body, and walked downstairs.Looking up at Lou Xiao at the corner, smiling. "I'm going to buy a pack of green arrows to clear the smell of cigarettes, so I can meet him." After saying that, he turned back and walked down.

There were very complicated emotions mixed in that momentary smile, Lou Xiao didn't understand it, and didn't delve into it.When Lou Jun needed it, Xu Gan said that he would go to the ward to see Lou Jun, which was enough for Lou Xiao.

Lou Xiao didn't wait for Xu Gan in the stairwell. She went back to the ward and told Lou Jun that Xu Gan was smoking just now, and knowing that he was awake, she threw away the cigarettes to buy Green Arrow, and she will come over later.

Not 3 minutes after she finished speaking, Xu Gan, who was chewing the green arrow, entered the ward full of energy, and greeted Lou Jun with a smile. "Awake? How do you feel? Is there any discomfort?" He pretended not to care, but the bloodshot eyes that could not fade away still betrayed his anxiety and nervousness, which verified Lou Xiao's description.

Lou's mother and Lou's father looked at him with moved and satisfied faces. Lou's mother stood up and offered him the seat closest to Lou Jun.

Before he had time to refuse, Grandpa Xu slapped him on the head and reprimanded him, "Where did he go and no one was seen for a long time? Is there someone like you who is the attending physician? The patient woke up and ran away without a trace? Why don't you hurry over and have a look?"

Lou's father and Lou's mother persuaded Grandpa Xu, "Xu Gan must be tired after taking care of Xiaojun all night. It is right to relax. Don't blame him." Uncle Lou Ershu also felt that Xu Gan had done a good job. Well, I shouldn't be taught by Grandpa Xu, so I persuaded him, "Yes, Uncle Xu, you are too strict with Xu Gan. You should take a rest and relax when you are tired. After a night of nervousness, the doctor also needs a time to take a breather. "

Xu Gan didn't speak, and followed Grandpa Xu's strength to sit beside Lou Jun, and grabbed Lou Jun's wrist to feel his pulse.

"Does it still hurt?" Xu Gan absently asked Lou Jun about his pulse.

"It doesn't hurt anymore, it's much better." Lou Jun replied, smiling gently as always.

"What about the stomach? Are you still sick?"

"Not anymore."

"The fever is gone, too."

"Ah."

"You can't eat today, you have to tell me if your stomach hurts."

"Ah."

"Then you rest." Xu Gan withdrew his hand, completely unable to calm down to check his pulse, sat for a while, but found nothing.As soon as he raised his head and glanced around, he saw Grandpa Xu's disgusting glance.Xu Gan lowered his head and pretended to feel the pulse with Xu Gan's other hand, closed his eyes and stopped talking. From Lou Jun's point of view, he really looked like an old pedant.

After a while, he withdrew his hand and said: "The condition has stabilized. I will have another B-ultrasound examination tomorrow to make sure that the condition is under effective control. After a week of hospitalization, I should be able to leave the hospital." After speaking, he stood up and said to Lou. The second uncle blinked, quietly pointed to the door, and went out.Second Uncle Lou stood there for a while, then walked out together with Grandpa Xu.

At the end of the corridor, Xu Gan was standing by the window and waiting.Seeing the two of them approaching, they talked straight to the point. "Xiaojun's appendicitis has an indication for surgery, because his physical condition is quite special, so I adopted non-surgical treatment. After treatment, the appendix may not return to normal."

"This point, when my eldest brother and I went to find the dean, the dean also said it." Uncle Lou sighed, "However, the physical damage to Xiaojun from the operation may be beyond his body's tolerance. We can try to get rid of the appendicitis first. As for the operation, we can wait until Xiaojun’s physical condition allows, and then make plans.”

Grandpa Xu pondered for a while, and said: "When the symptoms are ready and he is discharged from the hospital to recuperate at home, let Xiaojun live with me. I will prescribe some prescriptions for him, and let Xu Gan do some acupuncture and massage for him. There will be some effect."

Uncle Lou thought for a moment, then nodded. "That's fine, I'll talk to my brother and sister-in-law later."

In the evening of that day, Lou Lang accompanied Lou Xiao to the rented place, handed over the keys and brought back the luggage. Uncle Lou and Father Lou rushed back to Linshi, Grandpa Xu and Xu Ling also went back, and Mother Lou and Er Er were left. Aunt's two elders and Lou Lang and Lou Xiao accompanied Lou Jun to take care of her, and Xu Gan was assigned to take full-time charge of Lou Jun's treatment.

On the premise of not causing an extra burden to Lou Jun's body, Xu Gan was very careful in the selection of the types of drugs used and the control of the dosage of the drugs when taking medication.The effect of the medicine is relatively mild, and the effect will be relatively slow. Simply because Lou's family members are used to Lou Jun's slow recovery, they have not urged him.

While talking and laughing, he stayed with Lou Jun for another four days, his symptoms disappeared and his diet resumed, only then did he seriously approve Lou Jun to get out of bed and walk around.

Xu had been lying on the bed for a long time. When Lou Jun just got out of bed, he was walking swayingly. The four Lou's family members plus Xu Gan carefully surrounded him, following him step by step.Lou Jun didn't show any impatience, nor did he try to dissuade him. He just walked very slowly at first, taking a step and resting three times, but each step was very steady. After walking [-] or [-] steps, it was no different from usual.

The five people followed for a while, and Lou's mother and second aunt Lou were dragged away by Lou Xiao with an excuse.Probably Lou's mother and Lou Xiao had already made up their minds, and when they left, only Second Aunt Lou looked confused.

Walking around the ward building, Xu Gan saw that Lou Jun was sweating, so he led Lou Jun to sit on a cool chair beside him to rest.

There were branches blocking the top of his head, and the mottled sunlight fell on Lou Jun's body. According to his face, which had just recovered from the illness, his complexion was much less yellow and brighter.Xu Gan took off his temporary white coat and put it on Lou Jun. "windy."

Lou Jun didn't refuse, straightened his gown, closed his eyes, and asked, "When can I be discharged from the hospital?"

"Wait another three days."

"I want to leave the hospital tomorrow."

Xu Gan looked at him, but he never opened his eyes, with a smile on his face, probably feeling Xu Gan's gaze, and turned his head slightly. "I heard that Grandpa Xu suggested that I go to your house to recuperate after I leave the hospital?"

"Yes."

"Do you want me to live?"

Xu Gan froze, looking at him deeper.

Lou Jun smiled, and continued, "Speaking of which, you are my attending physician this time. Are you under a lot of pressure?"

Xu Gan didn't say anything, just stared straight at Lou Jun's side face.

"After going to your house, you still have to worry about helping me recuperate my body and control my condition, right?" Lou Jun suddenly opened his eyes and looked over, "Maybe, I still need a minor operation. How about it? Are you confident?" ?”

The lightness of the words was like casual chatting and laughing among friends, but Xu Gan felt under pressure, and some sweat oozes from the corners of his forehead.Xu Gan tightened his throat, moved his lips, but did not speak.

There is a lot of pressure and no confidence. Since the diagnosis of this disease, I have been worried all day and night, and I will think of the result that I cannot bear if I am not careful.Xu Gan didn't dare to say these things.

Lou Jun waited for a while, then closed his eyes and turned back without changing his expression. "Tomorrow, at ten o'clock in the morning, please help me complete the discharge procedures. And my mother, second aunt, and Xiao Xiao will also trouble you." After speaking, he stood up and walked back.

Xu Gan's heart tightened, and the bad premonition quickly fermented in his body, turning into a real pain.He raised his hands slightly, opened his mouth, and kept his body in the halfway position of getting up from the chair, frozen in place.

Lou Jun walked two meters away, stopped again, and turned around, his smile unchanged. "Today, let's think about whether I will go or not. Tomorrow morning, we will exchange answers." After finishing speaking, he walked away on his own.

Xu Gan stood up straight, like an uncoordinated dementia patient, followed behind Lou Jun in a strange posture.He couldn't tell what he was feeling at the moment, trying to maintain the calmness on his face, approached Lou Jun, and pressed him tightly.

Lou Jun walked uncomfortably, so he quickened his pace and pulled a little distance away, touching Xu Gan's nerves.

Xu Gan moved suddenly, grabbed Lou Jun, hugged him tightly, and buried his head on Lou Jun's neck. "I want you to go to my house and live by my side. I don't have any confidence, I can't take care of you, I'm full of thoughts that if I can't save you, I can't bear it. But I want to be with you. Lou Jun , I have decided. Whether you want to live in my house or not, I will still chase after you tightly. I can't do it for a long time, so I will do my best to take good care of you and let you stay with me all the time. "

Lou Jun hugged Xu Gan back and smiled lightly. "Don't rush to give me the answer, there is still a whole day to think slowly."

"I've been thinking about it for a long time. Before I confessed, I was thinking about it. I was also thinking about it after you were sick and I was too scared to take care of you. I'm not what I imagined. I'm the most suitable for you in every way, and I can't bear a little bit of you. Accident. I tried to give up on you, run away from you, and reminded myself all the time, but in the end I couldn’t restrain myself from posting back. No matter how I think about it, the world is full of you, and I can’t get out anymore.”

Lou Jun pushed Xu Gan away from him with force, and looked directly into Xu Gan's eyes. "I don't reject you directly. I admit that I am deeply attracted by you. I have thought about it. However, I need to think clearly, and I need time to make up my mind and choose the life I want to live. Tomorrow, tomorrow morning, the deadline, Until then, let's not talk about it, okay?"

Lou Jun had made up his mind, and Xu Gan, who was excited, suddenly seemed to have been scolded with cold water, his emotions subsided, and he nodded in a muffled voice. "Let's go back?"

Lou Jun nodded, and walked back without hesitating.

Xu Gan's heart suddenly panicked, the little hope that had just risen immediately dissipated, and he felt empty and cold in his heart.

In the ward, Lou Lang was there. Seeing Lou Jun enter the door, he asked slightly surprised, "You're in a good mood?"

Lou Jun nodded.

"Something good happened?"

"It shouldn't be a good thing, but I feel happy." Lou Jun replied after a pause.

"What makes you happy is a good thing. What is it?" Lou Lang asked very interestedly.

Lou Jun looked at Lou Lang, with rare scrutiny in his eyes, and Lou Lang straightened his hair and asked, "What's wrong? Looking at me like that."

Lou Jun shook his head, just as Xu Gan, who was a little slower, entered the room, walked slowly to the bed, and lay down on the bed. "I'll be discharged from the hospital tomorrow, you can talk to Mom later."

Lou Lang was startled, and instantly switched from the previous topic to this one, but without asking Lou Jun, he looked straight at Xu Gan and asked, "Can my brother really be discharged from the hospital?" If he can get out of bed today, he will be discharged tomorrow. It's not too fast, is this what makes me happy?

Xu Gan looked at Lou Jun, who had his usual smile on Lou Jun's face.Xu Gan looked at it for a while, then nodded. "You can go back. Living any longer will not help his body."

Lou Lang was relieved, and turned around to call Lou Xiao.

Xu Gan silently withdrew his gaze, turned around and left the ward.

After making the phone call and explaining clearly, Lou Lang relaxed, sat on the side of the bed, and brought Lou Jun a glass of warm water.

Lou Jun took a sip of water and asked calmly, "Do you feel that your parents are different from before?"

"What's the difference between you and your parents?" Lou Lang frowned and thought, the expression on his face became more and more frightened.

Lou Jun raised his hand and tapped his forehead with a soft thump. "What about Xu Gan? What do you think of Xu Gan?"

"Why are you talking about Xu Gan all of a sudden?" Lou Jun's thoughts jumped so fast that Lou Lang couldn't keep up for a while. "Is there anything to do with the difference between parents?"

"It has a lot to do with it." Lou Jun nodded and threw the bomb. "Xu Gan likes the same sex."

Lou Lang was frightened, his face was stiff and distorted.Slowly calmed down, thinking of a possibility, his brows were furrowed, and he asked tentatively: "The one he likes, is it you?"

Lou Jun nodded, his expression was as leisurely and calm as ever.

Lou Lang's eyes widened, his jawline tightened, and he asked, "Parents already know?"

Lou Jun nodded, and slowly took a sip of boiled water.

"Are you happy about this?" Lou Lang exclaimed, with the slight sound of teeth grinding, staring at Lou Jun, full of disbelief and anger.Helplessly, Lou Jun remained calm, just looked at him with a smile on his glass for a while, and then suddenly handed over the glass in his hand.Influenced by the habit he had developed over the years, Lou Lang subconsciously reached out to pick it up, and placed it on the bedside table next to Lou Jun.Came back to his senses, stared at Lou Juan and took a deep breath, his breathing became steady, and asked: "Brother, do you... like him too?" Lou Lang spoke the last half of the sentence extremely slowly, but the words were clear.

Lou Jun nodded without changing his expression.

Lou Lang stood up suddenly, his anger flared up again, panting roughly, he said decisively: "No, I don't agree. I will take care of you in the future, and I won't let you do..." In the second half of the sentence, he looked at Lou Jun without saying a word, his expression frowning. The repulsion and pain inadvertently displayed on the Internet have obvious meanings.

Lou Juan remained expressionless, and raised his hand to grab him. He didn't hide at all, and let Lou Juan sit on the edge of the bed. "Xiao Lang, you have been with me the longest. You should know me. I have never wronged or forced myself. Xu Gan has passed the barriers of his parents, and his character and intention are true. My heart is moved, and I am willing to live with him , support for a lifetime, sharing joys and sorrows. I am happy to find someone to be my companion."

Lou Lang disagreed, convinced Xu Gan's bad intentions, and couldn't listen to Lou Jun speaking for him, and said anxiously: "Brother, homosexuality is not sincere, it is all fake. Parents were cheated by him. You have always been so sober, don't you Believe his rhetoric, he lied to you."

Lou Jun laughed. "During this period, Xu Gan has been in frequent contact with us, and we even lived together for a few weeks. You watched his words and deeds, did you really not notice?"

Lou Lang bowed his head in silence, Lou Jun guessed right.When we met for the first time, seeing Xu Gan's sudden extreme care for Lou Jun, Lou Lang was once puzzled, and found many reasons for this matter, but avoided this possibility alone.If he had known earlier, he would have...

Lou Jun looked at Lou Lang's hair, and continued after a while: "Xu Gan confessed to his parents before I accepted him. My parents were very angry and repulsed. They used to be wary of him. During that time, Did you see it?"

Lou Lang was very impressed with that period of time.During that time, he had been speculating about Lou's father and mother's sudden change of attitude towards Xu Gan, what exactly Xu Gan had done to provoke his always open-minded parents to reject him so much.Turns out the answer is here.

"He was able to break through from his parents and make them let go. His sincerity, at least for now, is not false. I think this is probably what happened to me. It's like, I was born weak and sick, but I was born in the same way as my grandfather. Being in front of a leading doctor, being born into our family who have been doctors for generations, it is my chance to live without any danger for more than 20 years. Since I also have intentions, I should seize it. I have no worries about food and clothing and myself , with less illness and less pain, life is enough.”

When Lou Lang heard this, he didn't raise his head and didn't make a sound, he closed his sour eyes, and after a while, he suddenly looked into Lou Jun's eyes with red eyes. "My disagreement, I keep it. Brother, you have to remember, I will accompany you to the end as promised, and I will never break my promise. So, don't change, and love yourself the most forever."

Lou Jun's smile froze, as if he had seen the scene of the young Lou Lang standing in front of his hospital bed many years ago, swearing to his parents with red eyes that he would take care of him for the rest of his life.Unable to restrain his nose sour, he tried to stabilize his emotions. "Don't worry, I won't change, and I won't make things difficult for myself. I always remember that what you said is to take care of me for the rest of my life."

Accompanying Lou Jun, the anger in Lou Lang's heart showed on his face when Lou Jun fell asleep.He endured, covered Lou Jun with a quilt, and angrily went to find Xu Gan.

At that time, Xu Gan was resting on the roof of the hospital with his eyes closed.Thoughts were turning and turning, thinking of ways to coax Lou Jun back to Xu's house.

Lou Lang searched a lot but couldn't find him, so he had no choice but to wait.

During lunch, Xu Gan really appeared, frowning, not knowing what he was thinking.He didn't even notice Lou Lang stopped in front of him, and bumped into him abruptly.Both of them couldn't help taking a step back.

Lou Lang got even more angry, opened his mouth and scolded: "Are you blind? Why do you need eyes when you walk and don't look at the road?"

Xu Gan was startled, obediently being scolded at a loss, and apologized with a smile on his face: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I was distracted." The future brother-in-law, a role that must never be offended, Xu Gan put a label on it in his heart.

But Lou Lang was dissatisfied, his brows became even tighter, and his usually handsome eyebrows turned ferocious. "Why do you need eyes when you walk without looking at the road? It's better to cut them out, so you don't have to look blindly."

Xu Gan frowned, sinfully stood up with his bent upper body, restrained his emotions for a moment, and looked at Lou Lang with calm eyes.At this time, Lou Lang obviously had sharp thorns all over his body. He and Lou Lang were not very familiar. He was polite to Lou Lang because of Lou Jun, but he would not allow Lou Lang to lose his temper with him.He raised his foot, ready to walk away from Lou Lang to Lou Jun's ward.

But Lou Lang grabbed him. "Let's find a place to talk, you have dirty delusions about my brother." Lou Lang's voice was very low and he spoke slowly, with hatred, every word was attached to Xu Gan's heart.

Xu Gan was startled, and the aura that he had just released instantly withered. He nodded with his mouth pursed, and walked out with Lou Lang, knowing what Lou Lang wanted to talk about in his heart.

Not wanting any third party to hear about this, Lou Lang took Xu Gan to find a high-end hotel nearby and opened an hourly room.Lou Lang took the room card, swiped the card to enter the room first, and waited for Xu Gan to follow in and closed the door. He faced Xu Gan's face with his fist as tight as iron, and punched it, making a thud.