Light Snow to Beginning of Spring GL

Bai Linyu's smile was faint. She was tall and beautiful, and she became more elegant with age.Compared with He Xueyan's cold face and bitter heart, she is much more at ease.

He Xueyan thought about it, this is not wrong.After the breakup, she suffered day and night, gave up her future and was disheartened. She stayed at the knees of her parents without leaving the city for ten years. She had no social circle and never confided her heart palpitations to anyone.Compared to her, Bai Linyu studied in Europe, wandered around the world while watching, fell in love and communicated with people, and lived a wonderful life with a rich heart.Of course, this can be seen from the face.

A person who destroyed his life, He Xueyan really didn't want to have any evaluation or interaction at all.

Her throat moved and she remained silent. He Xueyan turned her eyes away and went to the rest ward her sister had prepared for her.Bai Linyu seemed to let her go, and sat in the corridor by herself, took out a French book from her bag to pass the time, and waited for the old lady to revise the manuscript for her.

He Xueyan fell on the snow-white bed in the ward, feeling dizzy and tired for a while.Looking at the ceiling, with a blank mind, chewing on his bad emotions and performance, he took out his cell phone and wanted to make a call with Yan Fei.I don't know if it is appropriate to call out the number.

After thinking for a long time, he tentatively sent her a text message.

Are you busy?I want to talk to you.

After sending it over, Yan Fei didn't reply after waiting for a long time, He Xueyan sighed and put away this abnormal little fragility, who cares?She told herself repeatedly, of course don't care about the past.

The running water cannot turn back, and the tears that fall cannot return to the eyes.He Xueyan comforted herself, she just had to wait quietly for Yan Fei's return, and when she really came back, she would be able to vomit everything and be completely relieved.

However, He Xueyan actually has no confidence in whether Yan Fei can play the role of the savior well.

After resting in the room for half an hour, He Xueyan received a meal delivery call from the familiar hotel, and the other party kept apologizing for the traffic jam and the delivery of the meal was late.As a parent, He Xueyan went downstairs to pick up the meals in person.

Carrying a bunch of things, in the aisle, He Xueyan and Bai Linyu looked at each other, held back for a long time, and said for the sake of saving face: "Come over and have dinner together."

Bai Linyu got up and followed her, and said in a low voice, "I can only try not to disturb you as much as possible. I'll go back after the matter is over."

He Xueyan nodded, she had nothing to say, and went in with her to serve her parents for dinner.The old lady is very happy to revise the book. She is an old expert and quick to learn. She has already revised more than ten pages.Seeing the two of them busily arranging the dishes and surrounding the table in the ward, the old lady smiled and said, "I'm really hungry after reading the book, it's all written and eaten."

"Mr. Xu, eat more." Bai Linyu politely helped her pick up vegetables, and He Xueyan smashed the rice and went to the bedside to feed her father.

The old lady said kindly: "You are about the same age as our Xueyan, so don't call Mr. Xu so unreasonable. I have retired, and I am not the editor-in-chief. Xiao Song can't change his habit of shouting. You call me Aunt Xu Enough."

"Aunt Xu." Bai Linyu changed his words very quickly.

Seeing that she was smart and good-looking, the old lady liked her a lot and said, "It's not easy to live abroad, and it's rare that you still miss the people and things in China." After a pause, she was almost curious: "Your book is your own experience. Or someone else's story?"

Bai Linyu saw He Xueyan looking at her over there, so she had no choice but to say to the old lady, "Half and half, some belong to me, and some belong to others."

The old lady pondered for a while, then smiled: "Then you and the person you like go out for an outing to eat local snacks, it must be your own. The writing is very emotional. If it is someone else's story, the feeling will not be achieved. You must really like that guy."

Bai Linyu ate, smiled lightly, and nodded to the old lady: "Yeah."

"I won't ask about personal matters." The old lady is also a sensible person, very measured: "I just need to ask about some details. You still haven't explained carefully in some places, so you should write carefully and finish the book, let People are also easy to speculate."

"What Auntie said is that when I first started writing, I definitely didn't understand a lot. Please help me." Bai Linyu and the old lady were able to chat together, and the two of them talked about this book for a long time while eating.After He Xueyan fed his father, he chewed a few mouthfuls, but couldn't listen to it at all.

She felt that her mother had stayed in the pile of books for a long time, and she didn't know what hypocrisy was.What kind of feelings does her mother know? Her mother is so lucky in her life that she has never had any emotional injuries. She has a scholarly family, and her husband is affectionate and upright, willing to give, sheltering her from the wind and rain for the rest of her life. Her mother had never seen it.

A hypocritical person talks about feelings with a naive old man.

He Xueyan felt that her mother had been cheated.But she couldn't speak out in person, so she could only patiently listen to Bai Linyu talking about her and the people she missed.

"Then did you come back and find him?" The old lady was still very sad.

"I hurt her when I was young and ignorant, and I met her when I came back, but my mood is different." Bai Linyu said it naturally, and looked at He Xueyan while eating: "After so many years, everyone has their own lives. In fact, I never thought about getting back together. I know it's unlikely, and I don't want to do it, it's just causing trouble for the other party."

"You understand people." The old lady was thoughtful: "Then what is the attitude of the other party? Does he still like you?"

Bai Linyu put down the bowl and chopsticks, glanced at He Xueyan at the end, and smiled at the old lady: "I probably don't like it anymore, she is already with someone else, she just has to be happy, and I feel at ease."

"It's a pity for your teenage years, but that's okay, life is still long." The old lady smiled casually after hearing this, her heart was still warm: "It doesn't matter if you come back, you are so good, you will definitely meet better people, we Xueming has a wide social circle, so I can introduce you to some good boys."

"Thank you, Auntie." Bai Linyu nodded.

The meal was finished like this.

He Xueyan cleaned up the disposable bowls and chopsticks.When she heard the end, she felt discouraged again.It was like someone who was about to hit someone raised his fist and stuck it in a pile of cotton.

Bai Linyu didn't come to disturb her life, so she couldn't vent her grievances to her.Her resentment and so many years of grievances and pains are still her own after all.Her detachment made her look even more like a fool, the pain and suffering belonged to her, yet the other party could see through everything with ease, as if he had become a god, and his heart would always be at peace.

Where is God's fairness reflected?

He Xueyan carried the plastic bag to take out the trash. She threw the trash in the trash basket at the corner, but blew wind towards the window at the end of the corridor.The gloomy smog in the sky obscured the appearance of the city, and this winter was too long, and the wind made her very cold, but she only hoped to be more awake.

As the footsteps approached, He Xueyan turned her head to look, Bai Linyu came over behind her, He Xueyan bit her lower lip and remained silent.

Bai Linyu stretched out his hand to pull her arm, and persuaded in a low voice, "Don't catch a cold, tell me what you need in the rest room."

He Xueyan shook off her hand and said with an unhappy expression, "I have nothing to say to you."

Bai Linyu let go, just stood in front of her, stared at her with a pair of dark eyes, looked at her face carefully, and said as if she had seen through her: "Don't lie." After a pause, he said: "I know you are very Sad, we can talk."

"What's there to talk about?" He Xueyan encouraged herself to live up to her expectations and stop being so hopeless.So the tears were rushing into her eyes, and she locked them up so they wouldn't come out and look bad.

Bai Linyu had seen He Xueyan's panic-stricken appearance thousands of times, and she attributed it to He Xueyan's too sensitive and fragile nature, and it took too much effort to coax her well.She was a student at that time, and she had a bright future. Of course it would not be right to spend all her energy on He Xueyan. In the end, she found an effective solution through repeated trials and tribulations. Every time He Xueyan was angry and sad, she ignored her and waited. She had to talk to her after that effort, otherwise it would be like hitting an egg against a rock, and she couldn't be more stubborn than He Xueyan.

Seven or eight years later, He Xueyan once again had red eyes and tears. She was thin and fragile in the cold wind, but she was even more pitiful than the current her in college.At that time, she was the eldest lady who was loved by all, and her tantrums were purely to express her worries for writing new words.Now the young lady is still alive, but she is a servant girl, and she suffers in her heart.

Bai Linyu didn't intend to ignore her, sighed lightly, and said in He Xueyan's very familiar tone and attitude: "You can't change your duplicity." After finishing speaking, he pulled He Xueyan a little more forcefully and dragged her away from the window : "If you blow it again, you will really catch a cold. Let's talk a few words in the lounge, or we will argue in the aisle, you choose."

He Xueyan wanted to break free, but she held on too tightly.Bai Linyu had her long hair tied up, but she was gentle and domineering, so she pulled her and threw her into the rest room.He Xueyan's wrist was red, and she pushed her away when he entered the door, looking at her viciously like an angry lion.

Bai Linyu didn't care about her full armor, she had seen it too much, it was no longer new.At a distance from her, I lowered my head and said to myself: "You heard what I told your mother. These are my sincere words. I know that you have been troubled in your heart since you saw me in the office that day." After a pause, he looked up at He Xueyan and said, "I returned home suddenly because I received an invitation from our school's professor. He told me that the school wants to recruit a group of young teachers recently and hoped that I could come back. I didn't plan to come back, but my teacher was very kind. However, this opportunity is better, so I came back. As for the manuscript, I first posted it on my foreign blog, because it was more popular and got some hits. I don’t know who recommended it to Yan Fei, Yan Fei She contacted me to publish it for me, and she was very enthusiastic, so I agreed."

He Xueyan didn't want to hear it at all, she didn't want to know this, Bai Linyu couldn't help her, and continued to say: "I was also surprised to see you, and I was very touched. I confess that I was young and energetic and wanted to go out to study. I hope You go with me. But I didn’t know that your father was ill. I thought you didn’t have confidence in the future and didn’t want to go with me... At the beginning of the foreign country, I was very uncomfortable. I had a lot of emotions and thought a lot. A decision I deeply regret."

"What's the point of saying this?" He Xueyan stopped talking.

Bai Linyu was silent for a few seconds and said lightly: "I just want to tell you that I owe you an apology." He clearly said to her: "Xueyan, I'm sorry, I failed you."

He Xueyan frowned slightly, but tears still came down.

The corners of Bai Linyu's eyes were also red, and he took a breath to stabilize his emotions and said, "The relationship between us didn't bear fruit, and it's all on me. I've regretted it all these years, and thought about giving up my studies and coming back to you, but I'm afraid you won't either. Accept." After a pause, he said, "I told your mother the truth, I still love you, and my feelings have never diminished. But I also respect your choice and will not ask you to be with me again, I I feel that it is not suitable for us to be together, and neither of us will be happy. My last little hope is that I can be ordinary friends?"

"No." He Xueyan flatly refused.She was angry and funny, she thought that Bai Linyu was here to find her back, she was afraid that she would not be able to eat or sleep well, fearing that she would become a lowly person and be pestered in every possible way, so she might get dizzy and agree.But how good it is now, Bai Linyu is much smarter than she thought.He neither wanted to humbly beg her to get back together, nor was he willing to suffer her resentment for many years after they got back together.She shrewdly took care of herself and prepared to watch her from afar without being obscene, that's great.

It turned out that she was the one who pretended to be affectionate and missed Bai Linyu.