Light Snow to Beginning of Spring GL

He Xueyan's self-esteem was thrown down the [-]th floor again, and it was shattered into rotten watermelons.But this time, it shouldn't be sadness, but filled with some black humor that she has been able to taste, and the irony of her irony.

She frowned her beautiful eyebrows, the tears on her eyelashes were like dew, but a smile appeared at the corner of her mouth involuntarily.This is probably the answer she wanted. When He Xueyan got the answer, she swallowed it again.

Like swallowing a bitter fruit, swallowing silently.

In just a few minutes, her worries and fantasies evaporated.She thought that Bai Linyu would be different from the past, at least her book was written that way.I can't eat with them, I want to go back to you.

Now, she was before her eyes, and she had indeed found her.But it's just that I found it. I stood in the distance and looked at it from a distance. With the feeling that she was different from others and self-righteous relief, I put her aside again.

He Xueyan had a faint self-deprecating smile on his fair and quiet face.The persistence of the past ten years is nothing but a cocoon.Fortunately, she retained the last of her dignity, and she didn't show such eagerness to look forward to it, at least not in front of her.

"Xueyan." Bai Linyu called her, looking very sad: "If this is what you insist on, I am also willing to respect your decision."

"You go out, I want to stay alone for a while." He Xueyan issued the order to evict the guest, and there was a look on her face, she wiped her tears and smiled faintly: "You can do whatever you like, don't say what to do The decision is all for me. I am not that delicate, and you are not that great. We have not been in touch for seven or eight years, so why bother to pretend to be friends, there are enough strangers."

She finally got tough and returned all the humiliation she received, no, she almost lost the idea of ​​fighting back.She just wanted this person to get out of her life as soon as possible, just like how many years ago, she got out without leaving a sound.

Bai Linyu didn't panic about her attitude, but she also had red eyes and tried her best to endure.She was no longer a young girl whose face was dyed mature by the wind in Paris, but her bright black eyes suppressed tears, and when He Xueyan pronounced the sentence, her eyes filled with silence.

Unable to hold back, she still cried out loudly.

Her always high and unhurried appearance collapsed in an instant, and she became hot and fleshy.

The heating in the room was sufficient, and outside the window was the cold smog in winter. He Xueyan was on the opposite side, with the corners of his mouth down and his brows lowered.

Bai Linyu cried aloud, He Xueyan recalled it, she had never seen it before.Not once.The woman surnamed Bai is smart, independent, and strong.All things can be handled according to her heart, and she has never encountered anything that can hinder her. She said she will be the first in the test, and she will be the first in the test. When she said that she wanted to organize teaching support, she organized hundreds of people.She's not a loser, so she won't cry in front of people.

He Xueyan felt her scalp go numb, and she mustered up the courage to fight back once. This innocuous refusal was neither strong nor fatal enough, and she felt useless.But now, it was as if Bai Linyu had been stabbed in the heart by a sword, bleeding profusely.what is this?

He Xueyan couldn't bear such a change in the situation.She didn't want to comfort Bai Linyu, and she had no way to fight back against her.Her heart trembled, and she realized that this game was really not her strong point.Keeping her head down and not speaking, He Xueyan walked past Bai Linyu, but the other party couldn't get out of her sight, so she had no choice but to get out by herself.

Open the door and go out, leaving Bai Linyu crying alone in the room.

For many years, she had some doubts, whether Bai Linyu really didn't feel a little bit when she was in such pain that life was worse than death, and whether she would not shed tears at all.Now she has an intuitive answer, seeing is believing.

Taking a deep breath, He Xueyan stood in the corridor with her back to the room and wanted to laugh again.Does this count as her winning once, although she is confused about winning.Her biggest heartache may have been relieved somewhat because of this victory, because of her ridiculously poor self-esteem.

Since the pain is two-way, not her alone, and the other party is also unhappy, this is fair.

Fair enough, what else is she complaining about.Live your life well, that's enough.

He Xueyan covered her mouth with her fingers, afraid that she would laugh out loud.Now, she can be considered satisfied.Tell Bai Linyu to die, she doesn't have time to play ambiguous games with her after breaking up.She didn't have the time, and she wasn't that mean.Slowly exhaling the breath from her chest, He Xueyan went to get the phone in her pocket. Yan Fei hadn't replied to the text message yet, but she couldn't wait to get up and called her.

Like a farmer celebrating a good harvest, he wanted to tell her all the secrets.Some of the secrets to my sudden joy again.

The phone was finally connected after a long wait for the ringtone.

With thousands of words stuffed in her throat, He Xueyan found a hidden stairway with red eyes, holding the phone to adjust her mood: "Yan Fei, are you busy?"

"Xueyan? Are you looking for me? Is there something wrong?" Yan Fei's voice seemed anxious and tired. She didn't sleep much last night, and got up to take care of another patient.

"I'm fine. How's your side?" He Xueyan slowed down her voice so that she wouldn't be so nervous.

Yan Fei breathed a sigh of relief, and she could still hear her sigh: "I'm exhausted. I started the examination and tests early in the morning. I was just sent to the operating room, and it will take two hours." After a pause, she added: "Xue Yan , I'm sorry I just saw your text message, are you really okay?"

"It's okay, everything is fine, I just miss you a little bit." He Xueyan didn't know why, but when she heard her voice, her mood always calmed down quickly, and she was full of distress for her: "You didn't sleep well last night and didn't eat well ……take care."

"I see." Yan Fei was full of gratitude, and felt the warmth of mutual affection: "Xueyan, you too, eat well and don't get tired. Also, feel better. Your father's illness can't be treated like we have a cold and a fever. Just think about it this way, as long as he can move his hands and feet, even a little movement is a big improvement. Your sister is like that, and I will scold her for you later. If you think about it this way, you will feel better."

"Hey, you're still comforting. You usually yell in front of me that you are uncomfortable when you have a big needle, and you are so fragile and you forgive me. Come on, I have taken care of my dad for almost ten years. I don't know anything. Ah." He Xueyan really laughed when she said it this time.

Yan Fei blushed, thinking to herself, isn't that just acting like a baby with He Xueyan, shouldn't it?Who knew that she, He Xueyan, lived a wonderful life but it was painful.Especially last night, looking at that miserable person, he was almost dying of suffering.I tried my best to comfort her, but she started to pretend to be strong again, bah.

Yan Fei quit and said with a smile: "He Xueyan, I have been in the office with you every day for five or six years. Everyone is happy when they are happy, and unhappy when they are not. Why pretend, I am busy with things now. I don't care about you. When I go back and catch you, I will relieve you, you think I don't know that you are going to be bitter, crying and waiting for someone to save your life."

He Xueyan held back for a while and said nothing.

Yan Fei showed her heartlessness on the other end of the phone and continued to chatter. He Xueyan couldn't understand how this girl never seemed to be tired.Yan Fei took advantage of Shen Suyu's operation, and babbled outside, pretending to comfort their family's bitter cauliflower He Xueyan.

He Xueyan's sour heart came out again.She was a little scared, and hated her heart full of holes and the hard and ugly shell built by herself.

"What's wrong?" Yan Fei realized her silence.

He Xueyan didn't go to work recently, so she forgot the days when she was arguing and bickering with her in the office, so she couldn't help but trembled and said, "Don't lie to me."

"En?" Yan Fei didn't hear clearly.

He Xueyan took a deep breath and choked up nervously: "Yan Fei, don't lie to me. I can't stand people lying to me."

Yan Fei heard it clearly, pondered over her words, always knew something but didn't dare to guess.Regarding the secret of He Xueyan's never getting married and never falling in love, she certainly wasn't so arrogant that He Xueyan was really doing it for her... But it was meaningless to trace back, Yan Fei smiled on her intuition and instinct, and hummed to her Said: "In your eyes, I think I'm full. Why should I lie to you? Do I still want to work in the work unit? Can I still work in the publishing industry? I finally fell in love with Xu Liping's daughter, I Crazy and dumped her again, you are so rich, beautiful and gentle, He Xueyan, can you have a little self-confidence? I was almost dizzy by you, and lied to you as a puppy."

He Xueyan's mood was like being mixed with oil paints, regardless of whether it was black or white, he would put it on her heart first, to make her colorful and prevent her from being completely gray and black.When she thought about it, Yan Fei was right, why did she lie to her?You can't get more meat if you lie to her.

"Okay, come on, I'm hypocritical, don't talk about it, my ears are numb." He Xueyan finally admitted it.

Yan Fei giggled: "You don't even think about it, how can I share with you after seeing so many valuable things in your house?" While talking, she kissed the phone in a childish manner, "It's okay, I'll wait a while She settled down, I'll go to see you, just don't be angry with me, I really don't lie to you, I like you. "

He Xueyan has lost her temper with her, Yan Fei is like this, if you want to have a serious talk with her, she will just talk about it and not be serious.It doesn't matter if you lose your temper with her or give her a good face, anyway, she is the kind of person who shines brightly when she is given a little color, and inserts a needle when she sees a gap.You don't know how she is so smart.

"Well, I know you like me." He Xueyan said what was in her heart.

The phone just hung up.He Xueyan relaxed again, Yan Fei was like her power bank, her mood was cut off, and the other party only needed power.Her blood can flow.

She got an affirmative answer.So forget those who have failed her first, and completely follow the new belief.So with a smile, I went to my parents' ward, opened the door, and saw my mother rewriting the book for her ex-girlfriend, but she didn't care.

That's just a book, novels are all fiction, fiction, then it's not about them.

She decided not to be the character of the never-appearing lover in Bai Linyu's writing, and live in her infinite nostalgia.If she missed her, loved her, and was willing to travel thousands of miles for her, then she should have gotten her long ago instead of just writing a book.

He Xueyan walked into her father's bedside and helped him turn over to prevent him from getting bedsores.These jobs have been done for many years as she said, and they are very skilled.She saw her father smiling at her, squinting his eyes and nodding repeatedly.She smiled too, responding to his kindness.

If you don't feel suffering, you should enjoy it.

She thought it might not be hard to take care of her father, because she was still full and happy in her heart at the moment.

"Xueyan, who do you think I answered the phone just now?" The old lady suddenly looked up from the pile of old papers and smiled at He Xueyan.

"Who is it?" He Xueyan asked.

The old lady put down the manuscript in her hand. She had almost corrected it. Her eyes were a little bit astringent. She rubbed her eyes and said happily, "It's from your Auntie Zhang. She called from her hometown in Hebei. She said her daughter-in-law She has already given birth to a boy. She asked me to marry her with a name, and I agreed." After a pause, she smiled more happily and said, "She also said that Xueming called her yesterday and said that she was willing to give our house to the previous house for nothing. Let her live with her son and daughter-in-law, let her son go to work in the company, and the daughter-in-law will take care of the children at home. She will come to our house to help when she is free."

"Oh. This is a good thing." He Xueyan covered her father with a quilt and smiled.

The old lady sighed and said with a smile: "You said that Xueming is silent, but in fact she still misses us in her heart, so don't think she is disobedient and always quarrel with her."

He Xueyan smiled softly and nodded to her.She didn't intend to argue with her mother, these committees were nothing to her.

What is there to argue about?She felt that it didn't matter if the whole world didn't understand.

She is not very demanding, as long as there is one person who understands it, it is enough.

So she was still happy, and she was really happy that Aunt Zhang's arrival would relieve her and give her more time to be free.