Cambridge Love Weekly

Lu Sheng's Memoirs 18: Kang Qiao, if you don't push her, she won't understand what she really wants.

Ever since I knew I had someone I liked, my mother began to ask me who that person was in a different way.Fortunately, Lu Sheng has never been to my house, and I don't often mention her, so my mother didn't find out.

After my mother told me about my sexual orientation, my father asked me with a smile: "Then you plan to marry a wife for our family in the future? That's not bad. After all, we don't want you to go out, and it's good to marry you back home. But you Who do you like? Do you use your father to help you propose marriage?"

"..." It turns out that Dad is also gossiping like this.But I was still beyond moved.This winter vacation will be the warmest vacation in my life.But soon I knew how powerful my mother was.

"What? Got five points?!" My mother stared, unable to believe it, but I nodded honestly, but my mother had already come over with a feather duster.I was startled and jumped away.

"Mom, you said just now that you will never be angry and never do anything!" I dodged my mother's attack in fear.

"I won't do anything? Look at me not being ruthless! How dare you get five points in the test! Why don't you just score zero!" She was anxious and angry, her face turned red with anger.My dad, on the other hand, sat motionless on the sofa, looking relaxed and at ease.

"Little brat, stop for me!"

I stood still immediately. "Hmph." The feather duster really hurt.But my mother couldn't do it anymore, and I knew that my mother only had to do it once.When she heard me moaning, she had already thrown the feather duster and ran over to pick up my clothes to check.

"Why don't you know how to hide, kid?" She murmured, while rolling up my thermal underwear, "Fortunately, I didn't hit too hard. It's okay." She patted her chest and said.My father and I looked at each other and smiled, everything was in silence.

It's finally over.

At the beginning of the new semester, our homework became heavy, and the number of times I talked to Lu Sheng was almost zero.The roommates seemed to have noticed something, and the number of times the boss showed his courtesy for nothing had become more.

With an attitude of out of sight and out of mind, I decided to go to self-study to make up for the few subjects that I failed last semester.But the brain is always not with me, the birds outside the window are chirping, and I have no intention of studying at all.

I don't know what to do in the lonely days without Lu Sheng.

"Cambridge! Cambridge!" Wang Xin'an hurried in from outside the classroom, his flustered expression made my heart beat faster, "Quick! Go! Lu Sheng..."

Everyone in the classroom followed his gaze and looked at me. When I heard Lu Sheng, I felt a roar in my head. I didn't care what he was talking about, so I quickly packed my things and ran out of the classroom.

"What did you say? What happened to Lu Sheng?" I asked anxiously, dragging Wang Xin'an's skirt while walking.

"Let go first, you want to strangle me! Don't worry! She's fine! It's just that the boss of your dormitory confessed to her!" Wang Xin'an broke away from my hand and straightened his clothes.I suddenly stopped and looked at him: "You mean boss?"

"That's right, the boss of your dormitory, Zhao Danqi, is genuine, downstairs in your dormitory."

I ran out and ran back to the dormitory as fast as I could in my life.A lot of people were already surrounded there, so I pushed aside the crowd and stood at the front.The boss was holding Lu Sheng in his arms with flowers, and shouts of "kiss one" poured out from the crowd.

I don't have the confidence to convince myself that the boss will never do this in front of everyone.She had already withdrawn Lu Sheng from her embrace, and I saw her back slowly bending downwards, and Lu Sheng's shy and expectant look had already appeared in my mind.

Those purple grape-like eyes must be radiant and alluring, and they must make people want to praise the Creator more than seeing the most beautiful crystal.

"Kiss one! Kiss one! Kiss one!"

Driven by the crowd, the right time, place and people are perfect, so why not do it?But what about me, me, me...?

"Boss!" I blurted out with the courage I don't know where, but she continued to act as if she didn't hear it.I couldn't care less, I rushed forward and pushed them away, "What are you doing!"

"As you can see. I confessed successfully and wanted to use my girlfriend's rights." The boss replied calmly.Her imposing manner was like a rainbow, but I was not bad either, a monstrous flame was burning in my body, and it was the first time I looked at her straight from the waist up.Lu Sheng looked at me in astonishment.

"What are you doing here?" she said.

"I..." All of a sudden, I was exhausted, and Wang Xin'an, who came later, drove the crowd away. I have no reason to interrupt the boss. She has succeeded, and I haven't said it yet. The most important thing is Lu Didn't Sheng say he doesn't like girls?

"Didn't you say you don't like girls?" I asked in a low voice.

"When did I say that you are only allowed to like girls but not me?" Her words were sharp, and I don't know why I insisted on saying that.Obviously you said "Do you think everyone is like you?"!

"Hmph! Cambridge, what right do you have to interfere in my life?"

I choked for a moment, unable to speak any more words.I looked at the boss, looked at Lu Sheng, and suddenly understood, it's not that she doesn't like women, it's just that she doesn't like me.I exchange my last dignity for our last hope: "Aren't we good friends?"

"Good friend?" Lu Sheng raised her voice, she suddenly pointed to the side and yelled at me, "Go! You go away! Go to your good friend! Just be your good friend! Get out! Don't Let me see you!"

I didn't leave, but Lu Sheng left, under the comfort of the boss.The rest I accept the onlookers in the crowd, Wang Xin'an can't drive them away.He came over and pulled my clothes weakly, and said softly, "Let's go, let's drink with you."

Yes, drink.How to relieve worries, only Du Kang.Wang Xin'an and I went to the ktv and opened a private room, and then I started singing until my voice was exhausted and then I started drinking.

Just as I served the wine glass, Lu Sheng's words suddenly came to my mind: "Don't get drunk again." I obviously nodded solemnly at that time.But at this time, I just closed my eyes and swallowed violently.

Tears and wine slipped down, I knew it, because my eyes were already blurred.Being drunk and dreaming of death is a person's depravity, but what is even more depraved is that I know it is wrong but I don't want to wake up.

Wang Xin'an was probably afraid that I would die from drinking here, so he didn't buy much, and I only drank a few bottles and felt very drunk.After getting drunk, only boundless sleepiness follows.

But when I woke up the next day, I had to say, my head didn't hurt and my eyes didn't hurt, but why did I have hallucinations?

"Why are you here?" I suddenly turned over and sat up, looking at Lu Sheng's slightly red and swollen eyes with a confused expression, "Where is Wang, Wang Xin'an?"

"Why don't you drink to death?!" She stood up and left.I quickly grabbed her and begged, "Don't go."

She really didn't leave, she just said: "The time is coming, let's go. Find a place where you can talk and talk."

I rubbed my head and quickly got up to follow. A burst of dizziness made me fall back to the sofa.

"How are you?" Lu Sheng anxiously supported me.I shook my head slowly. "It's okay, let's go."

At this time, when class was about to start, Lu Sheng and I came out of the ktv, and there were figures everywhere along the way.It's not good to go anywhere, and I'm afraid there will be roommates who don't go to class when I go back to the dormitory.

Lu Sheng seemed to be prepared, and led me into a nearby hotel, opened the room, and ordered breakfast for me after the room.After taking a shower and washing up and having breakfast, Lu Sheng watched me eating without saying a word.

"You don't eat?"

"I can't eat it." She shook her head.

How can you not eat?Alas, I took my egg tart and walked over to her mouth: "Eat it."

She looked at me with incomprehensible emotions in her eyes. I didn't want to guess, but just quietly waited for her to open her mouth.Finally she opened her mouth and swallowed.This breakfast ended in my feeding, and I just felt very helpless.

After breakfast, I fell on the bed and wanted to have another sleep in the cage.At this time, Lu Sheng suddenly accused me: "Kang Qiao, you don't mean anything!"

It's just inexplicable, where did it come from? "What?"

"You clearly promised me not to get drunk!" Lu Sheng pointed at my nose angrily.Her hand was only a millimeter away from the tip of my nose, and I lowered my eyes to the finger, then slowly moved back out of her fingering range.

"Anyway, you're not my good friend anymore." I whispered.

"You want me to be your good friend that much?" She withdrew her fingers and lay down beside me.We looked at the same ceiling and chatted.

"Yeah." No Lu Sheng, it's just that you don't like me, so I can only settle for the next best thing.

"Except for good friends? I don't want to be your good friend." Cambridge, do you understand?I don't want to be your good friend, but you pretend to be a senior in the position of girlfriend in your heart, right?

"Besides good friends?" I thought, what is closer than good friends?sisters? "Then you are my sister?"

"You idiot!" She suddenly turned around and licked my hair fiercely, successfully creating a chicken coop.

"Then what are you going to do? You can't be good friends, and you can't be sisters! Is there any relationship closer than these two?" I was so angry that I half sat up and glared at her.

"Yes." She said, looking at me so seriously, "You think, isn't there more?"

"What else?" I fell down again, turned my back, drew circles on the pillow, and muttered softly, "You don't like me, so what's the use of thinking more about it?"

"What are you muttering to yourself?" She pushed me.I turned around and said, "It's nothing. What about you? Why are you there? Don't you need to go to the boss?"

"Aren't I afraid that you will die from drinking? Why should I ask the boss if I have nothing to do? But you, what did you want to do when you suddenly rushed out yesterday?"

I suddenly thought of the stupid thing I did yesterday. Now that I think about it, it’s enough. How could I do such a thing in such a rush?

"Ask you! Why did you suddenly rush out yesterday?"

"No reason." I said stiffly, you are all together, you still want to come and stab me?

"Really, I thought you had a problem with me being with the boss!"

Not an opinion!Yes there are great views!

"Didn't you say you don't like girls?" I thought of this again.

"When did I say that?" She was still pretending!

I turned my head and stared at her very angrily: "Didn't you say to me in disgust last time, 'Do you think everyone is like you?!' I will always remember this sentence! Don't try to cheat!"

"You..." She widened her eyes, "What the hell do you think I'm talking about? What I mean is that you think everyone likes senior sister as much as you!!!"

"What?" I was stunned, "That's it, that's it. Wait, when did I tell you that I like Senior Sister?"

"Do you still need to say it? I'm not blind! Look at the way you were nervous about her that day!"

What makes her look nervous?I go. "Then why can't you see that I'm nervous about you?!"

"When have you ever been nervous about me?" Lu Sheng sat up and looked at me coldly.

"Where am I not nervous about you?" I also sat up, "didn't you have a sore throat during military training, didn't I buy the golden throat and sour plum soup?"

"You said it was the way!"

"Have you ever seen someone who lives on-campus drop in off-campus?"

"Then did I beg you to go? You don't have to go!"

"I wouldn't go if I didn't see that you were speechless!"

"Is that the reason?" She moved closer to me, making me back away a little.

"That's right! It's not nervous what are you!" I answered bravely.

"How many years ago was that? It's been half a year! When did you get nervous about me in the past six months?"

"How many years is half a year?!" I retorted angrily.

"I say let it go!" Lu Sheng raised his chin, "Why, do you want to refute?"

"You are being unreasonable!" I was indignant, "Besides, why am I always nervous about you? Isn't the boss nervous about you? Why should I be nervous! I don't want to be a light bulb!"

"What's the matter with her?"

"Didn't you promise her to confess your love!" I was angry, "I don't remember what happened yesterday!"

"Who said I promised her to confess my love?" Lu Sheng despised me.

"Then she wanted to kiss you yesterday, why didn't you resist?" I was so angry that my ears were about to spray steam.

"When I was about to resist, you stopped. Is it my fault? After all, why did you come here yesterday?"

"I didn't come here and watched you with her!"

"Why am I not with her? She likes me."

"You don't like her!" I just felt a fire burning in my chest.

"How do you know that I don't like her?" Lu Sheng's tone of retort made me even more angry.

Yes, how do I know.But at this time, I absolutely can't lose. I turned my head and replied immediately: "If you like her, how can I not know?"

"How do you know that?" Lu Sheng snorted coldly, "You won't be with me this semester."

This fact made me speechless for a moment, and I thought for a long time before asking her carefully: "Then do you like her?"

"I don't like it." Lu Sheng said it decisively, which made me feel relieved suddenly, it's fine if you don't like it, it's fine if you don't like it.But then a bigger anger surrounded me.I said angrily: "If you don't like her, you are not allowed to be with her!"

"Anyway, you don't like being with me, you don't care who I'm with!"

"Who doesn't like being with you!" I roared.

Lu Sheng complained: "Then where have you been hiding since you started school?!"

"That's not because you think you dislike me, so you have to stay away from me for fear of annoying you!"

"I didn't say you were annoying!" She was so angry that tears were about to come out.

"I'm afraid you'll be annoying." I whispered, lowering my head and no longer looking at her.I'm afraid of her disgust, afraid of her dislike.So I just dared to hide carefully where she couldn't see.

"Get over here, you annoying person!" She stared, pouted her lips, and pointed to the place in front of her.

I looked at her, looked at the place, slowly moved over, knelt down in front of her, and looked at her.

"Give me your hand." She ordered me angrily, as always.

I held out my right hand as always.She jerked off my sleeves and a flash of light flashed.

"Hiss! Aw..." I was in so much pain that I burst into tears, "Take it easy, lighten it, it's disabled! It's disabled!"

I finally understood that the flashes just now were Lu Sheng's two shiny canine teeth.

"Next time I don't say it's annoying, you are not allowed to leave me half a step!"

"Then what if you need to go to the bathroom?"

"You stand guard at the door!" She said domineeringly.

I was dumbfounded. "Who wants to guard your door! Is that pervert?"

"Then are you going to keep it or not!" She stared.

"No!" I will never compromise!

"Oh..." I really want to cry...it hurts me to death, "Lu Sheng, are you a dog! Your hands are going to be crippled!"

"Say it quickly, keep it or not!"

"I'll keep it, I'll keep it." I nodded without hesitation.This is torture into tricks!At that moment, my heart was ashamed.Lu Sheng is simply too unreasonable.

But suddenly, a soft touch awakened my senses, I didn't dare to determine what it was, I could only see Lu Sheng lowered his head less than a millimeter away from my arm.

"Does it still hurt?" She asked softly and carefully.

"pain."

"Lu Sheng." I stopped her and interrupted her licking my wound.This action already makes me blush and I feel like I'm going to burn out. "Don't... it will be fine in a while."

"Kang Qiao," she lowered her head, stopped moving, but never raised it, she asked me softly, "Kang Qiao, do you like senior sister?"

"It used to be." I said truthfully.

"What about now?" Lu Sheng asked me.Should I tell her?

"Lu Sheng," I said, "I seem to like you now."

"What?" She raised her head suddenly and patted my face in astonishment, "What did you say? Say it again."

"I said I seem to like you now." I blushed and dared not look at her again, what if she doesn't like me?

"No, no, say it again, look at me and say."

"I said I seem to like you now." I looked into her eyes with a desperate attitude.

"No, you seem to have gone to talk about it."

"I said I like you now..."

"Hey, that's right!" She suddenly smiled and kissed me on the face, "mua~ You can only like me in the future, and you can only like me for the rest of your life. Do you hear me?"

She held my head and smiled happily, and then desperately asked me to nod, I felt like I was cheated, but the touch of Lu Sheng's lips was so clear just now that I can only smirk now.

"I said you can only like me for the rest of your life, do you hear me?" Lu Sheng still didn't let me go, squeezing my face tightly with both hands.

"You don't even say you like me, so I don't want to like you for the rest of your life." I muttered while being squeezed.

"I like you." Lu Sheng said seriously.

"Then I don't like you for the rest of my life." I also said seriously, "Lu Sheng, life is so long, I can only do my best to love you forever, and then I can't like you anymore."

"What are you talking about? Who else do you want to like if you don't like me?" She pinched my face in circles, but I firmly believe that I must not be the first person in history to be subjected to such domestic violence.

"I don't know, I just like you now. But what if someone suddenly surpasses you one day? So you should always be my Lu Sheng, so that I can always like you."

"What is your Lu Sheng like?"

I thought about it and said, "I don't know! Why do you think so much, how tired. Anyway, I like you now. Maybe I will like you in the future."

"You have to promise me that you will like me forever!" Lu Sheng's domineering energy came up again.

"I can't promise you. I don't know how I can promise you if I can do it."

"Then even if you lie to me now, you have to tell me immediately that you will love me forever!" She stared at me resolutely, and at the same time squeezed and rubbed my face hard.I nodded immediately in pain: "I will love you forever!"

"Hmph!" She let go of me, and conveniently licked my chicken coop again, turning it into a pile of weeds before getting up from the bed. "Let's go, go back to class."

"...I still have class? Can I not go?"

"No!" She smiled and showed her small canine teeth.

Then we went back to class.