Accompanying is the longest love confession

Zhang Yining, who was lying on the bed, stared blankly at her right hand, as if she could still feel the warmth of the palm of her hand that night, saying goodbye, didn't she even give herself a hug, didn't she like it, why didn't she even have a hug?Don't you dare?Fear?Who are you afraid of?she?or yourself?Still don't like it anymore, she said, it's all over.But can you not like it if you don’t like it?Zhang Yining didn't know, and she couldn't figure it out either. It's been three months, three full months have passed since that night.For three months, I have been thinking about those words and that person almost every day, and I am extremely entangled.

She thought that she would be able to stop thinking about it by going back to the team to make herself busy. Yes, she was busy. After that person left, the captain of the Chinese women's team would naturally fall on her. After doing these things, it turned out to be a mess in my own hands.Zhang Yining was tormented by this mess, but the more he was worried, the more he missed her. It would be great if she didn't leave, at least he could let that person help him, although he would inevitably be teased by her.Thinking of this, Wang Nan's standard teasing appeared in front of his eyes.

Zhang Yining was a little irritable, jumped off the bed and went to practice.

This is the case again, Zhang Yining is depressed, after returning to the team, she can't work hard to practice, ah, is it because she is getting old?Now most of the people in the whole team are Sister Ning. Sister Ning called her that way. It was okay before, and Wang Nan was around, and she was there to support the sky falling. Now that person is gone, Zhang Yining just realized it. Oh, it turns out that I am already so old.She waved to Guo Yue who was opposite her, signaling that she needed to rest for a while, and then walked to the empty ball table beside her.

In the past, when Wang Nan was around, he always liked to sit cross-legged, with his head propped up, watching them play.Zhang Yining doesn't like to sit like this, she finds it very uncomfortable to sit cross-legged.

Wang Nan also smiled and turned back to her: "Old Zhang, you don't understand this. This is the standard Northeast sitting posture. We in the Northeast like to sit on the kang like this, and then eat authentic Northeast sauerkraut. That's called life." Ah, right? Yueyue?"

Guo Yue, who was next to her, nodded vigorously and echoed, "That's right, that's called life." She patted Zhang Yining on the shoulder, pretending to be heartbroken: "Old Zhang, a Beijing chick like you doesn't understand the heroism of our Northeast men. of life."

man?Chick?Zhang Yining raised his eyebrows and looked at Guo Yue, his eyes were full of threats: "Yueyue, what did you just say? I didn't hear clearly, please say it again. Huh?"

Guo Yue was frightened by Zhang Yining's murderous intent, and quickly apologized: "Hey, I was wrong, sister Ning is not a Beijing chick, I am, I am a chick. Sister Ning, you are a bully in Beijing, I'm sorry, I'm sorry .”

"What about me?" Wang Nan, who was sitting on the sidelines watching the excitement, looked at Guo Yue with a smile and asked suddenly.

Guo Yue had the illusion of picking up a stone and hitting her own foot. She wondered why she wanted to say something, and then smiled: "Sister Nan, you are the uncle of the Northeast, and Sister Ning, you are a tyrant in Beijing. You two continue to chat, don't disturb." While talking, he bowed and left.

Zhang Yining and Wang Nan looked at each other and smiled, cowardly, this is an evaluation of Guo Yue.

real life?Uncle Dongbei?Zhang Yining climbed onto the table and sat like Wang Nan.

In fact, it doesn't seem that uncomfortable.

The sitting posture was not uncomfortable, and Zhang Yining didn't dare to move it. After all, Wang Nan once kicked the table down, and the quality was a bit bad. If he moved, it would collapse.

Looking at the stadium with his head propped up, he felt like he could see all the mountains and small mountains at a glance. It turns out that sitting here is like this, which is not bad.

Guo Yue was scolded again, and Zhang Yining, who was sitting on the table, shook his head.Ever since she tried the standard Northeast sitting posture, Zhang Yining likes this feeling a little bit.The billiard table that Wang Nan used to like to sit on, with his unique sitting posture, is now Zhang Yining's.

Being scolded a bit fiercely this time, Zhang Yining frowned.Looking at Guo Yue who was being scolded with his head bowed, Zhang Yining could feel her disdain and indifference.

Such Guo Yue reminded Zhang Yining of herself.

That was the state after he won two Olympic gold medals in the women's singles and women's doubles in the 04 Athens Olympics.No matter how Li Sun reprimanded himself, he always didn't care and didn't listen to him. Anyway, he already won the gold medal, that's enough, there's nothing else to fight for.It's ridiculous to think about it now, at that time, I didn't even win a Grand Slam, so why did I float to the sky?

She still remembered that Li Sun scolded him solidly at the end of the training, and finally looked at her indifferent appearance, and said in extreme disappointment: "Zhang Yining, you are only good enough for this."

It's strange to say that at that time, Li Sun said everything, earnestly and swearing, but he didn't respond. It was that sentence, which seemed to hit his second pulse of Ren and Du, and slowly returned to his senses.At this moment, she heard someone walking towards her, and she recognized the footsteps of this person, it was Wang Nan.

The man stopped behind him and sighed: "Old Zhang, never become the second Wang Nan." These words are a warning, an exhortation, and even more concern.After that, he walked away.

Just when the man's footsteps were about to be lost, Zhang Yining raised her head and called out to the man's back: "Sister Nan." At this moment, her spiritual platform was clear.

Hearing himself calling her, he stopped, not far away, about 5 meters away.Zhang Yining thought that she might never forget Wang Nan at that time in her life.She turned around, with a familiar smile on her face, looking at herself with crooked eyes, wearing a goose yellow T-shirt, white sports shorts underneath, her right hand in her trouser pocket, her left hand holding a racket, and a racquet on her wrist. Wearing a white wristband, she twirled the racket in her hand. She tilted her head, her eyes and brows were tender, and she asked herself with a smile, "Old Zhang, are you playing?"

At that time, there were only the two of them left in the venue. It was so quiet that Zhang Yining could clearly hear her own heartbeat. She returned the same smile and nodded: "Okay."

The two of them played late that night, and they couldn't remember how many rounds they played. All they knew was that the last two were lying on the ground exhausted, just like the girl who practiced with her every night when she was suspended after the Ninth National Games. scene.Leaning on her, I told her my little secrets, and my little thoughts about loving and hating her a few years ago. She embraced herself lightly and said, "Silly girl, I know all of this."

That's right, she knows it all, she knows her little thoughts, she knows her secrets, but she doesn't know hers.She said that she liked her for so many years, but she didn't intend to tell herself, Zhang Yining was a little angry, and she blamed Wang Nan, she liked her, why didn't she have any business of her own?If she doesn't say it, how does she know that she won't accept her?

But, will you accept it?

Will it?Do you like Wang Nan?Zhang Yining asked herself.

Her liking for Wang Nan doesn't seem to be that kind of liking. If you like a person, your heartbeat will speed up when you see him. Isn't it true...

Thinking of this, Zhang Yining's face turned pale, she seemed to have forgotten someone, an important person, someone she should always think about.

It's been three months, and I haven't thought of him, even for a second, Wang Nan is all in my mind.Tremblingly, she took out her mobile phone and wanted to call him, but stopped in the next second.

She was a little guilty, what's the point of calling him now?why?Obviously he is her boyfriend, and she obviously likes him.

Zhang Yining couldn't confirm her liking for Wang Nan, but she could confirm her feelings for Xu Wei.It's like, it's what a woman likes a man.But why did she completely forget about him in the past three months? Is it because Wang Nan's confession made her suffer too much?Or is it just because you don't like it enough?Otherwise, how could you easily forget your boyfriend because of someone else's confession?Zhang Yining felt that she was a bit of a jerk, so could this be considered the kind of heartless person who eats what is in the bowl and looks at what is in the pot, and is a scumbag?

It's over, it's over, Zhang Yining, you're over, you're hopeless, you're nothing but scum.Zhang Yining buried her face in her hands, criticizing herself, feeling a little uncomfortable and wanting to cry.

It was Ding Ning who found something wrong with Zhang Yining. She walked over, leaned over and asked in a low voice, "Sister Ning, what's wrong with you? Are you feeling unwell?"

Zhang Yining raised her head and shook her head with a dull expression: "I'm fine, I'll go back first. Don't worry about me, I'll be alone for a while." Speaking mechanically, she got off the table and walked out of the stadium.

Everyone gathered around and looked at the back of Zhang Yining leaving. Guo Yan was the first to speak: "Hey, don't you think our sister Ning has been a little out of her mind since she returned to the team? Sitting on this table in a daze all day long, practicing It's also sickly."

"I found out earlier." It was Xiaozao who answered, "I think it might be because Sister Nan is gone, and Sister Ning is not used to it. After all, they have such a good relationship, let alone Sister Ning. A little uncomfortable."

Everyone nodded in agreement.

"Tsk tsk...Old Zhang looks lost, like a lovesick lady." Guo Yan couldn't help teasing.

Hearing the words, Guo Yue smiled, and the haze of being trained just now was swept away.Sister Nan, maybe the situation is better than you think.