Neuropathy and Psychopathy in Love

One day, Xu Jin didn't go back to sleep in the room, but was next door, watching Lin Xu in the surveillance video.In the past two 360 five days, no matter how busy he was, he went back to his room to sleep on time every day, and got up on time to eat.Lin Xu followed him and naturally developed the same habit.

The time was running out, and Lin Xu became restless when he could not be seen.He stood at the door, staring at the door firmly, motionless, although his body's biological clock made him very sleepy, mentally he could not accept falling asleep without Xu Jin, which made him feel dangerous.

Two hours later, Lin Xu was tense all over and stood stiffly, but he still stared at the door and began to mutter impatiently.

Seeing this, Xu Jin pushed open the door of the room, washed and slept as usual.Sure enough, Lin Xu didn't approach him today, and looked at him and became alert again.

Xu Jin knew that this kind of experiment could not be done again, otherwise the balance he created earlier would be broken.

The next day, he came back as usual, and Lin Xu returned to normal.Xu Jin felt that besides the basic life, he had to find a hobby for Lin Xu.He began to ask people to find teaching videos, sing, play the piano, play the violin, draw pictures...every time he watched some videos, he observed Lin Xu and found that he had a special liking for Lin Xu's paintings. When watching, he is always more energetic.He likes brightly colored things, and when he sees different colors blending together, he will have a yearning look on his face.

Xu Jin understood that this was Lin Xu's talent and hobby.So he bought a lot of books on oil painting, and when he took the time, he read them out easily so that Lin Xu could understand them.

Now, Lin Xu has something to fiddle with during the rare times when he is not in the room.Perhaps because of his interest, he is particularly focused when painting, which is very rare for a person with his illness.So Xu Jin took more time to practice painting with him.

Xu Jin knew that he had gone astray, and he used an extreme method to get Lin Xu out of the terrifying fantasy, and also made Lin Xu fall into a deeper abyss.

But he couldn't stop, he couldn't stop this kind of treatment, and he couldn't stop the joy he felt because of Lin Xu's dependence.He controls a person's spirit, or life, whether it is calm or collapsed, it is all in his mind.This sense of accomplishment and joy cannot be given by anyone, nor can any success bring it.

Xu Jin found that he enjoyed the feeling of being in control.At the same time, he found that only Lin Xu could give him this feeling. If it were someone else, he would have no interest in controlling the mind, body and everything.He likes Lin Xu's dependence, his cleanliness, everything about him, and being a part of his life.He even began to be a little grateful for this terrible disease, and sent Lin Xu to his side.

Xu Jin is 22 years old this year. He is a man who is too mature both physically and psychologically. He knows that this state is not right.Until one time, he used to send a delicate girl for his physical needs.When he pressed the girl under him, a thought flashed through his mind, if the person under him was Lin Xu...

This kind of thought was on the verge of breaking out, out of control, he couldn't go on any longer, left the girl and left.He couldn't go back to the room where the child was, because he felt dirty, but Lin Xu was so clean and spotless.

Knowing his own mind, Xu Jin can no longer treat Lin Xu as casually as before.

Xu Jin's eyes are chasing Lin Xu more and more, and he is more and more eager to communicate with him, touch him, and even possess him.Watching Lin Xu eating, bathing and dressing in front of him.And they, like people living in parallel worlds, have no intersection.Lin Xu didn't even know of his existence, treating him as an illusory safe person.

He was gradually dissatisfied and suffering more and more, but he knew that he could not be in a hurry, otherwise all the previous efforts would be ruined, so he could only hold back his eager desire.Lin Xu is a blank sheet of paper, everything he teaches will leave traces on it.He had to be careful not to frighten him, hurt him, or tarnish him.But what to do?Xu Jin was at a loss for the first time.