Neuropathy and Psychopathy in Love

Two years later.

Lin Xu sat cross-legged on a soft sofa, wearing a white cotton T-shirt on his upper body, the neckline was open to reveal his thin collarbone and fair neck, with a few bright red marks left on it, his lower body was light blue jeans, trousers rolled up Small circle, you can see the protruding ankle.

His thick hair was dyed chestnut, the bangs on his forehead just reached his eyebrows, his skin that had not seen the sun all year round was so delicate that there was no trace of blemish, his eyes were big and round, with slender eyelashes under his eyelids, his nose was small and delicate, and he had a root in his mouth Lollipop.He had the latest issue of the clothing magazine on his lap, and was carefully flipping through the pages, with admiration from time to time.

"Xiao Xu, what are you doing?" Xu Jin pushed the door in, sat behind him and surrounded him.

"Reading magazines." Lin Xu's voice was vague, and he naturally leaned into Xu Jin's arms, finding a comfortable position and continuing to read.Xu Jin was almost a head taller than him, and his shoulders were much broader than him. He liked to lean in his arms like this, feeling very safe.Except for his arms, the whole world is dangerous for Lin Xu.

Xu Jin looked at the curled hair on the top of his head, and couldn't help but kiss him on the head.Lin Xu stared at the magazine, and he was reluctant to look away. He just turned his head and kissed Xu Jin on the chin. He accidentally forgot the lollipop in his mouth, and a red mark was scratched on the right corner of Xu Jin's mouth. .Lin Xu was taken aback. He didn't care about the book on his lap. He turned around and knelt on the sofa, holding Xu Jin's face with both hands to examine, "It's all red. Does it hurt?"

Xu Jin was helpless, supported him with one hand, and took out the lollipop for him with the other, "It's okay."

Lin Tianxu suddenly hugged his waist tightly with both hands, buried his head in his chest, his body trembled, and apologized incoherently, "Jin, don't hate me, I don't, I didn't do it on purpose, please... don't hate me... ..."

Xu Jin threw the lollipop casually, picked him up and sat on his lap, wrapped his arm around his waist to protect him, and forcibly raised his head with the other hand, looked at him, squeezed The hand on the chin is light.Xu Jin tried his best to put his voice and expression to the softest, "Xiao Xu, I will never hate you."

Lin Xu bit his lower lip, the fear in his eyes still lingered, "But...but I scratched you."

Xu Jin let go of the hand pinching his chin, moved to the back of his smooth neck, kneaded it lightly, and pressed his forehead against his forehead, his deep voice was extremely soft, and his deep eyes were full of affection, "It's okay, what are you doing?" I love you all, have you forgotten?"

Lin Xu relaxed slowly, but still worried, "You really don't hate me?"

"Well, never."

"Be careful." Lin Xu put his hands around his neck, with an eager expression, and began to kiss his neck recklessly.

Xu Jin's breathing also became chaotic, and he changed from passive to active, and pressed his lips on his lips, kissing until his whole body became weak before letting go, "Hey, you were tired yesterday, let's go to take a nap now, I'll accompany you, okay?" ?”

Lin Xu still locked his neck tightly even though he was weak all over, his lips were bright red, his eyes glowed, "Yeah."

Xu Jin carried him to bed and lay down with him.Lin Xu grabbed his hand, his eyes were still wide open, "I want to sing."

Xu Jin kissed his forehead, "Close your eyes." Lin Xu closed his eyes obediently, his thick eyelashes trembling slightly.Xu Jin lay on his side, supported his head with one hand, patted his back with the other, and began to hum softly:

If you wonder off too far,

My love will get you home.

If you follow the wrong star,

My love will get you home.

If you ever find yourself,

Lostand allalone…

There is no tune and no accompaniment, a big man over 1.8 meters, singing this song should be very awkward, but Xu Jin did it very naturally, as if he had done it countless times.Listening to the song, Lin Tianxu slowly fell into a deep sleep.

After coaxing Lin Xu to sleep, Xu Jin did not leave, watching his peaceful sleeping face quietly.

Easy to sleep at night, low self-esteem, suspicious, irritable, often suicidal.But now, except for the extreme sensitivity and lack of self-confidence, he has recovered a lot. Other symptoms have not appeared for a long time, and he hopes that he will never appear again in his life.

But no matter what, Xu Jin didn't intend to seek a doctor. He couldn't see Lin Xu's pain, not even a little bit.Xu Jin believes that he is Lin Xu's best doctor.If even he can't cure Lin Tianxu, no one in this world can.

So he must live longer than him, no more, just one day.

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Flowers are finished, happy!