long love story

Extremely clever and world-wise, I sigh that he is always confused here.

The nature of wild horses on the top of the mountain is difficult to tame, and the trap is still able to control the other body,

I sigh that my supernatural powers are empty, and I can't subdue the person next to my pillow.

I want to lean on the green window to accompany Qingqing, but I regret that I have gone wrong in this life.

If you want to go to the jungle with a bowl, you will be in love with the beauty.

Sit quietly and practice the Dharma Eye, pray for the Three Jewels,

Have the saints in the temple ever seen it?Come here without inviting a lover.

I went to the mountain to pay homage to the Taoist monk, and asked my master to explain the cause.

Zheng Nai's lovesickness is unrestrained, and the heart of the horse comes to Qingqing.

I once thought that being too sentimental would damage the holy life, and I was afraid that I would not fall into the city when I entered the mountain.

In the world, there is a dual-quantity method, and if you live up to it, you will live up to the law.

06.

Another year for Moshang Xinsang.

My brother followed Jin Chao back to his hometown.

Shang Shu made fun of my brother and said, "This is an ugly daughter-in-law who wants to see her in-laws."

My brother is shy and thin-skinned, unable to refute.

Jin Chao chimed in: "Shang Shu, you worry about yourself, but don't let the ducks that are almost cooked fly away. As for us, hehehe, I bring my daughter-in-law home to meet my in-laws in secret. On the surface, we still can't." Explained."

I was on the sidelines, blushing even more when I saw my brother.

Why love?What do you do for a living?It's another year in a blink of an eye.

On the day of the Lantern Festival, Jin Chao came home and said that he had just finished a business trip, and the company was sympathetic to him and let him take a vacation, so he went back to his hometown for the New Year. It was delayed for a few days, and he hurried to come back today to meet my brother. reunion.My brother didn't take it seriously, and I didn't think there was anything wrong with it.

During the chat between the three of them, they talked about my studies.Jin Chao then asked me: "An Qing, which university do you want to go to next year? Have you thought about it?"

Before I answered, my brother repeated the question. "Where do you want to go?"

"N University, I just want to go to N University."

Ever since I fell in love with my brother, N stool has become my ultimate goal of studying.

"Why?" My brother asked me, and then said: "You grew up here, and you went to college in other places, so you can see the world and gain insights."

"Because of you... you all graduated from there." I hurriedly completed the words.

We didn't find that the Jin Dynasty didn't care about "I want to go to N University" at all.

I was still busy with my studies, and I still felt that everything was as usual, and I was so nervous that I didn't notice those inadvertent small differences.Even if the Jin Dynasty started one or two days until the early hours of the night for many consecutive days; He replied, "Now he has been promoted, and he has a lot of entertainment." Even if I often asked later, "Did Jinchao call you to say that he is coming back?"; Even if he was depressed, he replied, "No, I don't know."

Although there are so many "not normal" times, I take it for granted. "The man in the Jin Dynasty was eloquent, the stars in the sky could be said to be rounder than the earth, and the gossip and gossips and rumors could be said to be indistinguishable from the beginning to the end; such a person is giving advice to his superiors while flattering others, and his subordinates are playing favoritism for their own shortcomings while being both sides-to-side. If you want to make a living with your own ability and have a status, then entertainment and drinking are definitely indispensable."

until……

June 6th, this day...

My brother came to pick me up from school, and after completing the leave procedures, we went straight to the funeral home. The dean died of illness this year.

The funeral was arranged for three days, my brother asked for leave to accompany me for three days, and the dean left, I really couldn't accept it.Although I left the orphanage that year, although I went back to see her whenever I was free, although I never called her "the dean's mother" like other children, even though my grades were not good when I was a child, she always taught me and beat me. It makes my ass bloom, but I know she loves me, loves me like her own child.She raised me, gave me an almost happy childhood, and treated me like a sea.She is my dearest person other than my brother in the past 17 years.

I didn't cry or make trouble, I knelt before her spirit and guarded her for the last three days.

After the burial, everything about the funeral is considered over.

My brother and I came home, and I finally regained some consciousness, as if something was missing in the past three days.

While my brother was going to the room to change clothes, I picked up his cell phone.

For three days, Jin Chao didn't call or send him a single message.

I finally woke up, finally understood those "abnormal" times, finally understood why my brother was depressed recently, and finally realized that there was a silent change between them belatedly.

In the past, my brother accompanied me to the bookstore. The round trip took three hours. My brother’s mobile phone would be turned off by Jin Chao. He was afraid that I would abduct my brother. I wish I could install a camera on my brother. A device, looking at my brother 24 hours a day and night.

But for three days, they didn't have any contact.

When my brother came out of his room, I grabbed him and said, "Brother... It's been three days, Jin Chao hasn't called you, and he hasn't come back either."

"Well, he's very busy, he's going to have meetings and business trips a lot..."

"Then what is he busy with? Do you know?" Before he finished speaking, I asked again.

"I don't know much about his work, so... I don't know." He forced a smile on his face.

I held him in my arms, "you..."

I want to say "there's been a change between you..." but I can't.

After a long time, my brother pushed me away from my arms around him, turned around and went back to his room, and we knew each other.

He doesn't tell, I don't ask, as always.

But something is always falling apart, and there are always times when I hear sobbing in the middle of the night and I linger in front of his room and dare not open the door to go in.

His heart was burned by betrayal, and mine was torn by love.

Thirteen days later, it will be the final exam and the final exam of my second year of high school.

At the beginning of July, on the afternoon of the end of the exam, I walked home alone.

As soon as he walked to the door of the house, he heard the long-lost voice of the Jin Dynasty in the room.

The Jin Dynasty is questioning my brother: "Then what do you think I should do? Are we going to go on like this?"

...My brother didn't answer.

Jin Chao: "Ping Si, for more than a year, my parents have forced me, and I dare not confess the things between us. They will not accept it, and neither will the whole society. I have no choice but to do so."

"Actually, I have known for a long time that there is another she between us. Speaking of which, she is the most innocent." My brother forced to say calmly.

All of a sudden, I couldn't find the southeast, northwest, another "she"?Who is that?Before I could digest this fact well, my brother spoke again, his voice was almost humble, and his tone seemed to be begging.

"Jin Chao, then I... what should I do?"

"sorry."

The door was pulled open from the inside suddenly, Jin Chao saw me outside the door, and passed me without saying a word.

I saw the man standing in the middle of the room not knowing what to say, hesitating to move forward.

The person who went out never came back.

During the summer vacation, it was my 17th birthday. There was no Jin Dynasty at home, and no Shangshu was invited. It was just my brother and me, and he still made me a bowl of noodles.In the evening he came into my room and handed me a gift box. I took it and unwrapped it. Inside was a Nokia brand mobile phone and a calling card.

This is the first birthday present he gave me.

"Brother, thank you."

"As long as you like it."

In August, after disappearing for a month, the Jin Dynasty reappeared. He came back this time and moved away all his belongings.

My brother has been sitting on the sofa watching him tidy up, while I leaned on the door of my room and watched my brother. From the time Jin entered the door until he left, they didn't say a word or say goodbye from the beginning to the end.

In fact, there were not many things in the Jin Dynasty, but the whole house seemed to be emptied by him, a lot less.

After a long time, my brother got up from the sofa, walked back to his room, and closed the door.

I walked over and leaned against his door, not daring to go in or leave, and listened carefully to the movement inside, but there was no sound at all, it was like this all night.

In the early morning, the gray light in the sky had begun to light up, and I finally turned the lock on the door and opened the door.

He... sat on the ground with his back against the end of the bed, his hands wrapped around his knees, and his head buried in his knees.

I walked over gently, knelt down next to him, put my arms around him, and comforted him softly: "Brother," my voice was hoarse, "You still have me."

A wounded person wants to be strong, but when someone gives comfort and warmth, he will tear off the disguise of real sadness, and he will collapse.

My brother buried himself on my shoulder, sobbing silently at first, then weeping aloud.Although he cried, my heart ached, but it also relieved me a lot.When a person vents his sadness and pain with tears, he no longer has to worry about other thoughts.

I held him all the time, and when he was tired from crying, I helped him up from the ground. His whole body was so weak that almost his whole body was pressed against me. I hugged his waist tightly and took a step. I took him to my room step by step, carefully put him down on the bed, bent down to take off his shoes, covered him with a quilt, sat on the edge of the bed, coaxed him and watched him fall asleep.

He lay sideways on the bed with his face facing inward. In one night, his whole body became desolate and emaciated, and he soaked the pillow with silent tears.

"Brother, you... and me." I searched for the words in my head, and it was still the same sentence.

"I don't blame him, and I don't blame him. The joy and happiness he gave in the past few years is enough to offset all the betrayals."

In a day, we only said one or two sentences like this, and the rest of the time, we were all dumbfounded.

I didn't go to class and he didn't go to work.

We started sleeping in different rooms, he slept in my room and I slept in his room.

My brother is naturally delicate and sensitive. He knew what kind of person Jin Dynasty was from the very beginning. No one knows Jin Dynasty better than him. He never dared to expect them to have a future. Their end will be sooner or later, sooner or later One day will come.At first he just listened to Jin Chao's oath to love him and didn't dare to take it seriously. Later, he never questioned Jin Chao's perfunctory excuses and impatient prevarications. He just wanted to let him be free when he could still love him.

The departure of the Jin Dynasty and the end of their relationship made him worse and worse.

I dare not and will not mention the Jin Dynasty to him, and I cannot persuade him to let it go.

I watched the person I liked being sad and decadent every day, and there was nothing I could do.

Haizi said: "Starting tomorrow, be a happy person."

I want to give him happiness, but at least he doesn't want it yet.

This year, he was 27 years old and I was 17 years old.

Now we can't "face the sea, the spring is warm and the flowers are blooming".

After the Jin Dynasty moved out, it returned to the life of the two of us at the beginning, but in short, it was different. How could the strong sadness and depression disappear all of a sudden?

07.

07.

There is a sound of sycamore leaves and a sound of autumn, a little plantain is a little sad, and it is cool and late autumn again in a blink of an eye.

On this day, I went back to the original room to find some supplementary materials, and planned to take them back to the current room.Seeing my brother's pillow on the bed was pulled crookedly, he is a clean and tidy person, so I straightened the pillow for him, and when I pulled it open, there was a white medicine bottle hidden under it, the label said "□□ (Valium tablets)", this is a sleeping pill! .

At this time, he just came back from the bathroom, walked in, took the medicine bottle from my hand indifferently, turned his back to me, unscrewed the cap of the water bottle on the table, poured out the pills, and swallowed them with water .

He was originally thin, and he has become even skinnier during this period of time. I wanted to say something, I wanted to ask something, but there was no sound when I opened my mouth, I... couldn't say anything.

"I have to go to work tomorrow, this will help me sleep." He stuffed the medicine bottle back under the pillow.

I had nothing to say, so I picked up the materials and went back to my room. I wanted to continue my studies calmly, but I couldn't pretend to be a normal person so easily.In the early morning, I pushed open the door of my brother's room. The sleeping pills were really effective. He had already fallen asleep. Looking at his pale and bloodless face, my eyes became hot and swollen, and tears flowed out of course.

I called Shang Shu. I wanted to ask him if there was anything he could do. I called, but he was very busy, so he promised to call me back in the afternoon.

Shang Shu called me, and we made an appointment a few hours ago with him to pick me up for my next evening self-study.

The weather in late autumn has begun to be so cold that people shiver at night.I wrapped up my school uniform, walked out of the school gate, and saw a black Audi across the road, which was Shang Shu's car.

I crossed the road and walked to the side of the car, saw Wen Qing was still sitting inside, so I greeted her, and then told Shang Shu that he wanted him to walk back with me.

He turned his head and said a few words to Wen Qing, then got out of the car, Wen Qing moved to the driver's cab, started the car and left.

The streetlight stretched and stretched our shadow until it disappeared, and then it was stretched and stretched until it disappeared at the place of the next streetlight, and it continued like this.

When I called him at noon, I had a lot of things I wanted to say to him, but now I didn't know what to say, so we walked for a long time without talking.

In the end, Shang Shu couldn't help it, so he broke the silence, "Pingsi, is he okay?"

"Not good, very... not good." I suppressed my calmness, and finally when I heard my brother's name, all the turmoil surged, and a burst of choked tears rolled out, "Brother Shangshu, what should I do? "When he is serious, he will call him brother.

"An Qing, you have to be strong, otherwise who will accompany Ping Si?"

"My brother..." I couldn't help crying, "I...really...love him."

"I understand, I feel sorry for him, not to mention you still like him."

"He was hurt by love and couldn't sleep well. I went to his room yesterday and saw that he had sleeping pills. He... now needs to use sleeping pills to sleep. Seeing him so sad, but I can't do anything, and I don't know what to do. Say something to ease his pain."

"An Qing, don't cry," it was the first time I cried in front of him, and he was at a loss for what to do. "Emotional matters take time. Pingsi has fallen in love so deeply, and it's not so easy to get out." He raised his hand and wiped my tears in a panic, "Hey, don't cry, You are a 17-year-old boy crying on the road, isn't it a joke for others?"

After a while, he let out a long sigh, and said: "It's expected that they can't go to the end. This kind of relationship is not as simple as saying 'I like you'. Besides, that person is Jin Chao, Pingsi can ignore worldly views and sacrifice everything for love, but the Jin Dynasty can't, how can the Jin Dynasty be willing to be mediocre? How can it be willing to become a laughing stock?"

"Heh~" I smiled wryly, "I'm on two boats, and I'm not afraid of retribution." When I thought of the Jin Dynasty, I was filled with hatred, "My brother... he doesn't blame him, he doesn't blame him, he said that in the past few years The joy and happiness I got are enough to offset all the betrayals."

"Pingsi's temperament is too gentle, but also stubborn. Such a person is easy to get into the horns."

"My brother has a delicate mind and is naturally sensitive. If this continues, something will happen sooner or later."

"Emotional wounds can only be healed by himself. We just need to watch him carefully, not to mention a person as smart as Pingsi will understand everything."

"But... what I'm worried about is... afraid that he... will not live long if his love is deep, and Huiji will be hurt." I raised my head and looked directly at Shangshu.

Shang Shu didn't answer, obviously what I was afraid of was also what he was worried about.

He helped me up and said, "Go home, you have to stay with him."

In front of the aisle near where we live, I bought a bottle of water at the canteen, unscrewed the cap, poured the water in my hand and washed my eyes, I couldn’t let him find out that I just cried.

I knocked on the door and waited for him to open it for me.

"Brother, Brother Shangshu is here to see you." Shangshu and I walked in one after the other.

"Thank you." My brother led the book and sat on the sofa.

I poured water for Shang Shu, gave him a look, and signaled him to start talking, then turned and walked into my room, thinking that if I wasn't there, it would be easier for them to talk.

I closed the door, pressed my ear tightly against the door panel and listened to what my brother would say next. Finally, I was grateful for the poor sound insulation quality of this room.

"You have changed a lot." As expected, Shang Shu spoke first.

"It's okay, it's still the same." My brother replied calmly.

"Description haggard, emaciated, how is it still the same? Pingsi...don't embarrass yourself too much."

"I... just haven't gotten used to it for a while. I'm used to the warmth of two people, how can I get used to the sudden loneliness of one person?"

"And An Qing is by your side."

"I know, but..."

"If you are sad, he will also have a hard time, An Qing him..."

"An Qing cried just now, I'm sorry." My brother is such a smart person, how can I just wash my eyes and try to hide it from him, "Actually, I have known that there is another woman by Jin Chao's side, and I also know that we will be like this The result is that I am too greedy and want to spend more time with him."

In two months, he mentioned the Jin Dynasty for the first time.

"He doesn't deserve what you do for him." Speaking of the Jin Dynasty, Shang Shu wanted to kill him, burn him, and bury him as much as I did.

"Actually, I don't blame him at all. It is much better to obey the wishes of my parents than to deviate from me."

Hearing what my brother said, I already understood that no matter how we try to comfort and explain him, it is still not as good as he can see it thoroughly and understand it by himself.

After Shangshu left, my elder brother opened the door, and there was warm milk for me in his hand. He handed it to me, but I didn't take it.

This is also the first time he has re-entered this room in two months.

"Brother, you can feed me a drink. During self-study last night, I sprained my hand and it hurts a bit." I lifted my left wrist and showed him to lie to him.

He sat next to me and held the rim of the glass to my lips. The milk had a little sugar in it, but it wasn't sweet at all.

After I finished drinking the milk, he put the cup on the table and pulled my wrist to massage me. In fact, he knew that I was lying to him.

"Sorry for worrying you," he said.

I didn't answer, he continued to massage me, and after a few minutes, he said again: "Did you take the mock exam this month?"

"Ah."

"Did you pass the exam... are your grades okay?"

"Not ideal."

"Go to school well, now is the critical time."

"You are like this... I can't feel at ease."

"sorry."

"It's not you who should be talking."

He raised his eyes to look at me. I knew I had said something wrong, so I didn't dare to look at him, so I looked away.

He continued: "Back then, it took time to fall in love with him, but now, I don't have the courage to hate him. Besides, there is no way for outsiders to participate in the affairs between two people."

It's true - the love doesn't know where it started, and it goes deeper and deeper.Used to talk about him, but also about me.

Maybe it was the night's conversation that made a difference, maybe he wanted to open up a bit, and he slowly returned to the previous Zhou Pingsi.They will prepare supper for me at night; they will come to my side to study with me before going to bed at night; they will tell me some things about work; they will go downstairs for a walk with me on Sunday.

However, although he began to try to find a topic, he was still much quieter than before. Although he would come to my side to study with me, he never touched the bed where he had slept for so many years.

However, it doesn't matter if it gets better slowly and takes a little longer.

Two or three days before Chinese New Year.

The graduate student of ancient Chinese had a late winter vacation, but he still took the time to come back to see my brother, he knew about our affairs.Although we haven't talked to him directly, Shang Shu will pass it on to him.

Maybe it's the reason why we haven't seen each other for two and a half years. When we meet good friends, the atmosphere is much better.Shang Shu booked a box in the restaurant, my brother, me, Shang Shu, Wen Qing, and Gu Wen, the five of us got together to celebrate the New Year ahead of schedule, talking and laughing during the dinner, and drank two bottles of white wine.

Gu Wen will stay here until the fifth day of the first lunar month, and then return to his hometown. After the Lantern Festival, he will go back to the graduate school.

Hearing that he will stay here for so many days, my brother is willing to invite him to stay at our house, saving him from spending money on staying in a hotel.

At night, Gu Wen slept in my room, and I slept on the sofa in the living room.A few years ago, I shared a bed with Shang Shu, but now that I have grown up, I am not used to sharing a bed with others, unless it is... my brother Zhou Pingsi.

When he mentioned my brother and the Jin Dynasty, he just sighed.

"It's good that Pingsi and the Jin Dynasty are separated. It's better to suffer now than to live in death in the future."

"I'd rather die than live," I said.

"Actually, if you just look at the external personalities of the two of them and don't care about people's hearts, they are a good match. One is gentle and the other is active. But life is not a fairy tale. You always have to go out to work, make a living, and always meet outsiders. It's very inconvenient." He sat cross-legged on the sofa, perhaps numb, and stretched out to massage.

I haven't joined the WTO yet, so I still have a vague understanding of the complexities of society and the ulterior motives of people's hearts.

He went on to say: "Pingsi, if you don't seek fame and fortune, you don't seek to be enshrined by officials, no one will find out that you live in a corner. But the Jin Dynasty wanted to make a career, so he made great progress and skyrocketed. It's impossible to be discovered by others. If you can't repay the kindness of your parents' upbringing, you can't stand the pointers of others, and you don't have the determination to give up the hard-won wealth and glory, then you can only sacrifice your brother. "

Gu Wen hadn't been back for two and a half years, and we took him around the city.

From this new road, they could go to another road they had walked when they were in college, but Gu Wen didn't know the way at all in such a newly developed environment.He looked around and smiled and said, "I haven't been back for more than two years, and I don't recognize many roads."

In the past few years, this city has developed rapidly.Today it is still a series of tube buildings, and tomorrow will be high-rise buildings pulled from the ground; the government has started to build subways to relieve the pressure of traffic jams and bus congestion; improve ecology, protect historical and cultural heritage, and integrate local characteristics, ethnic characteristics and traditions In order to improve its style and appearance, vigorously develop tourism and transportation; rationally plan urban life, commerce, education and other areas, the people's happiness index is rising, and the GDP is also growing every year.

My brother shuttled between his work and home in the east of the city every day, and I was also within a radius of ten miles not far away every day, so we didn't feel anything.

"Hundreds of families are like a game of Go, and Twelfth Street is like a vegetable garden." My brother chanted with emotion.

This is Lotte's depiction of Chang'an City "Climbing the Guanyin Tower and Looking at the City".

On the night of New Year's Eve, it snowed heavily, and the Spring Festival Gala was nothing to watch, so the three of them played poker around a small table, and passed the time according to the custom.

Jingle Bell……

It's a call from my brother's family.

He talked with his parents for a while, and then gave me the phone. I wished them a happy new year, and chatted with them about ordinary things like physical condition and academic performance.

My brother and I have lived together for so many years. They know my existence, but they have never met. My brother went back several times in the past few years, but I did not follow.

When my brother mentioned my matter to them, his mother still felt sorry for me for a while. The unique maternal love of a mother radiated and surrounded me, which made me feel another similar maternal love besides the dean.

They all liked me and said that I was well-behaved, sensible, and obedient.

My brother is the only child in the family.

In fact, when the two old people were young, after giving birth to my brother, they had a child, but unfortunately she lost it. No matter how hard they tried, they never got another boy and half girl.So they put all their expectations and hopes on my brother, who is their belief in life.

Later, they knew that there was a me. Although they had never seen me, they still treated me as a son.At the beginning, his mother also said: "It is God's blessing to have such an obedient son for nothing."

It's just that I never call them parents, but call them uncles and aunts.

In my heart, it is really difficult to call the two titles "Mom and Dad", which is a heartbreak that I can't get past.

08.

Catch the temple fair on the first day of the first lunar month.

There is a temple on the outskirts of the city, which is famous for the wintersweet. The fragrance of the wintersweet is released alone in the cold, so it is named Xiangshan Temple.

It snowed all night last night, and there are white snow and silver everywhere, which is very beautiful, but in Xiangshan Temple, the winter plums in that temple are really more beautiful than the same.

Gu Wen said regretfully: "Compared with the wintersweet in this yard, the snow scene is inferior." He suddenly stopped and turned around, with a thoughtful expression on his face, and asked: "By the way, how do you read a poem?"

My brother said: "'Meixu is three points less white than snow, but snow is less fragrant than plum'?"

Gu Wen laughed and said, "Hahaha... yes yes, this is the line from "Snow Plum", who wrote this poem?"

My brother replied: "Lu Meipo's "Snow Plum" (one of two)."

Gu Wen slapped his head with his hand, and looked suddenly awakened, "Ah, that's right, you see, my postgraduate major has changed so much that I even forgot my original book." He smiled and pulled my brother to the depths of Merlin.

I was behind and saw the plum blossom petals falling on the steps, and an indescribable feeling floated up, "The fallen plum blossoms are as messy as snow, and they are full after brushing."

Hey, why did the Empress Dowager feel so sad?I shook my head vigorously, it's Chinese New Year, don't let the unhappy things before disturb your interest.

On the evening of the second day of the first lunar month, Shang Shu came back from his hometown where he had not yet officially become the father-in-law. The four of us played together for the next three days. In his words, "I promise to make you all high."

He said that while Wen Qing was still staying at the old man's house who had never been married, he had a good time with us for a few days, and we teased him: "You and Wen Qing have been engaged for so many years, and you haven't been approved yet."

He held out his fingers and shook them.Rebuttal: "NONONO...that's because marriage is the grave of love."

After hearing this, I said with disdain: "Dating for the purpose of not getting married is all hooliganism."

He didn't care.

In a few days, the four big boys turned the amusement park upside down, ate from the street to the end of the snack street, and I saw that my brother seemed to have grown back a few taels, and was scared and screamed loudly in the haunted house .

My brother is curious but timid about horror movies and supernatural beings, we all know this.So when Shang Shu proposed to go to the haunted house, I immediately objected, but he put his arms around my neck and pulled me a few meters away, and said to me: "You don't know good from bad, I'm helping you. Brother is afraid of you, so just stand in front of him, protect him, and act as a 'flower protector' and 'hero to save the beauty'."

Hearing what he said, an image of my brother just holding me, smiling wickedly with the corner of his mouth up, and high-fiving Shangshu came to my mind to complete the deal.

It's a pity, a pity, a mistake, a mistake, playing horror in a haunted house is much more personal than watching a ghost movie on TV. The so-called "flower guardians" and "heroes to save the beauty" have long been Scared ass to pee.

Everyone knew it was fake, but I still couldn't bear the weird and "real" atmosphere in my heart.

After we came out, we looked at each other in blank dismay, and then laughed happily at our timidity just now.

Guwen didn't care about the reservedness of Gusu people, he laughed and chased and beat Shangshu: "Who told you to come up with such a flirty idea, it scared me to death."

In order to punish Shang Shu, he decided to let him treat guests to play bumper cars.

The four were divided into two groups, my brother and I were in a group, and Shangshu and Guwen were in a group.The parking lot is wide and flat, and there are people old and young, men and women, playing in their own way, having a great time.

Neither my brother nor I can drive a car, and we are far less skilled than Shang Shu in driving a bumper car.Playing with a feverish mind, Shang Shu kicked the "accelerator" without any seriousness, and knocked our car a long way. With the inertia, my brother and I were staggered, the car flipped over, and my left leg My stomach rubbed against the corners of the car body and my pants were torn, and my legs were also scratched with blood streaks, which really hurt.

With a sense of guilt on his back, Shang Shu accepted orders and carried me all the way home.

As soon as my brother entered the house, he went to the medicine box in the drawer of the TV cabinet, took out alcohol, cotton swabs, Yunnan Baiyao and gauze, cut open the cloth of my trousers, cleaned the wound and applied medicine to my wound, and helped me back to the hospital after treatment. The room went to change into a pair of clean pants.

He kept asking me if it hurts, but that kindness and thoughtfulness just made my heart soften, and I felt a little grateful to Shang Shu for a while.

"Thank you." I said to Shang Shu.At this time my brother was not there, so he went downstairs to throw my torn pants.

Monk Shang Shuzhang was puzzled, but he immediately understood and laughed: "You're welcome, you're welcome."

Gu Wen also came into my room at this time and asked, "What are you laughing at?"

"Secret," I said.

"Don't think I don't know about your tricks," Gu Wen knew about my brother, "An Qing was a blessing in disguise, Ping Si..."

When I saw that my brother had come back, I immediately pretended to cough and signaled him to stop talking.

"An Qing, I'll take you to the hospital for a tetanus shot. There are so many bloody cuts, it will be troublesome if you get infected." The coat was about to come to help me, and he said to Shangshu: "Shangshu, you go downstairs to hail a taxi and go to the community hospital."

"Brother, is this useless?"

"The horns of the bumper car are rusted," he insisted.

"I'll stop the car, and I'll pay the fare and medical expenses, so it's my apology." Shang Shu ran out quickly.

Shangshu paid for the fare and medical expenses, my brother really didn't stop me, he took the prescribed anti-inflammatory medicine to help me up and left.

After taking a taxi back home, Gu Wen heard our voice upstairs and opened the door to greet us.

My elder brother poured water for me, and Shang Shu handed me medicine. I really became an old Buddha.

"It's not important to call you, it's great now, from a young master who is served to a servant who is served." Gu Wen laughed at Shang Shu from the side, "No wonder Wen Qing is so slow to get in the door, you don't know what to do. The higher-ups, maybe the person who caused the trouble, who dares to entrust his life to you."

My brother and I laughed and agreed.

"Hey, you guys are hurting too much, you can poke wherever people hurt you."

"What the ancient text says is the truth." My brother continued.

The laughter was even worse for a while, and after the laugh, everyone was busy with their own business.

My brother went back to his room to change clothes, Gu Wen went out to answer the phone, Shang Shu was looking at something on his phone, I leaned on the sofa and closed my eyes to rest.

"Who doesn't want to give a name to the person he likes, but Wen Qing...she doesn't want to get married yet, she has her reasons." Shang Shu said suddenly and seriously, I turned my head to see his face of pain and loss.

At this time my brother came out of the room, and Gu Wen also came in after answering the phone.

What Shang Shu said was a very serious topic, and the three of us didn't answer it.

"I have told her about getting married several times, but she... has no choice, I can only wait, wait until she is willing to get married, if she is not willing for the rest of her life, then I will wait for the rest of my life. "

We all know something about Wen Qing. They were still in college back then. At that time, Wen Qing was in his twenties. Disappeared without a trace. Poorly, she was cheated out of her feelings and money, and she couldn't think about it for a while.Later, Shangshu got to know her, and after chasing her for a year, she got an uncertain response of "try it".Later, the heavens still had pity on them, and the two finally fell in love with each other.Never getting married, it seems that Wen Qing still can't get over the wound in his heart.

On the fifth day of the lunar new year, Gu Wen returned to Suzhou City by train at [-]:[-] pm.At noon, we practiced it again.

During the dinner, he said: "It's the last semester, and I'll come back here to find you when I graduate from graduate school. You don't have to practice it for me anymore, just clean up the dust and work here. Then I will work here to make a living and find a wife in the future." Get married and start a business, anyway, I am not only a boy in my family, but also my elder brother who stays in Suzhou, my father said, 'A man's ambition is everywhere'."

At 06:30 in the afternoon, Gu Wen walked into the waiting hall and waved to us as a temporary farewell.

The four good friends who used to talk about everything, now there is no Jin Chao, and there are only three of them left. It's like playing mahjong, three of them are missing one, and I will automatically replace them.After seeing off Gu Wen, on the way back, Shang Shu carried my brother on his back and whispered to me: "Come on as a substitute, and make a table together. I guarantee that this table "mahjong" will not have to worry about missing corners in this life."

After the Spring Festival, those who should go to work will go to work, those who should go to school will go to school, and those who should take care of the family business will take care of the family business.It was business as usual, everything was normal, and months passed in the blink of an eye.

At the end of April, "XX Days to the College Entrance Exam Countdown" was written on the blackboard in capitalized and bold, reminding us all the time that the final sprint is here and the turning point in life is coming.

It's really a turning point in my life...

The Jin Dynasty, which had disappeared for more than half a year, appeared.

I came out of the room to go to the bathroom, my brother's cell phone vibrated, I walked over to pick it up and read, "an unread message".At this time, the mobile phone is still a feature phone, unlike the current smart phone, you can see the content of the message on the screen without clicking on it.The feature phone can only be seen when the text message function is turned on.I was full of curiosity, but also full of amused.

I thought to myself: "Who is this? You send a message at such a late hour, it can't be Mr. Shang Shu who has something to complain to my brother."

I really thought it was Shangshu.

When I was still thinking about it, the corners of my mouth were raised to see what kind of joke he was making again.

But... After clicking on it, the message came from another strange number.

"Pingsi, I want to see you. Tomorrow at six o'clock in the afternoon, I will wait for you at the South Gate of N University."

Not signed.

Don't even think about it, you know who this person is, who else can there be besides the Jin Dynasty?

The mood before watching and after watching are two extremes. Before, I was teasing and preparing to play Shangshu for a while, but after that, I was overwhelmed with resentment.

I shook my hands, wanting to choose to delete the information, but I didn't after all. This is my brother's privacy, and he has to handle his affairs by himself.

I pretended not to know, and put the phone back on the coffee table. At this moment, there was another vibration, and "an unread message" was displayed on the small screen again, and I didn't click on it again.

This kind of thing is just like what my brother said, outsiders can't participate in the affairs of two people.

I rubbed my face with my hands so that my pale face would turn red from rubbing vigorously, so that it looked the same as usual. I walked back to the room in a slow pace, and my brother was still crooked like before. Reading in the chair, I sat back in my chair and glanced at him from the corner of my eye.

Make up your mind, suppress the anger in your heart, and forcefully say to him in the most normal tone: "Brother, your phone seems to vibrate, I don't know who is calling."

"Really? It's Shang Shu."

Yes, that’s it, my brother and I’s first reaction would be Shang Shu without any doubt.

He got up and went out, never to come in again.

The door of the room was not closed, I looked out from the room, and saw him in the living room, sitting on the sofa, holding his mobile phone tightly, his... face was ashen.

I don't know what the second message is, but I'm sure it's definitely not good news.

"Brother Shangshu, Jin Dynasty suddenly appeared, and texted my brother, 'Pingsi, I want to see you, at [-] o'clock tomorrow afternoon, at the South Gate of N University, I will wait for you.'" I texted Shangshu.

jingle……

"What?!? That guy from the Jin Dynasty still has the face to send a message to Ping Si!!!" Shang Shu replied.

"I posted two, and I didn't read the other one, but my brother now... I don't tell you, you know what it will be like."

Before he could reply, I sent another message, "You said, he suddenly