long love story

That "second" message...was the marriage news?

The light in the living room was turned off, and I saw the figure of my brother Xiao Suo walking into his own room from the darkness.

I moved lightly and stopped in front of his room door. The door was not completely closed, and there was still a gap of about ten centimeters, just enough to see him.

He bent down and took out a white bottle from the drawer. It was "Valium"!

Sleeping pills that I stopped taking for two or three months.

What is he going to do?I have bad expectations, and I dare not think about them.

I stepped in one step, walked quickly to his side, snatched the medicine bottle from his hand, and said in a trembling voice, "Brother, what do you want to do?" I was really afraid that he would be overwhelmed.

Jin Chao sent two messages, but only one was unread. He must know that I read the previous one.

"An Qing, I have to go to work tomorrow, this... I'll just take one slice." He seemed to be begging, his voice was exhausted.

He didn't say the content of the text message, and I didn't ask, so we knew each other well but couldn't say it.

I want to refuse, but I can't bear to deal with him. I always want to do everything according to his wishes and make him happy.

He unscrewed the bottle cap, poured out a piece and handed it to him, then held the bottle tightly in his hand.

"You are not allowed to take this anymore." I picked up the medicine bottle and put it in my pocket, never leaving my eyes from him, "I will take this medicine away."

"Okay, it's all up to you." He put the pills in his mouth and swallowed them with water. Everything was done smoothly and calmly, but it was all pretending to be calm.

He was sleeping on the bed, and I covered him with a quilt. After an unknown period of time, he breathed evenly and looked calm. The sleeping pills had worked in his body.

I got up and turned off the light, and walked back to my room. This night I couldn't sleep all night, struggling to decide whether to listen to Shang Shu, to prevent my brother from going to see Jin Chao.

Until the next afternoon, Shang Shu called me.

"An Qing, where are you?" He asked.

"School."

"Where's Pingsi?"

"go to work."

"Jin Chao notified all his classmates and friends, including me and Gu Wen, he has sent a message. In short, you have to follow your brother."

"I can't stop him."

"Then you can secretly follow."

It was really a word that awakened the dreamer, and I could follow him after him.

I lied to the class teacher and asked for leave, so I don't have to go to the evening self-study.

I stopped a taxi and went straight to the south gate of N University.

I was anxious all the way, approaching the south gate of N University, when I saw my brother, I had to get off the car early and followed him quietly.

"Master, I'm here."

There are groups of people on the road in twos and threes, coming and going, and he is alone, lonely and depressed.

In recent years, N University has expanded its campus, and has already established a new campus. There are not many professional colleges left in the headquarters.The south gate is even more forgotten, deserted, unattended, overgrown with weeds, grass, vines and shrubs everywhere, such an environment makes it easy for me to hide my body.

In front of the south gate of the school, stood the Jin Dynasty. Jin Chao, who hadn't seen him for half a year, still looked the same, confident and airy, but he seemed to have changed a lot. A tired face.

"Hmph, I'm so busy getting married that I won't exhaust you." I scolded him in my heart.

My brother stopped more than ten meters away from Jin Dynasty.

Jin Chao walked in front, and my brother followed him. The distance of about ten meters between them was already a gap that could not be crossed.

He took my brother to the gazebo not far from the south gate. I got in, and when they couldn't hear or see, I got into the bushes on the side. It was only three or four meters away from the gazebo. Looking through the gaps in the grass and vines, you can't see their figures completely, but you can hear what they are saying.

The two of them are at both ends of the gazebo, with the diameter of the gazebo in between.

Looking at each other, silent, not knowing what to start the topic with, even the Jin Dynasty who can speak eloquently and sweetly, there are times when he is dumb.

"Are... are you okay?" It was Jin Chaoxian who spoke with difficulty.

"It was really bad when you left." My brother raised his head and looked at him. "Fortunately, there is An Qing."

Hearing my brother mention me, I felt inexplicably afraid, because Jin Chao knew that I liked my brother.

"It's good that you have him. Compared with me, he treats you like... I'm afraid I'm not as good as one-third of him." Hearing what Jin Chao said, I probably thought my brother already knew that I liked him.

"Not only him, but also Shangshu and Guwen. They are all with me. Now I think a lot." I still didn't hear the implicit meaning in the Jin Dynasty dialect.

"May Day..." Jin Chao lowered his voice, "Pingsi, May Day... I'm getting married."

Jin Chao smiled helplessly.

My brother was shocked and trembling in surprise, indicating that he didn't know about Jin Chao's marriage before that. He clenched his fists with both hands and placed them by his side. Fortunately... except for shock and paleness, there was no pain on his face, at least not very obvious pain of.

I'm getting more and more curious about what the "second" message is?

"Then you still ask me out?" He forced himself to ask Jin Chao calmly.

"I... just want to see you again, I'm afraid I won't have the chance in the future."

"After you have a wife and children, if you want to see me again, I will never see you again."

"Are you blaming me for hating me?" Jin Chao obviously asked anxiously.

"No, never, it's just... you have your family and life, your responsibilities and burdens. Between us... I knew it would end sooner or later, it's just one day sooner or later."

"Pingsi, I'm sorry, I..."

"Now that you have decided, then get married and live a good life, and don't let her down again. This way, you can also live in the world, and you don't have to be with me anymore... deviant."

This is the ultimate and final reason for their final disintegration and the end of their relationship. I thought that my brother would never be able to speak out about this fact in his entire life, and he didn't know that he could express it so calmly.

"Why did you send that message?" my brother asked again.

"I'm just afraid you won't come, and I don't seem to have told you seriously."

"Don't you think it's too late to say it now?" My brother was obviously angry.

"I have notified my former classmates and friends about the marriage, including Shangshu and Guwen, but..." Jin Chao smiled wryly, and continued: "Other classmates and friends will come, I am afraid that only they will be absent." He finally buried his head He lowered his voice so low that he couldn't hear it at all, "I know...you...wouldn't come either, and you wouldn't come either."

My brother didn't answer, I'm afraid he doesn't know what to say.

"Ping Si, I just can't restrain myself... I want to see you one last time." Jin Chao raised his face, leaving two streams of clear tears in the blurry evening. "I want to give you one last hug."

My brother's feet seemed to be nailed, and he couldn't move forward or back. I thought he would always stand there, waiting for the person he once liked to come and embrace him.

Jin Chao walked towards him slowly, reaching out his hand to hug him, but he finally reached out to stop the embrace that was about to be circled.

"No need," he pushed Jin Chao back a step or two, "we separated inexplicably last year, now, it's time to officially end," he said hoarsely, his throat seemed to be choked, "Jin Chao, I officially...break up with you now."

It was dark in the evening, so dark that I couldn't see their faces, and I couldn't see who was sobbing, maybe it was my brother, maybe it was the Jin Dynasty, maybe...they had both.

The blurry figure at the entrance of the gazebo turned around slowly and with difficulty, and went back the way it came. The figure who was still in the gazebo curled up in a ball and stood there.

If this "marriage news" is someone else's, I don't know how happy I would be, and I don't know how many blessings I will get.But it just fell on them, no joy, no happiness.This news is not only the sadness of the two of them, but also the pain of the three of us.Although since the Spring Festival, my brother has improved a lot.However, facing a man who has been deeply in love for several years, how could it be possible to forget everything in a few days.If you want to completely let go and start over, it will take time to heal.

I walked alone on the street, and I turned a deaf ear to the people on the street, the wind blowing, and the laughter.I didn't have the guts to go after the man who turned slowly back, nor the strength to go after the man who tore apart the one I loved.

I sat on the bank of Saishang River and blew the cold wind for most of the night. I didn't get up until I woke up and went home.

Arrived home at 1am.

Pushing open the door of his room, with the help of the light in the living room, he felt relieved when he saw the person on the bed.

The next morning, we kept silent, he didn't talk about his meeting with Jin Chao, and I didn't explain the reason why I didn't go home until midnight.We were silent with each other, going out back and forth, he went to work, I went to school, as if nothing happened, and it seemed that everything was finally over.

But after all, I still don't worry.

After school at noon, I took the bus home to have a look. I don’t know what I want to see. The house is still the same as when I left in the morning, but there are only a few people.

"Brother, remember to eat lunch." I sat on the sofa and sent him a message.

1 minute, 2 minutes, an hour, two hours... until the afternoon, no reply was received.

After school in the afternoon, I will go home again.

At [-]:[-] p.m., the door of the house was locked, no one was there, and it was still the same. I was afraid that there was a traffic jam on the road, so I sat on the sofa and waited to go home.

At [-]:[-] p.m., usually, the returning person would come back early. After returning, he would cook, read, and make supper for me to study by myself next night.

At [-]:[-] in the afternoon, if there is no traffic jam at all, where would he go?

I hurriedly took out my cell phone and called him.

"Hi, the number you dialed is off..."

If I don't believe it, I will call again, "Hi, the number you dialed has been shut down..."

This time I was completely panicked.

I turned and ran out, stopping a car.

"Master, go to the east of the city..."

"Master, can you hurry up?"

"Master, please hurry up."

I kept urging.

"Brother, where are you, come back quickly." I kept sending him messages in the car.

In the evening, at 07:30, when I arrived at the place, I hurriedly paid and got off the bus.

The office building is long gone.

"Uncle, may I ask... did you see... Zhou Pingsi today?" Panting for breath, I crawled on the edge of the window sill in the guard room and asked intermittently.

"Student, who are you?" He saw me wearing the school uniform of the No. [-] Middle School in the city, and asked me after looking at me.

"I...he is my brother, uncle, did you see him coming to work today?" I was about to cry, the uncle on duty still looked relaxed.

He was eating dinner, put down the bowl and said: "Zhou Pingsi, he has gone back a long time ago. At noon, he called me to go out, saying that he was sick and asked for leave. His face was extremely ugly."

"What? Sick?... He left at noon?" Things were getting worse.

I turned around and ran away.

"Student, go home and have a look first." The voice of the uncle on duty came from behind me.

I didn't have time or bother to talk to him to thank him.

At [-]:[-] in the evening, I returned home again, the door was still locked, the lights were not on, everything was still the same, and no one had come back.

Sent messages have not received a reply.

"Sorry, the number you dialed has been turned off..." The phone still couldn't get through.

"Brother Shangshu, my brother is gone..."

I called Shangshu and told him what happened today, but at the end I was sobbing and speechless.

Wen Qing also came with Shang Shu.

When I saw Shang Shu, I grabbed him and asked, "What should I do? What should I do?"

I was so scared that I was paralyzed.

Shang Shu dragged me outside, "Come on, call the police."

"Student, the person you mentioned cannot be contacted. It has only been a few hours since noon, and there is no other evidence to prove that this person will be personally harmed, and he is still an adult. This is not enough for us to file a case for this. .” The police on the night shift in the jurisdiction were really in a difficult situation.

"Then can you send the police to help find it?" I tried my best to hold back my temper that was about to explode.

"Do you have a photo? Otherwise, no one in this institute will know what your brother looks like?"

"This... came out in a hurry, and I didn't bring it with me."

"Let's go and we'll get it." Shang Shu pulled me and turned around to go back again.

Fu went back to the police station, and I hurriedly handed over the photo in my hand.

"It's not very clear, but we'll do our best."

"Thank you, thank you..." I quickly thanked.

Nearly an hour passed, and I fidgeted and walked up and down.

"Student, all of us here have been dispatched to the police. I also contacted other nearby police stations to let them notice that there is no abnormality. Unfortunately, there is no news at all so far."

"Then what should I do? Can I watch the surveillance?" I asked.

"Our police station has no right to check the monitoring. We have to apply for it. Even if it is approved, the monitoring in our area is only installed on the main roads like Jingxi Road and Zunan Avenue. Other trails The small streets are not monitored, and there is nothing we can do about it.”

"I beg you, I beg you to apply and see the monitoring." Feeling helpless in my heart, I was so scared that I cried and begged, "Please help me, if I can't find him again, he will definitely Something happened, I can't live without him."

"This... we..."

"An Qing, let's go, I'll figure out a way," Shang Shu pulled me up and left.

He pulled me into their car, Wen Qing drove in front, and Shang Shu sat with me in the back seat, he kept comforting me softly.

"Where are you going?" I asked him tearfully.

"Look at the monitor." He replied.

Shangshu's family has a big business, let alone in this city, even in the whole province, they can be regarded as one of the richest. Such a businessman can do both black and white. To see the monitoring, you only need to say hello to the Public Security Bureau and give gifts. of.

A bell rang, it was Shang Shu's call, I thought it was from my brother, so I hurried over to look.

"It's ancient Chinese." He understood what I meant and told me.

He picked up the phone and turned on the speaker.

"Gu Wen, what's the matter?" Shang Shu asked the person on the other end of the phone.

"Did something happen to Ping Si?" Gu Wen asked anxiously.

"how do you know?"

We were all surprised how Guwen, who was far away in another city, knew that my brother was gone.

"I just got a text message from him."

"Really? What did he say?" This question came from me.

"An Qing? What happened to Ping Si?" Gu Wen asked instead of answering.

"My brother is missing," I cried, pressing the wrong button to hang up with shaking hands.

In just one or two sentences and one or two seconds, Shang Shu and my mobile phone rang a text message within a second of each other.I opened it right away, and it was from my brother, "An Qing, thank you."

Very bad feeling, these five words contain the meaning of farewell.

I immediately dialed it casually, "Sorry, the phone you dialed has been turned off..."

He shut down again.

Shang Shu opened his text message, "Shang Shu, thank you."

Shang Shu called Gu Wen, "Gu Wen, what message did Pingsi send you?"

"Thank you, Gu Wen." Gu Wen replied.

"Something happened, something happened, something must have happened to my brother, what should I do? Brother Shangshu." I couldn't even imagine what I would face next.

"Gu Wen, hang up first, I'll watch An Qing first, otherwise he will be in trouble if something happens again, if Pingsi contacts you, you must hold him! Others, don't mess up, I'll come Think of ways to."

When we arrived at the Public Security Bureau, Shang Shu went inside to say hello, and Wen Qing stayed with me outside.

After about ten minutes, two people came out with him, respecting Shang Shu very much.

"Shang Shao, this way please," one of them, who was about the same age as Shang Shu, stretched out his hand as an invitation gesture.

Those who check and monitor focus on the east of the city and the south of the city where we live.

Although it is a provincial capital, although the city has developed by leaps and bounds in recent years, it is not as full of "Skynet" as it is now.

There are surveillance cameras everywhere in the small area of ​​the bustling commercial circle in the city center, but there are surveillance cameras installed on the main roads in the east and south of the city, but not in the small streets and alleys in other corners.

I stared at the square grids of surveillance cameras, seeing my eyes bulging and hurting, so I didn't dare to blink, for fear that I would miss the scene of my brother appearing in the surveillance cameras in the blink of an eye.

It's past 2 am and still nothing.

I understand that monitoring won't help either.

Shang Shu said to the two people just now, please pay attention to whether there is any abnormal situation, and ask them to say hello to the people below tomorrow morning, and prepare requests for filing cases of missing persons.

After walking out of the gate of the Public Security Bureau, Shang Shu thanked them again and again, and said that after the matter was over, he would invite them to dinner or something.

When we came out of the Public Security Bureau, Wen Qing was still driving.

In the car, Shang Shu called someone to find the TV station, and announced the missing person notice on the morning news tomorrow.

It was almost 03:30 in the morning, and when I got home, it was still the same, without a trace of fireworks, without a trace of humanity.

Shangshu poured a glass of water and handed it to me, "An Qing, take a rest first, your nerves are tense all the time, you won't be able to bear it."

He also handed Wen Qing a glass of water, Wen Qing drank some to moisten his throat, and said to me: "The Shang Shu is right, you have been without food and drink for so long, and your body can't handle it even if it's iron."

"Thank you." I didn't know what to say besides thanking you repeatedly.

Shang Shu said a few words to Wen Qing in a low voice, and Wen Qing leaned on the sofa and closed his eyes to rest.

I could see that Shang Shu felt sorry for her and ran around with us in the middle of the night, but Wen Qing was indeed tired and exhausted.

Because they worked so hard to follow me to find my brother, Shang Shu made use of all available connections.

I apologized and begged them to sleep and rest, but I kept my eyes open until dawn.

It was a little past six in the morning, and the sky was already bright.

"咚咚咚" the sound of knocking on the door.

"Brother," I was so happy that I didn't even bother to put on my shoes, so I went to open the door.

The visitor was Guwen, half dry and half wet.

"I was worried, so I bought a train ticket overnight and rushed over." Gu Wen sat on the sofa, also looking tired.

"Brother Guwen..." I really didn't know what to say.

Today's weather is extremely bad. In fact, it has been raining since the second half of the night last night, but it is bigger and more violent at this time.

The three of them bought something casually at the breakfast shop.

"An Qing, eat something." Gu Wen handed over a bun and a cup of soy milk.

I took it, took a bite of the steamed stuffed bun, couldn't swallow it, and spit it out again. "Brother Gu Wen, I'm sorry, I really can't eat it."

They are not easy to force.

Shangshu proposed to search separately within a radius of more than ten miles.

He leaned close to Gu Wen's ear and whispered something.

He and Wen Qing searched for their designated areas separately, but Gu Wen was with me. I knew they were worried that something might happen to me in the process of searching alone.

We have searched the streets and alleys, bookstores, shopping malls, Internet cafes, KTVs, Wen Qing and Shangshu, and even drove around the old campus of the new campus of N University. There was no shadow to be found.

At noon, the dark clouds in the sky became denser, and the sky became darker. The rain was so heavy that even an umbrella could not cover it, and we were covered in water.

My heart is as cold as winter.

A whole day passed, no contact or news, and the five words that meant farewell. I was really scared. We all knew that my brother would most likely not escape this test, but he dared not say it.

The ancients said: "When you are born, you must see people, and when you die, you must see corpses."

I sat on the sofa, my eyes were empty, my heart was ashen, all I knew was the consciousness of holding my face and crying silently.No matter how much they comforted, no matter how much they persuaded, it was of no avail.

This is how people are, no matter how exciting and joyous things happen, or how painful and heartbreaking things happen.If it has nothing to do with yourself, you will never be able to empathize with yourself; if it happens to you, then no amount of enlightenment and persuasion will be as useless as a pale piece of paper.

Of course, Shang Shu, Wen Qing, and Gu Wen are all involved in this matter like me, and they are also worried.The only difference between me and them is that my feelings for my brother are deep love, and no one can calmly face the suffering of a loved one so deeply that he disappears without a trace.

I got up and walked into the bathroom, turned on the faucet, the sound of splashing water covered my crying.

After crying enough and tired, I picked up handfuls of water and washed my face. The me in the mirror is no longer human.

I took out my mobile phone, and the same female voice said, "Hello, the number you dialed has been turned off..."

I sent a message: "Brother, the ends of the earth, heaven and hell, the three realms and six realms, the four seas and the wild, I will be with you wherever you are; if you can't think about it, I can't think about it with you."

I turned off the tap, opened the door and went out.

"An...Qing, are you...all right?" Gu Wen looked at my reflection in my eyes, his face was full of worry and surprise.

I know that my complexion is not just extremely bad, but pale and colorless like a dead person, and the red and swollen eyes reveal a kind of relief that I want to die and turn into a butterfly.

Since yesterday afternoon, I have searched for a whole day without rest, sleep, food, or drink for 24 hours. Clearly, if I still can't find that person, I will definitely go completely crazy.At this moment, the sky is getting darker and darker, and night is about to come again, and it continues to rain heavily arrogantly and maliciously, as if a big hole has been punctured in the sky, and the rain hits me very upset.I called his phone again with no chance of chance, and the female voice on the phone said: "Hello, the phone you dialed has been turned off..." It completely broke me...

The whole house was silent.

I curled up on the sofa, as if waiting for the most unwanted news to arrive.

"God, please, give him back to me. As long as you give him back to me, whether it's dead or alive, I'm willing to use my life to pay for it." I cried and begged the sky.

When people are desperate, they will put their hopes on God, as if it really can dominate everything.

Wen Qing lay in Shangshu's arms, shrugged her shoulders, and sobbed softly.

But after all, he was unwilling, and after all, he didn't want to miss him just like that. After all, he still wanted to stay with him forever, and after all, he still wanted to be with him forever.

There is something throbbing in my heart that is slowly sprouting but not threatening.

"Brother Shangshu, where is the dormitory where my brother lived when he was in college?"

"What... what's wrong? There are no people there now. The old dormitory area in the school headquarters is empty, and there are no people at all." Shang Shu said more and more confidently.

"Take me there, hurry up, we've searched all over the place, but we haven't been to that place. My brother said at the beginning that he and the Jin Dynasty started there... the dormitory building. Even if there is little hope, I will go Look for it, even if it's...it's not a person, but something else...I'll take him home." I had already prepared for the worst.

The four of us rushed out the door and got into the car. This time it was Shang Shu who drove the car. He was much more courageous than Wen Qing, so he stepped up his horsepower and drove forward.

In front of the old dormitory area, I parked the car, and the inside was desolate, and there was no sound of people and the fragrance of birds and flowers in the past.

I followed Shang Shu, regardless of the puddles on the ground, and ran quickly to the dormitory buildings one by one.

It was dark, and it was another night.

Fortunately, N Dafang was not reluctant to pay the electricity bill. With the dim street lights on both sides, he could still roughly see the scenery ahead.

I don’t know how many buildings I ran past, Shang Shu stopped, bent over and panted heavily, put one hand on his knee, and pointed to the dark shadowed dormitory building in front of him with the other hand, and said to me: “Just… that’s it. It's that building."

I raised my legs and wanted to run over, but he grabbed me and said in an extremely disturbed tone: "An... An Qing, you have to be mentally prepared, maybe there will be nothing, maybe there will be, what is there, No matter what, I hope you can cheer up and don't make Pingsi worry about you."

I understand what he means very well. After all, for such a long time, we have all started to prepare for the worst in our hearts. My brother is delicate in mind and sensitive by nature.He is nothing more than afraid that after I see something I don't want to see, I will also...

"I understand, don't worry."

I broke away from his control and dashed away, the closer I got, the more disturbed I became.No matter what, he was still very frightened, and the speed under his feet involuntarily slowed down.

Turn another corner and you're there. What will there be?I didn't dare to think that this corner was in front of me, so I raised my leg and turned around, but I didn't dare after all, I was still afraid of what I saw.

The image of the bone-chilling body lying on the ground appeared in my mind, which was a very bad feeling.

I closed my eyes, clenched my hands, walked over slowly, turned the corner, and walked two or three meters forward before opening my eyes hesitantly. There was nothing on the ground.

A small incandescent lamp hangs from the ceiling at the corridor entrance of the dormitory building, which is swayed by the wind.At the corner of the corridor entrance, there was a vague figure curled up in a ball and squatting there, the figure's face was illuminated by the weak screen light of the mobile phone.

Hearing the sound of water stains, the huddled man raised his head and stood up slowly with his hands on the wall. My heart was also twisted into a mess following his movements.

At this time, Shang Shu, Wen Qing, and Gu Wen had all chased after me, right behind me.

The man limped out from the base of the wall.

Can move, still alive!

"Brother," I ran over and hugged him tightly, not letting go.

"You scared me to death, you scared me to death, you scared me to death..." I was incoherent, crying out loud this time because of extreme joy.

I have experienced great sorrow and great joy in a short period of time, I can't think of anything in my mind, and I don't care about what happened around me. I just want to hold this person in my arms tightly, and never let go in this life.

The rain has already wet us.

"An...An Qing, is it you?" The person in his arms also hugged me back, buried his face in my hair on the sideburns, his voice sounded like a whisper, as if he was looking for the real me.

"Well, well, well, I've been looking for you all day." I cried and gave him a real response.

After a person is hurt by love, he becomes weaker and weaker. In addition, he does not eat or drink, and is exposed to rain, so even if he is not tortured to death, he will suffer from a serious illness.

Sure enough, my brother developed a high fever in the middle of the night and became unconscious.

I hurriedly called Shangshu, and they ran to the room to see the situation.

I helped my brother get up from the bed, Gu Wen brought him a coat, Shang Shu helped him carry him on my back, Wen Qing ran downstairs and started the car.

A group of four distraught people plus a comatose person with a fever broke the silence of the emergency room of the hospital.

Taking temperature, taking blood tests, and doing inspections, I accompanied the whole process.

When I looked at the test sheets and inspection reports being shaken in the doctor's hands, my heart was shaking like those sheets, for fear of hearing something bad from the doctor's mouth. .

"How is it?" I asked anxiously.

"It's nothing serious, don't worry, the patient is due to excessive hunger, hypoglycemia, temporary fainting, severe cold and high fever. It won't take long for him to wake up on his own. Now go to the hospital and rest with peace of mind, listen to Under the guidance of the resident doctor and bed nurse, take the medicine carefully and eat light and nutritious food."

After going through the hospitalization procedures, my brother was pushed into the ward. There were three beds in the ward, and his bed was in the innermost bed near the window.The other two hospital beds are empty, and the patient's information is posted on the head of the bed near the door. There should be patients in this bed, but they may go home at night, because there is a habit of people in this city, in the hospital. Hospitalized, if the patient is able to move around, he will go home after the infusion during the day, and come back the next day.The middle bed was empty, not even a bed sheet, just a blue mattress.

After a big shock, everyone let go of their defenses, and fatigue and sleepiness swept over immediately. Wen Qing fell asleep in Shang Shu's arms, and Shang Shu also fell asleep on the hospital bed in the middle half sitting and half lying down. , Gu Wen also made do with sleeping on the bench in the corridor outside.

I took my brother's hand and raised it from time to time to see how much medicine was left in the medicine bottle hanging above.

Looking at his face, it was really... like a dream, I was so frightened that I was covered in cold sweat.

There was a moment of silence.

After all the medicine was infused, the nurse took away the needle and the empty medicine bottle.

I fetched warm water to put the veil in, then took it out and wrung it dry, and then gently massaged the back of his hand where he received the infusion, otherwise it would swell.

This kind of happiness is really hard-won, I smiled slightly.

"Thank you for coming back to me."

10.

After daybreak, Shang Shu sent Wen Qing back, while Gu Wen stayed in the hospital, helping me with caring things like buying food.

The patient by the door has also come for an infusion. She is an old lady in her 60s.

My brother woke up at noon, and my heart finally found a landing point and settled down.

I stretched out my hand to support him, put the pillow up behind his back, and asked him to move back and sit up against the pillow.

"How do you feel?" I asked him softly.

He glanced at the back of his hand for the infusion, then at the medicine in the medicine bottle, and finally put his eyes on me.

"An Qing."

"I'm here."

"If there are no outsiders around, I want to hug you." He smiled slightly, and he couldn't see it unless he looked closely.

I suddenly became shy and pretended to touch his forehead with my hand.

"I still have a fever." I said.

"I'm sorry for making you worry."

"Then don't play and disappear so silently."

"Nice to have you."

The person in front of me said "It's good to have you" with a warm voice at 37 degrees. All the fears, all the wind and rain, all the pain and torture have disappeared.

How did that sentence say - as long as you are safe, it will be sunny.

Today is indeed a sunny day.

Today is May Day, the wedding day of the Jin Dynasty, and we are really absent.

Thinking of this, I wondered again what was the last message Jin Chao sent to my brother?

You can't ask him face to face, and I won't mention Jin Chao again in front of him.

In the afternoon, Shang Shu came back to the hospital again, holding an insulated box in his hand.

"This is the rice porridge that my mother just cooked at noon today." He said while passing over the thermos box.

"Thank you," I took it, put it on the cabinet, unscrewed the lid, brought out the bowl containing rice porridge, brought it to my brother, and said, "Hey, you can't move your hands. "

At night, my brother asked Gu Wen to go back to our house to rest. After all, he was exhausted for the past two days.

Gu Wen didn't want to go back, so he laughed and said: "Forget it, I'm still here, and there is no one at home, so I can chat with you here to relieve boredom."

People who said they wanted to have a good chat would yawn before nine o'clock and fall asleep.

My brother and I looked at Gu Wen who was deeply asleep, looked at each other, smiled and shook our heads.

I want to persuade the sick person to sleep, help him to lie down, and say to him: "Brother, you should also go to bed early, we will stop talking, so that Gu Wen can sleep, he is tired enough."

"sorry."

"Okay, if you want to say sorry, save it for tomorrow and tell them, don't talk to me, as long as you are well, I can do whatever you want."

It's over, I think my words are extremely ambiguous, and he also listens a bit unnaturally.

He hurriedly covered him with a quilt to cover up his embarrassment.

I sat in the chair and waited, waiting for him to fall asleep.

When they were all in a deep sleep, I quietly picked up his mobile phone that was placed by the bed.

Unlock it and turn to SMS function.There is nothing, he has already deleted everything.

What was the news, I was so curious that I wanted to shake him awake and ask him directly.

Thinking of Jin Chao getting married today, my heart swells with anger. I really don't know why Jin Chao is so brazen!If you don't beat him up, you won't be relieved!

They were in the gazebo, what did Jin Chao say to my brother?Why did my brother say he was late.

what exactly is it?I have to ask clearly.

When it was dawn, I asked for Gu Wen's cell phone and turned on his SMS function.

"Guwen, I'm getting married on May [-]st, I know you won't come, but as a friend I still want to tell you, but please don't tell Pingsi."

This is a message from the Jin Dynasty to Guwen.

I took out my cell phone and wrote down Jin Chao's number.

"What are you doing?" Gu Wen approached and asked.

"Help me take care of my brother, I have something to deal with."

He asked, "What's the matter?"

"Find someone to settle the account."

I dialed the number I just wrote down in my phone, beep...beep...beep twice, and then I was hung up.

Jin Chao has a good memory, he can remember all his friends' phone numbers, including mine.

"Okay, just hang up, it depends on whether you are better than me." I held the phone and said to myself angrily.

"Hehe (laughing~)... It seems that your bride doesn't know about your past. At ten o'clock in the morning, at the South Gate of N University, if you don't come, you will be responsible for the consequences!" I sent a message to that number.

The comfort in my heart!

Seeing that the time was less than eight o'clock, it was still early, and I walked slowly from the hospital gate.

N Great South Gate.

I saw Jin Chao with his back to me, and I thought to myself, "It's really...not a family member, but an enemy." Thinking of the person on the hospital bed, thinking of the person who came to the appointment four days ago, thinking of what I have done for that person in the past few days. Everything I suffered, I was angry.

"Jin Chao," I strode forward, raised my fist and punched him in the face, because it was a punch with all my strength, and he was defenseless. When I called him, he turned around instinctively. Unexpectedly, I would He punched him, and he took a few steps back, half of his face turned red, blood was dripping from the corner of his mouth.

"What exactly do you want?" I grabbed his collar and pushed him back again, his butt landed heavily.

"An Qing, why are you crazy?" He stood up and yelled at me.

"Don't call me by my name, you don't deserve it. You're a bastard! You're a bastard! Didn't you all leave? Why do you still ask my brother to meet? Do you think you haven't hurt him enough? Why? Why? ?”

"I know you hate me, but... I have my difficulties and difficulties. My mother is not in good health. It is impossible for me not to marry a wife and have children. Instead, I will take Pingsi back to be honest with them and tell them that I am out of the closet. This way I... will be an unfilial son."

"Heh~" I laughed and said, "Don't use your parents as a shield, I still don't know you? You want to be famous, and your heart is higher than the sky. You don't care about your relatives, you don't flatter yourself, and you can get to the top of the world today. , soaring? Can you have the position of today's executives? Don't pretend to be so innocent. Even if your parents have some factors in your difficulties, then you don't