long love story

The face-to-face interview is nothing more than going through the motions.By the time everything was over, it was already August.I was at home during the summer vacation, but he was already on duty, and had already reported to the school's personnel department.

Because old man Wen has retained a talent for the school, he is even more arrogant in front of people; because he has found a successor, he didn't exhaust my brother to death.

Holding him in his arms at night, he said distressedly: "I used to think that old man Wen was kind enough to keep you in school to do good things for the school and the liberal arts school. Unexpectedly, he actually hides his intentions and asks you to do other people's things. You are so tired that you don’t even have time to catch your breath, but it hurts me so much.”

"I know you love me, but you can't say these things. I just went to work, and I'm not very familiar with the workflow and the connection between departments. Of course, it will take a while. The books in the library are really messy, there is no order or classification. The dean asked the curator to rearrange the library before the start of the school year. The curator and the people in the library are not enough. Looking for help, laymen also feel powerless because they don’t understand the classification and connection between books. Now that the curator has found me, how can I refuse? Doing these things within my ability will also help me become familiar with books again The era of its creation and its author, doing good deeds will benefit yourself, don’t make things too difficult for others and kill yourself too.”

"I know you have a kind heart," he said, turning his face a little away, and said close to his lips, "you are such a kind person, all you want is to be treated tenderly by the years all your life."

Love talk is not afraid of too much, as long as it works.Just like now, if I tell him a word or two of love, he will be so soft that his limbs are weak and his eyes are blurred, waiting for me to deceive him and do whatever he wants.

34.

Kenzo.

In the last year of postgraduate study, the college proposed that third-year graduate students should lead undergraduate freshman and sophomore students. As soon as the news came out, several families were happy and others were sad. There were joyous laughter and sad tears.

I belong to the happy kind, but the girl from the Zhao family is worried.

I like to see the group of students who are younger than me cry because of the boring professional knowledge, which is the same as us back then.They came over and called me senior brother and senior, and those who were less courageous called me teacher. The ancients said that "one day is a teacher and life is a father", and I can bear them calling me teacher.

Because Zhao's girl lives with Gu Wen in the city center, she spends a lot of time going back and forth to home and school every day. It is probably too difficult to make love to Gu Wen every day.

"Why don't you ask Brother Gu Wen to move here?"

While eating in the cafeteria, I made suggestions to her.

"No, he's been promoted now, and he's too busy with work. Besides, the city center is too far away from the school. I can't bear to ask him to come here every day. Forget it, it's only a year left, so I gritted my teeth. It's over."

Alas, it's really deep love between men and women.

"Then don't tire yourself out. If it doesn't work, you can move back to school first. Anyway, one year will pass in a flash. You can go there after you graduate next year."

"No!" The girl from the Zhao family was not a lady in the first place, and this yell made everyone around turn to look at us.

"Grandma, can you be gentle? Can't you be more ladylike? Be gentler? You haven't learned the demeanor of a lady in ancient times in ancient literature? Yi'an's 'see someone coming, sock and gold hairpin slip away. Go away in shame, lean on Looking back at the door, I sniffed the green plum. 'Haven't you read it before?"

"My character has been developed and I want to change it, but I can't change it. I know you don't like my carefree temper. Only you who are gentle and shy in Pinsige like it. Hmph! Don't talk about me, if you and him Separation, let alone one month in a year, can you bear it? Cut! It's really not imminent, and it's easier than anyone else to say."

"I'm sorry to make you jealous. Our family, Pingsi and I, are both in school, so we don't need to be separated." I didn't believe that I couldn't help you, a yellow-haired girl. After speaking, I laughed so hard that my stomach hurt.

"Just laugh, you are good, you are full here. Poor Brother Ping Si, maybe he hasn't had a sip of water or a grain of rice until now. Oh, hey, I'm really sad for him, My sweetheart is not far away, and there is no one to bring him food."

"You don't need to worry about it, I'll go and deliver food to my Pingsi family right now." As he spoke, he got up, took out the meal card and was about to leave, then turned around and said to the girl from the Zhao family: "Miss, take it easy, little one." Go ahead and buy food for your daughter-in-law, don't make him feel bad when he is starving."

hahaha~

"He Anqing, sooner or later you laugh until your stomach cramps."

Hiss~ can't you?Miss Zhao's curse came true so quickly, she laughed so hard that her stomach cramped from laughing.

Hahaha... This time it's my turn to hear the girl from the Zhao family's "resonant" and "beautiful" laughter, "You have stomach cramps, I'm making you laugh, making you angry at me, and telling you to show your affection in front of me."

A group of us haven’t been together for a long time. This time my brother is the host, inviting Shangshujia and Guwenjia over for dinner. In the past, there were only my brother, me, Shangshu, Wen Qing, Guwen, five of us, and now we have added The girl from the Zhao family still has Linglong and Huanpei, three chatterboxes. I dare not imagine that scene. It's so simple that the ceiling will be toppled.

Shang Shu and Gu Wen knew that my brother was staying at school, so they clamored for my brother to treat them to dinner. They couldn't go to restaurants and restaurants, and they had to let my brother cook for them to celebrate.A while ago I was too busy to spare time, but now I can take a breather during the National Day holiday and simply call them all over.

"Brother Ping Si, can I chase you, you are such a 'virtuous and virtuous' person who gave He Anqing too much money."

"Little aunt, are you enough? Brother Gu Wen, you are not optimistic about your future daughter-in-law, and you actually came to my house to rob me in front of you."

"She has the guts but not the heart, because... you all know... I'm the one she likes."

My God, is this called the present report?Feng Shui turns, it's time for her to show off her affection in front of me?

"Daddy Pingsi, I like you. When I grow up, will you live with me? How about being like father and mother?"

I almost choked to death with a mouthful of food in my throat, and I was going to continue to be scared to death by Linglong. How could a four-year-old be so flirtatious?

"An Qing, are you okay?" Someone finally felt that I was almost choked to death, and reached out to my back to pat me on the back.

"Brother, don't be teased away by them."

Hahaha~ I knew it was a joke, but I still seemed to be really scared, which made them laugh for nothing.

……

"Pingsi, why are you so powerful? If you were born in ancient times, you must be the number one scholar in the golden temple wearing a red robe and hat with palace flowers." Guwen said truthfully without boasting.

"Where is it?" My brother still couldn't bear the shyness.

"Even if it's not the No. [-] Scholar and No. [-], it's not a problem to be ranked second." Shang Shu also agreed.

"Hey, hey, forget it, what's the No. [-] pick? I don't want my brother to pass the exam." I hurriedly interrupted them.

They all looked at me curiously and asked: "Why? If Ping Si is the champion, then you are the champion's wife?"

"Don't you know? The number one scholar is the emperor's son-in-law, and the second place in the list can't escape the palms of high officials and ministers. I'm a scholar, with no strength or power, what can I do with the emperor's family?" How about nobles, high officials and nobles to fight for it?" As he spoke, he turned his eyes to a certain person, hugged him by the waist, and showed a pitiful and unwilling look in his eyes, and said, "Ping Si, one of us It is enough to be a Jinshi, and then to be an official is far away from the capital, and it is enough to live in a small prefecture or county. Cover it up, the emperor looks at the champion, and the first-rank, second-rank, and third-rank officials look at the second-ranked candidate, so no one will notice you, do you think it is okay?"

I actually shed tears at the end of the emotional part.

"Is this a joke? Why are you...it's okay, you can do whatever you want, and you can do whatever you want, okay? Even if someone comes to snatch you, my heart is still partial to you, and I'm afraid of being Can't you take it away?"

This person has never spoken to me like this in front of others.

I also seemed to be immersed in my own thoughts and didn't come out, so I reached out my hand to touch his head a little bit like no one else, and kissed him on the lips uncontrollably.

Another year passed, and this year I was about to graduate from graduate school.

Before that, I had already planned to take an exam for a job, and I didn't like going to companies outside.At the end of the first year, there was no suitable unit and position, and I officially applied for the exam in the spring.

I just came out of the examination room, strolled on the street, and called him. Old man Wen called him over early this morning, saying that he had something good to tell him.

I called to ask him if he was still with old man Wen. He was still there. I asked him what good things old man Wen said to him. So I didn't take his procrastination and perfunctory seriously, and told him that I would pick him up.

Going forward to the bus stop sign, remembering the year of the college entrance examination, when he waited for me with an umbrella, when he was pushed to the back by the crowd, remembering pulling him into the railing, remembering deliberately rubbing his lips gently In the ear, it made him feel embarrassed and blushed. It was seven years ago, and the time is really fast.

"An Qing..."

This is an old friend?Is it the old man?Or an enemy?

I turned around when I heard the sound, and the person calling me was Jin Chao!The Jin Dynasty that has not been seen for seven years.

He walked towards me, and I saw him clearly. He was still the same, still so confident, and became a little more calm and mature. The stubble on his chin was still there. I remember that he always liked to have some blue hair before. The stubble is there.

"I saw you in the car. I wasn't sure at first, but I didn't realize it was really you until I got closer. So I parked the car in front, got out of the car and ran to call you." He turned around while talking. He pointed to the black car parked on the side of the road 100 meters ahead.

I glanced at his fingers, then turned my eyes back, looked at the ground, not wanting to look at him directly, and thought: "When you left him, you finally lived the life you wanted, rich and comfortable."

I was talking to myself in my heart. I didn't talk to him, and he wasn't angry. Instead, he asked again: "An Qing, Pingsi... is he okay now?"

He actually mentioned my brother, I didn't like him calling my brother's name at all, so I raised my head and said with a calm face: "It's none of your business whether he is good or not."

I turned around and wanted to leave, but he pulled me and wouldn't let me go.

"I know you hate me, but... I have no other thoughts, just want to ask him if he is okay, after all, he is someone I liked before."

"Enough, you don't deserve to mention him."

"An Qing, can we talk?"

"There is nothing to talk about. Now I can only tell you that I don't hate you. As for the matter between you and him, me and him, you don't need to talk about it anymore. Now you have a family, a business, money and power, and are happy , aren’t you afraid of losing all this if you bring it up?” I wanted to take advantage of his weakness.

Unexpectedly, he would say: "I have nothing, An Qing, I got divorced three months ago."

...I was so shocked that I froze on the spot. How could this person who would rather hurt my brother than get married in the first place be like this?

"I...Actually, I don't like her at all. I married her because of...well, anyway, after a few years of marriage, I realized that if you don't like someone, even if you get along day and night, you won't be in love for a long time. You say I Do you deserve it, give up the person you like, and marry someone you don't like."

"What exactly are you trying to say?" I had a bad feeling that Jin Chao must be playing tricks.

"I...have always liked Pingsi." His eyes immediately became bright.

"Don't even think about it! He is my man now, don't even think about it, he has already left here." I was worried and trembling.

"Heh~" He smiled contemptuously at me, and said, "An Qing, you are still the same as before, you can't even lie. Why did he leave when you are still here? The year I separated from him, you used the college entrance examination to talk to him Confess, you were together at that time, right? Pinsi is really likable, including me."

"I might as well tell you that we have been together a long time ago, seven years, don't think of anything wrong, I won't let you see him."

"Are you so unconfident in yourself? You know Pingsi's temperament, and he will not be shaken in his conviction. You are afraid that he will treat me again after seeing me..."

"Jin Dynasty! You are such a scumbag. A scumbag like you is not worthy of seeing him or talking to him. You want to use aggressive methods against me, but it is useless! I will finally tell you that you are going to be disappointed, because Zhou Pingsi has never seen him in his life. There's only me in my heart."

"An Qing, I just want to take another look at him. It's enough to see him from a distance, is that okay?" Jin Chao slumped into a ball, begging me in a low voice.

"...I will never let you see him! If you still like him in your heart, please don't bother him. I will thank you on his behalf. "

Turn around and leave, no more nonsense with him.

The person behind him who has known him from before is so confident, arrogant and noble, but now he is also squatting on the ground, crying, "Pingsi, Pingsi, Pingsi..."

Never let him think of you again!

35.

When I walked into Old Man Wen's house, there was only my teacher and wife inside. How could Old Man Wen and that person be there?Quickly asked: "Teacher's wife, why aren't the teacher and my brother here?"

"Wait a minute, they went to the Academy of Fine Arts."

"Go for what?"

The teacher's wife wanted to speak, but she smiled and said, "You will know in a while."

I hid a hundred thousand question marks and waited restlessly for them to come back.

Hearing the sound of the door lock, he immediately got up and walked towards the door. The old man Wen walked in front with his wrinkled face crowded together with a smile, but the man behind him looked listless. What happened?

"Teacher," the old man Wen called out respectfully, and walked past him to look at the man: "Brother, what's the matter?"

When that person saw me, his complexion improved a little, and he forced a smile at me.

The teacher's wife came over with three cups of hot water on a plate, and the man stretched out his hand to take it, and put it to his mouth in a restless mood.

Hiss~ His lips were burned, and he finally recovered.

I kept my eyes on him, so when I saw that he was scalded, I immediately put down the cup in my hand, moved my butt towards him, and put my hand on the corner of his mouth to see if it was burned.Ask softly: "Let me see if it's hot? Why are you so absent-minded? What's wrong? What are you thinking?"

He fixed his eyes on my face, and answered my questions intermittently: "It's nothing...just...just not paying attention."

"Ahem~" Old Man Wen's cough interrupted our lingering gaze.

I got up and took his cup and went to the kitchen, poured out half of the hot water, then went out to the water dispenser and added half of the cold water, and finally walked back and handed it to him, "This is warm enough to drink, hot water you Be careful not to burn yourself after drinking it.”

"Ah."

"Ahem..." Old man Wen coughed again, I didn't bother to deal with him anymore, I still went to check if someone's lips were burned.

"Well...why do you look more and more like each other?" Old Man Wen hesitated to speak.

Curious, we also turned our heads to look at him.

"Is this the so-called 'husband and wife look'?"

Our pupils dilated immediately, infinitely surprised.

"Hahaha~ It seems to be right, no wonder Pingsi's face is unhappy."

"Teacher, what do you mean?" I was surprised and surprised, and worried why someone was unhappy?

"The dean of the Academy of Fine Arts invited us over today, not because he wanted to find a wealthy son-in-law. His daughter met Ping Si at my house last year, and she secretly agreed with her, and wanted me to be the middle of the red line to form a good relationship between Qin and Jin. So today I specially took Pingsi there, but Pingsi actually declined the kindness in person, and he refused to tell him the reason, and now it seems that there is no need to ask so clearly."

I turned my head to look at someone, but he didn't dare to look at me and kept his head buried.Now that the teacher already knew about it, I didn't care too much, so I cupped his face and asked, "Really?"

"Ah."

"Hahaha~ You kid has such an ability to keep such a good person in the house. In fact, your teacher and I have already seen some clues."

"Is it so obvious?" I asked in a low voice.

"Do you still remember your "Long Love"? Didn't you borrow the phrase from "Zhe Gui Ling·Chun Qing" in it, "If you don't love lovesickness in your life, you will love it, and you will hurt lovesickness." Isn't it hidden in it? Si's name?"

"In this period of time, you often come to our place. Others may not be able to see it, but your teacher and I are experienced people. An Qing, your every move towards Pingsi, we can see it at a glance." Moisturizing his throat, he said, "A month ago, when the dean of the Academy of Fine Arts came to our house to ask your teacher to be a matchmaker, I told the dean of the Academy of Fine Arts to persuade him to give up this idea completely. But the dean is I really appreciate Pingsi, so I came to the door unwillingly yesterday to ask your teacher to protect the matchmaker, and there is nothing we can do. Pingsi personally refuses this kind of thing in person, and it is good for everyone to let the girl give up her heart."

At this time, a certain person would not speak for a long time, his face was blushing, and he buried his head even lower.

"Teacher, what do you and your teacher's wife think of us?"I try to ask their opinion.

"What's the point of you falling in love? Maybe outsiders don't understand, but I, as a teacher, have watched it for so long, so cherish it. Treat other people's words as if you can't hear them. It's rare in this life to meet someone you really like. Yi'an has a word cloud: "One kind of lovesickness, two places of worry. There is no way to get rid of this feeling, so I lower my brows, but keep my heart in my heart." Lovesickness is both bitter and sweet. ah."

"The students thank the teacher."

It's hard to believe that old man Wen, who is considered a master in ancient literature, would not rigidly pursue the common sense of "the combination of yin and yang between men and women" since ancient times. On the contrary, he can understand our feelings and think that he is also an old antique. .

"He Anqing, it's also because you're an infatuated kind. Otherwise, if you want to go on and on, you really don't know how many people you can attract? How many people are crazy about you?"

"Teacher...An Qing...isn't that kind of person." Someone proved my innocence for me.

Walking home with someone side by side, he still doesn't talk much, and he is not in the mood today, just talking to himself suddenly: "There are so many rivals in love, one leaves and another comes again."

Reaching out to hold his hand, I never mentioned to him the incident of meeting Jin Chao, and I don't know why?Maybe it is really like the Jin Dynasty said, afraid that someone will revive the Jin Dynasty.Alas, I am neither a saint nor a god. Love is inherently selfish.

In the fall, I officially reported to the Municipal Research Institute for work, but at the same time there was an extra 20 in his account.

All the houses and yards of his hometown in the street were expropriated, and his aunt remitted 20 yuan to him for the expropriation fee.He asked for my opinion on how to use it. I thought it was his money, and I had no right to let him decide, so I let him handle it by himself.After thinking about it for a day, he told me that he wanted to buy a house here to pay the down payment for the house, and he couldn't always rent a house outside.

We told Shang Shu that we wanted to buy a house, and asked him to help keep an eye on the south side of the city to see if there is any suitable real estate opening.Shangshu said why bother to look for others, the real estate company under his family has a real estate project that is about to be completed here, the houses are all hardcover existing houses, and they can be rented directly after handing over the houses, and there is no need to wait for the off-plan housing.He took us to see the house. My brother took a fancy to the room 17-5 with the living room facing Saishang River. The house with three bedrooms and one living room was just right.We asked Shangshu about the housing price, but Shangshu sold it to us at an internal sales price, which was 6.5% off the current price. After the negotiation was completed, he would take it with him to go through the relevant procedures, such as paying the down payment, signing the contract, and handling the mortgage.Tell someone at night that his name should be written on the real estate certificate. As for the 15-year mortgage, we will pay it together. He didn’t agree to write his name on the real estate certificate at first, so I pampered, coaxed and kissed him. He nodded in agreement.

At the end of the year, Gu Wen and the girl from the Zhao family finally married Qin Jin, and we also went to Gusu.Afterwards, he went straight from Gusu to Chengyao, and by the time he came back, I had already returned to work in the research institute after my vacation.

He said that his aunt had been in poor health recently.

36.

We moved into a new home on Lantern Festival.

Just after the first month, my unit gave me a personnel edict of secondment. I was going to be seconded to a research institute in another city for a year, and I was extremely upset.

He reassured me and said, "They're all in the same province, not too far away. You can go home by car on weekends, but don't be petty at work and embarrass your leaders. You will be the one who will suffer."

How can I be petty in the unit, but it's almost the same in front of him.

I thought that if I had to go out for a year anyway, it would be better to let my aunt move in and live with him, so that he could serve his mother as a filial piety, and mother and son could reunite and share the family relationship.

Talking to him about this matter, he said he would ask his aunt for her opinion.

We all thought that my aunt would not respond, and we were thinking about how to do her ideological work.But she didn't express any opinion at all, she just packed her luggage and came here by car all the way.

We began to live apart in different places for a short time. Sometimes I went back to the provincial capital on weekends, and sometimes he came by my side.I have a membership card in a chain hotel so that we can open a room on weekends. Even if I go back to the provincial capital, I will not go home, so I just drag him into the hotel room.With his mother at home, we were always embarrassed, too embarrassed, to do something at night.

It's early winter again.

On Friday, after get off work, he went back to the provincial capital non-stop. The man had other things to do at school today and had to work overtime, and it was boring to go back to the hotel by himself, so he went directly to the school to find him and help him with the money on his hands. work done sooner.

"Is it over yet?" I asked him.

"Soon, there are only these two documents."

After a few words of accost, he buried himself in work again, and when he came out of his office, the moon and stars were already gone.

Pulling him into a hot pot restaurant, I wanted to add a little more flirtatiousness when doing something with him, so I bought a bottle of rice wine, and I didn't know how to drink a few more glasses.

Back in the hotel room, when he was hugging him and was about to do something, his stomach suddenly throbbed and throbbed, scaring him so much that his brows were covered in cold sweat.They hurriedly took me to the hospital, and the result of the examination was acute appendicitis, and surgery was necessary immediately, otherwise the appendix would perforate, and I changed from being alive just now to being paralyzed lying on the hospital bed.

The unit granted me sick leave, so I can enjoy his love with peace of mind. My aunt knew that I had undergone an operation, but she always didn't come to the hospital due to some reasons and embarrassment.I just prepared meals at home, packed them up and asked him to bring them to me.

People who are sick have a pale complexion, but he doesn't seem to know, always worrying and asking me what's wrong, why my complexion is bad and my complexion is not good.I pretended to be pitiful to his words and said: "I haven't hugged you for a long time, and I haven't had sex with you, Yunmeng."

One sentence caused him to change from a gentle smiling face to a scowling expression as if he owed him money and would not pay him back, "An Qing, you are lying on the hospital bed! You are still thinking about those things."

If he is angry, he can't be coaxed, otherwise he will definitely ignore me all day today.

Enduring the pain in his lower right abdomen, he sat up and put his arms around him, coaxing him softly: "Okay, people know they said something wrong, so don't be angry, okay? If you don't see anyone, you can catch whoever you say."

"You mean you want to tell other people?"

"No, don't misunderstand other people's words. They only have you in their hearts, and their hearts for you are clearly visible. Except for you, even if other people take off their clothes and give them to me for nothing, I don't even bother to look at them."

"Pfft... what kind of books are you reading now? You're talking nonsense. When you come back after your secondment, let's see how I can wash you clean from inside to outside and from outside to inside." He With a smile, he curled his fingers and knocked on my forehead.

Don't dodge or dodge and let him smack, and when the smacking is over, I will hold it and put it on the lips for a kiss, and I will definitely make him blush, and give him a shy smile.

I stayed in the hospital for four or five days. On the day I was discharged from the hospital, he went to handle the discharge procedures for me early in the morning. I sat on the hospital bed and counted the sheep silently waiting for him to come back.

Someone opened the door and came in. I turned my head when I heard the sound. It was not him, but his mother, who was holding the thermos box that had been serving me rice and soup these days.

I slowly moved to the bed and stood up, calling her: "Auntie, why are you here?"

"Uh... That one is here to bring you meals." Although she had no past grievances, she was still a little awkward towards me. She walked directly to the cabinet next to the hospital bed, opened the insulated box, and kept walking slowly with my back behind my back. Slowly took out the soup in it, and said: "Pingsi said that you were discharged from the hospital today, and he couldn't go home to bring you the soup in the morning, so I brought it here."

"Thank you, Auntie."

She turned around slowly, looked at me and said, "When my hand was hurt, you took care of me in the same way."

"You are an elder, so I should take care of you. Anyway, I was on vacation at that time. Taking care of you and taking care of your diet is also helping him." I tried to calm myself down, so that I would not speak intermittent.

She walked to my bed with light and slow steps, then sat down next to me, handed me the soup, and said: "An Qing... is discharged from the hospital, so... go home, don't live outside, Otherwise, if you don’t worry about Pingsi, I won’t worry about it either.”

I raised my face from the soup surface, my cheeks were filled with joy, but I didn't know what to say, "Auntie, I..."

"Actually... I've already seen it through. You and Pingsi only need to live a good life. As a mother, I only hope that you will be happy like this in your whole life, and I don't want anything else."

"Auntie, you...do you agree with me and my brother?"

"At the beginning, the son I raised for more than 20 years was abducted by you alone, and Pingsi was willing to be abducted by you. I have been abducted for so many years, and so many things have happened during it. I understand, even if the two of you So what if both of you are men? As long as you live a good life, don’t be like my niece and niece at Chengyao, who left after only one year of marriage. Such a couple has no feelings and wastes time and energy, it’s better Pingsi lives with you like this."

I didn't dare to answer the conversation right away, I couldn't bear it, and I wanted to cry. After all these years, we finally got his mother's approval.

"Slow down, this soup is still very hot... Well, this year I came here to live with Ping Si, and he was going to visit you on weekends, so he didn't hide it from me, just said it and passed. Actually, I I feel very sorry for you in my heart, since I already have a family, I still let you have a family and cannot go back."

"Auntie, don't think so. In fact, I...I won't go back because I'm afraid that you will feel uncomfortable after seeing me."

"An Qing, let's go home today, okay?"

I looked at her squarely, smiled at her and said, "Okay, we'll go home together when my brother comes back after completing the formalities."

When I got home, I received a call from my work unit after only a few days of recuperation.The first reaction in my heart was that I felt bad. I have only been discharged from the hospital for a few days. It is impossible for me to go back to work so soon, right?

But I was thinking too much. The unit called me to inform me that I would go back to work at the original unit on the [-]st of next month, because a female colleague in the department went home to give birth, and there was not enough manpower, so I had to end my work early. secondment period.

When someone came back from school in the afternoon, he dragged him into the room and hugged him as a celebration, "Finally, I don't have to be separated from you."

Now that I am a patient, my aunt does all the cooking, and when she puts all the food on the table, she calls us: "Ping Si'an is eating."

The family of three ate around the dining table. I stretched out my chopsticks to pick up vegetables, and he also stretched out his chopsticks to pick up vegetables. Their chopsticks touched each other, and there was a red thread tied to each wrist.When my aunt saw it, she moved her gaze up a little to our faces.Anyway, I was thick-skinned and pretended to be fine, picked up the vegetables and put them back in the bowl, but someone didn’t know how to pretend at all, his face was already flushed with shame, and the sticking out chopsticks couldn’t be retracted, so I could only be thicker Yanpi stretched out his chopsticks to put the food into his bowl for him, and then he slowly put the chopsticks back.

After nightfall, we were in the room, he read a book, and I walked around to help the stomach and intestines peristalsis, which helps digestion.His mother opened the door and came in with a glass of milk and a glass of lemonade in each hand. The milk was mine and the lemonade was his.

His mother first handed him the lemonade, then came to help me sit on the chair, tried the temperature of the milk before handing it to me, and I thanked her repeatedly.She smiled and said, "Why are the family still so polite? An Qing...don't call me aunt from now on, call me 'mother' just like Ping Si."

I looked at her without blinking, thinking that I had misheard just now, I opened my mouth and tried to call her hoarsely: "Mom...Mom."

She smiled softly at me, and it turned out that everything was true, and tears slipped out silently.

That year, when my biological mother came to see me, her last request was just to let me call her, but I couldn't at all.Now, for the first time in 26 years, I called "Mom".

She took my brother's hand, and then took my hand, and then put my brother's hand in my palm, and said to me: "An Qing, I will leave Pingsi to you."

I was too happy and excited, I couldn't calm down for a long time, and I didn't care that the wound on my abdomen was still hurting, so I hugged someone and coaxed him to pet him and do things in the room with him.

I lay on my side again, stretched my arms around his waist, and held him in my arms. He was still dripping with sweat because of the sympathy and joy just now, he half-opened his closed eyes, and moved his face up a little. The parted lips also came closer and kissed me.Then came his first confession to me.

He called me softly, "An Qing."

"Ah."

"I love you."

I promise you a lifetime of stability, and give you a lifetime of love.

The most is the ease of the world of mortals, regardless of the vicissitudes of life and mulberry fields.

(End of the article)

37.Postscript

postscript

Take a deep breath and then exhale, relax first, and finally put in more effort to finish the essay, because there is really no time.

I am not a professional writer, nor an amateur writer, but a professional reader. I have nothing else to do in this life, that is, diving in Two-dimensional and mixing in Tanmei novels.

Writing this article is my recent temporary idea, and I didn't think of publishing it on the Internet at first.Therefore, in the document, according to the thinking structure and plot design in the heart, I typed slowly word by word, and finally published it in Jinjiang, which was decided at the moment.

The reason for writing this article, I’m sorry, I can’t be honest with the public, I’m a cowardly and autistic person, and I can’t express all the reasons and thoughts in my heart.

I can’t remember where I saw a sentence, and it probably meant something like this—the articles and characters written by an author allude more or less to the author himself.

This includes me as well.

The hard-to-find person is the prototype of "Zhou Pingsi" in the article, and "He Anqing" does reflect a lot of my own experience and personality.

But the plot of the story is seven or eight out of ten made up by myself, and no one who writes a novel will really incorporate his own real experience, because if he is unfortunately recognized or picked up, it will disturb his life.

Writing this article started at the end of October, and it took a whole month to write. During this period, the three-dimensional experienced some things, which led to long nights of insomnia and confusion.In addition, it was the end of the year, and I was so busy at work that I was furious. After a day, my forehead was dizzy and my eyes were swollen. I was too busy to take medicine and eat.It was not until the dead of night that I was able to open the notebook and write slowly.

At first, I thought that writing would be as simple as flowing clouds and flowing water. Unexpectedly, it is very difficult to write many times. I am not a Cave, but an embarrassment.

This is the first time I have written an article with tens of thousands of words. I lack self-knowledge, and my writing skills are limited. Some plots or emotions are not handled delicately enough to resonate with people.But when I wrote it myself, it was really painstaking.When I wrote about the ups and downs in the middle stage of the relationship, the relationship experience really made me cry. I cried while writing, self-abuse and self-happiness, probably because of my personal experience.

I never thought about how long the article should be. At the beginning, I only planned to write a short story of [-] to [-] words, but if the number of words is too small, the plot will be written too hastily, and the writing will be unclear, which will make people feel uncomfortable. Seeing it in a cloud, I don't know what to say, so I added more words.But I never planned to write a long article, and I didn't like long articles at first, they were too long and long, and I was too tired to read them.

There may be some literary places in the text, which is due to my temperament. Although I did not graduate in classical literature, I do like literature, so most of the three-dimensional is diving in the circle of antiquity.

This is the only article in my life, and I will never write it again. I wrote this article because of someone.Just like the article said, "He was given to me by God to help me overcome the catastrophe, and he was given to me by God to inspire me to write articles." Of course, the other reason is that I don't have so much energy, and I don't Such good interest.

Finally finished writing, and finally published, editing is also a tormenting process.I don't know what will happen to this article in the future, maybe many spectators will click in to read it, or it may disappear forever.However, as long as someone looks at it, I am satisfied, even if only one person clicks in.

Here again, even if no one will read it, I still have to declare it again: All reprinting of this article is prohibited.If its fate is good enough, and someone takes a fancy to it, the author will only authorize it for radio dramas, and will not authorize any micro-movies, fan fiction, etc.If adults who intend to do radio dramas want to authorize, please do not send Jinjiang private messages, because it is estimated that they will hardly go to Jinjiang in the future.Please privately stamp the following mailbox: [email protected]□□.com

So-and-so bows here.

Liang Jing wrote in his "White Rose and Red Rose": "Maybe every man has had two people like this, at least two. Married to the red rose, over time, the red one became a mosquito blood on the wall , the white one is still "moonlight in front of the bed"; if you marry a white rose, the white one is a grain of sticky rice on your clothes, and the red one is a cinnabar mole on your heart." (I removed it privately in this passage. I missed the word "female", hereby I sincerely apologize to Liang Jing—I'm sorry.)

Zhou Pingsi is the treasure on the tip of my heart, the red cinnabar on my heart.