long love story

here we go. "

"Thank you for coming here." I hugged him and kissed his brow.

"It's been so many years in a flash." He lamented the passing of time.

"Pingsi, it doesn't matter how big or wonderful the outside world is to me. All I want is to stay with you for the rest of my life. I will follow you wherever you are, and I will follow you everywhere."

"The Master said: 'If you don't travel far with your parents, you must have a good way'. I didn't quite understand the meaning of this sentence back then, but now I really understand it." He got up and touched my head, and even kissed mine. The corner of his mouth, I was really flattered, he parted his lips, "An Qing, let's go home."

"go home?"

"Well, I haven't been back for a long time, go back and see my parents. You...with me?"

"Of course, together." I was so pleasantly surprised that I didn't know what to do, and I said with my tongue out of my temper: "My ugly son-in-law is going to the court to see Master Taishan, and I don't know how to please them Woolen cloth?"

"Nonsense." He frowned and pretended to be angry.

Regardless of whether he was angry or not, whenever he was happy, he would pull him over and call him "Ping Si Ping Si" intimately, finding his lips and kissing him endlessly.

"The window is still open." He broke away from me and pointed to the window.

The next day, we went out together early in the morning and took the same bus. I got off at the train station first to buy a train ticket, and he continued to sit in the car to go to work in the east of the city.

I was bored surfing the Internet during the day, so I casually checked the air tickets. It turned out that the air tickets to his house were discounted by 2%, which was actually cheaper than the train tickets.

As soon as he came back from get off work in the afternoon, I told him about this matter, and he also hurriedly sat in front of the computer and checked online to see if it was true.

After everything was decided, he took his annual leave next week. I quickly registered an account and bought four air tickets for one round trip.

The next morning I went out with him again and returned all the four train tickets I bought the day before.

Knowing that we were going back, his parents made arrangements early to find someone to pick us up at the airport when the time came, and even washed the quilts and mattresses clean and waited for us.

The day before our departure, we went to the city center to buy some things for his parents, and it was already dusk when we got home, so we quickly got something to eat so we could pack our luggage.Luggage was okay, just a suitcase with a change of clothes and a portable duffel bag with gifts.

I was so excited that I couldn't sleep on the bed.Thinking of something, I hurriedly said to him, "Brother, how are we going to the airport tomorrow morning?"

This is a serious problem that we forgot, the plane is at 9:17 in the morning, we have to get to the airport very early.

We hurriedly redressed and found someone to go.

Downstairs we lived a family of foreigners from the province but not the city. We have been neighbors for more than four years. The man is a taxi driver, and the woman is alone at home with a five-year-old child.They are very kind and easy to get along with. When they meet each other, they will greet each other.

My brother and I knocked on the door of their house, and as soon as the woman opened the door, we explained our purpose.Before the man came back, the woman led us to sit in the house, poured water for us, and then went to call the man.

"I just asked him. He is already on his way back. Are you waiting for him?"

My brother smiled and thanked: "Okay."

About ten minutes later, the man came back home with a tired body and a look of burnout. The woman hurriedly handed him the towel that had just been wrung out of the warm water, wiped his sweat and relieved the heat, and then turned around and took it from the kitchen again. When the food is served, serve the man with a bowl of rice and pass it in his hand. The man sits at the table, takes the rice bowl handed over by the woman, and thanks the woman warmly while eating. The worries involved are exactly the mutual care and concern that ordinary couples generally have.A small dining table, two dishes and one soup, common meals, this is what we want to pursue in this life.

The silent tacit understanding between husband and wife cannot be achieved in a day or two, it is the happiness that can only be obtained after a long time of being together.

My brother and I looked at each other and smiled tacitly.The so-called happiness of so-called couples is actually very simple, but for us, we dare not reveal it to the outside.

We explained our intention to the man again, and the man agreed with a simple and honest face.

"Tomorrow morning at eight o'clock, a regular customer got off the plane and asked me to pick him up, so I'll take you there along the way."

We thanked them again and again, and after setting a time to go out, we said goodbye and left, letting them rest earlier.

Going home step by step from the stairs, the lights in the corridor had been broken earlier, and it was pitch black. We held each other's hands and walked slowly up, and reminded us to pay attention to the steps under our feet.

I don't know if I was infected by that ordinary couple. When I got home, I hugged him tightly, buried his head in my neck, and called his name in a serious "Ping Si Ping Si" manner. This kind of happiness is really comfortable.

What I have always wanted in my heart, even if I sacrifice my life, it is worth it.

As soon as it was slightly bright the next day, we got up and hurried to the airport.

We gave the man a fare, but he didn't want to charge too much, he just charged a little for gas.He said that the old customer he wants to pick up has promised to give him double the price. He can no longer be greedy to take our money, saying that people should be content, and if they are too greedy, they will return it sooner or later. As for the method If you go back, God has the final say, and the family still depends on him to earn money, so you can't do things against your conscience.

Listening to the man's words, I took the coat and put it on my body, and then, under the cover of the coat, I looked for the hand of the man next to me, palms facing each other, and fingers clasped.

Now I almost rely on this person next to me for support. Although the orphanage will give him my living expenses on time every month, after all, all my expenses for food and clothing have far exceeded my original living expenses.

I looked at him and mouthed to him: "You are also earning money to support me."

He smiled and mouthed back: "I am willing."

After flying in the sky for more than three hours, at the moment of landing, I finally manifested the discomfort I had been suppressing.

To reassure him, I comforted him and said, "I'm fine, maybe it's because I was so excited that I didn't sleep well last night."

Walking out of the airport lobby, it was his cousin and cousin-in-law who came to pick us up.I heard from him that his cousin-in-law contracted out the project and earned a lot of money in the past few years. He even bought a car during the Chinese New Year last year. It seems that this car came to pick us up.

He introduced us to each other. His cousin and his wife also knew me, and it was only the first time we met.

"You're really handsome," his cousin praised me.

"You don't look very good, and you're a little thin, An Qing, you need to eat more, you know?" His cousin-in-law said to me caringly in half-baked Mandarin with a heavy dialect accent.

"He's airsick," my brother explained to them.

I was not feeling well, but I politely pulled myself together to answer their questions.

Sitting in the car, the car drove towards his house, and I fell asleep without knowing it. When I woke up, I saw him sleeping on the back pillow with his eyes closed.

He was a light sleeper, and I woke him up when I covered him with his coat.

"Feeling better now?" he asked me.

"Well, it's better now."

"Almost there." He looked out the car window.

His cousin turned to look at us from the front co-pilot, and said, "Now we're in Chengyao County, and there's still half an hour left. An Qing, please bear with me."

"Well, cousin, don't worry, I've slept and I'm fine."

Chengyao is the county seat where his family lives, and his family lives in a town called Jieli under the jurisdiction of the county seat.

Compared with big cities or provincial capitals like ours, it is much smaller, and far less noisy and prosperous.

The people here are simple, honest, straightforward and generous, but their thoughts and views are still relatively traditional and conservative. This will be a barrier that we will not be able to pass through in this life.

"An Qing, I'm sorry, I can't tell my family yet."

I knew his difficulties, so I comforted him and said, "It's okay, we're fine as we are now."

I really don't care whether I have a status or not, and I'm not a woman, so how can I demand a proper name just because I lost my virginity?However, the world is unpredictable, and our affairs are still messed up by myself.

16.

The car drove into a small courtyard and stopped. We got out of the car. This is a small courtyard where a family lives alone. There are two flat two-story bungalows. vegetable bed.

Two old people greeted him from the house, they were his father and mother.

When I saw them walking in, I first greeted them politely: "Uncle Zhou, Aunt Zhou, hello."

"Dad, Mom." He called them.

"Finally looking forward to you." His father happily took the luggage from him.

"This is An Qing!" His mother came over, pulled me to look him up, and then dragged me into the house, and said to his cousin: "His sister, look at this child, he is really a child." He looks as handsome as the voice on the phone. Look how white his skin is. It doesn't look like the people here are blown by wind and sand all the year round. His face is sallow. You see this guy is so tall, you children from the south Do they all look so juicy? I really like it more and more." It was the first time they saw me, and his mother smiled from ear to ear as if seeing me as a "daughter-in-law". Instead, her own son, Zhou Pingsi, was left out in the cold.

Such a warm welcome and such strong family affection made me, who had never had a family member, feel uncomfortable for a while because of too much care.He understood how I felt, so he took me to the house to wash my face, hugged me and comforted me, and waited for me to settle down.

He hasn't been back for a long time. The family and I have endless chats and words in a day.So I am also embarrassed to force him alone.

Just after lunch, his cousin and cousin husband went back early to pick up their children in the county town.

He helped his mother clean up the dishes, while I sat in the living room and talked to his father about studying and going to college.

Speaking of the N University I volunteered to fill in, his father recalled what happened when my brother was in school. In their eyes, my brother was a genius, and his grades were among the best since he was a child. Brother Zhongzhi gave him free tuition for him to study, but his uncle and aunt still paid to send him to the best high school in the city. His college entrance examination scores were the first in the county, and the county and the town each rewarded him with 200 yuan. yuan money.

According to Uncle Zhou's memories, his college entrance examination results should be more than enough to go to a university in Beijing, but he didn't like the dryness and cold in the north, so he went to N University without hesitation.

This is the first time for me to go out of a distant door with a radius of tens of miles, and there is a huge difference between the north and the south, so my mind and body are not used to it for a while. After he told his parents about my physical discomfort, his mother was nervous and worried. He kept talking about his concerns, and hurriedly took me to the guest room to rest, and even called a basin of hot water for me to soak my feet, saying that this would help relieve the fatigue of the journey and help me sleep soundly at night.

I was really ashamed to let my elder serve me so carefully, so I said to her: "Aunt Zhou, I'm not that delicate, I can recover after sleeping tonight, don't worry about you and Uncle Zhou, you are also tired today One day, how could I allow you to treat me so favorably."

My brother was also helping out.

His father came into the guest room and said: "Since An Qing has said so, you should stop busy, Quniang, and let An Qing go to bed early." Qunniang was his mother's baby name.

Uncle Zhou took Aunt Zhou out, and told my brother to wait until I felt better before going to his own room to rest.

After my brother promised to send them out, he turned around and closed the door, sat beside my bed, and asked in his usual voice that pampered me: "How do you feel?"

"It's okay, don't worry, it may be the first time that your physiology is not used to it when you travel far away."

He arranged the pillow for me and helped me to lie on the bed.I took his hand and said pitifully, "Tonight we will sleep in separate rooms, and we won't be able to sleep. The night will be long."

He smiled back and said, "Don't think too much about it, it's only a few days, and it will be over."

"I'll send you a poem."

"what?"

"If the two feelings are long, how can they be in the morning and evening." He said, got up and buried his head in his chest, and said in a sticky voice: "Although we have not been separated for a long time like the "Magpie Bridge Immortal", but I'm used to sharing the same bed with you, and I suddenly separated, I really don't know if I can sleep."

No matter how reluctant we are to sleep in separate rooms, we still know very well that this is his house, and we must keep our feelings.If he could hold on like this for the past few days, then he would really have no regrets in this life, at least not such a big and irreparable regret.

I was worried about not being able to fall asleep. I was just worrying about nothing. After my brother left, I fell asleep and fell asleep until the sun was high the next day before I reluctantly got up.

After breakfast, my brother took me to go shopping in the county first, to see the junior high school he used to go to, and walk a few streets he used to walk every day. It’s just that so many years have passed, and the county is developing, and the original path has long been changed. When passing by some shops, he pointed to a shop and said that it was a shop opened by his junior high school classmate.

The city is far away from the county seat, and he promised to take me around one day later. He said that he had a high school classmate who stayed in the province to go to college. He was a normal student, and now he returned to the city to teach junior high school.

Back to the town from the county, he took me to walk around all the roads, alleys, and corners of the town. Although this town is different from the ones in the south, it is still clean, tidy and lively. What kind of business do you do? all have.

He took me out of the town from the west, and there was a wide river in front of it, named 'Xili River'.He said that when he was young, he often came here to fish with his father. When he caught a lot, he would sell it in the town.

I slept on the bed at night, feeling bored. This was a sign that I was about to suffer from insomnia. I wondered if I slept too much the night before, and I started to suffer from insomnia today.I wanted to call him and ask him what he was doing, if he didn't answer the phone, it would prove that he was asleep, but I was afraid that he would be woken up by the ringtone when he was already asleep.

Simply give up, close your eyes and count sheep slowly to hypnotize yourself.

Dingling... the ringtone of my mobile phone text message.

"have you slept?"

The message he sent.

I was really overjoyed, and hurried back: "Not yet, why haven't you slept yet?"

There was no reply to the message, but someone opened the door and came in. The person who came was exactly who I thought.

"Still uncomfortable today?" he asked.

"It's not uncomfortable." I moved in to give him a little more room to come out, patted the edge of the bed, motioned him to sit in, and then said, "This is how it is now. Just now I was thinking about getting a bed." Don't call you, and I'm afraid of waking you up, but you sent a message, and you miss me too."

"You're so poor, I'm worried about you."

The corners of my lips raised unconsciously, and I said, "It's all right."

"Seeing that you haven't eaten much for dinner, I think you are not used to the food here. If you are too hungry to sleep now, wouldn't you be hungry all night?"

What he said is true. I am really not used to the food here. I only eat a little bit every meal, and my stomach has never been full. At this time, when he said it clearly, I didn’t pretend to be polite to him, so I begged him to say : "Yeah, I'm not full, brother, be kind enough to get me some supper!"

Just do it, he was tinkering in the kitchen for a while, I was too hungry to accompany him, he took out two eggs from the refrigerator, and took out noodles from the cupboard, as we usually eat at home Make me supper with the food.

"Is An Qing hungry?" His mother might have been woken up by our movement, and when she came out and saw me eating noodles, she guessed that I was hungry.

"Mom, An Qing grew up in the south, this is the first time I've come here, and I'm not used to the food here."

"It's not all like this. It's because I usually have the habit of eating supper. When I was in high school, my brother would make me supper every night when I came home from study. This habit can't be changed until now." I hurriedly Explained, and quickly gave my brother a wink, I didn't want his mother to worry more.

"He does have the habit of eating late at night."

"If you are not used to it, just say, don't be too polite, my aunt will cook for you, even if I don't know how to cook southern food, I will go to the vegetable market to buy it, and let your brother cook it for you, don't starve yourself, This is also your home, and if you starve yourself at home, wouldn’t it be a joke for the neighbors to tell you about it.”

It feels really good to have another father who cares about me and a mother who loves me, so good that I don't even know what to say.

My brother sent me back to the room. I held his neck and said, "Pingsi, you are really careful. I didn't tell you that I'm not used to the food here. You've already noticed."

"When I went to school, I lived like this."

"How can you be so nice to me?"

"What do you say?"

Hahaha... This person is really, he never shows love to me directly, but if I show love to him, he will blush again with embarrassment.

Day three.

His mother was going out early in the morning.

I wonder what she is doing out so early?Then she walked over and asked, "Auntie, where are you going so early?"

"You can't get used to the northern dishes I cook. I want to go to the vegetable market and buy some. Let Pinsi cook southern dishes for you."

I hurriedly stopped her, feeling really embarrassed and guilty, so I explained to her in a few words, with a smile and coaxing, don't let her spend extra money for me.But she just thought it was her fault. She knew that I grew up in the south, but she also ignored the fact that the food in the north and the south are completely different. In addition, she saw that I was so hungry the night before. Not being able to sleep and getting up to make a late-night snack aggravated her sense of guilt.

After a lot of back and forth struggles, I finally knew who was following my brother's stubborn temper.

When I was running out of words, I saw my brother coming out of the back room, and in a flash of inspiration, I thought of the Xili River west of the town.Hastily said: "Auntie, you don't know how to cook southern dishes, and you don't know how to buy them when you go to the vegetable market. I have an idea. I heard from my brother that my uncle is an expert fisherman. I want to wait a while after breakfast. Let uncle take us to the Xili River to catch a few fish, and then let my brother and I make you some spicy fish from the south, how about it?"

My brother came over and helped me convince his mother, and finally gave up her idea of ​​going to the vegetable market.

Just now I said that I would go after breakfast, but Uncle Zhou said that going to the river in the morning is easy to catch cold because of the windy wind and low temperature, so he postponed it for a while, and he didn't take my brother and me until it was almost noon after breakfast. Siri River.

His father is now old, but not yet really old. As he said, he is an expert, fishing is easy.

After more than an hour, a lot of big ones came up, and all the small ones were released back into the river by my brother.

I watched him put the small fish back into the river, so I walked over to him and squatted down, put my hand into the bucket and took the opportunity to grab his, and then I clenched it tightly, rubbing my fingers back and forth in his palm.

Looking at him, he smiled and said softly, "Brother, you are really kind."

He withdrew his hand with an embarrassed smile, continued to catch the little one out, and then looked back at me and said, "Everything in the world is equal, and you can't just take its life away just because it's a bird and I'm a human." , let it go back, and wait for it to leave descendants in the future, so that its race will not perish.”

When he finished work and returned home, his aunt fetched a bucket of water from the well, he grabbed two and put them in the bucket, and gave the rest to the neighbors next door.

I think it's a pity to give it away for nothing. After all, we fought so hard in front of such a big sun, so it's just given away for nothing.He reassured me and said: "The weather is too hot now, we can't finish eating today, and if we keep these fish, we won't live long. Why don't we give it to others and let others make it at home for the elderly and children to nourish their bodies."

Walking to the gate of a family's courtyard, he shouted to the people in the courtyard: "Fourth aunt, this is the fish my father just caught from the Xili River. We don't want so much. The sun is scorching right now, it's too hot." I don’t want to go back to the Xili River to release animals, but I want to give it to you, you can cook it and eat it in the afternoon, which can be regarded as helping me solve a big problem.”

How can there be such a tender and kind person who is afraid that others will be embarrassed when they find out.

Zhou Pingsi is a person, even if I take gold and silver, I will not change it.

His culinary skills can't be so good in a day or two, it has been gradually achieved over the years.During the years we lived together, he cooked most of the meals. Although I can do it too, my skills are far less than five-tenths of his.

I don't know where his mother got the hot peppers. Although they are not as pure as those in the south, they can still get by.Two bad spicy fish, for him and me, the spicy taste of the pepper is not enough, but for his parents, it is like eating the Chaotian pepper in Yucheng, the mouth is red from the heat, tears The water flows straight.Thank you for his excellent craftsmanship. His father was so hot that he couldn't speak smoothly, but he still couldn't bear to put down his chopsticks. He ate fish while drinking cold water to relieve the spicy.

"It's really...a place where the water and soil raise...a person, so...spicy...An Qing eats...unexpectedly...nothing...nothing at all." His father was so hot that he booed hale hehe.

My brother and I couldn’t stop laughing when we saw that they were so spicy that they couldn’t stand it anymore and they continued to eat. The family of four lived a simple and happy life together. After graduating from university four years later, I came back here with him. Should be pretty good too.

Shang Shu once said, 'Who can predict what will happen in the future? '

I ate southern spicy fish for dinner, so I was full, but someone was still worried, and sent a message at night, "Are you asleep?"

I went back: "Not yet. It's so late, why don't you go to bed?"

"Are you hungry? Shall I make you a supper?"

"I'm not hungry, I've had a good dinner."

"Then go to bed early, tomorrow I will take you to the city,... only two walls separated, I miss it very much, finally, good night."

Seeing him saying that he misses me, how can I calm down, my mind has already become chaotic.

"I want... to come and hug you." I'm always thicker than him, and my love is very direct, not as reserved as him.

I waited for quite a while, but he didn't reply. Perhaps he was afraid that direct refusal would make me sad, so keeping silent and not replying was also a way of indirect veto.

I smiled as I thought about it, and rolled over to sleep.

Unexpectedly...he opened the door and came in.

The lights in the room were turned off, and there were many shadows everywhere.

I yelled at the figure at the door, "Brother."

He came over silently, stretched out his hand to me, I knew it was him, pulled him over and hugged him in my arms, freed up one hand to turn on the bedside lamp.

"Why are you here?" I asked in his ear.

"You... don't you want to hug me?"

"Well, I really want to hold you like this. If you don't reply to the message, I think you don't want to."

"As long as it's what you want, I can't refuse." He squeezed into my arms, obviously hugging me very tightly, "Actually...I also want...to hug you, I can't help it... just come here gone."

I was so flattered that I really didn't know how to answer his words.He raised his head, slowly moved up a few inches, and when he found it...he kissed it.

This is our first skin-to-skin contact in three days.

How can I stand him who is so passionate, my original rationality and sobriety have been thrown into the sky, I put him on the bed and push him down, and I whispered his name in his ear: "Ping Si, Ping Si Si, Ping Si..."

I found that he couldn't stand me calling him in his ear like this. Calling him like this would only make him lose his usual self-control and become confused.

But...we've never really done it once, and this time...is no exception.

17.

Love to the depths without resentment.

He started to reach out to the edge of my clothes behind me, opened it a little, reached in and stroked my back, I knew what he wanted to do, but he didn't ask for it.

I parted my lips temporarily, he was too thin-skinned to say anything, but as long as I was him, I had nothing to say, so I said hoarsely close to his ear: "Pingsi, I want you."

He closed his eyes shyly and nodded in agreement.

I put my hands on his chest, followed the buttons of his clothes, and unbuttoned them one by one from his heart. While taking off his clothes, I buried my head to kiss his collarbone and heart.

The love is strong, the love is just right, and the lips are kissed inseparably.

Sudden……

"What are you doing?"

A roar.

We quickly turned our heads to look in the direction of the sound.

"dad!"

"Uncle Zhou!"

His father clenched his hands into fists, his eyes were burning with anger, and his whole body was trembling.

When did he come?It's very late, obviously he and Aunt Zhou have already gone to bed, we obviously... didn't make any noise, how could...how could it alarm him?

We quickly got up from the bed. Before my brother could put on his clothes, Uncle Zhou stepped over and slapped him with his hands. Uncle Zhou's slap next week.This slap took all the strength of my body, and it was just because of my anger that it made my ears buzz until my head was like a ball of paste.

"You...you..."

"Uncle Zhou..."

"you shut up!"

I wanted to say something, even if it was useless, but Uncle Zhou stopped me sharply and didn't give me a chance to speak.Pointing at my brother with trembling fingers, he asked anxiously, "Zhou Pingsi, what are you saying... What are you doing?"

"……I……"

"Bastard! Shameless! Shameless!" Uncle Zhou suddenly turned his fingers towards me, and shouted angrily: "He Anqing! My Zhou family treats you well and treats you like their own son, yet you seduce me My son did such shameless things in my Zhou family. Two men cuddled and entangled each other on the bed. What kind of heart do you have? Are you going to ruin Pingsi? Or do you want us? The lives of two old bones? What does my Zhou family owe you? Do you want to ask for debts like this?"

"Uncle Zhou, I didn't..."

"Pingsi is my own son. I watched him grow up. As an old man, I know very well what kind of person he is. If it wasn't for you, how could he do such shameless things with you? You really...really were born with a mother but no mother to teach, and you grew up to be such a scourge!"

I was stunned by his last words and couldn't move.

"Dad, you can't say that about An Qing. You know what kind of person An Qing is. He didn't seduce him for what happened today. Don't speak so harshly of him." My brother came over and blocked me at some point. behind him.

I can't explain it anymore, and I can't explain it. I just blame myself for being impulsive, but I couldn't help asking him to do that kind of thing. If it was like before, I would not have caused the current situation if it was enough, but now... I don't even regret it. Opportunity, timidly hiding behind him.

"What's the matter? Are you so angry?" Aunt Zhou walked in, and seeing such a scene, she looked at my brother in surprise, then at me, and finally at Uncle Zhou.

"What did you say, ah! What else could it be? If I didn't get thirsty and pour water to drink, and saw that the light in this room was still on, I thought it was He Anqing who fell asleep and forgot to turn off the light. How would I know? Pushing open the door and coming in, what I saw was that he seduced Pingsi behind our backs and was doing that shameless thing naked!"

"Nothing... shameless? How come? Ping Si and An Qing?" This would be unbelievable to anyone, let alone his mother.

"Dad, I said it wasn't An Qing who seduced me." I stood behind him and watched him bury his head low, and his voice was much lower. If you didn't pay attention, you wouldn't be able to hear what he was saying clearly, " ...Now that things have come to an end, I have no choice but to confess to you that An Qing and I...like each other, and what happened just now...wasn't that he seduced me, but that I... seduced him. "

"Bastard!" Uncle Zhou slapped him again.

"Brother..." I pushed him away and fell to the side of the bed. Immediately, I stepped forward and received another slap in the face. The left ear was beaten deaf by two consecutive gravity blows.

Seeing that it was me again, Uncle Zhou was so angry that he pushed me to the other side of the wall, pulled my brother up, and slapped him hard in the face, making Uncle Zhou's face swell. Pointing at the center of my brother’s eyebrows, he shouted: “Zhou Pingsi!” In addition to anger and hatred in his voice, “Your mother and I worked so hard to raise you up, feed you well and dress you well, and send you to the end of your life in vain.” Go to a good school. We were afraid that placing all our hopes on you would make you feel too much pressure, so we never forced you to do anything, we just follow you, and you can do whatever you want, but now we put you You have become so used to it! You have spent so many years of reading books, have you forgotten the laws of nature and human relations? Since ancient times, men and women have been married to do that in bed. How can two men be so lewd together? Are you so lowly? Do you want to ruin my Zhou family's family style? Or do you want me to be poked in the back of my Duke Zhou after praying for the sun, and I can't lift my head anymore?"

"Oh my god... what a crime I have done! How did you become like this? Pingsi, how could you do such a thing, you? How could you do it, you guys." Aunt Zhou had already burst into tears and was in pain, holding my brother weeping and grieving.

"I'm sorry……"

I was limp all over and managed to stand up from the ground by holding on to the base of the wall. Aunt Zhou rushed over and grabbed my shoulders and shook me so that I could only hold my back against the wall.

"An Qing, let Ping Si go, even if my aunt begs you, it will be a big deal for outsiders to find out if this continues. You guys are going to be fruitless, do you know that?"

"..." I opened my mouth to speak, but my voice was already hoarse. I really didn't know what else to say.

"No wonder, you've been out of college for so many years, and we've always wanted you to come back, but you've always been reluctant, so it turns out that you stayed there because of this uneducated thing." Uncle Zhou was furious, and pulled Aunt Zhou away. Kai, pushed me into the middle of the room, I saw nothing but hatred in his eyes and no love in the daytime, he pointed at me and said angrily: "He Anqing, Zhou Pingsi has raised you for so many years, It’s fine if you’re not grateful, why don’t you drag him into the fire, if you want to burn yourself, go, don’t drag him to be buried with you!”

"Uncle Zhou, I... I don't, I just... like him and want to give him happiness."

It's okay if you don't say it, but if you say it directly, his parents are so angry that they almost lose their anger.

"Nonsense! How can two men be together? How can they have children? Where does happiness come from? How can there be two men who are husband and wife? He Anqing, you can be considered a cultured person anyway, why are you like this? Despicable and shameless!" At the end, he almost stabbed his finger into my forehead.

"Dad, don't talk about An Qing like that, you all know An Qing's life experience." My brother who was already trembling came over and pulled his father, crying and begging him to save me some face, "I beg you... ...Don't speak so harshly, don't say such hurtful things. You don't know...you don't know anything. If there is no An Qing, I would not be where I am today; ... so happy. An Qing is really good, he can give up everything for me, as long as it is good for me, he can do anything. Dad, please, stop scolding him, we... just Just want to be together...to be together."

"Pingsi, what are you talking about? Ah? Do you have to say that?" Aunt Zhou's eyes widened in surprise. Although she saw all this, she probably still couldn't believe herself. My son would say such things, and he dragged my brother to cry, "Pingsi, you two are men, how can men like men? If An Qing is a girl , the mother will never object to you, but after all... If this gets out, how can you let me and your father live? How can you face the Zhou family face to face? "

"Mom, but we..."

"Uncle, aunt..." I cut off my brother's words aloud. I knew that if he continued to speak so directly, Aunt Zhou would definitely have an accident. to bear."

"He Anqing."

"Uncle, I'm here." My voice was so low that only I could hear it.

"As long as it's for Pingsi's good, you'd rather do anything?"

"Yes." I understood what he meant, but I still replied firmly.

"Then let me reason with you now. From ancient times to the present, only men and women get married as husband and wife. I have never heard of two men liking each other. You are an orphan. All this has no effect on you, but you always Think about Pingsi and us. If this spreads, it will be fine? How should Pingsi behave? How can our Zhou family gain a foothold in this place? Now, even if... I beg you, please let Pingsi go, you Can you separate from him?" Uncle Zhou was completely begging at the end, begging me to let go.

I turned my head to look at my brother, he was also looking at me, his complexion was much uglier than mine, maybe letting him go would be a good choice, and there would be a good result.But... what if it was the other way around?I have really felt that he has more affection for me now than he had for Jin Dynasty. If... I really separate from him, what will happen to him?Will there be... Zhou Pingsi?I really dare not think about it.

I turned around and looked at his father again, and solemnly replied: "Uncle Zhou, I am willing to do anything for my brother, but we have to separate... unless he lets go first, I will never abandon him first! "

"An Qing..." The person next to me took my hand.

"Bastard, you get out, our Zhou family doesn't welcome you, just go back wherever you came from, just treat my Zhou family as if it's been a disaster for the past few years and meet a dead star!" Me, holding my arm with one hand, and grabbing my other shoulder with the other hand, dragging me straight out the door.

I wanted to fight, but I didn't dare, I have no right to do anything in their house.

"Dad, don't do this, I beg you please, don't be like this. It's so late, where are you going to let An Qing go?" My brother bent his knees and knelt on the ground without hesitation, holding me with both hands hand, holding it tightly and refusing to let go.

"Go, you go, you are not welcome in our family." Uncle Zhou turned a deaf ear to my brother's prayers, he just wanted to drive me out as soon as possible.

With my eyes closed, I didn't dare to see him kneeling on the ground, let alone his father's angry face and his mother's face full of despair.