long love story

, he only needs one glance to see me clearly.

He sat up, looked at me seriously, and asked, "An Qing, are you worried about tuition fees?"

……

I dare not answer.

"Just tell me, who else can you rely on if you don't rely on me?"

"Brother...I...I have lived with you for so many years, and I know very well that although the orphanage gives you money every month, it is not enough at all. In the past few years, a large part of my food and clothing has been paid by you. My own money, and from now on, the orphanage will no longer give me living expenses, when...I...I know you have no extra money. "

"Back then, the dean trusted me and entrusted you to me. How can I break my promise? Let her feel at ease. Besides, now you and I... still have such a relationship, no matter what, I will confess you Ah, don't ruin your career."

"But...I...you have no money."

"You don't care about the family or the money. How do you know that I have no money? You are such a fool. I have already thought about the things you are worried about now. My salary alone is more than enough to support the two of us. Plus On weekdays, we live frugally, and save more or less. Although it is not much, it can still afford you to go to college for two years. For the next two years, we will start saving from now on, and we will have everything Is it? So you don't have to worry about the tuition anymore."

"Brother...how can you be so nice?" I threw myself at him and hugged him, buried my head in the crook of his neck, with tears streaming down my face, but I didn't want him to see it, so I hummed and said, "I I said I want to give you happiness, but instead it keeps dragging you down like a drag bottle."

"You are not a fool, it's just that your priority now is to continue to go to school and finish your studies. When we get old in the future, I will be 10 years older than you and will be older than you. Then you will take care of me. "

I raised my head again, held his hands tightly, and promised him earnestly: "Hold my hand, and grow old with you... Now I use your money, and when I graduate in the future, I will definitely find a lot of money back." Here you are, I will raise you and make you fat and fat."

"White and fat, isn't that a pig?"

"You look so good-looking, how can you be a pig?" I laughed through my tears.

At the end of August, I came back after graduating from a master's degree in ancient Chinese, but I am still looking for a job, and I am staying at our house for the time being.

Shang Shu went to Hong Kong for almost a month, and he came back in the past two days. As soon as he came back, he yelled that we still owed him a meal with his broken voice beating the gong.

I teased him and said, "Are you still short of this meal? You see that you have only stayed in Hong Kong for so long, and you have grown a circle. You are not afraid of growing another circle. You can tie it up during the Chinese New Year." Have you weighed yourself on the stage?"

He is a son of a rich family, and he has never heard such jokes from ordinary people.

So he hurriedly asked what it meant, and Gu Wen laughed and said, "You are really stupid."

Shang Shu couldn't get an answer from the ancient text, but was teased for a while, so he turned to the serious and gentle person for help, "Ping Si, what does this mean?"

"You want to know?" my brother asked him back.

"There must be nothing good about what An Qing said, but I'm still wondering what it is?"

"What An Qing said...you're about to become fat like a pig."

Hahaha... Laughing so much that tears flowed from my eyes. As the saying goes, everything has advantages and disadvantages. If Shang Shu, the rich second generation, is with us poor friends, he will definitely be pissed off often, and he still has a dazed look on his face. Do not know what to do.

It's a joke, but I still feel grateful to him. After all, he has helped us a lot. The most important thing is that this rich second generation doesn't look like a rich young man, although in the business world, he acts vigorously and uses tactics to fight for power. Although he is top-notch, but when he is with us, he is his own self, the pure-hearted Shangshu.

My brother booked a private room and sent us the specific location and the name of the restaurant, and I went there with Gu Wen.

This meal is not only to thank Shang Shu for finding someone to help us move, but also to clean up the ancient Chinese. He went to other places to study for graduate students three years ago. I didn't expect that he would come back to this city because of us.

Shang Shu said: "In this life, our table of 'Mahjong' will never be without one for a while, and another for a while."

They all knew about my brother taking me home, but we didn't say what happened, and they couldn't possibly know. They just thought everything was going well and everything was normal.So Shang Shu began to make fun of us, saying, "Did you go back and see Lao Taishan this time? Then, An Qing, is your old father-in-law still satisfied with your little son-in-law?"

I know——Shang Shu didn't say that on purpose, and he also knew that my brother would not confess our affairs to the family so early. When he said, "Old Taishan is not satisfied with me", it was just another meaning, he just wanted to know me Whether my brother's parents like me, after all, I am equivalent to a "drug bottle" to anyone, and he is also afraid that my brother's parents will have some bad ideas about me being my brother's drag bottle.

I know and understand very well, but the things that I have been reluctant to bring up these days have been brought up unintentionally.Feeling uncomfortable, I looked at my brother, his face was not very good, and I couldn't hide it if I tried to cover it up.

This is our common forbidden zone, something that cannot be said.

Both Shangshu and Guwen could see our obvious abnormality, but now that the topic has been brought up, Shangshu still bite the bullet and continued to ask: "Pingsi took you back to meet your parents, and you can see his affection. , then An Qing, what did you promise to Pingsi?"

"Meeting the parents" is really too reluctant to mention it.

I'm under the table, reaching out to shake someone's hand, squeezing it tightly in the palm of my hand.

He said hesitantly: "Let him live... I... let him live forever."

I originally wanted to say, "Let him live a stable life, and give him a lifetime of love."

Suddenly think about it or forget it, there is no need to tell anyone what I want to give to this man next to me.

Even if Shangshu knows that this man is the love of my life, it is useless to tell him that I promise this man a life of stability, I can't give anything back now.

Life is too long, no matter how nice it sounds, it is not as realistic as hugging and cuddling.

Shang Shu and Gu Wen looked at each other, both of them knew it, they already guessed that we had something to hide from them, but they couldn't ask directly, so they laughed and said: "You two are like 'love is as deep as the sea, The edge is as close as dust'."

A delicious meal, but I lost my appetite.

When I went to report to the school, Gu Wen also found a job, and his company provided accommodation for the employees, so he moved to the dormitory within a few days.

The place where we live is about four, five, and 10 minutes by bus from the new campus, but I was reluctant to be separated from him, and I also wanted to save him some money, so I refunded the dormitory fee from the school.

During the National Day, Shangshu finally received good news. Wen Qing agreed to his marriage proposal. Now they are planning to decorate their new house. It is also because Shangshu’s project in Hong Kong has only started, and he will often fly there to supervise the work. So he planned to wait until next year when all the projects in Hong Kong were completed, and on a good day, he would carry Wen Qing into his mansion in a palanquin with drums and drums, and officially become his Mrs. Shangshu.

His good news has been announced in his circle all over the place. Whether it is a friend who is pushing a glass of wine on the wine table, an ordinary friend, or a true friend, he invites people to dinner to celebrate.By the time he invited all those people in turn, and invited the three of us, it was almost November.

The ancient text said that eating in the cafeteria every day, the stomach is full of clear soup and water, and finally able to eat delicacies from mountains and seas, and taste delicious delicacies, but Shang Shu actually invited us to dinner at the end, so he scratched Shang Shu severely The thick oil and water, Shangshu also knew that he was wronged, so he was willing to let him be beaten and scraped.

When Shang Shu walked into the private room with Wen Qing in his arms, he had a ruddy complexion and a beautiful face. As the saying goes, a good man is refreshed on happy occasions, and it is so appropriate to apply to Shang Shu now.

In the middle of the meal, my brother got up and went out to answer the phone. When he came back to the dinner, not only did he look extremely pale, but he hesitated to talk to me. I guessed that it was from his home, so I was worried. asked him what happened.He replied that it was the call from his cousin, that Uncle Zhou was ill and was in the hospital now.

For him and his parents, I feel deeply guilty.

I asked him if his unit could grant him a few days of personal leave if there was an urgent matter at home, and he said yes.I chased after him and asked for leave to go home. As for me... I can't go anymore, or if Uncle Zhou really sees me getting angry again, then I really can't atone for my sins in this life.

Because they all drank some wine during the dinner, Wen Qing drove us home. I helped my brother pack a few changes of clothes, and then asked Wen Qing to drive him to the airport overnight.Shang Shu said that he was worried, so he drove us all into the car, saying that he was sending my brother back on the one hand, and on the other hand chatting on the way back to relieve loneliness, and by the way, the three big men could escort Wen Qing.

When my brother entered the boarding gate, I finally reluctantly followed Shang Shu and the others to turn around and return.

I have a premonition that Shang Shu will take this opportunity to interrogate me.

At first, he just asked insincerely about what we did after we went home, but after hearing that my words were full of loopholes and inconsistent, he said seriously: "An Qing, what happened to you guys?" With your temperament, today you heard that Pingsi’s father was sick and admitted to the hospital, would you rush to go with him? Don’t tell me that you have to go to class tomorrow or something. When Pingsi had an accident, you dared to skip class. Now Are you still afraid? I don't want to take care of your business, I just... worry... worry about you, after all, you are different from others. "

I opened my mouth to say something, but I didn’t know where to start. Finally, I let go of the disguise, and my whole person became uncomfortable. After a while, I wanted to say it again, but I still couldn’t say it. This is my heart disease. There's really no way to just open my mouth.

Gu Wen was also anxious at the side and asked me, "An Qing, what's the matter?"

I closed my eyes for a long time, took a deep breath, and then slowly said: "I... about our affairs... they know, to be precise... it was... they bumped into them."

If I just told them that my brother's family knew about our relationship, they probably would have guessed it pretty well, but they were so shocked that they didn't realize it when they were bumped into.

So, I cut the long story short and focused on the important causes.

How we were bumped into by family members, how I was kicked out, how my brother later betrayed everyone because of me, how his father resolutely severed relations with him, and how we ended up in a mess. home.In short, I can't go back with him anymore, even though I want to.Now I feel very sad, and I don't know if his father's illness was caused by my anger.

After Shang Shu heard this, he didn't know how to comfort me for a while, so he could only slowly consider his words and said: "You want to open up, just as Ping Si said, there is no overnight feud between father and son. When he goes back this time, maybe Has his parents figured it out? But if you want Pingsi to let go and separate from you for the sake of your parents, then you will have no future, and you have no choice but to? Why not be like this, although it is more difficult, but After all, you really want to be together, and sooner or later the difficulties and obstacles in front of you will pass. Don’t they all like you before they know about you? Treat you like a parent and child. So you are such a good person, they You will understand that it is right for Pingsi to be with you, and then you will not object."

"But... Uncle Zhou thinks that only men and women can get married since ancient times. Two men who love each other and do that kind of thing are degrading morals and ruining the family. I... I don't dare to expect him to forgive me. After all, what he saw... was me. Want my brother... Now I only hope that he will recognize my brother, as for me... I dare not think."

I leaned my back slowly and sunk myself in against the back of the seat, then raised my hands to cover my face, I didn't want them to see my cowardice.

After a while of silence in the carriage, Gu Wen also comforted me and said: "Forget it, don't think too much. There are still many people who don't understand your feelings, let alone the parents who think more traditionally? The two of you They are both reluctant to let go, reluctant to be separated, so we should stay together well, we live our own lives, fortunately, others don’t care if we are happy or not, and it doesn’t bother others.”

After some sincere comfort from them, I gradually became more relaxed. As the old saying goes, life is our own, and others cannot make decisions for us. Fortunately, it doesn’t matter if others say it or not. The happiness and happiness with my brother does not hinder whether others get promoted or get rich.

After figuring this out, I thanked them one by one, then talked about other things, and returned home after a while.

21.

Shangshu said he wanted to go to my house to drink my brother's Kuding tea to sober up. I knew they were used to being night owls, so I didn't urge them to go back, so I led them into the house to drink tea together.

Wen Qing and I boiled water and put tea leaves in the kitchen to make tea. After brewing four cups of tea, she and I each took two cups out. She handed one of the cups to Shang Shu, and I handed the other cup to Gu Wen.

Gu Wen drank tea and said: "An Qing is still happy. With Pingsi, a person who knows how to live by her side, let alone tea, there is no cup of hot water. A single man has no love, no love, pity Yo."

"I said you just drink tea, what are you doing if you're okay?" I pretended to be angry and stepped on his feet, "Besides, isn't there a girl chasing you? Don't you know how to pull back to warm yourself? Stop pretending to be pitiful here."

"Don't mention it, you think everyone is as gentle and beautiful as Wen Qing. I don't have such a good life as Shang Shu. You said that you want me to take that girl back to warm the bed, and you are not afraid that I will be crushed to death in the middle of the night." Scared to death?"

We have all seen photos of the girl that Gu Wen said was pursuing him. Although it is not as exaggerated as Gu Wen said and can scare people to death, it does not match Gu Wen.After all, Gu Wen is a young student from the south of the Yangtze River, with a tall and thin figure, exquisite facial features, and skin that is even more delicate and fairer than girls'. If he really wants him to be with that girl, it will really treat him badly.

Hearing what he said, I thought of his exaggerated metaphor "If I slept with her, I might be crushed to death by her turning over in the middle of the night without knowing it." I took a sip of tea and sprayed it everywhere, giggling The old waist couldn't straighten up, he kept coughing and gasping for breath, pointed at him and said, "You haven't scared me to death, I'm almost tortured to death by you, hey, how can there be such a funny person."

Wen Qing has always been a lady of the family. She has been well-bred since she was a child. She speaks softly and doesn't even show her teeth when she smiles.But now she probably also thought of the girl in the photo who was really fat. Which lady could bear such a funny scene, and she laughed as happily as the girls in the Grand View Garden watching Grandma Liu make a fool of herself.

At the beginning, Shang Shu was lying on the sofa, but when he sat up, he put his arms around Wen Qing and deliberately loved Wen Qing in front of Gu Wen, deliberately trying to piss him off. In the end, Shang Shu couldn't help himself anymore, so he laughed and said : "Hahaha... You deserve it for being scared to death, you don't even look at what you look like, and you think other girls are not beautiful enough."

"Don't, don't, don't...Although my son is not as good as that Pan An, I am indeed a handsome scholar from the south of the Yangtze River."

"In my opinion, you don't look good on An Qing." Wen Qing was finally willing to open his mouth and follow suit.

……

After laughing for a while, I checked the time. My brother's plane had already taken off, so I couldn't call him, so I sent him a message: "Brother, I'll be waiting for you at home."

In fact, I was still a little uneasy, always afraid that if he went back, he would be tied up by his family and locked in the room like a woman in ancient times, and would not be able to come out again, nor would she be able to see her lover again.

Gu Wen didn’t know when he got into our room, and he came out with a newspaper from the summer vacation. I recognized that it was specially bought by my brother as a souvenir, and the love letter I wrote to him was published on it. .

"When I first came back, I remembered that I used your composition to tease Pingsi, but I heard him say that someone found you through your composition, and he didn't go into details. What's going on? ?” Gu Wen took the newspaper and sat back on the sofa again, with a curious look on his face.

"And this kind of thing? Could it be that someone who has a crush on you thought you were the one who confessed to her, so he came to the seat by mistake?" Shang Shu was curious, but also full of "bad water", and finally pinched me How can he prove that he is still a gentleman if he does not take revenge?

"Can you stop fanning the wind and lighting up the will-o'-the-wisp? Fortunately, my brother knows who it is, otherwise he will be jealous, angry and sad. See how I can fix you?"

Then I continued to tell them a story, soothe them from fatigue, relieve their loneliness, and relieve their curiosity, and then told the story of my biological mother coming to me from the beginning to the end.

"Your biological mother is lucky to have met you. You don't hate or care about it. If it were someone else, she might not be able to get away so gracefully if she came here so rashly. If you meet someone who is narrow-minded and greedy, It is estimated that she will destroy her own happiness with her own hands." Gu Wen sighed.

"Everyone has everyone's helplessness. Why do I live in resentment? My brother often taught me to 'forgive others and forgive myself'. Forgiving her also let me go. It's good now, this life It is enough to see what my biological mother looks like."

"I can't figure it out. Since she can't take you back, why did she come to you? Doesn't she know that she will abandon you again? Doesn't she know that you will hurt? Anyway, I don't think about it So relaxed, I always feel that she is so selfish, how can she be worthy of a son like you? Didn’t you just say that many of your talents are due to genetic inheritance? I think it has nothing to do with them, at most it’s just a picture of them You are the only one who is happy, and as for what kind of character you have grown up and how good-hearted you are, it is all due to the dean's education for you, as well as Pingsi's teaching and expectations for you."

"Well, if she can come to me, it proves that she still remembers me. After all, she was born. As for her not being able to take me back, I really hope this is the case. After all, now I...my brother and I have already had a quarrel. There is no peace in his family, let my biological mother know that I... I am a... homosexual, gay... why bother? Forget it, don't mention it, it's really flustered."

They know that I don't resent my biological mother for abandoning me, so even if they all feel wronged for me, they can't say anything else, so they all get up and leave. I send them downstairs and wait for them to drive away. Turn around and go back upstairs.

Lying on the bed, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep, thinking about things, thinking for a while that my brother would be kicked out by his father, and worrying about him for a while. If I really can’t bear the old father and mother to make me sick for him, then I don’t want to I'm sick, what should I do?Then I thought that the two old men were really going to beat the mandarin ducks and lock up my brother, how would I save him?The more I thought about it, the more my heart became a mess, and finally I kept my eyes open until dawn.

When I got up to wash my face in the morning, I finally received a reply from him: "I'm here, don't worry."

I didn't continue to go back, because I didn't want to add a psychological burden to him. All I have to do now is to wait for him to come back at home.

At noon the next day, I was eating in the school cafeteria when I received another message from him: "I'm home."

It didn't surprise me to feed the rice into my nostrils.

It is rare for me to spend a lot of money to install a big money, so I just take a taxi and go back.

I wrapped him in my arms and lay on the bed with my arms around him. I was really worried about his father's body, so I asked, "Uncle, how is he?"

"My mother said that he was too drunk to drink and hurt his stomach, so his stomach bleeds."

"so serious?"

"Don't worry, he's fine. The doctor said that as long as he doesn't drink alcohol and takes good care of himself in the future, he'll be fine. Otherwise, I wouldn't really leave them alone because he doesn't want to see me, and rush back overnight "He closed his eyes and leaned on my shoulder and neck, looking really exhausted.

"From now on, I will have to trouble my aunt to take good care of his diet."

He stretched out his hand and put my hand on his lips, saying: "Husbands and wives are happy because they love and take care of each other. You...don't go to class in the afternoon?"

"Well, it's only two classes anyway, if you run away, you run away, I want to be with you."

Seeing his haggard and lack of energy, it was too late to feel distressed, so how could he even think about going to class.

I really didn't expect that he would catch a plane back the night before, and then take the train back the next night.The house has never been able to enter, it seems that Uncle Zhou is still unwilling to accept our affairs.

I don't want to ask him too many details. He hasn't slept for two days, and he just wants to hug him and coax him to sleep, so that he can replenish his energy.I also fell asleep in a daze, and when I woke up again, it was already night.

I don't know when he woke up. As soon as I opened my eyes, I didn't fully wake up, so I heard him say, "You don't want to go to the evening self-study?"

"Uh..." I pretended to be surprised, then looked up to see the time of the alarm clock on the desk, and then said back to him: "No, anyway, I'm rushing over now, and the evening self-study should be over." I buried my head in his neck and didn't dare to look at him. He felt much better after a night's sleep. If I really wanted to punish me for skipping class, I would have to sleep in the living room with my bedroll tonight.

"An Qing, I'm going back this time..." His voice was trembling.

"Brother, are you hungry? I'll cook for you." I didn't want to interrupt him in a hurry.

"My dad... still doesn't want to accept..." He turned a deaf ear to my question.

When he said that, I couldn't take it any longer.

"It's okay, I'm willing to wait until they agree." I buried my head that had just been raised from his neck and buried it next to his face, "Pingsi, as long as you still want me."

"My mother asked me about you...she asked if you were okay."

My eyes suddenly brightened, and I wanted to make sure it was true again, so I asked him: "Did she really ask me?"

"Well, although she doesn't accept our...such feelings, I can see that she is still worried about you. In other words, my mother's attitude is not as tough as my father's, but An Qing...we still have to Be mentally prepared that you will never be accepted and forgiven by them for the rest of your life, understand?"

"I understand, I'm willing to wait, don't worry, I won't embarrass you as I said, 'promise you a lifetime of stability, and give you a lifetime of love'."

During the Spring Festival this year, Gu Wen went back to Suzhou. Before leaving, he said that he would come back as soon as the Lantern Festival was over. Then he would bring Biluochun to my brother and bring us delicious food.Shang Shu is still flying back and forth to Hong Kong, not even resting during the Chinese New Year. Now he only wants to finish the project there quickly, and then wear a red robe and ride a horse to meet his bride.

On the night of the Chinese New Year, he called his mother, and for some reason, he hung up after saying a few words. I asked him what was wrong, and he said that his mother only called him when she came to the yard. When he said that, I knew it was Aunt Zhou who wanted to contact him behind Uncle Zhou's back.

Their mother and son chatted for nearly twenty minutes, and I suddenly heard Uncle Zhou's voice on the other end of the phone asking: "Who are you calling here? Is Zhou Pingsi? Huh! What a loving mother but a loser, tell me He, if he keeps being clean all his life, he won't even think about entering my Zhou's house again."

Finally hung up.

I smiled helplessly, my strict father and loving mother are really happy.I thought of the person who came to look for me a few months ago, my biological mother, she was too weak, she dared to come to me, but she didn't dare to recognize me.

I raised my head and saw that he also looked helpless, and my eyes became foggy when I felt sore, thinking: "Zhou Pingsi, I really owe you too much in this life."

22.

Gu Wen didn't come back on time the day after the Lantern Festival. He said that he couldn't buy a train ticket or an air ticket, so we had to wait another two days with greedy mouths.

Before Gu Wen’s delicious food came, another person came—my brother’s cousin.

The cousin's sudden arrival didn't tell us at all. She called me without telling my brother and told me not to tell him.I know that she came here from thousands of miles, nothing more than for our affairs, nothing more than wanting to persuade me with reason and emotion, and then separate from my brother.

After I was fully dressed, I went out and took the bus to the train station to wait for her. According to her, I didn't say a word to my brother.

We found a coffee shop near the station and sat down. Except when I had to speak, I politely replied to her. Playing Tai Chi slowly, let her exert all her strength, but it made me feel neither itchy nor painful. She clearly felt my perfunctory and understood my determination, but she still didn't give up.

"An Qing, this is not how to treat guests. Why don't you take me home for a cup of hot tea?"

She finally came up with another trick, this trick really hit me full of pain, it was really rude not to let her go over for a cup of hot tea, but if I did, how could I get her to leave early.Either way, I'll have to take her home and treat her like a master.

After taking her home, I boiled water and made tea for her, told her to sit down, but she didn’t sit down, just walked around in our room. The doors of our rooms were all open. The first room is our bedroom, and the other room is used to store sundries.

I handed her the tea, but she took it but didn't drink it, and asked me, "You and Pingsi...you sleep together?"

I couldn't quibble, and said "hmm" as a reply to her words.

"You... don't talk about family members first, do outsiders know?"

"Except for two good friends who know about our affairs, outsiders don't know about it."

The cousin felt relieved for a while, and said: "It's good that the matter hasn't been spread yet." She took a sip of tea to suppress her shock, and then said: "Actually, I am here this time at the behest of my uncle, he wants me to come and talk to you." You make it clear, and then take Pingsi back."

"Cousin..." I finally couldn't continue playing Tai Chi with her, and said firmly: "No matter how difficult it is, no matter who hinders me, I will never let go."

"An Qing, do you want to understand? Can you and Ping Si live like this forever? If you separate, it will be good for everyone. As my cousin, I also want you two to be safe, so I came all the way to be yours. Ideological work. And my uncle and aunt both said that as long as you are separated, they will still treat you as their own son."

"Cousin, how is it possible? If my brother and I are separated, and Uncle Zhou and Aunt Zhou still treat me as their own son, aren't they afraid that my brother and I will get back together again?"

"Pingsi goes back to the city kiln and back to the street, you stay here, the time has passed and the relationship has faded, there is nothing you can't forget."

"It's not easy for two people to separate when they fall in love? I know it's hard for you to accept, but that's how we fell in love with each other."

"Do you have to destroy Pingsi to be reconciled?"

"Why isn't Pingsi the happiest when she is with me?"

"You want him to live with you in hiding like this. Is that what you call happiness? Can you let him go? Only when you are separated from him can he have a future, do you know that?"

"It's still the same sentence that I won't give up on him."

She was finally worn out by me, and she said in a strong tone: "No matter what, you have to stop Pingsi! You have to stop if you continue!"

"Cousin, it doesn't matter what you say, and you can't make the decision. We are determined to be together, and no one can separate us."

"You...you will cry and regret sooner or later. After you destroy all of Pinsi, you will never be able to redeem your sins in your entire life!"

……

In the end, they broke up unhappy.

In the end, I still didn't tell my brother about my cousin's visit. It was already an unhappy thing, so why tell him and add trouble to him.

Ever since my cousin came over, I have been feeling uneasy, so I made an appointment with my brother to go to Xiangshan Temple to worship Buddha and burn incense to get rid of bad luck.

The [-]th day of the second month of the lunar calendar is the birthday of Avalokitesvara Bodhisattva.

The number of pilgrims in Xiangshan Temple on this day was far less than that of the first month temple fair and the summer moon incense fair. At this time, the wintersweet had already withered away, and we worshiped each temple one by one from the inside to the outside.

While there was no one in Yuelao Temple, I lit two sticks of incense sticks, handed him one stick, and pulled him over to kneel on the futon next to me to worship devoutly, praying in his mouth: "Old man under the moon, what kind man is he?" I beg An Qing, please draw a red line marriage for me and Zhou Pingsi, and hope that we will grow old hand in hand in this life and this life."

He got up and walked out of the temple, and quietly pulled two pieces of red thread on Miaozhu's table. When he saw someone approaching, he quickly hid the red thread in his palm, and dragged him away with a guilty conscience.

After dinner, he went back to the room with his arms around him, took out the two pieces of red thread from the drawer, straightened them out, pulled his hand over, tied one piece of red thread to his wrist, and handed the other piece to his wrist. Give it to him, let him tie it to my wrist, his face is as red as a ripe peach.

We clasped our hands and leaned on each other.

Wrap the red thread around your finger, don't lose it or forget it.

I said to him: "Pingsi, today we have kowtowed to the old man under the moon, and now we have tied the red thread. You are mine for the rest of your life, and you can't run away. If we do this... it's a private decision." It's a lifetime, and it's too late for you to regret it."

"It never occurred to me to regret it."

On the third and fifth moon of the lunar calendar, it is the bright night.

On the day of Mid-Autumn Festival, Shang Shu finally got what he wanted and married Wen Qing back to his mansion.

I remembered what he once said, "Who doesn't want to give the person he likes a title", "If she doesn't want to for the rest of her life, then she will be like this for the rest of her life, and I will wait." That was still in the first month of last year.

Today's Shangshu has a handsome body and even his son is extraordinarily good-looking, even more beautiful than the Jiangnan Xiaosheng Guwen who was his best man, and Wen Qing is even more graceful and gentle.

Thinking about Shang Shu's pursuit of Wen Qing, in six years, the infatuated man and pretty girl finally achieved their true fruit, no wonder Shang Shu would cry so sadly with Wen Qing in his arms.

After the wedding, Gu Wen and the other groomsmen were arguing about going to the bridal chamber. My brother and I didn't care, we went to see the fun together, but Shang Shu was too tired, and those who wanted to have a bridal chamber lost their interest. Everyone One after another scattered.

The sea is bright and the moon is at this time.

A bright moon and a sky full of stars.

My brother and I strolled home, the moonlight in the night sky sprinkled all over the earth, sprinkled on his body, and reflected him like a golden light.This scene is too intoxicating, this person is too charming, I pulled him to a corner, the tall ginkgo trees growing from the courtyard wall covered a lot of light, no matter whether there were other people on the street, I couldn't help kissing past.

I thought he would refuse, and who would have thought that a person who is usually thin-skinned and easily shy would respond to me directly with actions no matter where he is or where he is.

When I got home, I took out the two pieces of red thread again, tied one to his wrist, and tied the other to mine for him.

I hugged his waist, rubbed his cheeks, and said: "I want to give the person I like a title. Today is a good day when the full moon is full. Let's take advantage of this good day to marry and be a 'husband and wife' OK?"

His cheeks were flushed, and he replied softly: "Okay."

Reaching out to push open the window, the moon is already hanging high above the nine sky.

The bright moon is the red line of the matchmaker as evidence, and I prayed to the moon twice, and then I prayed to the moon hand in hand. After three prayers, we officially became a "husband and wife".

I took him into my arms.

He raised his eyes in my arms and asked softly: "An Qing, when... did you start to be interested in me? The Shang Shu said that everyone knows it, but I am still confused. I don't know that you have been interested in me for so long."

I laughed and teased him: "I didn't ask until now."

With a shy smile on his face like peach blossoms, he asked again: "When is it?"

I pampered him and replied in a gentle voice: "When we met, we should have been careful, let alone now."

I raised my head to look at the bright moon in the night sky, then turned back to look at him leaning against my arms who was already too ashamed, and promised him in a low voice: "Pingsi, in this life, I promise you peace and stability, and I will give you my heart for the rest of my life."

He replied: "Okay, we will be together forever."

Give him a word and protect him for the rest of his life.

"'If you don't love lovesickness in your life, you will love it, and you will hurt lovesickness.' From now on, you will be my lovesickness, and I will be your lovesickness, okay?"

"it is good."

The spring night is worth a thousand dollars, and the flowers are fragrant and the moon is cloudy.

After kissing and kissing on the bed, love and desire have already come to the head, but we dare not be rude, we all know it well, it's not because we don't want to or because we don't want to, but because we don't dare.On that night last summer, that roar was a pimple that could not be forgotten, a sin of a lifetime, it was like an invisible needle hidden in the heart, once touched it would be It hurts people until they bleed.

Kiss for a long time, love is blurred.

I got up and closed the window, and lay down beside him again, hugging his waist and holding his hand. Our "wedding night" didn't do anything, and I didn't dare to do anything.Just hug and coax him and say some funny and interesting words to tease him, and you can fall asleep when you are tired. When you fall asleep, you won't think about those romances, and you won't think about how to reconcile the wedding candles in the bridal chamber.

There was no Gao Tang smiling, and no relatives and friends came to congratulate, just the two of us, bowing to the moon, and the red thread tied together, and quietly started a "husband and wife".

The knot is a husband and wife, and there is no doubt about love.

Huanyu is here tonight, graceful and good time.

This year he is 29 years old and I am 19 years old.

In the spring of the second year after marriage, Shang Shu gradually returned the family business to his father, because he had to accompany his wife Shang Shu to the hospital for a prenatal checkup. He came to ask my brother to teach him how to make soup all day long, saying that he learned how to make soup for Wen Qing to drink, so that the three of them, the mother and the child, could nourish themselves.But no matter how he learns, the craft is still so bad that even I can't drink it, but he is still cheerful and persistent.

My brother said, "It's rare for him to share his heart."

Closer to home, we are also happy for him. When Shang Shu was hanging out with us, I felt that he was more childish than me, immature at all, but in the blink of an eye he was going to be a father.

One year after marriage, Wen Qing added two daughters to his Shang family. We bought presents and went to the hospital to visit them. The two pink and jade babies in the stroller were so beautiful that I couldn't help but want to reach out. To hug him, but Shangshu felt like I wanted to snatch his "little lover", and he refused to live or die.

He said: "You reckless temper, don't scare my baby." But he turned around and hugged one of his "little lovers" to my brother, and I gritted my teeth behind his back