Early spring

After returning home from the trip, one day, I asked Li Chun out again and sent Li Chun home at night. Not far from his home, I said to him: "I don't want to be separated from you."

"Don't make trouble, go home quickly, it's not like you don't know that we can't let our parents know yet!"

"I know, but I just don't want to be separated from you."

"Okay, I don't want to either, go home quickly, don't keep your mother waiting, call me when you get home."

"Okay, then let me kiss you!"

After kissing, I went home satisfied.When I got home, it was past eleven o'clock. Seeing that my mother was still awake, I asked her strangely: "Mom, why are you still awake? You usually go to bed at this time."

"Can't sleep, sit down, mom wants to ask you some questions."

"Well, you said."

"At the beginning of Xia, tell mom honestly what is your relationship with Li Chun."

I said with a guilty conscience: "It doesn't matter, isn't it just a good buddy, mom, don't you know."

"Then since they are good brothers, how could they hug each other and even kiss?"

It turned out that Xia's mother saw that I hadn't come back until almost eleven o'clock, so she went to Li Chun's house to ask, but she didn't expect to see the scene where Li Chun and I were kissing each other.

"Mom." I said hesitantly, "You... can't accept me being with Li Chun?"

"No, I just can't figure it out. Why do you fall in love with men? You are really a good son I raised, and you actually fell in love with men for me."

When I heard my mother say this, the sockets of my eyes were hot. One side was my close relatives, and the other side was my true love. He didn't want to lose any of them. No matter which one he lost, his life would be worse than death.

The mother said again: "Son, have you ever thought about what you will be burdened with? You will not have children, you will not have a normal family, and in the future, people will look down on you at work, and no one will take care of you when you are old. Your whole life has been ruined like this, why can't you figure it out?"

"Mom." I said to my mother seriously: "I love him. We are no different together like a normal family. As for the infamy, not everyone will be like this, and there are still some people who can accept us. As for the children's pension It's not a problem to send it to the end. Now that the technology is so advanced, it's not a problem to be a test-tube baby or to be adopted. Mom, really, we are not kidding, I really like him, love him!"

Xia's mother couldn't accept it, the two men were hugging each other, how decent and what did they look like, if they had known that his son was gay and fell in love with Li Chun in the end, they would have killed this son a long time ago.

"What can happen? It's wrong to be with a man. It's so perverted."

"Mom, the times are advancing, and thinking is also advancing. Homosexuality is not a perversion, nor is it a disease. It can't be cured without treatment, and Li Chun and I just happened to fall in love. It's such a simple thing. Why can't you accept it. "

Xia's mother didn't expect her son to be so stubborn, he didn't even listen to her own words, so what's the use of keeping this son, it's better to kill him to avoid embarrassment, so she searched around, rushed into the kitchen, took the rolled noodles Come out with a stick, and say, "Okay, don't you listen, don't you? If I don't beat you to death, just pretend that I never gave birth to your gay son. I'm really ashamed of the ancestors of the old Xia family. , gave them such a disgraceful son."

I knelt silently and asked my mother to beat me. If the beating and scolding made my mother agree, he didn't care.

"Mom, no matter how you beat me, it proves that I will not separate from him."

Seeing how he dared to fight back, Xia's mother burst into anger, "You have to reflect on yourself at home. When you are done, I will let you go out when you are willing to share with Li Chun." After finishing speaking Back in the room.

From that day on, my mother did what she said, not letting me go out, and even helping me with the transfer procedures, which made me even more anxious.

It was very strange that Li Chun didn't see me when school started, but because he just started school and was a bit busy, he couldn't take time away from me to see what was wrong with me. When he heard the news that I was going to transfer schools, he realized that something must have happened, otherwise I wouldn't do that, so he came to my house.

Xia's mother opened the door and saw that it was Li Chun, so she wanted to close the door. Li Chun hurriedly stepped forward to block the door to prevent Xia's mother from closing the door, "Auntie, Xia Chu, I can't get in touch with him these days, can you tell him What's wrong? Is something wrong?"

"Let's go, don't come looking for Xia Chu again, I... I know about you two, I will never let Xia Chu be with you, homosexuality, what a perverted thing, if It's not you, my son won't be like this, and he won't listen to me, so I will definitely not let my son become such a perverted person! And I won't let him be with you. I've already done the transfer procedures for him, So don't leave me to look for him." After speaking, he pushed Li Chun and closed the door.

After hearing the words of dismounting, Li Chun didn't have time to react, so he was turned away.

Li Chun thought, he likes Xia Chu, the kind of liking that he wants to live with him for the rest of his life. Chun didn't know how to react. Xia Chu had lost his father since he was a child, and his mother dragged him into adulthood. It was impossible for him to sever ties with his mother. Not only would he, but himself, be in great pain.

After thinking about it, Li Chun decided to share with his parents first. As for the funeral, he should take it one step at a time. Right now, he will deal with his parents first, and then let them try to deal with Xia Chu's mother.

After dinner in the evening, Li Chun called his parents to sit on the sofa, "Dad, Mom, let me ask you something, what do you think of homosexuality?"

Li's mother said: "I don't think it's nothing. I went to the street two days ago and saw two boys holding hands. It's really bold. But son, why do you ask such a question?"

Papa Li sat aside and watched quietly.

Li Chun pursed his lips and said hesitantly: "I have something to tell you, and I hope to get your support." Mustering up the courage, he looked up at his parents and said, "I like, no, I fell in love with a male?"

"It's Chu Xia, right?" Papa Li who was sitting on the side asked.

Li Chun looked at his father in surprise, "Dad, how did you know?!"

"I'm guessing, I'm just not sure." Father Li sighed, "Son, you have to know that this road is not easy to walk, have you thought it through?"

Li's mother immediately said: "Yes, son, your father and I don't want your future pain to live in other people's colored glasses forever. You should think about it carefully, and don't be arrogant."

"Mom and Dad, I've made it clear. I really like him. He treats me very well. We don't care what other people think. After all, life is our own. As long as we feel happy and happy, it's fine. Why bother?" Caring too much about other people's eyes, if you care about other people's eyes, but let yourself live in pain, wouldn't the gain outweigh the loss."

Li's father and Li's mother looked at each other, and Li's mother said: "Son, none of us parents want their children to be happy, but both of you are men, can you have a future? Even if you have a future, but your Is the future guaranteed? Even if a man and a woman get married, there will be a day of divorce, not to mention two men who don’t even have a marriage guarantee, let alone raising a child to guard against old age and death.”

"Mom, I understand what you said, but in life, there are always some risks, some risks are rewarded and some are not, but if I am timid because I am afraid that there will be no rewards, isn't my life in vain? Man, I have to take a risk once or twice. If we really can't be together forever, and he leaves me first, then I can only blame me for my lack of vision, and I can't blame others. Love, where does the right and wrong come from? It’s just that if you fall in love, you will continue to love.”

"But..." Mama Li wanted to say something more, but was interrupted by Li Chun.

"Mom, love is random and can happen on the basis of any gender. There is no rule that there must be love between the opposite sex. There is also love between the same sex. You can't deny this kind of love because of secular prejudice. Love There is no right or wrong."

Papa Li said, "Okay, if we disagree, are you still going to play with a big reasoning?"

"Dad, why would I? I don't want you to agree. "

"Okay, okay, you are too old, as long as you think about it, just do it, don't regret it."

"husband......!"

"Okay, okay, our sons have grown up and have their own thoughts. We have no objection. It's better to let them decide for themselves, as long as they live happily. Faced with this kind of thing, we as parents can only Blessings and support will be paid back, even if people all over the world are against it, as long as we are parents, they will be able to live better, old woman, don’t think too much, just relax, sons have their own paths to go."

"Hmph, after talking so much, I think you're trying to squeeze me out. I didn't say I disagreed, I was just worried. Besides, I've watched this kid grow up in early Xia. How is he? Don’t I know, I know everything.”

Li Chun looked at his parents happily, "Mom and Dad, you are so kind, it is a blessing from my previous life to be your son in this life." After speaking, he hugged his parents.

"By the way, Mom and Dad, there is one more thing. After Xia Chu's mother found out that we were together, she objected very much. I want you to be lobbyists, okay?"

Li's mother said, "No problem. Tomorrow, your father and I will go to his house to take a look."

The next day, Li's father and Li's mother bought something and went to Xia Chu's house.

Xia's mother opened the door and saw that it was Li's father and Li's mother who could not refuse directly, so she invited them in.After entering the door, I saw the tidy things in the house, so I asked Xia's mother, "Xiaofu, are you planning to move?"

"Well, I think you also know about the two children."

"This...we know but, Xiaofu, do we have to move? Is there no room for this matter?"

"Yes, no, you don't mind, I mind."

"Xiaofu, you can't..."

Before Li's mother finished speaking, she was interrupted by Xia's mother, who said, "That's it, there's no point in talking any further, I still have things to do."

Li's father and Li's mother knew that Xia's mother was determined to disagree, so they left without saying anything.

Knowing that his parents failed to talk about success, Li Chun was not discouraged, and insisted on reporting to Xia Chu's house every day, but Xia's mother turned him away, and he never even saw Xia Chu's face.This day I went to Xia Chu's house as usual, but there was no response when I knocked on the door, and then I kept knocking for a few minutes, the neighbor couldn't stand it anymore, opened the door and said, "Don't knock, Xiaofu moved with his son last night."

Li Chun was silent for a few seconds, and asked, "Master, do you know where they moved?"

"How do I know this, but it's really strange that her son still looks reluctant when moving at night!"

"Oh, yes, thank you, sir."

Li Chun left Xia Chu's house in a daze, feeling a sense of powerlessness all of a sudden, wondering where to find Xia Chu in this vast world and the vast sea of ​​people, is there any possibility of meeting him again?

The author has something to say:

It’s been dragging on for a few days, and I’m stuck in coming out of the closet... [Cover my face] I still don’t know how to write it, and I don’t feel very satisfied, but that’s it o(︶︿︶)o