Early spring

Eight years later.

"Captain Xia, are you interested in having a drink tonight?"

"No!" After saying that, he turned and left.

"Ah, Captain Xia is still so cold, but he's still very handsome!" the stewardess said in a nympho.

"That's right, Captain Xia is rich and handsome at our Silan International Airport. Who would want to marry him, but he rarely comes out to parties except for work, alas!" said the second flight attendant.

"Hey, hey, let me tell you this quietly, don't tell me. I heard that Elder Xia Ji had a crush on him a long time ago. It seems that they have been separated for eight years. During these eight years, Captain Xia hasn't found anyone else. This is true love!" said the third flight attendant.

"Ah, Captain Xia is really infatuated, but who is so lucky to be liked by Captain Xia, I'm so envious!" said the fourth flight attendant.

"It's useless to be envious no matter how much you envy him. Captain Xia belongs to someone else, so we can only watch silently." The fifth flight attendant said.

"Okay, okay, stop talking, let's go quickly, we must have a good meal tonight, and comfort my wounded heart." Said the six stewardesses.

"Yes, yes, walk around, turn grief and anger into motivation."

Captain Xia, also known as Chu Xia, returned home, took a shower, stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window with a glass of red wine, looked at the feasting lights outside the window, and his thoughts gradually drifted away.

It has been eight years since my mother found out about Li Chun in the second year of high school and forcibly separated herself from Li Chun.In these eight years, there was not a day that I did not miss Li Chun. I never blamed Li Chun for not coming to me, because we were too weak at that time, and we were too immature and didn’t know how to restrain ourselves. When she was discovered, she knew how to restrain herself, and told her mother everything less impulsively, maybe the outcome of the matter would not be as it is now.

"Sorrow can't go away, depression can't go away, why is my heart empty, my feelings have been lost, everything is lost, and my heart is full of hatred and sorrow, why do you always say that..." The phone rang, and I My thoughts were pulled back, I picked up the phone and saw it was my mother, hesitated for a while, then answered, "Mom, what's the matter?"

Xia's mother paused for a while and said, "Can't I call you now if I'm fine?"

"No, I just flew back, I'm a little tired, I want to rest, if there's nothing else, I'll hang up first."

"No, mom just wants to ask if you are free on the weekend? Come back and have a meal. Our mother and son haven't eaten together for a long time."

"......Um."

I don't know what kind of feelings I have for my mother. It's impossible to say that I don't hate her, but she is my mother after all. I don't want to think of what she did when I saw her. If it wasn't for her , Li Chun and I will not be separated, maybe we will finish our senior year in high school safely, take another school entrance examination together, and finally come out to our family peacefully.

After Xia's mother hung up the phone, she sighed. It's not that she didn't notice the change in her son. Since the two were forced to move to City H separately, she obviously felt that her son's words had become less I love to laugh, I am a loner, and I don’t care about my mother. Sometimes I see my son like this, and I can’t help asking myself, did I really do something wrong back then?But it's wrong for two men to be together.But seeing my son becoming more and more indifferent to others, even going home less and less often after graduation, and getting busier at work, this idea has been shaken again. Is it really wrong?In fact, isn't the biggest wish of parents is to hope that their children will be happy?What about me?I'm really old, I think it's time to let go, I'm almost a person with half a foot in the coffin, what else can't figure it out, why bother so much?

On the weekend, when I came home, I saw the busy figure in the kitchen, and I couldn’t help but wonder how long it had been since I came back to see my mother. Seeing more and more white hair on her head, I felt really unfilial, but every time I Thinking of Li Chun, I feel even more painful. One is a close relative and the other is a true love. No matter who it is, I don't want to give up.

Xia's mother carried the fried dishes out of the kitchen, and when she saw her son standing in the living room, she immediately smiled happily, "I'm back, wash your hands quickly, and you can eat right away."

Looking at the happy smile on my mother's face, I thought to myself: Forget it, don't think about anything today, just concentrate on having a meal with my mother.

At the dinner table, while eating, Xia's mother suddenly said, "Son,...do you have someone you like now?"

"......No."

"...Are you still in love with Li Chun?"

"Well... I just like him."

"..."

"Mom, can't you accept us two? We have been separated for eight years because of you, eight years!"

"Son, go find him."

"Mom! You... what did you say? You agree with us?"

"Yeah." Xia's mother nodded, thought for a while and said, "Mom used to think that it was wrong for two men to be together, so when I found out that you two were together, I was angry and felt that it was outrageous." But in the past few years, watching you gradually become less talkative, not fond of laughing, and even... even began to resent me as a mother, and didn't even want to go home, I realized that I was really I did something wrong, I was only angry at the time, and I didn't consider your feelings, it was my mother who ruined your happiness and made you so unhappy!"

"Actually, do you know that during the few years you have been away from home, I have thought a lot about my mother, the greatest wish of being a parent is to wish for the happiness of my children, but what am I doing, I am personally ruining the happiness of my son , I also thought about it, Li Chun was such a good child at the beginning, if you two were together, I could also be treated as a different son, but I didn't listen to anything, so I separated you two, causing you to separate Eight years."

"Son, my mother has already almost stepped into the coffin with half her foot. She has lived for most of her life. There is nothing I can't figure out now. When your father left, I was left alone to raise you. After so many years I have also survived, so there is no reason why you can't accept being with a man, let alone growing up together, knowing the basics, so I figured it out, let go, and I don't force anything, as long as you live happily Just fine!"

I watched my mother say so much, and felt very shocked. I never thought that the day my mother would agree, and I originally thought that if my mother disagreed, I might elope with Li Chun, but now it came so suddenly , which made me a little unresponsive.

Xia's mother looked at her unresponsive son, thinking that he hadn't forgiven herself, so she said again: "Son, can't you forgive mother?"

I came back to my senses, and when I heard my mother say this, I quickly answered, "No, Mom, why didn't I forgive you? For so many years, it is impossible for me to say that I don't hate you, because after all, you are me. My mother, the mother who dragged me to adulthood with feces and urine, I don’t go home because I don’t know how to face you, because when I see you, I will remember how you separated me and me Li Chun's, I originally thought that if you still disagree, I would take Li Chun to elope until you agreed, but now I didn't expect you to agree, Mom, I love you so much!"

"Son, Mom loves you too! Are you with Li Chun now? So when will you bring him back, Mom, I haven't seen him for several years, I don't know what happened."

"I haven't found him yet, but don't worry, I will find him, and I will definitely bring him back when the time comes, so don't worry."

I stayed with my mother at home for a while, and seeing that it was getting late, I left home. After all, I still have work to do.

However, after learning that my mother agreed, no matter how busy and tired I was at work, my whole body felt relaxed and comfortable. I haven't been this happy for many years, and even slept until dawn when I returned home.

At this time, I also began to think about Li Chun. There are so many people, it is not easy to find someone, but I believe that as long as I have the heart, I will find it one day. But now I am going to work. As for looking for Li Chun There is no rush, you have to take your time. I have been waiting for eight years, so it doesn't matter if I wait a little longer.

The so-called fate, I just want to say, it is so wonderful, for some people you want to meet, you always meet inadvertently, which catches you off guard, but makes you unable to help the throbbing in your heart, because, we meet again ,very nice!

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Happy Dragon Boat Festival!The roommate brought a lot of delicious food, very happy! o(≧v≦)o