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A few of us brothers, apart from eating and drinking, we watched pornography.To be honest, there are not many opportunities for fighting.We can only vent our anger by watching movies.My family is very big, and I live alone, so I am happy and carefree.

None of us have actually done that kind of thing, but we’ve seen too many films like this, and we’re very familiar with the so-called special language and techniques.Sometimes the movie was so popular that Wang Xiaoyong even wanted to go to the chicken, but he didn’t dare. We all thought that fighting was a testament to our strength, and going to the chicken was really dirty. The buddies are just not good in the eyes of the teacher. Students, and they just talk ruthlessly, describing themselves as gangster characters, but in fact, if they really want to kill and set fire, they will never do it.So every time I watch this kind of film until the end, I always solve it in one go.

One day Wang Xiaoyong came over mysteriously, handed me a film, and said he must watch it.I asked him what the content was, and he said he didn't know, it was recommended by the boss desperately.I was skeptical: "You can believe what those guys say? I don't want you to buy more of his movies in the future." Having said that, I still called a few buddies to come over and watch it together.

Unexpectedly, after seeing it, we all stared wide-eyed, and a buddy stammered and said: "Boss, it turns out that men can... that, or it's true..." We didn't know what to say, at that time I I only vaguely heard people talking about homosexuality, and I thought it was two men who didn’t love women and lived together like friends, but when people talked about it, they always had a disdainful tone, and I still found it strange that this Isn’t it a very pure thing, I secretly thought about it, what should I do if I want to do that?Find a girl or do it yourself?

I stared at the TV without blinking, and it turned out to be like this!When looking at them secretly again, it is also a good eyeball to stare at.

This afternoon, I have learned a lot.

Strange to say, I have been very interested in this kind of film since then, and I always ask them to buy it.At first they were interested in watching it with me, but after a while they lost interest, and they didn't want to spoil my interest in front of me, they just muttered that it was still up to men and women.

One day a few of us got together to watch again, I watched with relish, and they watched drowsily.Wang Xiaoyong glanced at me, and suddenly said in a low voice: "Boss likes it, you can come for real." I was startled, and stared at him suspiciously, and the others also looked at him, and he waved his hands again and again: "Boss, don't misunderstand, Our brothers, how fun is it to play, I mean..." He lowered his voice, leaned into my ear and said a few words, I didn't make a sound, my heart was like a drum, and I felt faintly deep in my heart that he said something. I have always had a wish.Seeing my silence, Wang Xiaoyong said softly: "Could it be that the boss is afraid? Then don't do well." This sentence stimulated me, I gave him a hard look, and said loudly: "Who said I was afraid? It's just that bastard If you can’t stand the excitement, it’s really hard to sue the police.” At this moment, the few of them heard what we were talking about, and they were a little excited.Wang Xiaoyong laughed, "Don't worry, boss, he has nothing to say in custody. Besides, if it's a woman, maybe she might seek life and death, and she'll never end with you. She's a man. After suffering this loss, it's like beating him up." It’s almost like a meal, how is it?” I was a little moved, on the one hand, I always wanted to punish him severely, on the other hand, I had never done it before, and I really wanted to taste what it was like, now the opportunity is at your fingertips, as long as I nod .My heart was beating even harder, and I couldn't help asking: "When?" Several of them shouted: "Boss agrees! It's just this Sunday!"

I was still wondering why he didn't go away secretly, and suddenly remembered that his clothes had been taken away by them, and with his character, he wouldn't wear my clothes and leave, and I thought, he hurt like that, his mouth They are all pale, and they may not be able to leave.

I was suddenly panicked, I didn't know what to do, I even felt that after this afternoon, some kind of qualitative change had taken place between me and him, could this be some kind of "virgin complex"?

I tried to think of it as a game, or a prank, or a quarrel between boys, but my heart was like a mess, and I cursed myself fiercely, vowing to calm down my words and deeds.I got dressed first, and then took out the new clothes my father had sent me from the closet, thinking, I am about the same height as him, so he should be able to wear them.

I sat on the edge of the bed with my clothes in my arms, and said coldly: "You have offended me before, and those who offended me will end badly. I am being polite to you and me. Now we are even. But I am warning you, if you If you tell this, people will either say you are crazy and they will not believe you at all, or you, as well as your parents, will be ridiculed-don't forget those photos. In short, you will always be the one who suffers. He didn't make a sound, didn't open his eyes, but bit his lips fiercely with his teeth, leaving a deep row of teeth marks when he let go, and tears flowed out of his eyes again.

I stopped talking, put on airs with great difficulty, and I couldn't be cruel anymore. I was actually very guilty in my heart, but it wasn't entirely because I was afraid that he would sue me.

I reluctantly picked up his upper body, intending to help him put on his clothes, but seeing his lips turning white and his body trembling, I guess it was in excruciating pain.I suddenly felt a little guilty.

Just when my hand touched his body, he trembled in fright, opened his eyes, and stared at me in disgust and fear, but he didn't have the strength to push my hand away.

When I came across such a nail, I found it very boring, so I put my clothes on him: "Then you wear it yourself. Of course, you don't want to wear my clothes. You just stay here every day and don't go out to accompany me." Although it is a bit of a joke, deep down I hope it is true.

He sat up with difficulty, stared blankly for a while, and then slowly picked up his clothes.

I watched him put the clothes on his body with great difficulty, and then slowly put them into one hand. I have never seen anyone dress so slowly. It was a little funny, and I felt sorry for him. After trembling for a long time, I still couldn't buckle it, and finally I couldn't help laughing. I stretched out my hand to buckle it for him. This time he didn't refuse, but turned his face away from me.This button is really weirdly designed. I leaned in front of him and fiddled with it for several minutes. We were very close. His breath made my face feel hot, and his breath made my hands tremble slightly. I couldn't bear this button. Do something weird to finally get dressed, he managed to stand up, I said wait, I opened the door, went to the basement to get the bicycle, and was going to send him back, when I came back, he was gone, I'm sure he didn't go very far, but I'm too embarrassed to look around for him.I sat motionless on the sofa in the living room, my mind blank.