sigh youthful glitz

I asked for a few days off, trying to make myself feel like I have a cold and a fever, or aches here and there. To put it bluntly, I was just afraid of seeing Li Zhenyun.I told Wang Xiaoyong and the others not to come to me. I really wanted to hide in a vacuum.

When I finally worked up the courage to go to class, I realized that my legs were weak when I walked into the classroom, and I scolded myself twice again.Wang Xiaoyong was late again before he came.

I sat down in my seat, pretended to read a book for a while, and then secretly looked back - once, twice. --He is really gone.Instead, I saw Wang Xiaoyong slipping in through the back door.

When class was over, I gave Wang Xiaoyong a wink, and he came over, couldn't hold back his excitement and lowered his voice and said, "Boss is really good, he didn't tell the bastard he did it, and drove him away." I was surprised: "What's going on?" Wang Xiaoyong was a little strange: "Boss retreated for a few days, but he didn't know anything? That guy somehow told his parents and Mrs. Liu. Anyway, he was transferred to the next class. I heard that he wanted to The one who transferred, but it didn’t work out. Mrs. Liu was so angry that she was a good seedling. Hehe.” My heart was beating a little irregularly, and I couldn’t tell whether it was luck or disappointment, it was complicated enough.Wang Xiaoyong handed me an envelope, and said mysteriously: "Treasure. Go back and appreciate it slowly." I held the envelope, feeling as hot as fire, and quickly stuffed it into my schoolbag.

On this day, I looked up the corridor intentionally or unintentionally, and I didn't know what I wanted to see. I was in a daze all day long. No matter who talked to me, I sounded illusory, as if it came from another world. of.

I ignored their requests to play with me, and rode my bike home alone. I rode the bike so fast, I felt uncomfortable, and I didn't know why.

When I got home, I ate something indiscriminately, lay on the bed alone, got up again after a while, carefully took out the envelope, closed my eyes and took out the photo inside, and then opened my eyes , Forced myself to look, it was a beautiful body of a young boy, moreover, it was a body that was brutally possessed by me.This first time in this body is mine.

I didn't dare to look at it, so I put it in a drawer.But I found that this room was full of his breath. I lay on the bed, thinking about those passionate scenes between me and him. Although it was only my passion, I still felt my heart beating endlessly.I buried my head in the pillow, trying to cool my hot cheeks, but remembered that there were tears of his humiliation on them.Distraught, I opened the closet to get some clothes and wanted to take a shower, and immediately remembered how he dodged left and right the other day when I helped him dress.I don't understand what's wrong with me.

I felt less and less sleeping, from that Sunday until this night.I often sleep for an hour, wake up for 10 minutes, and then fall asleep in a daze. I wake up and sleep through the night without knowing what I am thinking. Sometimes I curse myself and fall into boundless regret. , Sometimes I think about it, but there is an undercurrent of ulterior sweetness.

Had another night.

The next day I went to class in a bit of a daze, and as soon as I sat down, I found a bag on the desk. Before I opened it, a classmate next to me told me that Li Zhenyun had come to put it on my desk early in the morning.My heartbeat increased, and I opened the bag, and it turned out to be the suit he wore that day. I rummaged through it again, and found a small note with only a few words on it: "I have washed the clothes."

I wanted to go and say I'm sorry, I wanted to give him the clothes and tell him he looked great in them, and I wanted to say I didn't bother to wash them at all, but I didn't do anything but fold the note and put it away, feeling lost sitting.

Wang Xiaoyong came over again: "Boss, I have something to tell you." I saw that he was confiding in his heart, and he was a little confused.He coughed twice, and said hesitantly, "Is there something on your mind these two days?" I shook my head.Wang Xiaoyong hesitated for a moment, and then said: "Actually, that matter is really nothing, it's just for fun, maybe beating him up, the consequences will be much more serious, besides, we are afraid that he won't make it if the photo of him falls into our hands. ?” I was silent for a long time, and finally said: “Actually, I didn’t fuck him that day, I just taught him a lesson.” Wang Xiaoyong widened his eyes: “Why? Really?” I sighed: “It’s nothing, It’s just that it’s disgusting to have sex with men.” He didn’t say anything else, he looked at the ground thoughtfully, and I patted his shoulder: “Okay, okay, I know you care about me, I’ll remember.” Wang Xiaoyong nodded.I suddenly remembered something: "By the way, where did you put his clothes?" "Xiao Li threw them in your backyard." I cursed in my heart, and then said twice that it was well thrown.

After school, I sneaked into the backyard, scolding myself for being a thief at home, and looking around.Fortunately, they are all there. I picked them up carefully, then soaked them in soapy water at home, and then washed them carefully by hand. In fact, my own clothes are all washed in a washing machine, but I think it’s okay to wash his clothes by hand. Unexplainable happiness.And I think I can meet him by returning his clothes.

I have basically never washed clothes by hand, and I have been tossing for a long time.I hated Xiao Li secretly, and I felt like throwing clothes at him would make me want to beat him up.But Xiao Li and Li Zhenyun are in the same class now.I suddenly thought of a note that made me happy.

The next day, I took courage and went to the next classroom. I told myself that I was looking for Xiao Li, and I had nothing to feel guilty about.

I didn't dare to look around, and when I saw Xiao Li, I walked over without squinting.I sat in an empty seat not far from him, and said in a low voice: "What's happened to that kid these two days? Is he in the classroom?" Xiao Li looked around, and several classmates were making noise Talking happily, he didn't pay attention to us at all, so he suppressed a smile and said in a low voice: "I just went to the office, anyway, every teacher likes him. Let me tell you, we can say that we made him look bad this time. I was surprised: "How do you say? No?" "Why not? He transferred to our class, no matter who talked to him, he ignored him, and was in a daze all day long. He only had some energy during class, and fell asleep after class. Or just read a book without moving a page for a long time. Everyone said he was bewitched. Once I saw him lay his head on his sleeve and didn’t lift it up for a long time. At first I thought he was sleeping, but then I saw that his sleeve was wet It’s a big piece, and that guy is crying. This is our achievement, so I observed it very carefully, hehe.” I wanted to speak, but I couldn’t say anything, I looked at Xiao Li, and saw his expression change. It was weird, he kept winking at me, I turned my head, my head suddenly buzzed, Li Zhenyun was standing behind me, his face was very pale, his lips were bloodless, standing there like a puppet, It was the first time I had seen him since that day, and I imagined that he was as uncharacteristically shocked as I was, and a little bewildered.I glanced at him again, I remember that I used to like to look at his eyes, bright and energetic, but now they are empty and lifeless.He just stood there blankly, not knowing if he heard what he just said.I'm flustered.Xiao Li finally came back to his senses, and said in a low voice, "Boss, you are sitting in his seat." I was startled and stood up immediately, thank God, the class bell rang.I quickly ran out without looking back.

Later I got them together and repeated what I had said to Wang Xiaoyong.They naturally believed in me, but they were all a little disappointed, presumably because their psychology was not satisfied.I didn't mention the clothes, I was afraid they would know what I was doing.

His clothes were dry a long time ago, but I dare not return them to him. I gave myself a few pumps, but I still dare not go to him. I am really useless.Until Friday after a week, I made up my mind, folded my clothes and put them in my schoolbag. I wanted to go to him after school,

I didn't listen to the class that day, and after school, I slowly went to get my bicycle, and quietly followed behind him from a distance.I'm good at riding a bike.

The road to his house is indeed a bit off. I know why they beat him so easily that time. There is no room for people.I looked at his back, very thin and thin.I suddenly felt that I had courage.I rode a little faster and at the same time called out his name in a low voice.He turned around and saw it was me. He was taken aback. He accidentally fell on the road with the car and people. There happened to be a sharp stone on the side of the road.

I hurried over, trying to help him up, but he pushed my hand away, his eyes were still the same as before, with fear and disgust, I saw his leg was bleeding, this time I don't care if it's a soft nail or a hard nail , I used a bit of strength to make him stand up with half hugs and half hugs. It seems that he was seriously injured. When I loosened my hand a little, he was about to fall to the ground again. I almost hugged him completely, letting him He was sitting on the back seat of my bicycle. Thanks to my good skills and strength, I pushed the two bikes for a while, and then left his bike in one place. Then he got on the bike and rode fast. It might be because of the severe pain, and I didn't make a sound all the time, but he was so close to me, if it wasn't for his foot injury, I feel like I would fly lightly.

I was so gentle that day, and Wang Xiaoyong and the others would definitely be shocked when they saw it. I supported him all the time in the hospital. Although he didn't speak, he didn't show any resistance. I was already very satisfied.

After everything was done, I sent him home, and then took his bicycle back to his home. Just when I was about to leave, I suddenly remembered something, and I hurriedly took his clothes out of the bag I handed it to him, he looked at me in surprise, then took it in silence, I wanted to say that I washed it, or something else, but I didn’t say anything, and rode away up.

I finally did something to help him, which could relieve some of my guilt, but I immediately thought that I was the cause of his wrestling, and I was even more annoyed.

He didn't come to class for a few days, and then one day, Xiao Li came to me and said that Li Zhenyun asked him to pay back the medical expenses. Xiao Li was quite smart, so he didn't ask any more questions.I asked him to return it to Li Zhenyun, but said I didn't want it.He agreed and left.

After that, I ran into Li Zhenyun occasionally. Although he still ignored me, his expression was much softer.

I didn't know until a long time later that Xiao Li didn't give him the money at all, and he spent it himself. At that time, I really wanted to beat him up, but there was no point in doing anything at that time.