I Want to be Alone, Beautifully

Even though Xu Jiao has adjusted her state as quickly as possible, she still can't hide it from Zheng Zhiyu's senses. Now that Xu Jiao has been discovered, denying it is the most stupid behavior. Her thoughts are spinning quickly, but she doesn't show it on her face. Just follow the trend and ask:

"How could you have such a dream?"

Zheng Zhiyu shook her head, her eyes were still focused on Xu Jiao, she didn't know what she was observing, anyway, she was the type who could truly keep her emotions stable, who could make a dead person change his expression?

As long as she thinks, she is the most powerful lying machine.

Now, she said casually: "I don't know, but I was very impressed, so I wrote it down. Why, have you ever had such a dream?"

Xu Jiao didn't say a word, she raised her head to meet Zheng Zhiyu's eyes, and her tone became loose and casual, as if she was just casually discussing an absurd dream story with her friends, as if it wasn't true and couldn't be counted:

"Well, if such a thing is true, have you ever thought about why you met me in so many worlds?"

Her strange angle made Zheng Zhiyu questionable.

Originally, it was Zheng Zhiyu who wanted to test Xu Jiao's depth, but when this question came out, it seemed that Xu Jiao kicked the ball back to Zheng Zhiyu's side. It was Zheng Zhiyu who wanted to know why Xu Jiao appeared in the In my own world, it was still time and time again... Now it was Xu Jiao who came to ask her, why do you always come to meet me again and again?

Zheng Zhiyu tried to trace the source of the familiar and unfamiliar scene, but it seemed as if something had erased it from the beginning. No matter how much she thought about it, she couldn't remember the relevant content. In the end, she could only lightly describe this The topic took over:

"Because we are destined."

Xu Jiao curled her lips, not knowing whether she was amused by this answer, or simply amused by her overly metaphysical words.

The matter about this strange dream was revealed in this way.

The two had different ideas.

Zheng Zhiyu heard that Xu Jiao's tone was unusual, he was not talking about the bizarre dream with her, nor was he mocking her self-indulgence, but continued to chat with her as if he took the story seriously.

I always feel that Xu Jiao seems to know something.

What's more, this person was not surprised at all after hearing the content of one, two, three, four and five generations.

Zheng Zhiyu was thinking about finding a suitable opportunity to have a good chat with Xu Jiao on this one day.

As for Xu Jiao who was hugged by her...

After moving his gaze away, he looked elsewhere, his eyes also looked thoughtful.

The things Zheng Zhiyu said were too real, and they were the same as what she remembered since she entered the world of the first novel. She thought that the protagonists of these novels were all independent. After all, there is no series of world views, and the stories are not connected. When she was at Feng Qingyu's place before, she had guessed once whether Feng Qingyu had something to do with the previous heroine, but she hadn't seen Feng Qingyu show any relevant performance for a long time. At that time, Xu Jiao even suspected that this was a system trick Come out to spoof your own plot.

The result is not.

Because it has already been ruled out once, even if she meets Zheng Zhiyu in this world who has the same memory as the previous world, Xu Jiao will only think that Lilith had some obsession with her before, so she decides

After chasing here, after all...

The protagonist of this world has become Xu Jiao.

But she never expected——

Zheng Zhiyu is not just Lilith, but also Feng Qingyu, Shen Yelan, and Xia Jingzhe.

The stories between them and her are not the same. In Xia Jingzhe's world, Xu Jiao is cold-hearted and indifferent. She is like a bystander from the beginning to the end. She has hardly explored Xia Jingzhe's inner thoughts until In the end, Xia Jingzhe turned black, locked her up, fought with the Emperor of Heaven, and sent Xu Jiao to the supreme position. From the beginning to the end, Xu Jiao was like an audience in a theater, and suddenly she was stuffed by someone. A costume, and hurriedly pushed her onto the stage to face off.

She only had a rough idea of ​​the usual way of acting, but when faced with the sudden performance of another opposite character, her mind was blank, she didn't know how to answer it, she just turned over and stepped off the stage immediately, throwing a costume aside, who did she love? The impulse to act who will act.

Arrived at Shen Yelan's place.

Xu Jiao just wanted the scene to go according to her own ideas, and she took the initiative to throw a few pennies into the hat on the stage, wanting it to come to the end she wanted, but who knows that the singing face should be good, With a single mouth, it became her unfamiliar accent again.

A dazed face is not enough to describe Xu Jiao.

Xu Jiao finally cultivated a little adaptability after going out of the usual way twice in a row. When she got to Feng Qingyu's place, she was already mentally prepared. It was also calm and breezy, this time she seemed to be passing by a clown performer who was holding the audience to perform magic tricks, she smiled faintly, declined politely, and continued on her own way.

Neither let yourself lose your demeanor nor embarrass the other party, keep the relationship at an appropriate distance, and stop.

until……

She began to focus on these people to explore the logic behind their behavior.

As a result, this time, the people around her were ordinary people, and the mission asked her to find out who was the special one. Experience, look for those similarities, half-guessed.

During this process, she met a person who was similar to herself, and she also liked a long-awaited and distant object. Unknowingly, he also became another character on the stage, and sang a scene together with the other party.

There is even a sequel to this game.

That is the world.

The most she could think of was that this story and the previous one were sequels, but who would have thought that this would be the fifth one...

Xu Jiao instinctively picked up the conspiracy theory for a moment, and felt that her encounter with the other party seemed to be arranged from the very beginning. She wanted to ask the system, but the words turned around in her mind a few times, and she dismissed it again. .

Take ten thousand steps back.

If these stories were really arranged by the system, even if she asked, would the system tell the whole story?

Xu Jiao asked herself that if she was a planner, she would definitely not do this.

So after thinking about it, she didn't go to pick up Zheng Zhiyu's fate, but threw an ambiguous test at the system: "System, what do you think of her dream?"

The system was quiet for a while, and she replied with a very calm voice:

"You are a very assertive person."

"Now I must have begun to doubt my original intention of letting you participate in the harmony mission, and I also suspect that I deliberately teamed up with these protagonists to tease you, or have other plans, but if I say no, will you believe it?"

Xu Jiao let out a "ha" and said, "You're right."

She won't believe it.

All she can trust is herself.

As if the system had heard her answer, the voice did not fluctuate at all, and it answered Xu Jiao extremely calmly: "I say one thousand, say ten thousand, it's better to feel it with your heart. If you think it's a conspiracy, then Find the reason behind it, if you think her love is an illusion that confuses you, then go find the evidence."

Xu Jiao pretended to smile, and said to it habitually: "But I have the power to travel through these stories in your hands. If you make a little trick, wouldn't I be hard to guard against?"

system:"……"

It replied quite sincerely: "You know, if I can do some small tricks for you, I will definitely find a way to pack the human emotions on me as soon as possible. Since the first world, your performance has been even better. My artificial intelligence will scold you for being cold-blooded!"

Xu Jiao dismissed it insincerely: "I'm sorry."

At the bottom of her heart, Xu Jiao made a secret decision. She wanted to find out why the memory of these heroines was in one continuous line.

It can't be that these heroines love her too deeply and become an obsession, so they have inherited it one after another, right?

……

The sound of unknown insects sounded, and accompanied by the path Zheng Zhiyu walked towards the house with Xu Jiao in his arms, a chaotic movement was played near and far.

The neighbor next door to the Xu family built a brand new small western-style building. Now the owner gets up late at night to go to the bathroom, turns on the lights on the second floor, and looks out of the window——

When he looked at it, he saw a red figure somehow.

And Xu Jiao who was floating in mid-air.

The male owner next door shook his hand, and his whole body shivered. The cold sweat on his back was like fine fluff, and suddenly burst out. He took a big breath, lowered his head to comfort himself, and went outside the house look.

Where are the people and red clothes floating in mid-air?

The road was still as dark as ever.

The man swallowed his saliva, he was afraid and curious at the same time, his eyes seemed to be glued to the window, staring at it firmly, he was ready to see any horror scene. .om

Just stared at it for about half a minute.

Nothing happened.

His trembling hands gradually stopped, and he comforted himself with a sentence:

"Are you dazzled?"

"It must be dazzled, wow, it scared me..."

Compared with his luck for the rest of his life, the old Xu and his wife were not so lucky. After discovering that it was not the previous bald master who came back, but Xu Jiao who came for his life, the two immediately sat down on their buttocks. on the ground.

The pole in Xu Dashu's hand made a ticking sound on the ground.

Especially now that Zheng Zhiyu deliberately showed her figure in front of them, so that they could see her bloody red dress, long jet black hair, lifeless eyes, and too pale cheeks.

Anyone who sees her will be

This extremely un-living face was frightening.

Xu's mother's crotch was wet immediately, and she crawled towards Xu Dashu, and said sharply as she climbed, "Xu Jiao! You unfilial daughter! How dare you treat us like this! Even if I'm a ghost, I won't let you go!"

Her voice was tearing through her throat, it sounded like she was almost screaming, and the ending sound was going out of tune.

Before Xu Jiao opened her mouth, Zheng Zhiyu had already drifted forward for a long distance. She deliberately used this way of leaving her feet off the ground to come to Xu's mother silently, with a strange, sinister expression on her face. With a pitiful smile, he slowly said:

"is it?"

"If you really become a ghost, wouldn't it suit my heart? I haven't eaten the soup made from the heart of a little ghost for a long time. I don't know if you, an old fellow, become an old ghost, and if it still tastes like that."

Xu's mother's pupils constricted, her whole body tensed up to the extreme, and there was an even more foul smell coming from her body.

Xu Jiao retreated directly from the door. .om

She felt that she needed a breath of fresh air.

On the other hand, Xu Dashu, as if he already knew that he had no way out, muttered in a dazed way: "I shouldn't have kept her... I shouldn't have kept her... I should have strangled her..."

He could no longer hear what his wife said. He didn't know if he was frightened by the truth that Xu Jiao had returned alive with a ghost, or he was confused and internally hurt.

Zheng Zhiyu left him alone.

She saved a lot of scary scenes, and planned to let Xu's mother experience it first, but Xu's mother couldn't help being frightened, and just realized that the surroundings had turned into darkness, and passed out weakly.

Zheng Zhiyu's face was full of boredom, and he turned his head to scare Xu Dashu, but Xu Dashu didn't know what was wrong, and killed indiscriminately in the illusion with the pole in his hand, his eyes were red, and he came and went back and forth in the room After turning around a few times, he actually sang Qin opera, babbling and thinking of himself as a general who kills evil spirits with sticks, slashing ghosts around in that illusion.

This reaction was not what Zheng Zhiyu wanted either.

But she couldn't really scare the old man and old lady to death. After observing for a while, she felt that it would be better to make Xu Jiao happy than scaring them. The red figure passed by the wall and turned around outside the courtyard before realizing that Xu Jiao looked at the stars on the roof with her arms pillowed on her head.

She leisurely went up, raised her height, swung in front of Xu Jiao, and looked down at her.

For some reason, the movement in the house didn't get out. Xu Jiao couldn't hear anything outside. Seeing that Zheng Zhiyu came out so quickly, she thought about it, and said to her:

"Aren't they dead?"

Thinking of the scene just now, Zheng Zhiyu felt bored, but this only made her gaze even more hollow. She had already finished her work, but she was inexplicably unhappy that Xu Jiao was so leisurely behind her back. He didn't look like that, so he deliberately didn't answer, but just said:

"You just want to ask them, don't you have anything to say to me?"

Xu Jiao thought about what she said to threaten Xu's mother just now, thought about it seriously, and replied:

"Have."

Zheng Zhiyu: "?"

Xu Jiao said, "Don't eat wild game."

Zheng Zhiyu: "...???"

She was at a loss for two seconds before realizing what Xu Jiao meant by "wild food", she was a little dumbfounded, and had no choice but to reply: "It's just to scare her, I don't have such a hobby.

"

Xu Jiao nodded, as if she was relieved now.

She was looking at the scenery in the sky, but Zheng Zhiyu was looking at the scenery in the world. After staring at Xu Jiao's face for a long time, she suddenly lost her mind and thought of Xu Jiao in the previous pictures. Although each of them has a different appearance, her personality is different. exactly the same.

On the surface, it seems that she is very serious in everything she does, but in fact, nothing catches her eyes.

If these scenes happened in real life, then why did Xu Jiao come to her again and again in these worlds?

This question occupied her mind for a moment.

But the occupied capacity is not much, probably the same position as "beware of that monk coming back for revenge".

Now, Zheng Zhiyu has grasped the key points in a second from those fleeting contents that are like flowers in the mirror——

Xu Jiao has someone she likes.

This person is not her.

At this moment, Zheng Zhiyu felt that other people's coffins might be filled with preservatives, but she added the wrong one and replaced it with lemon juice, which could soak her soul sourly.

Her mood was like a roller coaster, going up and down for a while, but nothing showed on her face. At best, Xu Jiao felt a little cold, raised her hand and touched her arm, then stared at Zheng Zhiyu for a while, suddenly Ask without a hint:

"Do you... want to do it again?"

Zheng Zhiyu, still immersed in jealousy: "!".om

At this moment, she was a little dazed. She didn't know what kind of reaction she had made Xu Jiao have such an association. But soon, she realized that no matter what, this was always a chance for them to get close. As long as she behaved well, Maybe one day, that person will be pushed out of Xu Jiao's heart and replaced.

Even if there is still a little sourness left in my heart.

But the bitterness turned bitter, but she didn't let go of this opportunity to have sex. When she saw Xu Jiao's invitation, she still stared at the stars in the sky, and suddenly raised her hand and said:

"Want something special?"

Xu Jiao was just confused, not knowing what Zheng Zhiyu meant by standing there staring at her, thinking of what happened every time she was stared at like this, she asked.

But because the confusion is too obvious, I don't know if this ghost is the reincarnation of a sex-ghost. I just had a mess not long ago, so why can I have other thoughts so quickly.

After hearing Zheng Zhiyu's answer, she showed an expected look, and calmly replied:

"Thank you, I don't want to."

Zheng Zhiyu was a little unhappy when she heard her turning point in the middle, thinking that Xu Jiao seemed to have never taken the initiative to get close to her, the next moment, she put her raised hand on Xu Jiao's shoulder, and moved towards her face. go--

Xu Jiao met her face at a close distance, in order to avoid the situation where her eyes could not focus, she simply looked away and asked:

"you……"

What are you doing again?

Before she could say anything, she suddenly felt that she had become a little light, and she was about to stand up and curse, when the idea came to her, and the angle of view had already risen, but what was even more outrageous was that she seemed to notice her legs from the corner of her eye. Standing upright, the other pair is still lying flat on the roof.

She looked down at her somewhat translucent state at the moment, only to realize that she had left her soul.

This

It has nothing to do with Zheng Zhiyu.

Although in the state of the soul, the body's instinctive reaction is more sensitive when facing this fierce ghost, as if feeling the strength of the other party, she instinctively wants to tremble, but perhaps knowing that she will not be hurt, Xu Jiao actually suppressed this instinct, He looked at Zheng Zhiyu expressionlessly.

Zheng Zhiyu asked her very seriously this time: "When I asked you this question last time, you didn't answer, can I ask you again this time?"

Xu Jiao was thinking about what you asked, why did you take a picture of yourself like this?

Is there any buff for the spirit state to force answers or not to lie?

Doubts swept away from his mind.

Zheng Zhiyu's words had already been spoken: "Do you like me a little bit now?"

Before Xu Jiao gave a response, she quickly added: "Or, in your heart, besides your sweetheart, can you still have a little room for me?"

Xu Jiao: "..."

Her expression went blank for a moment.

After knowing who Zheng Zhiyu was talking about, Xu Jiao moved her lips, lowered her eyes and said, "She...has never been in love with me. In my eyes, she has made countless assumptions and is not real. .”

Xu Jiao once thought that her obsession with that person was very deep, as deep as love, like falling in love with someone who was out of reach, even if she would never meet again, but the beauty of the other party remained in her heart all the time. What she did has always affected her, so she secretly fell in love with the other party on her own initiative, and also regarded the other party as the only possible object of her heart.

After all, she was emotionally cold.

but……

After meeting Lilith, she realized that her rock-solid belief had been shaken.

She fell unconsciously, just like when she discovered her mind a long time ago and started to understand the world. When she came back to her senses, her eyes were already focused on the other party.

First Lilith, then Zheng Zhiyu.

Now Zheng Zhiyu said again, no, there is an earlier story.

they……

It seems that we have known each other for a long time without knowing it.

Even though Xu Jiao didn't want to take the initiative to have any contact with the other party at the beginning, but now the fact is that she seems to have inadvertently made the heroine fall in love with her again and again, and she can't extricate herself, as if under some spell Same.

Moreover, I knew that these encounters were too coincidental, but I still couldn't quickly kill the little thought that had already started.

After hearing Xu Jiao's answer, Zheng Zhiyu seemed to have tasted something out of it, squinted her eyes, and leaned closer to her, a faint cool air blew on Xu Jiao's face, Xu Jiao heard her slowly asking:

"so what?"

So when I think about it this way, I actually really like the heroine in my novel.

Xu Jiao took the time to complain to herself in the bottom of her heart:

It's incredible.

The more fruitless the love, the more I can fall into it. First I fell in love with a dead person, but now I fell in love with the character I created.

She didn't say a word, but Zheng Zhiyu insisted on listening to her answer, and raised her hand to pinch her chin, the coldness soaked into the cracks in her bones, in a posture that was similar to questioning, and seemed to want to kiss her, Say softly:

"if you have

If you like me so much, why have I never found out? "

"Is it because I've always been the one who took the initiative to get close to you, but you never once."

"Oh, yes, you also took the initiative to seduce me—in order to know if I had any intentional conspiracy to get close to you."

She was talking about things in Feng Qingyu's world.

Xu Jiao thought that Feng Qingyu had something to do with Shen Yelan and Xia Jingzhe, so it was rare for her to take the initiative to approach the other party, luring the other party to tell the truth with an almost seductive gesture.

But doing so is a kind of harm to those who really like themselves.

As if she had concentrated the resentment that the fifth generation couldn't ask for in an instant, Zheng Zhiyu also lowered her eyes, her long eyelashes covered the emotions in her eyes, her voice softened a lot, like a feather brushing past Xu Jiao's heart:

"Although I know you have no feelings for me, I'm already prepared to never be liked by you."

"But, Jiaojiao, I'm really sad right now."

What a strong heart must be to bear such pain again and again?

Hearing Zheng Zhiyu's words, Xu Jiao's eyebrows jumped and her heart jumped. She raised her hand and held Zheng Zhiyu's wrist. For a moment, she felt that these heroines were not the projection of that person before. These people were clearly her projection.

Knowing that it is impossible, I still try my best to get this almost delusional love time and time again. Even though my body is covered with bruises, I am always full of hope tirelessly.

She responded for the first time——

Lifting her chin slightly, Xu Jiao leaned forward and kissed Zheng Zhiyu's lips, as if she wanted to tell her that your god really saw you this time.

Zheng Zhiyu heard her ask the question just now again, but changed the content slightly:

"Do you... want to do it?"