I Want to be Alone, Beautifully

There is a saying in ancient times, throw me a peach and give me Qiongyao.

Today, Yu Ye celebrates Xu Jiao's ascension to the throne with Jiangshan City as a congratulation, and Xu Jiao leaves her name in the history to be remembered by future generations.

She wants to leave Yu Ye's legendary story in the history books. Even if she understands how brilliant the brushwork is, the description of the emperor's history is only a page.

But Xu Jiao just wanted to let future generations see——

She has been accompanied by such a person throughout her life, and she wants to let future generations see that when Fan Yanshi came to this section and mentioned the first queen of Dayan, she was accompanied by the name "Yu Ye".

She really stayed with Yu Ye in this world for the rest of her life.

……

Huaining for 30 years.

After Yu Ye and Xu Jiao handed over the throne to the carefully cultivated heirs, they left the court to see the vast world. They learned the Korean maritime business. In those previously unknown corners, their footprints are all over the place.

Huaining for 45 years.

The two were getting old slowly, and Yu Ye accompanied her to live in the imperial tomb that had been chosen early in the morning. The two of them were in the huge imperial tomb, and they were familiar with the Wannian lanterns in every corner, until Yu Ye fell ill before Xu Jiao. .

She is obviously a person with unrivaled martial arts, but she is older than Xu Jiao first. On the day when the lamp was about to run out, Xu Jiao sat quietly beside her, holding her palm, and looked at her with downcast eyes.

Yu Ye also held her hand, but there was not much sadness on her face, as if she had already expected the day of parting, she just kept staring at Xu Jiao, as if she realized that she couldn't get enough of each other when it was time to part. The deep affection is like a deep pool, with no end in sight.

Xu Jiao pulled a smile and asked her, "See you next time?"

Yu Ye didn't answer, just asked: "Jiaojiao, are you in love with me?"

Xu Jiao didn't say a word.

She just stared at Yu Ye, but her eyes were not as guarded as in the past when she heard this question. Instead, she was probing, and there was still a little temptation, as if she was afraid that she would give the answer simply, and the other party would leave without hesitation.

When she realized this, Xu Jiao laughed in her heart.

Fear……?

It turns out that I also had a day when I was so in love.

She was about to open her mouth and face her thoughts frankly, but the person who was afraid turned into Yu Ye, who was obviously always a decisive and unhesitating person, but she happened to be in front of Xu Jiao. Show timidity again and again.

她轻

She moved her fingertips lightly, allowing Xu Jiao to feel her movements, and the words that she said twisted in her throat, turning into concern for Yu Ye, and Yu Ye suddenly sighed heavily.

As if in melancholy, reluctance.

There are many emotions that Xu Jiao doesn't understand.

Xu Jiao heard her say: "If you don't see me next time, just forget about me."

Her tone was very light, maybe she was old and lacked strength, and she seemed to have repeated the same content in her heart thousands of times, so she was so familiar and fluent, but only Yu Ye knew that she made such a move Decided, with a lot of reluctance.

She heard a hysterical and crazy voice shouting in her heart:

No.

do not forget me.

Be with me forever, life after life, no matter this life, or the next life, or the next life, as long as you are there, no matter heaven or hell, I want to follow you.

This is her god, the god she has worked so hard to achieve.

How could she be willing to hand over Xu Jiao to others?

Obviously they are each other's most special existence.

But Yu Ye didn't dare to bet.

She didn't know what was involved in her strange memory, she didn't dare to drag Xu Jiao into the water, and she couldn't even guarantee whether she would find Xu Jiao alive.

Today's Yu Ye even has a bit of contradictory regret. She thinks, if Xu Jiao hadn't fallen in love with her, wouldn't the farewell never make him feel sad, but if Xu Jiao didn't love her, she would never be able to put herself in love with her? Unraveling the mysteries of her life, she will never be able to let her god see herself.

Yu Ye was in a dilemma, so he could only pretend to be magnanimous——

She no longer tries to carve her name into the other person's blood.

She tries to be generous.

Trying to accept that this relationship will eventually become a part of Xu Jiao's long life experience, and let herself become the memory of the other party.

This was the most difficult decision Yu Ye had made in several lifetimes. Her inexhaustible greed and unwillingness were hidden in that calm tone, but she dared not show it at all.

Xu Jiao suddenly laughed when she heard her words.

She raised her hand and shook Yu Ye's palm, but felt it wasn't enough, so she pinched Yu Ye's face: "You seem a little arrogant, Yu, you love me if you want me to love you, and forget me if you want me to forget. How can there be such a good thing?"

Xu Jiao looked at her with lowered eyes, and said slowly: "Do I forget you and start a new life? What does it have to do with you? Anyway, you will be my ex-girlfriend right now, oh no, it's my ex-wife." gone."

Yu Ye: "..."

She almost died when Xu Jiao closed her eyes and kicked her legs angrily.

Her chest was filled with anger, she coughed violently, Xu Jiao immediately dropped her composure, a trace of nervousness flashed in her eyes, she seemed to realize that she shouldn't have said that, she was silent for a few seconds, it was rare to take the initiative Regressed:

"I'm not mad at you."

She quickly said the answer she hadn't been able to say before: "I love you."

is a statement.

It also affirms your own heart.

The moment Yu Ye was stunned, Xu Jiao continued calmly, "As for whether you still love me in the future, if you have a chance, come and ask me in person."

Yu Ye understood what she meant.

After slightly hooking her lips, Yu Ye sighed again, this time her movement was much quieter, the breath dissipated as soon as she exhaled, just like her dying vitality, she couldn't bear to persuade Xu Jiao to forget herself , and also reluctant to let her wait for him, thousands of words, finally became a sentence:

"Meet me again and again in these worlds, and be pulled into these stories by me, do you regret it?"

Xu Jiao shook her head.

The light in Yu Ye's eyes slowly dissipated, as if the dust had settled, she murmured: "That's good..."

That's good.

I hope that her existence will be a bright enough stroke in Xu Jiao's life.

She didn't want to leave a name in history, from beginning to end, she just wanted to leave a mark in Xu Jiao's heart.

……

"Host?"

When seeing a woman sitting on a chair with her hand still holding someone's hand, the system couldn't help but remind her.

Xu Jiao slowly came back to her senses.

She looked around, and found that she was no longer in the imperial tomb, but returned to the familiar virtual space of the system, but her consciousness returned, but her soul seemed to be snatched away by something, and her eyes were still blank Yes, even responding to the system's call was half a beat slow.

"……What's wrong?"

There is a rare smile in the mechanical sound of the system: "Congratulations to the host for playing the second 'HE' ending in a row, joining hands with Yu Ye to annex the five kingdoms, set the four seas, and bring peace to the world. "The Story of Yu Emperor" was included in Baihe Channel again, the main part of the drama is wonderful, and the emotional story is natural and smooth, and it will come to fruition."

Xu Jiao didn't respond to these compliments.

The system paused, then turned around and said: "As long as you play another HE ending, you can go home, don't you look forward to it?"

Xu Jiao's eyes moved slightly.

She remembered that she was thrown into her by the system back then.

In these novels, the other party told her that as long as she can play three HE endings in a row, or a total of five HE endings, it means that she has successfully understood the true meaning of a harmonious society and can return to the original world.

The original world...

The world where she waited for someone who could never return.

If she returns successfully.

She still seems to have to wait.

It's just that this time, the chances of the other party coming back should be higher.

She pulled her emotions out of the previous world, forced herself not to think about the meaning of parting from Yu Ye, and asked the system as if nothing had happened:

"Well, what is the next world?"

……

Simultaneously.

in another space.

The long silence was broken by the system's strange jumping voice: "No prize quiz! Do you want to know how much the Creator's favor for you has increased after passing through this world?"

The woman who had already returned was silent for a long time.

When the system couldn't hold back and wanted to take the initiative to inform, she suddenly said: "I know."

The system waited for her leisurely.

It was all quiet again.

It took a long time to hear a woman's voice: "She said she loves me."

In the past, she thought that when she uttered this sentence, she would be full of ambition, or sighed after suffering, but she never thought that the day she really said it, her heart would be full of bitterness.

Xu Jiao used to perfunctory her, and she also used to disdain her and coax her casually, but in this kind of matter, she knew which of Xu Jiao's words was true and which was false.

It is said that the passionate are the most ruthless, and the ruthless are the most dedicated.

Xu Jiao, an indifferent person, if she really said the word "love", her heart must have been full.

The system didn't hear the complicated meaning in her tone, or it didn't matter if it heard it, and continued with a joyful voice: "That's right! The Creator's love for you is already 100%! You have achieved your goal! You can Wish fulfilled!"

"What do you wish for?"

The woman was quiet for a long time, as if hesitating, or worried about something else.

The system is waiting patiently.

Only this time the wait was long enough.

So long that it thought the woman was giving up—

……

"what?"

For a moment Xu Jiao thought she had heard wrong, because it was so unusual.

The system repeated: "The next story is special. It is a story you created, but it is not in the bookshelf content. You can choose to accept it or reject it."

这 是

It was the first time Xu Jiao heard that she had the right to refuse in the system.

She narrowed her eyes, feeling very vigilant in her heart.

"What if I refuse?"

The system answered truthfully: "Then it will continue to give you a random story from the bookshelf according to the previous process, and you can enter the modification and return to the original mode."

Xu Jiao fell into deep thought after hearing this.

If nothing else, this is likely to be her last story. The purpose of the system that has not been figured out before is likely to be exposed in the last story. She was choosing any opportunity to be the host in the world, but now the system suddenly gave a strange option...

There must be a demon in the abnormal situation.

Should she accept it?

Xu Jiao pondered for a while.

The system didn't urge it, it didn't provide any clues about the last world, which made Xu Jiao feel like she was drawing a blind box. She didn't know what she would draw out. Or is there something downright dangerous hiding?

The possibility of the latter is as high as you think.

as well as--

What does it mean to be a story created by her, but not in the contents of the bookshelf?

Xu Jiao asked one more question vigilantly: "Did you really get my diary and my graduation thesis?"

The system sincerely replied: "No."

Xu Jiao couldn't figure it out.

But since it was created by her, she must be familiar with the content. This is her only reliance, but I don't know if this reliance will exceed her expectations.

go with.

Or not to go?

Looking at the virtual space, Xu Jiao thought of the story she had come along the way, of the strange origins of the heroines, and also of the mystery of the system. She thought that the safest way would be to refuse, and then act according to the rules. Let the system follow the original process, she goes in and clears the level, it doesn't matter how difficult it is, anyway, she has already passed three worlds, and there is only two difference, not too far away.

After all, the condition at the beginning was to HE three worlds in a row, or in the world where five HEs have been saved, it doesn't have to be consecutive.

Xu Jiao thought about it for a long time, and her expression regained her composure.

The system heard her say, "Come on."

System: "Huh?"

Xu Jiao: "I accept, enter this special story."

She couldn't accept that she just missed out on the truth.

Even if you search for the truth sometimes, you may pay an extremely tragic price.

After the system confirms, the voice sending her into the world is like

It was as calm as before, but there seemed to be some subtle differences. I don't know if it was Xu Jiao's illusion:

"Ready to send..."

……

The dizziness passed quickly, leaving no room for Xu Jiao to think.

She opened her eyes, and the first thing she saw was the red car in front of her, and the long track on the ground.

The dark brown planks were waxed and smooth.

Her hand seemed to have shrunk, and she saw a yellow building block in her small palm within her vision.

Xu Jiao was stunned at first——

Then, she trembled uncontrollably.

The next moment, as if she didn't dare to face anything, and as if she had expected it, she spread her palm little by little, and saw that the corner of the building block in her hand was a little missing.

In her memory...

The same.

A kind of absurdity suddenly appeared in her heart, but the trembling of her body could not be stopped.

Xu Jiao finally understood that the story the system said earlier was the reason why she created it but it was not on her bookshelf!

The girl sitting on the ground looked up, and her eyes scanned the leather sofa in the room, the glass-topped dining table in the distance, and the ceiling crystal headlight above her head. Comparing these things bit by bit with the dusty deep memory, she tried her best to suppress her trembling, and asked word by word in her heart:

"Why...you let me go back to when I was five?"

"System, what is your purpose?!"