I Want to be Alone, Beautifully

Facing Xu Jiao's rare excited questioning, the system's response was still very calm, and it was even the same answer as before:

"You'll find out later."

after.

or later.

It seems that in the eyes of the system, its origin is not a question that Xu Jiao needs to pay special attention to, and it is the answer that she will reveal sooner or later. Therefore, when answering, its tone is more important than covering up or diverting attention. I don't care.

It seemed that from the beginning to the end, it was just a bystander who could not have any influence on Xu Jiao.

Xu Jiao thought for a moment that long ago, when she entered her book world for the first time, the system watched many of its actions, and she was puzzled by her attitude towards the heroine, but no matter what she did However, the system didn't seem to interfere with her, especially after discovering that the persuasion made Xu Jiao feel defensive, rebellious, and strike, the system was silent for a long time.

Now it finally came to the point that Xu Jiao was the one who leaked her emotions, and her indifference became the system.

After discovering that the system still refuses to disclose the purpose, Xu Jiao quickly regained her composure after the initial shock. Even though she was still feeling weak and flustered, the more critical the situation, the more she couldn't get herself confused.

She still has a lot of questions to figure out.

took several deep breaths—

Xu Jiao's trembling slowly stopped.

She maintained the posture of sitting on the ground, and when she realized that there was no one around, the first thing she did was to dig through the depths of her memory to find out what happened when she was five years old. In fact, she didn't remember much of it.

Except... one person.

When thinking of that person, Xu Jiao could clearly feel that the trembling that had been suppressed by her was slowly coming out again, no matter how deeply she took a deep breath this time, it was useless.

Exhausting all her rationality, she couldn't control this excitement and trembling. In the end, Xu Jiao knew that going on like this was not an option, so she had no choice but to divert her attention by talking to the system again:

"Am I... traveling back to the time when I was five years old, or is it just a hypothesis of a parallel space, or is it just a fictional false similar scene?"

Is it possible to change the past?

Or is it simply a similar scene to provide her with psychological comfort?

It is very important for Xu Jiao to find out the truth and falsehood.

The system did not answer this question directly, but instead asked: "Do you think the stories you changed are false?"

Xu Jiao: "..."

System: "If you think the stories you modified and experienced are fake, then the current one is too. If you think those are true, the same reason."

Xu Jiao murmured: "I know what you mean, I just can't believe it..."

Why can't I believe it.

because of fear.

The same situation didn't even appear in her dreams, but now when it falls before her eyes, it's more like a trap that exudes the fragrance of honey, and she has to lure people to bite it down before they know what they can eat.

She is not afraid to go back to the age of five, and to face all the pain and darkness she has experienced in her life, but she is afraid... afraid that her full expectations will fail, because this is something she has thought about for a long time.

If she is five now—

Then explain.

She and that person still have a chance to meet.

……

Xu Jiao unconsciously noticed the direction of the door from the corner of her eye.

The building block toy in her hand fell to the ground, but she didn't care.

The house is quiet now, only the door is open, but no one will care about this, because... At this time, she is completely immersed in her own world, and basically will not take the initiative to run outside.

Hearing her question, the system suddenly said, "You are autistic at this age, right?"

Xu Jiao: "..."

She suppressed the offended feeling in her heart because of being spied on, and regained her original calmness: "How do you know?"

System: "Because I said before, this world is one of your mission worlds, and I was able to obtain the background of the main characters, so I have now understood your story line. If I offend you, I apologize in advance."

Xu Jiao's throat moved, thinking of what the system said before she came.

indeed.

To a certain extent, she is also the creator of her own life, and her life experience is her work, so now that she travels into her previous life, it can be regarded as returning to a story that she once created.

and……

Now she was able to change the story.

Thinking of this, Xu Jiao couldn't care less about the system's offenses. There was a very important fact in her heart that needed to be confirmed immediately. She got up from the ground and stared fixedly at the door handle that had been opened. She didn't understand the incident before, but now Xu Jiao dug out the memories from a corner, and she already knew it in her heart.

In fact, her family's material conditions are not bad, her biological mother is a career-oriented strong woman,

After divorcing her first husband, she took custody of Xu Jiao, and then found a young man with a more caring and gentle temperament to be Xu Jiao's stepdad.

Because the stepfather was very gentle to Xu Jiao, and he was willing to be raised by his wife, so he was willing to take care of the housework and take care of the children at home, so her mother could have more time to deal with the affairs of the company.

Xu Jiao is not an easy child to take care of.

She has shown autistic tendencies since she was two years old.

Do not communicate with anyone, live in their own world, and it is difficult to accept strangers and changes in the environment, and will suddenly show strong aggressiveness,

Therefore, people need to take care of her all the time, and they also need to take care of her meticulously. Occasionally, she needs to be taken to the doctor to see her condition. Whether it is to maintain her life or health, her mother is destined not to be by her side often. What's more, this is also the time when her career is rising and the company is expanding.

It couldn't be easier to have someone reassuring to take care of you.

It's just that Xu Jiao couldn't express her heart at that time, so her mother didn't know what kind of hell Xu Jiao fell into.

Her stepfather, the man named Xu Hankai, has a bookish and kind appearance, and also has the ability to take care of people meticulously, but he is an extremely perverted guy.

To say that he is human is to flatter him.

Now this time--

Xu Jiao raised her eyes and looked at the clock in the living room. It was exactly three o'clock in the afternoon. In her memory, Xu Hankai seemed to have some time that did not appear in her sight.

She moved her lips and asked the system: "Where did Xu Hankai go? You put me in this world, what do you want me to do?"

When questioning, she still stared at the doorknob.

The voice of the system is calm: "As the protagonist of your own life, when you go back to the past, there are already answers to many things in your mind. For example, you know that your adoptive father is a person who likes to abuse girls in a gentle cloak. Scum, for another example, you have already guessed that he will secretly go out to date other women behind your mother's back—"

"You are full of regrets about your past life story, and now there is an opportunity in front of you, so that you can make up for those shortcomings and give yourself a good childhood. In addition to maintaining your own personality, you can't do it right away. I don't have any demands on you except that things that are too out of the ordinary will cause too many surprises to others."

"Go rewrite your story

Well, host, after all, now you already know how to write a story that touches the heart, and what kind of story can be called complete, and the key to changing your life is already in your hands. "

After it finished speaking, Xu Jiao heard something crack in her heart.

That was the defense she had held on to for many years. It was the defense she had never let go of the system since she was thrown into these strange worlds. But she never thought that she would be told by the system's ordinary electronic voice. Such a touching day.

It was as if the pea pods hanging on the branches for a long time finally made a mature and full sound, beep, beep, beep...

It seems that something is changing.

She was clearly moved by the words, and could even feel her heart beating out of order with the system's words, but she still didn't respond, she just stared at the door, and after a long time, she took the first step. step.

This step seems to have started something.

Xu Jiao walked to the door obsessively, raised her tender hand like a lotus root, pushed the wooden door open, and saw the long corridor outside.

Her heart was about to jump out of her throat.

At this moment, no words can describe her joy.

She is still in this old tube building, she hasn't moved to a better neighborhood because of her illness worsening and her mother's wealth, and the thing that she can only regret for the rest of her life hasn't happened yet.

There are many old and new doors in the long corridor, and an upside-down blessing character is pasted on the opposite door. There are tall metal shoe racks at the door, which are covered with dust. scattered.

But Xu Jiao didn't pay attention here——

She turned her gaze to the house at the end of the corridor on the right.

The lucky character on the door is a red sticker, and there is a clean red carpet at the door. The outer door has an iron fence, and even the silver-white metal on it has a new luster. All prying eyes are tightly blocked, and people can only guess whether the occupants are rich or not based on the appearance of the door.

Everyone in the corridor has the impression that this is a new neighbor.

Xu Jiao stared directly at the door, and stood there quietly for a long time, before she felt like nostalgia, and headed towards the door, she just wanted to touch the front of the door.

As if in this way, you can touch the deceased person again after a distant time.

But when she was halfway there, the wooden door behind the iron door suddenly made a very soft "squeak!"

" sound, and then, before Xu Jiao could react, the wooden door opened completely.

A tall figure appeared behind the door.

Through the silver-white metal door, people couldn't see her appearance clearly, only vaguely felt that her skin was extremely white, like a beauty glimpsed through a fine veil.

Xu Jiao seemed to be frozen in place, unable to move.

She stared fixedly at the wooden door being fully opened, followed by the metal door outside. Amidst the loud sound of the door hinge, the people who came out of the room also saw this figure standing in the corridor.

Four eyes facing each other-

Xu Jiao bumped into a pair of black eyes.

She didn't even notice that tears welled up in the corners of her eyes because she hadn't blinked for a long time. She stood in the corridor with a small figure. I know the thoughts that have been lingering in her heart for many years.

Xu Jiao moved her lips, trying to see something from that familiar face that she had painted countless times, but was actually strange and only seen after more than ten years. She also imagined seeing something like a normal child. Like an adult, showing a cautious, polite and well-behaved side, she wants to say something.

As a gift for their reunion.

Even if the other party may not know the emotion contained in this greeting.

But her voice was useless for too long, and she couldn't even utter the first word, and the second word she uttered was ugly and hoarse.

Xu Jiao herself felt ashamed when she heard it, so she just shut up and stopped shouting.

But the man who came out of the house could hear clearly.

There was even a hint of suspicion on his face——

"Are...are you calling me?"

Did she hear wrong just now?The child called her sister, although it was a bit vague, but combined with the shape of the mouth and the final pronunciation, it should be so.

Her voice was very soft, as if she was not sure, but also as if she was afraid of scaring Xu Jiao away.

Seeing the child's big eyes like purple grapes, the white and tender round face, the tightly closed lips and the tension expressed in the body language, a bit of annoyance flashed in that person's eyes, and immediately, she showed Xu Jiao With a very beautiful smile, he squatted down skillfully, and looked at her from a distance, as if worried about disturbing her, he said to her with crooked eyebrows and eyes:

"Little sister."

"My name is Ye Zhen. I just came here two days ago. What's your name?"

Ye Zhen.

Her name is Ye Zhen...

Xu Jiao's heart was filled with thousands of words, and she fixedly watched the man smiling at her. For a moment, she thought

, this smile really resembles Yu Ye, Lilith, Feng Qingyu, Shen Yelan...

But as soon as the idea came up, she rejected it again in her heart.

If Yu Ye knew that she was used as a substitute by him again, this person would definitely become angry from embarrassment.

A lover is a lover, and an old friend is an old friend.

None of them should be anyone's shadow.

It's really great to see Ye Zhen here, when nothing happened, Xu Jiao felt that she didn't have any regrets in her life.

After asking from the system, it was confirmed that Ye Zhen met her for the first time at this time, and she didn't know her situation yet, so Xu Jiao thought about acting out a normal child next door, staring at each other steadily, the child's voice It sounded crisply, very slowly, it was hoarse at first, and even the tone was a bit weird, but after the end, it was already a bit decent.

"Xu Jiao."

"Sister, my name is Xu Jiao."

Please remember my name--

My mentor, my benefactor, my enlightener, the one who pulled me out of hell.

Looking at the other person's appearance, Xu Jiao secretly swore in her heart that no matter how big a trap the system digs for her, no matter if this is a dream or not, if she can see this sister again, she can forgive all the conspiracy and betrayal.