I Want to be Alone, Beautifully

This is my memory, why are you here?

Both of them had the same question, but because Ye Zhen made it clear first, Xu Jiao had room to react——

What do you mean?

Xu Jiao was still thinking about what is so special about this world. At that time, she only thought that she could start over, correct all the bad things, and give her lifesaver a bright future, so that Ye Zhen's life would not end early. Okay, but what is the person in front of you saying now?

Why does her heroine and her lover also appear here?

It's fine when you come, why do you still say this is her memory?

Xu Jiao pursed her lips, her mind was a little confused for a while, she didn't know how to connect her savior with the character she created, it seemed that there was something crucial that she missed.

Seeing that she didn't respond, Ye Zhen stopped holding the spoon, knowing that Xu Jiao didn't want to eat for a while, so she moved the pastry a little farther away, and the spoon and the porcelain plate made a crisp sound , She thought about the reason why Xu Jiao didn't speak in this short gap.

After a while, she guessed some clues.

Is it...

This is not only her memory, but also Xu Jiao's memory?

In this strange memory, she and Xu Jiao have had an intersection for a long time?

Thinking of this, Ye Zhen felt an unspeakable feeling in her heart. First, she hadn't figured out the weirdness of this memory, so she didn't know where to start. Second, she thought it was her own business. But Xu Jiao was also involved...

Moreover, his identity in this memory seems to be deeply involved with Xu Jiao.

This inevitably made her always recall Xu Jiao's thoughts in the previous world. Her spirit seems to have taken hold of someone in her heart, and she still misses him. He had no chance to leave traces in Xu Jiao's heart.

The warm fingertips gently scratched the chin, evoking a little itchiness.

Xu Jiao followed Ye Zhen's movements and turned her head. Seeing the half-smile on someone's face and the emotion in his eyes, Xu Jiao smelled a sour smell in the air for no reason.

Before she could ask, Ye Zhen had already preemptively said:

"Jiaojiao, the person you liked before was 'Ye Zhen'?"

This question is actually a bit subtle.

It's as if she doesn't actually identify with this identity.

Xu Jiao raised her hand to push her away, but the child didn't have much strength, so the other party noticed her lack of cooperation. The fingertips that were just scratching her chin quickly moved to her face and kneaded her. The soft flesh on the face.

The white and fat girl who should be raised has no excess flesh on her face, and her body is even frighteningly thin. If Ye Zhen takes a closer look, she will find that Xu Jiao's wrist is so thin that it will break if she exerts a little force. Same.

The original intention was just to rub Xu Jiao, but after doing it, she found that the cheeks were tender and tender, and there was no flesh at all. The girl couldn't help but relax her movements. The problem in her words:

"Aren't you Ye Zhen?"

When she asked this sentence, an indescribable feeling crossed Xu Jiao's heart.

She didn't even know if she wanted the other person to be.

She couldn't imagine that her savior actually went around and was a character created by her own pen. If so, what is the reason for her to come back to this memory?

Is it all fake?Was it created by the system to comfort her?

Hearing that Xu Jiao avoided answering, Ye Zhen snorted softly, as if expressing her dissatisfaction, but she was not willing to torment Xu Jiao, after all, the child was really too thin in her opinion, as if the wind blows It will fall, as if you will get hurt somewhere if you don't pay attention.

She didn't even have the heart to weave any lies to deceive Xu Jiao, she just said sincerely: "I don't know."

Xu Jiao was stunned: "What?"

The person holding her repeated patiently: "I don't know, I don't know if I am or not."

Xu was to show that she wasn't playing tricks, the girl thought about it seriously, and explained in a less convoluted way: "I didn't expect you to appear here, I signed an agreement with the system, as long as I can get enough of you Love, I am no longer a character that can only exist in the book, I can have a new life-"

Ye Zhen tilted her head, and a smile appeared on the corner of her lips, like a spring breeze knocking on the window, with gentleness: "It's similar, it can appear like this in your world."

Xu Jiao raised her eyebrows.

Looking at the way the other party smiled, it was very strange. The memories of the benefactor in my mind became more and more blurred, and what was replaced was the appearance of the person in front of me.

The memories of her youth were as beautiful as the moon under the sea. She trembled and dared not touch it, fearing that it would shatter that beauty, but the person in front of her was the sweetheart she could touch as soon as she stretched out her hand, as if she would always be there with her. side.

After realizing it, a thought came to her mind:

It seems that it has been a long time since I saw this person's paranoid appearance.

She smiled more and more from the bottom of her heart.

Ye Zhen still didn't know what Xu Jiao was thinking, so she just said what she thought: "I thought that after the last world was over, I could go to your world to surprise you, but I always feel that The memory that popped up in my mind is very important, so I temporarily changed my wish."

Xu Jiao opened her eyes wide and looked at her.

Ye Zhen was amused by her frightened look, it seemed that she rarely saw Xu Jiao express her inner thoughts without defense in front of her, she caught a glimpse of the two ponytails tied crookedly on the back of the child's head, one of them was still The cheap plastic rings made her hair twisted together, so he helped her gently untie her hair, and continued to say while combing again:

"As for this memory—"

"I never knew how it came about. It seems that since I had my own consciousness, it appeared in my mind. It was hazy at first, but then it became clearer and clearer until I separated from you in the last world. Afterwards, I found that I could see many scenes in it clearly, but I couldn’t see the face or name of the child I helped in my memory all the time.”

"I didn't know until I came here and saw you, so you can't think I'm cheating on you."

Xu Jiao felt her fingertips passing through her hair. The other party's movements were so careful that she never felt any pain. Even after helping her untie the tightly tied hair, she even helped her After massaging her scalp, she felt so comfortable and relaxed that she almost wanted to fall asleep on the spot.

It was still rationality that supported her, and she finished listening to the narrative.

She didn't know how to judge. After all, no matter how smart people are, they will be stupid when it comes to love. It's not because there are some possibilities that they can't think of, but because facing the person they love deeply, how many people have the heart to send the other person to those terrible things? where to think?

Now, Xu Jiao can only exchange her sincerity for the other party's sincerity:

"Sister Ye Zhen, indeed, she used to be a very important person in my life."

"But it's funny, I didn't even really get along with her. All the time we spent together, I was in a daze. I didn't know what was going on outside. It wasn't until the moment she died that I felt like I could feel the world. -"

"When I started to really live in this world, I always thought, did she give me the miracle of my instant enlightenment? She is the light that illuminates my whole life, but when I can finally see When the world is so colorful, my sun has already fallen, so what is the meaning of me in this world? I can only use my long life to miss, recall, and think."

"When I was living out my own life, I was also brooding about what happened back then. I wondered countless times, if I was a normal child, if I could wake up earlier, would such a tragedy not happen? ? But my life doesn’t have so many ifs.”

"I can only move these possibilities into it. I want to bring her back to life in my country, but..."

"As you can see, I felt like I had failed trying."

"I can't describe her, I can only create you one after another, you who are full of resentment and will not end well..."

Xu Jiao paused several times.

She tried to tell the truth in a less cruel way, but both of them knew very well that the story of their encounter was by no means a wonderful, romantic beginning, and almost all the darkness was hidden in the corner of their encounter.

She once wanted to kill the "failed" protagonists, but she was finally dragged into the world where the protagonists lived, to rescue these "failed products" and restore their beautiful lives, while her protagonist was full of resentment towards her and exhausted everything Extreme means, wanting to get her love, if the protagonists at that time could fulfill the system's wish and go to the world where Xu Jiao lives, what would they do?

Anyone who saw this would guess that it was not just a simple greeting to Xu Jiao.

Xu Jiao destroyed the lives of her characters countless times. Wouldn't her protagonist want to repay him in the same way?

Ye Zhen rubbed the corners of her eyes. When she heard Xu Jiao say the following content, her tone was trembling, she was so sad that she seemed to be about to cry, and there was so much fear that she was about to overflow.

At this moment——

Ye Zhen suddenly felt that the dark aura that had haunted her for a long time was far away from her.

It was as if the doubts she had been holding onto until now finally had an echo.

She heard Xu Jiao say: "I'm sorry, those stories are not failures, those are your life."

"I'm sorry, my childhood was so bad. I didn't get much love, but I still wanted to create perfection for others, but in the end I caused you several times as much pain as I did."

"I'm sorry, the protagonist deserves everything, light and justice, and happiness, but I ruined you so many times. You should have received my best wishes—"

Ye Zhen didn't let her continue.

She raised her hand to cover Xu Jiao's lips, put her forehead on the child's shoulder, closed her eyes and said:

"Got it."

Xu Jiao blinked her eyes, her eyelashes got wet from somewhere, and brushed against Ye Zhen's fingers.

Ye Zhen cleared her mind and looked at her again, Hei Yaoyao's eyes were full of light, only reflecting Xu Jiao's appearance, she smiled and said: "Got it."

"I got my god, she can create everything, I got her, I got the whole world, didn't I?"

Xu Jiao seemed to want to laugh, but in the end she just rolled her eyes.

Ye Zhen didn't want her to be immersed in that guilt, and said: "What should I do? Originally I was just jealous, I look so similar to the person you used to miss, but now, I don't even have the memories I have. It seems that I picked it up from someone else, copied it, and my heart is so sour that it is dripping lemon juice."

She felt that she was living like a shadow, a copy, from the inside to the outside.

Xu Jiao shook her head: "My benefactor started my life, she let me see the world, and ended my suffering in the past—"

"But you hold my future."

"You let me feel the seven emotions and six desires, taught me what love is, and let me understand the meaning of life."

"If I could, could I spend the rest of my life proving it to you?"

She looked at the girl with burning eyes.

At that moment, Ye Zhen seemed to see the whole world full of flowers.

And in this fragrance, she heard the beating of her heart.