I Want to be Alone, Beautifully

Osmanthus Coconut Cake exudes a sweet taste.

Xu Jiao sat on the blue fabric sofa, holding a spoon to scoop out the trembling, springy diamond-shaped pastry——

The reason for sitting on the sofa alone is to start with what happened a few minutes ago, when she and Ye Zhen rarely showed each other their inner hearts, the more they talked, the more emotional they became, a guy who was in his best years Naturally, he couldn't help but want to have further communication with her.

In the middle of the kiss, Xu Jiao pinched those two soft lips with her small hands.

Immediately, she asked with a smile: "What are you doing to minors? Huh?"

Ye Zhen: "..."

Looking at Xu Jiao, who is only five years old now, she felt a little suffocated. It was okay when she used the identity of Yu Ye before, but her memory was discarded at that time. Next, fall in love with Xu Jiao again without hesitation. If possible, not only will the memory of the two of them get back together before, she will also decide to tell everything about herself.

In that world, for a long period of time, she didn't have any specific feeling about Xu Jiao's age. Even at the very beginning, she hoped that Xu Jiao would grow up slowly so that she wouldn't be full-fledged too early. Against oneself in power.

It's different now—

Knowing that the other party is his lover, and the two of them have the same heart, it will become a very tormenting thing to ask Ye Zhen to endure.

She sat by the side depressedly and watched the little girl eat dessert, with black air surrounding her face.

I had no choice but to use other methods to divert my attention, and at the same time calm down my heated brain: "System, I just wanted to clarify this memory, why did you pull her in together? I mean , even if the past in this memory is indeed Xu Jiao, there is no need to put her in the future, right?"

The system quickly gave an answer: "Because the answer you want is on her."

After hearing this sentence, Ye Zhen fell into deep thought.

at the same time.

Xu Jiao was also chatting with the system while eating a snack: "Before you said that this world is a bit special, I just thought it was a part of my life experience, it is really different, I didn't expect it to be related to her..."

"If it was placed before, I would definitely feel that you are waiting for me with something bad, either you are plotting me alone, or you are plotting with her. I don't know why, but I reviewed my life from the first world to the present. After all the experiences, I vaguely have an answer that I don't want to believe—"

"You seem to really expect me to have a better life."

It seems that it really deserves that peculiar name, and it is guiding people to become positive and optimistic, and to have a life without regrets.

Although the means are a bit unique.

Xu Jiao felt a little embarrassed, and subconsciously moved her gaze away from the plate of snacks that she had already eaten, and looked at the books on the TV cabinet. She glanced at them, and at first she thought it was a literary work with extra depth, but when she looked at it, In the past, they were all English works, and there were very few Chinese books on the spine, but the foundation of the university’s computer-related courses was still there. Xu Jiao could recognize books such as "", "Application of Java in the Field", "Pyhon's..." and so on. computer language words.

She was stunned for a second, and a thought flashed through her mind.

Before she could figure it out, the words had already blurted out:

"you--"

"What major did you study?"

This question was asked to Ye Zhen. Hearing her voice, Ye Zhen turned her head naturally, followed her gaze, and saw some books on the wall. After a little recollection, she remembered :

"Software Engineering."

Xu Jiao nodded her head in a half-understanding manner. There was no other way. For a pure liberal arts head like her, any software, computer, etc., could only be summed up as "computer-related".

Compared with those laymen who don't understand university majors and simply summarize it as repairing computers, she has already made a little progress.

But that's not the point--

She vaguely remembered that she was always brought home by Ye Zhen when she was a child. Although the environment was not clear, she still remembered the computer in the other party's study. Write.

Later, when she rented out the house, a lot of the furniture inside had been removed, and the books were also thrown away by the previous owner. Naturally, she had no way of knowing Ye Zhen's professional preference.

only……

She later chose to write there, more or less because of the vague memory in her mind, but it turns out that the person who sits there typing on the keyboard all day is not necessarily the author, but may also be a coder.

I couldn't help but feel a little bit of the funny feeling of fate.

Ye Zhen was about to ask Xu Jiao how she remembered this, when she suddenly heard the sound of an ambulance downstairs.

……

The tube building they live in is an old alley. On weekdays, cars have to be prepared to be scratched if they want to come in. Most of the people who go to work in the building ride bicycles or electric cars. Previously, when the ambulance came, it was blocked outside. The complex terrain is difficult, and now only emergency doctors, nurses and stretchers can be sent over.

Ye Zhen was the one who helped call the ambulance, so she naturally had to cooperate to answer some questions on the scene, and it was also convenient for the emergency doctor to judge. Although Xu Jiao is still young, she doesn't need to accompany her as a family member, but the neighbors will soon know When there was any movement in their house, she kindly called her mother.

After the "blood man" Xu Hankai was carried away on a stretcher, Xu's mother rushed back from the company, and the first thing she did was go to Ye Zhen's house to find Xu Jiao.

When she thought of what the hospital had said, she was afraid for a while. She couldn't help but worry that Xu Jiao would be more stimulated by Xu Hankai's inexplicable illness. When she saw Xu Jiao, she wanted to go up and hug the child, but she couldn't He stopped halfway, just squatted there, and looked at her with a smile:

"Jiaojiao, mom is back, will mom take you home?"

Xu Jiao looked at her quietly.

Compared with Ye Zhen, the mother's appearance in her memory is naturally much clearer, but Xu Jiao always thought that she was a little old because of hard work and growing old, but she did not expect that the current mother There are already lines on the face.

It's not because of poor maintenance or poor financial conditions, it's just because she has a child named Xu Jiao.

If she has been taking care of Xu Jiao at home, she will not be able to give Xu Jiao the best treatment environment and living conditions, but if she always works outside, she will not know anything about the child's psychological changes.

From the background content given by the system, Xu Jiao discovered that her mother had changed many jobs until now.

If it wasn't for the fact that Xu Hankai fell in love with her because she was blind, and she was finally able to free up her hands to start a business partnership with her friends, maybe the family would be in a state of being unable to uncover the pot now.

Xu Jiao never blamed her mother for choosing Xu Han to drive.

She knew that this woman had already paid too much for her family.

When other women were running around for their families and lives, because of Xu Jiao, a child with autism, Xu's mother had to put all her attention on the child. The moment she found out that the other party was cheating and even brought him home, she divorced without hesitation.

Before Xu Hankai, she had always been working hard at home and work. It was only after her career started that she had to do more business trips. They were all going to see Xu Jiao, wake up Xu Hankai, and ask him if there was anything different about the child today, what he ate, how long he was in a daze, whether he lost his temper, etc.

She was already doing her best to take care of Xu Jiao, although the final result showed that she didn't seem to take good care of her.

But it doesn't matter.

Because she is a mother, like the mothers sung in stories all over the world, she always misses her children.

Because of Xu Jiao's personality, she didn't do anything special in front of her mother who knew her best at this time, she just stood there quietly, but just like this, Xu's mother gave birth to a little comfort, she walked carefully Recently, after realizing that the child was not repulsive, he reached out his hand carefully, and while paying attention to Xu Jiao's actions, he gently and quickly hugged her.

Xu Jiao was quiet from the beginning to the end.

After Mother Xu hugged her, there were some tears in her eyes for some reason, she wiped it with the back of her hand, went to look at Ye Zhen, smiled at her: "Thank you, thank you, little girl, you don't know, Jiaojiao has been I really don't like going out, I was still worried about whether Xiao Xu's affairs would scare her, as long as she is fine..."

Ye Zhen looked down at the top of Xu Jiao's hair, then looked at Xu's mother, showed a friendly smile very cooperatively, and said to Xu's mother: "Auntie, do you still have to go to the hospital to see how uncle is? Jiaojiao is going back now If so, you have to take care of her, I think she is quite obedient, why don't you let her stay with me for a while until you come back from the hospital?"

Xu's mother showed a hesitant look, hesitated for a while, and said: "She... just looks more obedient now, but Jiaojiao is different from other children. Sometimes she is suddenly stimulated, and then loses her temper. I I'm afraid she will cause trouble for you."

Although she said it very euphemistically, for Xu Jiao and Ye Zhen, the two people's hearts are clear about the specific picture of the three words "lost temper", but on the surface, Ye Zhen just pretends not to know, and said with a smile:

"It's okay, she was obedient just now, and if she can't handle it, I'll call you."

"Anyway, I have nothing to do today. I can play with her in the house. If you are worried, I will play a video for you."

So far, Xu's mother really needs to see Xu Hankai's situation to judge whether he can still take care of his child by her side. After thinking for a few seconds, she solemnly thanked Ye Zhen. After leaving the number for the other party, he went out step by step.

She wanted to come back after solving the hospital's affairs as soon as possible. On the way to the hospital, she began to edit some things that Xu Jiao liked and disliked for Ye Zhen. The words were very polite and euphemistic. I want Xu Jiao to cause her less trouble.

……

this end.

Ye Zhen led Xu Jiao back, blocking out the prying eyes in the corridor who were doing something good.

When the door was closed, Xu Jiao raised her eyebrows involuntarily, and looked at the people beside her. When Ye Zhen dropped her gaze, Xu Jiao slowly said, "I want to go too."

She also wanted to go to the hospital to see how Xu Hankai was doing.

After all, if this scumbag lived one more day in the world, she couldn't help worrying that more young women and children would be murdered by him.

Ye Zhen didn't want to agree at first, but after seeing the persistence in Xu Jiao's eyes, she couldn't help but sighed, turned around and went back to the room, and when she came out again, she had a black peaked cap in her hand, and she put it on Xu Jiao's head. Gently pressing the child's head with strength, Ye Zhen said:

"Be good when you go out."

Xu Jiao nodded: "I know."

Keep the character set, if the neighbors see her chattering, they will definitely be suspicious.

Ye Zhen pressed her hat and didn't let go: "I mean, don't let Aunt Xu see you. If she knows that I promised to take good care of you, she will take you out and run around. She will definitely kill me. It's a shark, and throw away my ashes again."

"Okay, let me gain some favorability with my future mother-in-law, okay?"

Xu Jiao pursed her lips and smiled, then nodded.

……

Ye Zhen took Xu Jiao to the hospital.

She had memorized the name of the hospital when she was cooperating with the doctor before, now she took a taxi to the hospital, took Xu Jiao to the nurse to ask about the situation, and then went in the direction of Icu——

Not yet at the door.

Xu Jiao suddenly moved her nose and raised her hand to scratch the air.

Ye Zhen: "?"

Xu Jiao blinked her eyes and asked her, "Have you heard it? The smell of scum."

Ye Zhen: "..."

She was just about to cooperate with Xu Jiao's joke, but in the next moment, there was a very faint color floating in the air in front of her eyes, white, translucent fragments, but no one around noticed this strange phenomenon.

Immediately afterwards, those fragments fell into Xu Jiao's hands one after another.

Xu Jiao frowned, and Ye Zhen was about to ask, but she was also touched by those shards on her skin. The next moment, she realized what it was.

It is the consciousness of Xu Hankai.

this person……

This person actually died?

Xu Jiao glanced at the direction of Icu, and Ye Zhen also looked there, and saw Xu's mother's figure appearing a little, she immediately turned around and left with Xu Jiao in her arms, and asked as she walked:

"What kind of coward is this, you're scared to death?"

The consciousness fragment just now has recorded this point.

When Xu Jiao heard her emotion, she was a few seconds behind, and said with some uncertainty: "Is everyone like this in this world?"

Ye Zhen didn't know what she was referring to for a moment: "Huh?"

Xu Jiao repeated to herself again:

"Where does this consciousness go after everyone dies?"

She couldn't care less about Xu Hankai's death.

Because there were more important things for her to explore than that.

She stared fixedly at Ye Zhen who was hugging her, her gaze was full of inquiry.

She felt that she was only a little bit closer to the truth.