I Want to be Alone, Beautifully

"She doesn't care about you at all. You have worked so hard to find her, do you think she is touched? No, she doesn't love you at all, she doesn't even care about you, Shen Yelan."

"To Xu Jiao, you are just a tool for her to make up for her guilt. Other than that, you have nothing to do with her."

"Want to know how to get her forever? Take her away, lock her up, so that she is yours alone, only you can see her, only you can touch her, her whole body, everything about her... It will all be yours."

The charming voice whispered in Shen Yelan's ears, drawing out the dark thoughts hidden in her heart that could never be exposed to the sun, and constantly amplifying those thoughts.

As long as Shen Yelan's gaze is still on Xu Jiao's body, as long as her reason is shaken, these trivial voices will pervade, vowing to pull her into the sea of ​​evil completely.

Shen Yelan originally made up her mind not to bother with the news, but she didn't know whether it was because the separation over the past few days had deepened her longing, or she was really upset that she hadn't received a reply to the message, so that when she walked to Xu Jiao's side, she couldn't help herself. Suppressed the words: "I want you."

As a result, I heard the other party refuse without hesitation: "Just think about it."

When she said what was in her heart, Shen Yelan was just expressing her thoughts. She didn't know how to make Xu Jiao see her heart, so she could only say this, and even she didn't want to do anything too much matter.

but……

Xu Jiao's answer without thinking still made her feel bitter.

Recalling the previous behavior of the other party in bed, Shen Yelan inevitably felt nostalgic, she couldn't persuade herself not to love that feeling, the feeling that could control all the desires and emotions of the other party.

then--

After listening to the seductive voice for so many years, this was the first time Shen Yelan compromised with the devil hidden in her heart, and she didn't know where the impulse came from. She repeated her request again, her tone was much firmer than before, It even goes so far as to add:

"Right now."

"This is the second time."

She really wanted that Xu Jiao who would softly beg herself and act like a baby to herself, just to make herself give more.

Sure enough, as soon as the words fell, Shen Yelan saw Xu Jiao's eyes were turbulent, as if only such absurd things could make her mood fluctuate.

……

"How much is Shen Yelan's blackening worth?"

Xu Jiao's eyes fell on the person in front of her. Intellectually, she didn't have any fear of Shen Yelan, but her body seemed to have remembered the madness of the other party during the summer vacation. When she fell down, Xu Jiao could feel the trembling coming from the depths of her soul.

The person who was originally sitting by the back door in the corner unconsciously moved to the side. When he realized it, the temperature of the wall penetrated through the thin clothes, making Xu Jiao shiver.

The system's voice sounded: "80."

Xu Jiao's eyes fell, and she saw the fingertips on her side trembling slightly unconsciously, and the voice in her heart was as calm as ever: "The value is quite high, it seems that it can only be smoothed."

In other words, if Shen Yelan's request is rejected now, maybe she will do something more terrifying because of her blackening, or her blackening value will soar again.

Xu Jiao asked the system again: "Are there any students on this floor? Where is the security guard who passed by just now?"

The system heard what she meant, and was a little surprised. It didn't expect Xu Jiao to even make such a sacrifice. Impressed by her rare determination for a moment, it detected that all the students on the half floor had left, and the security guards went down again. After going upstairs, after a while of feedback, it finally responded:

"What do you think of me! I am not a watcher for you two to do such a thing in the sacred and great temple of knowledge!"

Xu Jiao: "Which one of us is with whom, don't be so stingy."

After fooling around with the system, she looked up and looked at the front and back of the classroom. As expected, the place where her major was located was the old campus a long time ago. There was no monitoring system installed in this teaching building. The senior who brought her in some time ago The school sisters have already kindly reminded:

"It's best to come to the college building to go to the self-study room. Although our college building looks old from the outside, you have to check your student ID card to enter and exit. The management is very strict, and there are surveillance inside."

"The old building is very troublesome. Every year, people go out to the bathroom and find that their computers, mobile phones, and money are missing. I don't know how many times they have reported to the police, but they have never heard from them."

Squinting her eyes, Xu Jiao slightly raised her head and looked at the person in front of her. Her elegant and fragile neck was exposed. Because her skin was too white, traces of blue blood vessels could be seen faintly.

When seeing a clean thing, people always have two kinds of psychology, one is to care for it carefully, try to make it dirty as slowly as possible, and use all means to protect it; on other colors.

The darker the color, the better, so that it is difficult to be covered by other traces.

Shen Yelan lowered her head as if obsessed, and was about to get closer, when she suddenly heard a soft "pop", and the lights in the entire classroom suddenly went out, because her eyes were not used to the sudden darkness, she couldn't even see the appearance of the people close at hand clear.

Just when she stopped halfway, Xu Jiao's extremely calm voice came to her ear after turning off the lights:

"Do you know what will happen to us if we are discovered?"

In the darkness, the heat and voice of the other party became the light that Shen Yelan was chasing. She turned her head sideways, and relying on the position she had noted before turning off the light, she brought her lips closer and kissed Xu Jiao's cheek.

She asked softly: "Then, will Miss Xu Jiao be afraid?"

Xu Jiao silently raised the corners of her lips. Because the distance was too close, she could smell the smell that belonged to Shen Yelan's body. It was very strange. She was obviously a girl, and she didn't know what this person had experienced recently. A little bit of gunpowder smell.

It doesn't fit her personality of being a silent and unruly academic at all.

But it was the somewhat disobedient, even choking smell that made Xu Jiao inexplicably excited. With her right hand resting on the table next to her, she sat sideways and did not choose to answer Shen Yelan's question. , but instead asked:

"Is this not what you want?"

Shen Yelan remained silent.

In this moment of silence, Xu Jiao asked again as if exhaling: "Doing such a thing with me, will you be happy?"

Xu Jiao really wanted to know if she and Shen Yelan's increase again and again would make Shen Yelan less upset, let her go more smoothly, and lower the blackening value a little.

But I don't know what Shen Yelan understood her words. He didn't move for a long time, but after hearing these words, he suddenly raised her chin, and kissed her gently.

……

During the staggered breaths, before the discordant picture appeared, the system hurriedly asked: "Aren't you afraid? After a while, I will enter the shielding mode, and I will no longer be able to help you detect the surrounding environment."

Xu Jiao's throat moved, and she swallowed what she couldn't bear, her voice was still flat:

"Scared."

She said: "Even if I don't take this world seriously, I don't have the hobby of being watched by everyone. If I really want to be discovered, I will immediately give up the mission of this world. See you in the next book."

Abbreviation, there is no hope, wait for death, the next one.

system:"……?"

There was a hint of confusion in its flat voice: "Is this what you call trying to reduce the blackening value?"

Xu Jiao asked back: "Am I not working hard enough? In order to smooth over this little bastard, I don't even want the face of two lifetimes—"

……

Vision is limited, and the responses of other senses are constantly amplified.

Xu Jiaoman thought that Shen Yelan couldn't see clearly just like herself, so she didn't control her expression very much, but she didn't know that Shen Yelan could clearly see her appearance of pain and joy.

Including the thin layer of sweat on her neck, when she turned her head and bit her fingertips because she didn't want to make a sound, it was painted in a warm jade-like color by the faint light from somewhere outside the window on the other side.

Shen Yelan couldn't help opening her mouth to bite, and as soon as her lips touched, she heard Xu Jiao let out a voice from the gap between biting her fingertips: "Don't..."

Do not bite on the neck, it will be seen.

Shen Yelan paused, her lips lingered lightly and slowly past her side neck, but it was not intimate, but it only raised bursts of itches, as if it could be bitten hard at any time, giving people a kind of butcher's knife The feeling of trembling that hangs above the head, but has not yet subsided.

Maybe it was because the previous experience was too crazy, Xu Jiao found that she became much more sensitive than before, just being touched casually by Shen Yelan, it was as if the pores all over her body were opened, happiness came easily and simply.

Suddenly--

Sensing that she was in good condition, Shen Yelan suddenly withdrew, and supported the chair next to her with her right hand, her slender fingertips were close together, leaving a layer of crystal water marks on the back of the chair.

Shen Yelan kissed Xu Jiao's cold ears, and responded with an incomparably intimate gesture: "It's fine if you don't bite your neck. In exchange, sister Xu Jiao has to do another thing."

Xu Jiao's happiness stopped suddenly, she opened her eyes wide and looked up at her, her breathing fluttered twice.

She had a hunch that Shen Yelan was going to do something again.

Sure enough, Shen Yelan took the time to observe her current state, but she mentioned another thing: "Have sister Xu Jiao ever bought flowers at a flower shop?"

Xu Jiao: "...?"

Is this the time to buy flowers?

Seeing her eyes wide open slightly in a daze, Shen Yelan curled her lips, and said unhurriedly: "Once, I saw someone go to a flower shop to buy carnations. Originally, the flowers were all closed, but The owner of the florist turned the flowers into full bloom after the customers had finished picking them, does Miss Xu Jiao know how she did it?"

"She pinched the bottom of the flower head with one hand, and with the other hand, gently poked the petals outside the flower head with the side of the index finger, slowly, slowly kneading the red and pink carnations—"

"Later, I have never seen this technique again. I think Sister Xu Jiao folded the rose so beautifully, she must be very ingenious. Can you repeat it for me?"

Xu Jiao: "..."

This story almost made her listen to the Buddha, and she didn't pay attention to what Shen Yelan was saying at the end. The temperature in her body gradually dropped, and her voice cooled down from the full emotion, and she only asked with a nasal tone: "I Where can I find flowers for you?"

As soon as the words came out of her mouth, she carefully recalled Shen Yelan's words, and she froze.

Sure enough, Shen Yelan smiled lowly, and pointed out: "Why not? Isn't there one here? Sister Xu Jiao's flower is more beautiful than the flower shop's."

Xu Jiao: "!"

Hearing such nasty words, her face couldn't control the temperature rising, and the fire spread to the tips of her ears and down her neck like a cloud of fire.

Shen Yelan saw that she hadn't moved for a long time, and she was about to move closer to her neck again. Xu Jiao raised her hand against her shoulder with difficulty, stopped her from leaving marks on her neck, and spat out two words with difficulty. Character:

"and many more."

There was a smile in Shen Yelan's voice: "Then sister Xu Jiao must be faster, I'm not very patient, and—"

"In another 10 minutes, it seems that the security guard is going to come up again."

……

"Have sister Xu Jiao's roses bloomed?"

"..."

"Why don't you talk? Then let me take a look directly?"

"Don't! Don't! Open, open..."

……

Because of the excessive movement, the chair accidentally touched the table, causing Xu Jiao to stiffen nervously.

Before she could exhale the breath she was holding, another strong light came from outside through the transparent glass on the classroom door. She bit the fingers of her right hand and left marks on the back of her hand. Her eyelashes trembled, and a drop of crystal slid down her cheek. , I do not know tears or sweat.

Hearing the sound of leather shoes outside the door "da, da, da", Shen Yelan felt Xu Jiao's nervousness, raised her left hand to hug her, and told her not to be so afraid, but just as she raised her hand, she was caught by the other party. Misunderstanding the meaning, he pulled it over and bit her wrist.

Xu Jiao didn't save her energy——

Shen Yelan suffered a bit of pain, but couldn't control the strength of her right hand, and immediately heard a muffled groan from the opponent's mouth, which she couldn't hold back.

Shen Yelan kissed the tip of the other's ear comfortingly, and let her bite herself, her eyes were full of emotions, only the movement of kissing the other was very gentle, with endless pity.

……

The campus at night gradually lost its voice.

As a result, those birds, frogs and insects occasionally yelled tentatively, and quickly changed places to hide.

Xu Jiao followed Shen Yelan to the direction outside the school with one foot deep and one foot shallow. At this moment, except for the study room that was specially opened all night, the dormitory building and the teaching building have already curfew. In order not to disturb the dormitory aunt's rest, They can only go outside to stay in a hotel.

The two went out through the window on the first floor of the old teaching building. At that time, the surroundings were quiet, and no one was seen, and there were no cameras nearby to capture their feat in the middle of the night.

Gein, this teaching building has always been evil in the school. I heard that Feng Shui was not very good when it was built. If some students violated the access control and stayed in it secretly for too long, they would always see something at night when they were studying. Things that shouldn't be seen.

Even the monitoring system installed in the surrounding area had problems of one kind or another after two months. Over time, without the need for the security guards there, the students who were studying in this old teaching building, seeing that the curfew was approaching, would automatically Consciously pack up your things and go back.

After all, the stories of ghost encounters are still freshly circulated on campus.

Xu Jiao walked a lot slower than usual. Seeing her movements from behind, she almost hesitated, as if she didn't really want to go forward. As expected, she stopped by the woods that was about to go outside the school gate. .

Shen Yelan was walking in front, but when she heard her stop, she also stopped and turned to look at her.

Today's moon is particularly round and bright, and the tall forests next to it are full of shadows, shadows of different shades swaying on the side of the road as gusts of wind pass by.

Xu Jiao squatted on the spot with a flushed face, even her ears were the color of overripe tomatoes, clenched her fists with teeth marks, and said to her: "No, I won't go."

Shen Yelan fell back and stood beside her. After a while, Shen Yelan squatted down and asked in an unprecedentedly gentle tone: "Why?"

She raised her hand to brush away Xu Jiao's sweat-wet hair, and a narrow smile appeared in her black eyes, as if she was a very reasonable person, and said unhurriedly:

"Sister Xu Jiao can't be foolish."

"You said just now that you don't want to continue, I promised you, so let's go to the hotel to continue now, why did you go back on your word?"

Xu Jiao: "..."

She looked at Shen Yelan's shameless appearance, her cheeks tightened, and after a while, she said: "I can't walk anymore."

Shen Yelan stretched out her hand, just when Xu Jiao thought she was going to let her go, she heard Shen Yelan say, "Then let me hold you."

Xu Jiao looked at the open palms in front of her, and remained silent for a while. Seeing no one around, she squeezed out a sentence between her teeth: "No need! As long as you make that thing stop, I can walk by myself."

Now she could still hear a hum somewhere that was about to knock her sanity to pieces.

I can hardly squat anymore, how can I still walk?

Unexpectedly, Shen Yelan, a little bastard who usually looks serious, turned out to be tricky about this kind of thing... It's like an old sow wearing a bra - one set after another!

There's no end to her!

Hearing Xu Jiao's words, Shen Yelan remained silent, and the smile in her black eyes gradually receded. Seeing that she was unmoved, Xu Jiao couldn't help but soften her voice, and said coaxingly:

"Shen Yelan, stop bullying me."

Seeing the tears in the corners of her red eyes, Shen Yelan was indeed touched by Xu Jiao's soft prayer.

Seeing that she was soft and not hard, Xu Jiao immediately had a solution, and raised her hand to pull the corner of Shen Yelan's windbreaker, looking up at the person in front of her, because she looked very short when she squatted down, So at this moment Xu Jiao's posture looked weaker in Shen Yelan's eyes, pitiful and helpless.

"I want to change the form of compensation now, okay?" She asked Shen Yelan.

Shen Yelan looked at her quietly, waiting for her next words.

Xu Jiao sighed: "You are so ungentle, I have been fucked like this ten times by you, my life is gone, and your future partner probably can't stand your way of playing."

Shen Yelan repeated slowly: "Gentle?"

Xu Jiao watched a play, her voice stopped, and while her body was slowing down, she said earnestly and flickeringly: "Yes, do you have someone you like? How about I teach you how to chase after your sweetheart, and we meet once, okay?"

Shen Yelan looked straight into her eyes, and when Xu Jiao was waiting until her body was about to tremble, she finally nodded slowly, and replied, "Okay."

Xu Jiao tentatively asked: "Then we will...?" Should we not go to the hotel?Say no!

Shen Yelan watched her trembling unconsciously, thought for a while, and asked, "How about I carry you?"

Xu Jiao: "..."

Shen Yelan said patiently: "It's okay to hug you."

Xu Jiao: "..."

The child is grown up, so it's not easy to lie.

……

Like a piece of cake, it was tossed and baked on the big hotel bed for half a night. When Xu Jiao woke up the next day, she felt a long-lost feeling of sore muscles all over her body.

In a daze, she scolded Shen Yelan in her heart for being a pervert.

What she said last night was really correct, but if a girl with a weaker physique and a little bit of a homecoming comes over and gives Shen Yelan a toss, she won't be able to get out of bed for a week.

Fortunately, this time, the surname Shen was a bit conscientious. He not only helped her take a bath, but also ordered breakfast for her. He sat by the side and checked her temperature. His voice was as hoarse as ever, and it sounded rustling.

"Sister Xu Jiao has no class this morning, so get some sleep."

Xu Jiaolei couldn't even open her eyes, the corners of her lips moved, and she couldn't help thinking in her heart: This little bastard can't be considered good, can he?

It was the same during the previous summer vacation, and it was also the same last night. I just hoped that she would be fine the next day, so I tossed her vigorously.

But she was too tired, and she didn't have time to think too much, and her consciousness became hazy again. Suddenly, the voice of the system suddenly sounded: "Congratulations to the host, the blackening value of the heroine has been successfully reduced. The current blackening value of Shen Yelan: 75 .”

Xu Jiao was shocked immediately.

Almost went to Half-Life last night, and only lost five points?

In other words, the remaining eight times of full play can only reduce the blackening value by another [-]-however, she will suffer a blood loss.

Can't go on like this.

Xu Jiao thought, when she wakes up, she must make a plan.

……

"Is Miss Xu Jiao free on Saturday? Can you go somewhere with me?"

After returning to school from the hotel, Xu Jiao received a text message from Shen Yelan.

After thinking about the other party's blackness value and what she had promised to the system, Xu Jiao tapped her phone and replied, "Yes." As long as she doesn't drag her to the bed, she can agree to anything.

……

B City Impression Clay Museum.

Xu Jiao pushed her sunglasses and looked up at the name. Because she was standing in the morning light, she couldn't help closing her eyes, hiding her doubts well.

What did Shen Yelan ask her to come here for?

Just at that moment, a hoarse voice sounded rustling: "Sister Xu Jiao is here."

It was Shen Yelan's voice.

Probably because the two had a close relationship, Xu Jiao found that her ears were getting warm just by hearing the other party's voice. She raised her hands and pinched her ears in a displeased manner, and nodded to Shen Yelan: "Yeah , you asked me to come here?"

Shen Yelan led her inside, not in a hurry to speak, just waiting for someone to guide them to experience the clay handicraft process.

For no apparent reason, Xu Jiao followed her to play in the mud all morning.

After the experience was over and she went out, she turned to Shen Yelan and asked, "Can you tell me what you are doing here now?"

Shen Yelan looked at her deeply, and after a while, Xu Jiao heard her say: "Didn't you want to use other things to offset the previous compensation?"

Xu Jiao realized later: "Do you want me to imitate this? All right, what are you going to do?"

Shen Yelan glanced at her up and down, pursed her lips, and she said, "I want you to pinch me out of clay, and make it smaller in proportion, exactly like me—"

"This can offset one compensation."

Xu Jiao was stunned for a moment.

Shen Yelan lowered her eyes and asked, "Are you agreeing?"

In order to create a lifelike self, Xu Jiao must always keep her eyes on herself, remembering every characteristic of herself, even when she closes her eyes, her mind is full of her image.

She wanted to use another method to make Xu Jiao completely remember herself as a person.