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Ji Hanjing heard that his tone was not right, and he was very worried that he could not see or touch through the phone, "I'll go find you now."

"……don't want!"

It was the first time that Qi Ran rejected him so simply.He said firmly, "Don't come."

There was a long silence at both ends of the phone, and only each other's breathing could be heard in the quiet corner.

Knowing ahead of time is not a happy cheat.While Qi Ran was waiting for the result, Ji Hanjing had already been tormented by pain countless times.

Countless thoughts rolled in his mind, and countless things he wanted to say to him.I can't wait to appear in front of him in the next second and tell him that it's okay, even if the recovery period of the operation is long, I will be with you.Even if the stage will leave you, I will not leave.

It doesn't matter if you don't want to give up the stage.No matter what you decide, I will be by your side.

Please keep me by your side.

But these words are like lures or even threats to the choice Qi Ran faces.Ji Hanjing knew that as long as he spoke, he could hear it.Those selfishness will be revealed completely, and become obstacles for him to do as he pleases.

In the end, I could only agree to him and say yes in a low voice.

Qi Ran didn't want him to be so lost, but he didn't have the courage to meet him either. "……sorry."

"Don't say that." Ji Hanjing choked for a moment, and then said, "Then, when can we meet? Tell me, I will definitely not be late."

At least...give me some hope to wait.

No matter how calm and calm you are at work, feelings are another matter.Especially in this chaotic and difficult moment, Qi Ran couldn't get back his accurate answer, and even the strength to talk to him was exhausted.

It's okay if you can't answer.Lest his hope be in vain.

"……give me sometime."

When the two were talking on the phone, Cheng Peiqi called in again.

His trial is not over yet.

Procrastination will only make it more uncomfortable, it is better to suffer it all at once.Qi Ran sniffed, adjusted his tone and called him back directly, "Sorry, I had a call just now."

"Ah? Then if there is something important, you can talk about it first, and I can wait."

"It's okay, it's over. Ji Hanjing and I...are also talking about it."

Cheng Peiqi said "ah" again, and looked down at the operation notice in his hand, "He... told you all about it."

"Yeah." Qi Ran forced a wry smile, "It seems that I was the last one to know."

Ji Hanjing really knew about it a long time ago.It was because he didn't dare to speak in person that this job fell on him.

Cheng Peiqi pinched the pen and drew two lines in the blank space of the form uneasily.Feeling that he has finally reached the part that he is least good at, he comforted clumsily, "Then you...Actually, Ji Hanjing didn't intend to hide it from you. He was just afraid of affecting your decision."

"I know."

"Actually, he..."

"I know it all."

Qi Ran interrupted, "Don't tell me again."

Cheng Peiqi was stunned.Hearing that the other person seemed to be frightened by himself, the voice came slowly, "Sorry...I can't control my emotions today."

Qi Ran couldn't even remember the last time he interrupted someone so rudely.Also within the same day, more than once.

It seemed that those uncontrollable emotions had been pushed to the brink of collapse.Urgently need my own calm space, don't want to hear any sound, don't want to be disturbed by anyone.

Even my own breathing is noisy.

"It's okay, I understand."

Cheng Peiqi didn't dare to say anything more, fearing to provoke him, so he asked cautiously, "Then, do you need some time to make a decision?"

How about some.

Qi Ran said, "I should need more time to think clearly."

"Yes, after all, it's such a big deal."

The surgery itself is voluntary and there is no rush.Cheng Peiqi said, "Then...give me an address? I'll send you all the materials later. If you don't feel relieved and want to go to the hospital for an examination and confirmation, you can take it with you. Show it to the doctor. Diagnose based on."

"I'll send it to you later. Thank you for your hard work."

"Should be."

Cheng Peiqi hung up the phone and sighed.After the notification was completed, there was no feeling of relief, which was inexplicably melancholy.

Then I flipped through the documents in my hand, found the column of surgery intention, and wrote "Postponement".

**

Zhou Zhou immediately sensed something was wrong.

It was more serious than before when he was worried and didn't like to talk. Qi Ran began to avoid the crowd.Find a place to stay by yourself as soon as work is over, and you will feel uncomfortable if you have more people around you.

Zhou Zhou even felt that his panting would disturb him.It's no use trying to ask what's going on, insinuating or cutting straight to the point.He doesn't say anything.

People who are usually good-tempered can't stand anyone if they are really stubborn.

Ji Hanjing didn't dare to call him, so he harassed Zhou Zhou instead.Ask for three meals a day at regular intervals every day, and the pile of text messages can't be turned over.

Zhou Zhou felt like a little eunuch/supervisor, taking a small notebook to record the emperor's diet and daily life every day to inform others.He sent messages so frequently that others thought he was in a relationship.

Obviously, there is something wrong with the relationship between the two people.Zhou Zhou hoped that the two of them would quickly reconcile and get rid of the job of personal eunuch/eunuch as soon as possible.

But after a few days like this, the situation did not improve at all.He felt that this was not going to work, and he didn't have the guts to question Mr. Ji, so he simply asked Cen Yi for help.

Cen Yi moved very quickly, in this city, he rushed from home to the hotel in less than two hours.When he arrived and asked where Qi Ran was, Zhou Zhou pointed up in fear, "It's blowing on the roof."

"..."

"I think the room is too stuffy, and there are too many people in other places."

Cen Yi was keenly aware that the problem was more serious than he imagined on the way here.

No wonder the little assistant was crying, "Don't worry, go back and rest. I'll go up and see him."

Zhou Zhou was very grateful, "Oh, thank you for coming."

When Cen Yi reached the rooftop, he could see people at a glance from the stairs.

In the empty scene, the thin back alone was too conspicuous, he ran over and sat down, "What's the matter?"

"..."

Qi Ran was in a trance, and was abruptly pulled back to reality by him, "Why... why are you here at this time?"

"Zhou Zhou is so worried. Say you have something on your mind and don't tell him. There is nothing you can do."

Cen Yi hugged his arm and shook it, "Tell me, tell me~ I'm sure there is a way."

Qi Ran lowered his head and smiled, expressionless.He didn't hide anything anymore, and told the test results he had heard.

"Can you do anything?"

His tone was very flat, but he seemed to have a kind of revenge-like pleasure, not at all like the gentle and kind Qi Ran, "Is there a way to make me better?"

"Is there a way...to make me stop liking him?"

"..."

Cen Yi hugged his arm tightly.He could hear those malicious tones, and he could tell that he was aiming at his own heart continuously.

Feeling distressed, but helpless, "...Ran Ran, none of this is your fault."

"I know."

But what can I do if I know.

Nothing will change.

After venting briefly, Qi Ran restrained his emotions.Looking at the pitch-black night again, he sighed blankly, "Is this how life is supposed to be?"

Is this the way it should be, leaving people nowhere to go?

Ji Hanjing did nothing wrong.There was no problem with the relationship between them.

Just because of him.

It's not that he can't be with Ji Hanjing.But not being able to be with anyone.

Over the past few days, he has repeatedly thought about it. In fact, hasn't he already had this conclusion in his heart from the very beginning?Believe it for so many years.

How did it come to this point?

Because Ji Hanjing appeared, he felt that he should still have hope.He easily shook his firm belief and gave him all his confidence and courage.

But in the end, it still goes back to the starting point.

The short blissful moments I have experienced all seem to have been stolen from Ji Hanjing.

He did nothing wrong.

Qi Ran thought, but what did I do wrong?

Why can other people be so freely with the one they love.So simple and ordinary, something that is taken for granted, but it is so difficult when it falls on me?

"Then have you had a good chat?"

Cen Yi thought for a while, "Did he tell you what he thought? Or... did you tell him what you thought?"

Qi Ran shook his head.

"I don't want to talk. I don't want to hear."

"How can we go on like this?"

Cen Yi could imagine Ji Hanjing's feeling when he refused to approach him.

"The matter between two people has to be discussed. Even if... the relationship is defeated by reality, at least we can get together and part ways."

Qi Ran pulled out a helpless smile.

"But you know...it has nothing to do with him."

A relationship is a relationship between two people.

Reality is a person's reality.

"This is... my business alone."

**

Ji Hanjing couldn't figure out whether Qi Ran would agree to the operation.

I dare not compare myself with his stage, maybe my subconscious mind already knows that I will lose miserably.

He didn't dare to speak, for fear that if he opened his mouth, he would reveal the dark side that had been intentionally hidden in front of Qi Ran.Afraid that he would see a dark corner of his heart, even without this operation, he secretly hoped that he could become his own.Keep him in a place that only you know, and only look at yourself.

But he couldn't do that.

Because he knew that Qi Ran belonged to a bigger place.Deserves a better future.

In true love, there is far more than those narrow and paranoid possessive desires.

Unable to see him, or even get a conversation with him, Ji Hanjing could only inquire about news from Zhou Zhou, whether he was sleeping well at a fixed time every day, and whether he was eating well.

I don't know how the other party is doing, and I will toss myself out of shape in a few days.

Jiang Liaoyin accompanied Ji Shao to the pregnancy test and asked him to have dinner together by the way.

Originally last week, when they said they hadn't seen each other for a long time and could have a dinner together, they all tacitly included Qi Ran in it.In the end, he was the only one who came.Jiang Liaoyin frowned when he saw him, "Why are you so virtuous. Qi Ran dumped you?"

Seeing his expression, Ji Hanjing became terrified.Cursing, "What nonsense are you talking about! Quickly ask for a cup of tea, rinse your mouth and repeat!"

"..."

Ji Shao cleared his throat, "When can the food be served? I'm hungry."

Sitting down for a chat, Jiang Liaoyin and his wife's mood changes were exactly the same as Cen Yi's.

At first, they thought it was the daily life of couples like quarreling and getting angry, but when they heard the result of Xu Songyan's stamped conclusion, they looked at each other with regret.

"Songyan can say that, and there will be no big difference if you go to other places to check."

Ji Shao asked, "How did Qi Ran react?"

Ji Hanjing had a bitter expression, "Don't give me any reaction. He has been avoiding me."

"If he doesn't let you look for you, will he really stop looking for him?" Jiang Liaoyin blurted out, disgusted with him, "Why are you so obedient? Listen to me with a bark?"

"I'm in such a miserable situation! You can do some good things with your words, my friend!"

"……Fool."

Ji Hanjing had a miserable meal, and Jiang Liaoyin looked at him with a look of hatred.

When we parted, it was Ji Shao who was a little late and stopped him, "Ji Hanjing, do you remember? You owe me a favor."

Ji Shao smiled, "The kind that goes through fire and water."

That's what I said when I borrowed Jiyuan last time.When it's time to pay off the debt, Ji Hanjing certainly won't shirk, "I remember. Just say it."

Ji Shao nodded, and then said, "Liao Yin didn't joke with you just now, but the words were not nice."

Ji Hanjing didn't expect his next sentence to be this.Thinking that he was explaining that Jiang Liaoyin had no malicious intentions, he hesitated, "I...understand?"

Not too sure about myself.

Ji Shao sighed, "You don't understand."

"Personal opinions are always one-sided. We have had times like this. Liao Yin wants to tell you, don't really let Qi Ran decide from his own point of view. You think this is respecting his ideas, but Looking back, maybe he will regret it himself."

"Because he is a person. He may not be able to see the whole picture of things clearly."

One is the child of his father, and the other is the child who fell in love with each other at first sight.

Ji Shao showed grateful patience in their affairs, as well as wisdom and forward-looking from the perspective of a bystander.

"If Qi Ran can't accept you, then he won't accept anyone else in the future."

"What I want you to do is not to give up on him." Ji Shao said, "Don't leave him alone."

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