[Jiang Cheng bg] hate goodbye

"You... are you really my father?" The young man's voice trembled a little, but he couldn't believe this fact. Is Sect Master Jiang really his biological father?

Jiang Cheng was slightly taken aback, and then nodded slightly. He didn't dare to answer yes directly, because he had never fulfilled the obligations a father should have, but he was indeed his biological father.

"No wonder, no wonder." Si Zhui said, not knowing whether he was disappointed or happy, he took a few steps back, no wonder he was so kind to himself, gave him Zidian, and personally taught him the sword skills, the Jiang family's sword skills are all It's no wonder he looks at him so softly, no wonder he gives Jinling something for himself. It turns out that he doesn't like him, but because he is his illegitimate child, and he has to bear the responsibility. responsibility.

"Sizhui, it's not what you imagined." Looking at his disappointed expression, Jiang Cheng guessed that he must be thinking wrong. How did Wei Wuxian tell him?

"What is that like? Sovereign Jiang, tell me what the truth is? Why doesn't my mother want me, and you don't want me?" The young man's sudden crying and questioning pierced Jiang Cheng's heart like a sharp knife. How could he not? What about him?He thought he was going crazy, and he also wanted to watch his son grow up little by little, but he couldn't!

Before Wei Wuxian took Sizhui back to Yunshen, he gave Zidian to Sizhui. He hoped that Zidian could protect his favorite child instead of him, and let him grow up safely like his mother hoped. big.And he can only watch from afar, and love him as an ordinary elder.

No one knew how much Si Zhui's heart ached when he was asked whether an outsider could really learn the Jiang family's swordsmanship, as if he wanted to shatter the pain.He can, of course he can, he is not an outsider, he should be the upright heir of Lianhuawu, no one in this world is more qualified than him to learn the Jiang family's swordsmanship formulas.But how could he say these words?

In order to get a few more glimpses of his own child, the symposiums he didn’t want to go to in the past seemed so precious, he didn’t want to miss a single one, just to get a few more glimpses of Wei Wuxian and Lan in between the symposiums. The SiZhui that WangJi brought with him.

In recent years, Lianhuawu, which has hardly held any discussion meetings, has held countless meetings. Jin Zixuan and his elder sister also know the inside story, and naturally they will create various opportunities for him. He didn't care at all, his mind was on the child playing in the back hall.

"Follow me, I'll tell you everything, including what Wei WuXian couldn't tell you." Jiang Cheng looked at the tearful Si Zhui with a long sigh, and walked silently towards the ancestral hall.I don't know if SiZhui will hate him if he knows the truth, hate him for ruining his happy home.

"Father and mother, I brought Si Zhui to see you, and today I will tell him all the past in front of you, Awei, you should listen to me too, listen to my heart." Jiang Cheng went up He took a stick of incense, and then gently rubbed the memorial tablet on the side a few times. He didn't want to see her, so he could only pay homage to her now.

Jiang Cheng straightly knelt in the center of the ancestral hall, and Si Zhui also knelt down at the side when he saw this. He still understood the truth that the dead are the greatest. No matter what, the people enshrined in this ancestral hall were all his elders, and they must be worthy of his kneeling.

"Ask whatever you want." Jiang Cheng glanced at the obedient child kneeling beside him, and he didn't know whether he was relieved or sad. This was the first time his son had entered his Jiang family's ancestral hall in so many years.

"Who is my mother? Why does Uncle Ning call her Missy, but Hanguang-Jun calls my mother his younger sister?" Si Zhui felt like everything was in a fog, he seemed to know everything, and he seemed to know nothing. Knowing that what Hanguang-jun and Senior Wei told him was only to tell him who his parents were, but they refused to tell him the cause and effect.

"It's true that she is Wen Ruohan's daughter, but her biological mother is Mr. Lan's younger sister, so what they said is correct." Jiang Cheng looked at the tablet, his eyes dimmed. He can also speak calmly, whether she is Wen Ruohan's daughter is so important, isn't she always the one he loves, and what does it have to do with anyone else?It's a pity that he understood it too late.

"You hate her, right? So if you don't want me, she probably doesn't want me either. In fact, I'm just an accident between you, isn't it?" Does not keep silent, does not turn answers into silent sighs.

Hearing this, Jiang Cheng immediately retorted, with an eagerness never before: "No, your mother and I were in love once, and even now I still love her, it's just that I did something wrong back then and let her Disappointed in me. I admit that I tried to hate her, but I can't do it, she is so good, even if I know she is my enemy's daughter, I can't hate her. So I despicably possessed her and let her conceive I love you, but SiZhui, that is between us, she loves you, and I love you too, there is no doubt about it!"

Lan Sizhui was stunned. What kind of existence is he? He is the evil seed that his father forced his mother to conceive. No wonder they didn't recognize him. No wonder Hanguang-Jun looked weird when he mentioned his life experience. I understand.

"Didn't you say you wouldn't lie to me? You're lying!" Lan Sizhui suddenly got up and cried.Why still lie to him?Wouldn't it be better for him to recognize the truth earlier?Why give him the illusion that he is expected to be loved, doesn't he feel that this is really cruel?

Suddenly getting up excitedly, coupled with the fact that he had traveled thousands of miles back to Lianhuawu alone just after forming the alchemy, he was indeed exhausted, his thin body shook slightly, and then he was embraced in a warm embrace.

"I didn't lie to you, and I didn't lie. I sat down and told you slowly, SiZhui. You can blame me and hate me, but you can't question your mother's love for you. Things are different from what you imagined." Jiang Cheng knelt upright, letting Si Zhui sit on the cushion and lean against him. Si Zhui is only eleven or twelve years old and still small in stature, but he can be hugged in his arms. The ancestral hall is a little cold at night, so Jiang Cheng took off. He took off his robe and covered him with it.

He was afraid that SiZhui would hate him if he knew the truth, but he was even more afraid that he would misunderstand Awei. Awei had suffered enough grievances, and he would not allow anyone to misunderstand her, especially their children.

"I met your mother when I was in school. At that time, she was only 15 years old. She was very beautiful. I fell in love with her at first sight. That was the first and only time I fell in love with her. I was only 17 years old at the time. He was always thinking of pleasing your mother, and ran to her Xinghua Weiyu every day, and in the end he really won her heart." Jiang Cheng recalled the past with a faint smile in his eyes, and Ah Wei smiled and took it. The dim sum was given to him as if it was just yesterday, where he could touch it as soon as he stretched out his hand.

"Then what happened afterwards?" Si Zhui raised his head, he felt water droplets falling on the top of his hair, did he cry?

"Later, the Lan family was robbed, and your mother was brought back to Wen Ruohan's side, becoming his daughter and the eldest lady of the Wen family. But she has been protecting and helping us all the time. Later, Lianhuawu was bloodbathed by Wen Chao's men. Only Wei Wuxian, Sister and I came down. From then on, I didn’t know how to face your mother. I couldn’t bear to love you. Later, I lost my golden core and had no hope of revenge. I became hysterical. It’s you My mother saved me and took care of me. Even though I hurt her like that, she still gave me the golden core. At that time, she walked away suddenly, and I didn't think much about it. I didn't know she was pregnant with you. If at that time... ...Forget it, where are there so many what-ifs?" Jiang Cheng sniffled, and wrapped the outer robe covering Si Zhui's body a little tighter.

"So, you are in love, right? I'm not a mistake, right?" Si Zhui's voice was full of grievances, and his small body couldn't help curling up into his arms.

Jiang Cheng hugged him tightly, and kissed the top of his hair again: "Silly boy, of course you are not a mistake, you are the treasure she left to me. Your mother suffered a lot and suffered a lot for giving birth to you." , she loves you very much. So do I. Your mother doesn’t want you, she left you and handed you over to Wen Ning and the others to protect you, and then she lost the chance to stay by your side. She entrusted you to For Zewu-jun and Lan Wangji, I hope that you can grow up safely and live a happy life away from the grievances and enmities between us."

"What about you? Why don't you recognize me?"

"I want to recognize you too! But I can't. You have so many people in the Lan family who love you and accompany you. You are the adopted son of Lord Hanguang and the upright son of the Lan family. But come back to me. By my side, you are the only one, and you have to bear the reputation of being an illegitimate child, and be pointed at by others. How can I bear it? If I don’t recognize you, I can love you, see you, and protect you. So just live your life as your mother wishes. I will always be behind you, always there." Jiang Cheng felt the moisture on his chest, lowered his head, and it turned out that Si Zhui was crying silently while hugging his waist. Not knowing what to say, I could only gently stroke his back to help him breathe.

"Daddy, I want you, I want a mother." Si Zhui was out of breath crying, he wanted a complete family, a warm embrace like this, a gentle mother, he I just want the most ordinary things that other kids have.

Jiang Cheng couldn't help crying, he also thought, he wanted SiZhui, wanted Awei, wanted them all to be by his side, it was just the most common wish, why is it so difficult?

"Good boy, daddy is here, don't cry, she will feel sorry for you when she sees you like this." Jiang Cheng carefully wiped away tears for SiZhui, Awei, SiZhui called me daddy, did you hear that?

Si Zhui cried for a long time. In fact, he wanted to vent all the grievances and sorrows of the past ten years. Jiang Cheng patiently hugged him and let him cry in his arms. world.I don't know how long it has passed, Si Zhui was tired from crying and fell asleep in his arms like this, with tears still hanging on her long eyelashes, which was extraordinarily lovable.

Jiang Cheng walked on the shattered moonlight with his sleeping son in his arms, he didn't know whether it was joy or sorrow, but there was always one place that was empty, with a piercing pain in his heart.

Awei, the flowers on the Moshang are blooming, Qing is willing to return...