[Jiang Cheng bg] hate goodbye

I have experienced true love this time, but unfortunately, no one would believe it. After all, how could a big devil love someone?

I used to dominate the world of comprehension in my life, and I had everything I wanted, except for her.

If I have any regrets in my life, it's probably that I was born at the wrong time. When I met her, I already didn't have the qualifications to love her.

When I met her, I was 30 years old, and I had just stepped on the bones of my half-brother to ascend to the position of head of the Wen family. In the Wen family, there is nothing wrong with saying that success is king and defeat is defeat. Brothers and friends will never exist. Either kill or be killed, I never had a choice.

For this position, I betrayed my best friends and poisoned my heirs. Marriage was just my bargaining chip in this struggle. I married the eldest daughter of my father's confidant, and relied on his support step by step from one The humble bastard became the king of the Wen family, and I was always proud of it until I met her.

She saved my life, and none of the disciples I brought out from that night hunt survived, and I was only able to survive until I was rescued by her.At that time, I was not very conscious, and all I could remember were her white clothes and the faint fragrance of apricot blossoms on her body.

It has been a few days since I woke up again, all the wounds on my body have been carefully bandaged, the house is very simple, but it is probably because of her, it can be regarded as full of splendor.

There are many women in my backyard, given by others, and received casually, so many that I can’t even count them. There are also many women who are called the most beautiful women or the most famous oirans in the city, but there has never been one like her. So beautiful, as white as snow on the mountain, as bright as the moon among the clouds, not as clean as it should be in this mortal world.

When I saw her moiré pattern on her forehead, I knew she was from the Lan family, and the only place that could raise such a clean-tempered woman was Yunshen.She is very beautiful, not only her temperament, but also her skin and bones are first-class, especially her eyes, the water waves are rippling, and there is a bit of innocence and ignorance in the indescribable charm, I think Facing her, no man should be unmoved.

She is a medical practitioner with a soft temper and loves to smile. When she smiles, she seems to be able to see stars in her eyes.But even a girl is very courageous, she dares to save me casually, and she is not afraid that I am a bad person.If she wasn't so naive, maybe I wouldn't have had a chance to get her at all, but I don't know whether this deception ruined her or me.

During the half month of recuperation, I got to know her name, Lan Jieyu, she is just as her name is, she is indeed a lovely Xie Yu flower, people can't help but want to have it, want it Possessive, wanting her to see only me.

I told her that my name is Wen Song, and I can tell what my family name is when I wear a family robe. As for my name, I am the head of the Wen family, and I am supreme, which matches the word Song on the top of the mountain.I lied to her at that time, probably because I was afraid that she would know the fact that I already had a wife and a child, and I would be greedy for the ease and warmth of being with her.

The Lan family really can't drink wine, not even flower brew. The flower brew in the Qiankun bag was originally sent to my wife by someone from the bottom.She was curious about the beautiful color and fragrance, and she only tasted a cup, but she was really drunk, and it was fine when she was drunk, and she still hugged me and acted like a baby, saying that I was pretty.

If it hadn't been for this incident, maybe we wouldn't have any more intersections. After recovering from my injuries, I would return to Wen's family and continue to be the head of my Wen family. She would continue to travel around the world to treat illnesses and save lives.It's not that I don't like her, it's just that I want to let her go. Such a woman should be treated wholeheartedly and cherished in the palm of her hand, instead of wasting her life in a man's backyard.

I like her, so I am willing to let her go, probably the last intersection is just to keep an eye on her news, send some people to protect her all the time, maybe even add makeup when she gets married, let everyone know My entire Wen family is her backing, that's all.

But I didn't expect that she would hug me, and I didn't expect that a man who had been in love would be so tempted that he couldn't control himself at all. The water in her eyes was enough to make me drown. Sex and love finally defeated reason , I want her, no matter what the consequences are.

That was the first time I had a woman so patiently. I was afraid that she would hurt, cry, or feel a little uncomfortable. That love probably exhausted the tenderness of my life. I carefully traced her eyebrows and eyes, and kissed her. Her eyes, hugged her and fell asleep with her afterwards.That was probably the happiest and most indelible night of my life.

It was only later that I found out that she was not just a female cultivator from the Lan family, she was actually Qing Hengjun's precious younger sister, the third Miss Lan Run Lan who is known as the number one beauty in the cultivation world.As for Jieyu, it is her character, and I don’t know what to say about her when I walk outside and use it as a substitute for her name. Is it so easy to tell others about the character of my daughter’s family?Non-parents, elders and husbands are not allowed to call.

If she was from a lower family background, I could directly ask the Lan family to go back. After all, it is your wish, and I am willing to empty the backyard for her sake. She will be the only one in the future, so the Lan family will probably not stop her.But with her status, how could her elder brother give her to a man like me who already had a wife and children.

I didn't want to lose her, and I didn't want to lose my status, so I chose to deceive, using the ground of love as a prison, and enclosing this lark with a pure and flawless world, thinking that it would be all right if I could deceive her for a lifetime.

I brought her back to Bieyuan, a Bieyuan not far from Buyetian, which was once built with a lot of manpower and material resources, and before taking her back, I sent a letter to the people below to let them reorganize. Dare to say that there is probably no more exquisite and magnificent garden in this world.

She likes that other garden very much, especially those apricot trees. She even tugged on my sleeve and said that if she gave birth to a daughter in the future, she would bury her under this tree.But later, we failed to prepare a jar of Nurhong for our daughter.

In those days I went back and forth between Bieyuan and Buyetian, and gradually emptied the backyard, only a few who gave birth refused to leave, others were easy to say, even if they were killed, it would be fine.Only my first wife gave birth to three sons for me, and the youngest son was the favorite of my father and thus became a powerful tool for me to bring down other brothers.

I don't love her, but I do owe her something, and I don't know what to do for a while.But the position and status of this wife are all interpretations in my heart. After I have dealt with everything and confirmed that she will not leave me, I am willing to confess to her that I want to marry her, and marry her openly , not to simply worship the heavens and the earth in another courtyard, but to let everyone in the immortal sect know that Lan Jieyu is my Wen Ruohan's woman, and I want to give her a grand wedding that no one in a hundred years can compare to.

But I didn’t wait until the night when I found out that she was pregnant, I was so excited and joyful that I relaxed my vigilance and dismissed all the servants to watch the moon with her, but how could I have known that she would just let her go Yao, even if she is still conscious, she can only watch her leave Bieyuan, leave me, and never look back!

Later I found out that my good wife bribed the people in the other garden to deliberately spread gossip to her in order to keep her status, so that she knew everything.How can a high-ranking young lady be my concubine, how can a girl raised by the Lan family serve a husband together, cheating is not allowed in her love, that is the bottom line, I know it all.But I thought that because she loves me, she will forgive after all, and I will tell her when I only have her alone, and everything will still be the way it is today.But I was wrong, very wrong.

After that, I went to Lan's house countless times to beg to see her, but I couldn't even enter the mountain gate, and there was no news of her. I forced my way through Yunshen, but was stopped by Lan Ze, who asked me Do you want to keep your child alive, if you want to, don't bother her anymore.

I think, of course, that having a child between us is the biggest turning point. A kind-hearted person like her would never have the heart to let her child have no father, so I chose to wait.Waiting day after day in the city that never sleeps, I built a small building in the nightless sky, which is very similar to the light rain of apricot blossoms she said. I planted many apricot blossoms. When she gave birth to a child, I would It would be great to pick them up and live in this place as a family of three from now on.

I counted the days until our child was born, and I waited to see her again, but I didn't expect her temper to be so strong, and I never waited for that second in my life.She punished my deception with the most ruthless means, and refused to give me even a chance to make up.

On the day she gave birth, I also stayed at Yunshen, even outside the door like Lan Ze and the others. Hearing her hoarse screams and seeing the blood coming out of the pot after pot, I only felt that my own My heart was clenched so tightly that I couldn't even breathe.At that moment, I finally knew that she was more important to me than anything else.

It wasn't my first child, but this was the first time I waited outside the door for my child to be born, probably because it was my child and hers, and it had been an endless expectation from the very beginning.Xie Yu, give birth to a child safely, I admit that you can be punished by beating and scolding.

But what I was most afraid of happened. Xie Yu had a hard time giving birth to her daughter and she collapsed. No matter how many medicines Dr. Ren tried, they couldn't save her lost life.I was crazy and wanted to rush in to see her, but was stopped by Lan Qiren and the others.I don't believe it, I don't believe she will just drop me and her newborn child.

I knelt in front of her two elder brothers and begged bitterly. They guarded me so I couldn't break in. It was the first time I knelt down to meet my beloved one more time. Lan Ze's heart softened, and he probably knew it too. That's the last side.Ke Jieyu refused, even if he let me enter the room, he covered his face with his sleeves and refused to look at me again.

The child cried fiercely, and was held by Lan Qiren and cried so hard that my heart almost broke. The room where Xie Yu was filled with the smell of blood, a strong smell of blood, seemed to be It's like bleeding all the blood.

She entrusted her daughter to her two elder brothers in front of me, as if there was no one like me. It was clearly our child, but she only wanted me to stay away from the child, and that I would never step on it for the rest of my life. Half a step into Lan's house, probably in her heart I am an unforgivable villain.

I have no reason to refuse her, and I don't even have the right to refuse her at all. I even own my life. How can I not promise all of this?It's just that, I couldn't even worship her. She was buried in the Lan family's family tomb, ranked in the ancestral hall, and became a Lan family forever, not my Wen family wife.

The past flowers and moonlight, the past Yanyan Yanyan seems to be just a dream, and I am the person she regrets meeting the most.She loved me, I knew it, she hated me, and I knew it.If I had known that I would meet her, I would not have married a wife, let alone have any involvement with other women. I would have waited for her, for the Xie Yuhua on my heart.

You were born before I was born, I was born and you are already old, you hate that I was born late, I hate that you were born early, I hate that you were born differently, and every day is good to you.

Xie Yu never looked at me again until she died, and she refused to let me see her face, she really never saw her again.Why doesn't she believe that I really love her, why does she think that I am just playing with her feelings?I really love her, even if my whole heart is black, but the little clean place on the tip of my heart is all reserved for her and our daughter.

What I'm greedy for is her face, what I've always been greedy for is a complete her, whether it's beautiful or ugly, as long as it's her.

This love started with deception and ended with truth. There is no longer the vivid and picturesque beauty in my arms, and there will no longer be the joy and harmony I expected in my small building.

After all, I am still alone. If the supreme patriarch represents loneliness, then I would rather just be her Wen Song, guarding a small room, guarding a lively and smiling her, guarding our daughter's life. lifetime.

During those 15 years, the only concern in my heart was our daughter, and the only thought was to resurrect her. I spent 15 years looking for Yin Iron to refine it, and I did not hesitate to practice sorcery just to bring back what I lost.

When Wen Xu took people to Lan's house, I only told him not to hurt Boya, and not to touch the plants and trees of the apricot blossoms and light rain. That's where my two favorite people grew up. No one can move. This is me. bottom line.

As for the Lan family, I probably hate them, why didn't you let me see Jieyu earlier, let me apologize to her, let me explain my words to her clearly, and let me have the opportunity to stay by her side more For a moment, maybe our ending will be different, maybe she and Boya will be by my side now.

Even though I knew it was only a slim possibility, I still fantasized about it countless times until I took it as a necessity.Perhaps only in this way can I have less regret and more courage to go on.

It took me 15 years to bring my daughter back to me, but she looked at me with hatred in her eyes, yes, I owe you so much, how can she not hate me?But it doesn't matter, I love her enough, maybe one day she will know that my love is true, maybe she will call me father?

I know her name was chosen by Xie Yu, Lan Wei, which sounds nice, but I prefer to call her Boya, our daughter will not be an ordinary Wei Cao, she is the princess of the Wen family, a phoenix soaring to the sky, He is the one who can inherit everything from me in the future.

I love Boya, and I want to give her the best. I let the elders' relatives serve her. I give her my warmth and let her cultivate her own power. I also give her the token of the patriarch. , I want everyone to know that Boya is the future king of the Wen family. As for Wen Chao and the others, I will naturally take care of them. I will pave the way for her to the throne and help her step by step.

Xie Yu, when I bring you back, if you don't like this night, we will travel around the world. If you want to be with your daughter, we will go back to our other garden and our small building. I have been letting people Take care of it, and you can live in it when you come back.I'm just weaving a sweet dream for myself that I don't want to wake up from

Boya is very similar to her, almost carved out of the same mold. If I said that I had nine points of love for Boya at first, then after seeing her, I have become twelve points. Like, looking at her, I can think of the Xie Yu when we first met, the Xie Yu who would cry or smile with vivid eyebrows.

I am willing to indulge Boya and let her do everything she wants, as long as she stays with me well, I can let her do everything, but then I don't know whether it is right or wrong.

She lost her golden elixir, and when she was lying in front of me dying of life, she was very similar to Xie Yu when she was dying. It still had that horrible smell of blood, and that kind of heart-piercing sense of powerlessness.Back then I watched Xie Yu leave, but this time I will save Boya at all costs, I can no longer accept losing.

Half-length cultivation saved Boya's life. She fell into a coma for three months. I went to see her every day and prayed every day. Don't take my daughter away, leave her to me.Otherwise, I will die with everything in this world.

Boya called my father for the first time after waking up, and asked for the first time to see the other garden where her mother lived. Everything she, my baby girl wants, I will do whatever it takes to get it for her.

Later, I finally knew the reason. She quietly avoided going out just to give birth to an evil seed, even because this child almost killed her. This child belongs to the Jiang family, and there is something like Jiang Fengmian and Yu Ziyuan between her eyebrows I can see the shadow at a glance. It's really not smart for them to lie.

At that time, I probably understood the feelings of Lan Ze and Lan Qiren. To them, I was probably like Jiang Wanyin to me. I wished I could kill that bastard who hurt my precious daughter. I hated him for letting Boya down, but What right do I have to deceive Xie Yu, we are all the same damn it.

Although I can't fall in love with that child, but it is Boya's flesh and blood, and I don't want to treat him badly. Tiancai Dibao sent him over for any reason, and gave Boya a chance to meet his child with an excuse. , I really don't want her to suffer from the pain of separation I have suffered.

Boya finally embarked on the old road of understanding language and fell in love with a man who shouldn't be loved.I can protect her people, but I can't protect her heart. The word love hurts the most.

Boya and Jieyu are too similar, even in their methods, but she is more cruel than Jieyu, probably like me.Xie Yu escaped from me by drugging her, but she also used such a method, silly boy, how could I fall twice in one place?But probably because she was the one who wanted my life, I just followed her mind and drank the drugged porridge.

She always asks me why I refuse to stop, but she doesn't know that I can't stop anymore, if I stop the Wen family, there will be no good end.In fact, I already know that Xieyu can't come back, but I still don't choose, because once some roads are gone, there is no turning back.

The last thing I can do for Boya is to drink those porridges with a smile.Winner and loser, if I dominate the whole family, she will still be the high princess. If I lose, I will die in her hands. She has the credit for slaying me, a big devil, and no one will ever be able to do it. Use life experience to slander her.

In fact, I am very relieved, at least she really recognized me as my father later, the bitter taste of medicinal materials was no longer in the soup she brought, and every call she called "Daddy" came from the heart, and I could feel it.In this way, I will be satisfied.

Before the decisive battle, she pulled me and refused to let me go. I lied to her that I would bring Jieyu back to reunite with her, but I knew I would never come back.There should be an explanation for those crimes and blood.

Boya, live a good life, live a wonderful and beautiful life, live the most ordinary and happy life with the one you love.I'm going to see your mother, to apologize to her, to tell her that I really, really love her...

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Lan Jieyu loved Wen Ruohan, and even until she died, she didn't let him go. She hid her face not only out of resentment, but also because she didn't want him to see her haggard. After all, she hoped that she would always be the most beautiful in his heart.Just like Mrs. Li, if his appearance is no longer there, he will die without seeing the king. From now on, his thoughts and thoughts will be the same as in the old days.