If this love becomes a memory

【17】

Sister Yi entered the door and saw Cheng Lili squatting to wash a large basin of clothes, she couldn't help complaining: "Your body is still so weak, what are you washing, and rest quickly." Then, she poured out a bowl of soup from the thermos cup she brought and served it. past. "Just made it, drink it while it's hot."

Cheng Lili sat down obediently, and took the bowl, "I'm bothering you again." Sister Yi shook her head sadly, "Lili, we have known each other for five or six years. Although we haven't been together, even if we are ordinary friends, You don't have to be so polite to me." Cheng Lili just wanted to explain, but she saw Sister Yi wave her hand dejectedly. "Forget it, it's useless not to talk about it. I just want to ask you, if the woman surnamed Mo comes tomorrow and wants to take her away, do you agree?"

"That depends on what Xiao Yi wants." Cheng Lili said, she hadn't had time to think about this issue in the future.

"What does she know! The key depends on your attitude." Sister Yi said: "It is reasonable for me to talk too much, but the current situation is that you are out of work and in poor health. No one knows when she will recover. Continue. If you stay by your side, I'm afraid it will drag you down."

Cheng Lili didn't make a sound. Sister Yi was telling the truth, but she felt too much reluctance and sadness to send Xiao Yi away at this time.Sister Yi got up, patted her hand affectionately and said, "Think about it carefully, I have a party tonight, so I'm leaving first."

Why doesn't she understand the other meaning of Sister Yi's words? Sister Yi said stubbornly many years ago, "I will wait for you at the same place." Now it has been spent on her for several years.Cheng Lili was holding the bowl of soup and couldn't drink it anymore.

Soon after her husband's death, the water pump factory was restructured. After a private enterprise bought the factory, half of the workers were laid off. Although Cheng Lili stayed, she was very uncertain about the future.I am in my early thirties, and I can only rely on memories and small attachments emotionally. My work is no longer what it used to be, and I am always in danger of being laid off.

Fortunately, she found the virtual refuge of the Internet, and soon became addicted to it.

By chance, she entered an alternative chat room, where she found that there were so many women like her, and she felt very kind.For a while, she just sat in front of the computer with novelty and warmth, watching others chat.One day, a man named Feng took the initiative to find her, and asked her age, height, weight, where she was born, T or P.She answered each one honestly, but she didn't understand what TP was.The wind explained in detail.In fact, she was not very sure that she was Lala at the time, and when she was with Xiaoxiao, she still wrote P.

Feng is the later sister Yi. It took less than a week from the chat room to the phone call to the decision to meet.After the meeting, Sister Yi was about the same as she had imagined, of average height and appearance. Sister Yi warmly hugged her, then kissed and lured her half-pushed to the bed.After the incident, she was surprised by her madness, and even more surprised that she forgot about Xiao Xiao when she was making out with Sister Yi.Sister Yi made her understand an indisputable fact that she is indeed a lesbian.

That time, Sister Yi stayed for more than a week, and later visited her a few times. When the two places were separated, Sister Yi would call to greet her every day no matter how busy she was.She knew that Sister Yi was rich and had her own company, but she didn't like these things. She liked being pampered and loved by Sister Yi.If it wasn't for sister Yi's unintentional leak, they would be very happy together.She was quite shocked when she learned that Sister Yi was not divorced. When she first met, Sister Yi told her that she was divorced.A feeling of being cheated arises spontaneously, and she proposes to break up immediately.

Although Miss Yi flew over the next day.Explain to her that she has been separated from her husband for several years, and the marriage has long existed in name only, and the reason for not getting divorced is because of the children and the company's interests.Unmoved, she resolutely ended the relationship.

She can't tolerate deception, and the most important thing is that no matter how much conflicts Sister Yi has with her husband, she doesn't want to get involved in other people's marriage.If she continues to communicate, she will feel that she is being taken care of.

Sister Yi was very sad, saying that it was not easy to fall in love with someone in her thirties, and she had to wait for her until she met Xiao Yi later, Sister Yi still said so. "If you have a good life with her, I will bless you, otherwise, I will still wait for you."

Thinking of Xiao Yi, Cheng Lili laughed silently, because Sister Yi is a foreigner, and she agreed to meet after a short time of acquaintance.As for Xiao Yi, who lives in the same city, she was much more cautious. The two had been chatting on QQ, and later they started calling. When both of them felt that it was time to meet, it was half a year later.

Cheng Lili remembers that she cleaned up deliberately that night, and when she arrived at the agreed coffee shop, a tall figure greeted her in a corner by the window, dressed in casual clothes, very chic.The environment there is very good, with flickering candles and light music.She carefully looked at the person across from him, but she didn't expect him to be so good-looking, with an aura that she couldn't describe.

But Xiao also seemed dissatisfied with her, and the conversation went on for a long time as if he couldn't find a topic, without the enthusiasm and humor of the online chat at all.Later, we talked about our respective units.She lamented that she is also a worker in a state-owned enterprise, but her fate is so different. The water pump factory has been restructured for more than two years, and it still looks half-dead. However, Xiao Yi's working experience is shorter than hers, and her income at that time was three times hers.

"I've also heard about your factory. Sooner or later it will collapse." Xiao Yi said, "You have to plan early."

"Our factory has been restructured, so it is not so easy to collapse." She retorted.

"What system change! Why don't you just sell it to a private person. Maybe your boss is still looking forward to declaring bankruptcy earlier."

"According to what you say, our boss's head is wrong." She sneered: "We spent tens of millions to buy the factory and assumed tens of millions of debts just to go bankrupt. Why do you have a fever when you have too much money?"

"For the sake of the land, look at TV and newspapers. There are many similar things. Now the land of your factory alone costs far more than 1 million yuan. If you develop real estate there in the future, your boss's return may be far away." Not just a billion, but billions."

"That's impossible, the city won't agree." No matter how ignorant she is, she also knows that this is called the loss of state-owned assets. As long as you, Xiao Yi, can see the tricks, will the government not know?Besides, this topic made her very uncomfortable.But Xiao Yi is very stubborn and still chatters. "Think about it carefully. I heard that when the city agreed to the acquisition, it signed an agreement with your boss to properly arrange the workers. What happened? As soon as you took over, you cut off half of the workers, right? The workers also went to the city. This is the first; second, after so long of restructuring, your factory is still the same as in the past, with outdated equipment and a single product, which is not competitive in the market at all, so Your boss is procrastinating to find an opportunity; third"

"Okay, okay." She interrupted hastily. In such a romantic place, the other party always talked about her work unit, and didn't have the slightest intention of talking to her. Obviously, this is the so-called death by sight. She Not into the eyes of others.So, I found an excuse to leave.

When the lights came out, Cheng Lili walked alone on the street, staring blankly at the strange faces passing by her.The relationship that had been cultivated for half a year ended like this. She didn't know if she would still be in the mood to meet new people and meet people again in the future.To be honest, she likes Xiao Yi, who is the same age as Xiao Xiao, but he has good conditions and looks down on her.

After walking for an unknown amount of time, a person stood in front of her, and when she looked up, it was Xiao Yi, holding a can of beer in his hand and several cans in the other hand. "I want to talk to you."

"Didn't we just talk about it?" She said, "Shouldn't we still talk about my work unit?"

"No, I have something very important to tell you." Xiao Yi looked around, pointed to a hotel in front of him and said, "Go there and ask for a room, let's talk."

"Just talk here."

"No!"

She crossed her arms, thought about it, and followed her to the hotel.After entering the room and sitting down, Xiao Yi opened a can of beer, downed it in one gulp, and said, "I haven't had a drop of alcohol in a long time. I drank two cans just now, and I'm definitely not drunk."

She felt amused, what kind of words should use alcohol to embolden her courage. "Speak."

"These years, I have always felt that I am incapable of love." Xiao Yi said: "I can't love anyone. When I met you, I had feelings. You made me feel excited. Slowly, I began to think You, I think I fell in love with you, and I can see you."

"It's obvious that I've let you down, haven't I?"

"No." Xiao Yi was a little annoyed. "When I faced you, I realized that I couldn't fall in love anymore. I obviously had a lot of words of admiration, and they all poured down my throat, but what came out of my mouth were some incomprehensible nonsense. I really wanted to hold your hand." , but trembling with nervousness. I don’t know how it happened, but when I came out of the coffee shop and followed you, my heart was so desolate.”

She finally understood, and looking at Xiao Yi who was curled up on the sofa, she couldn't help feeling a deep love and pity.He asked softly, "Then what do you want from me?"

"Give me another chance."

She has to give it another chance, which means that the initiative is actually in her hands.A gleam of joy flashed in Cheng Lili's heart. The handsome and personable person in front of her eyes showed the bewilderment of a lost child looking for her mother.She had to help this poor man, she didn't know how she suppressed herself these years, she thought so, and naturally interpreted this "opportunity" in some ambiguous ways.

She got up and went to the bathroom. After taking a bath, she came out with a bath towel around her chest, and ordered as naturally as possible: "You go and wash too." Then she turned off the lights in the room, opened the curtains, and let the neon light outside pour in. Pull the coiled hair loose, and the atmosphere should be less tense.

Waiting for Xiao also groped into the bed, she hugged the long and thin and stiff body as softly as a cat, kissed and stroked, "Don't oppress yourself like this, do whatever you want," she said.Feeling the heat on Xiao Yi's lips, and his body gradually relaxing, he asked again: "Do you want me to review your homework for you?" Entering the state, she catered, and the desire in her body was quickly ignited. The way Xiao Yi entered was very special. She had never experienced it before. There was a little pain, but it was also exciting, and she couldn't help crying out.Xiao, who had been completely awakened, also became active, working hard on her body over and over again, bringing her to a higher place time after time.

After tossing and tossing for a whole night, the sky was dawning, she shrank into Xiao Yi's arms begging for mercy, and experienced this kind of joy that was long and soft to the bone for the first time, it turned out that love can be made so vividly and freely, "You were born to be a wolf ah!"

"Hungry wolf." Xiao Yi said while biting her earlobe.

Later, she really fell in love with this hungry wolf deeply.After leaving their hometown for several years and suffering so much, the two have always loved each other very much.Now, is everything going to be a thing of the past?

Cheng Lili finished dinner, Xiao Yi got up, scratched his head and shouted, she hurried over, Xiao Yi's clothes were soaked again, and prickly heat began to appear on his head and body.

Sister Yi is right, if this continues, Xiao Yi will also be worn out, and sending him back will also help his recovery.She felt that God was really good at torturing people, like always using candy to lure a child full of expectations, and when the child took it and tasted the sweetness, he took it back viciously.