If this love becomes a memory

【16】

I'm afraid Cheng Lili will never forget what happened that day until she dies.The sweater was almost finished, and Xiaoxiao had grown a lot over the past year, so Cheng Lili asked Xiaoxiao to try it on, and she was ready to finish after measuring the length.For a long time, because of her mother, she and her younger sister almost never brought friends and classmates to the house. It happened that the parents took the younger sister to visit relatives that day, so she took Xiao Xiao to the house with confidence.

After trying them on, the two people who were immersed in happiness fell on the bed between her and her sister, and made out with each other.They didn't know when the mother came back and when the door of the room was opened.It wasn't until she heard a roar that Cheng Lili looked up and saw her mother standing by the bed, she was suddenly frightened.

If people really have a soul, her soul must have fled around at that time, her head was blank, and her hands were shaking so much that she couldn't even put on her clothes. It took a while for her mother's face and voice to truly come back to her eyes. "How did you do such shameless things?!"

"Mom, mom, no, it's not a small matter." She threw herself on her mother and knelt down, her teeth chattering, and her words trembled violently. "It's my fault, it's me."

The mother slapped her face, but she didn't feel any pain, "If I knew you did such a shameful thing, I might as well have thrown it into the urinal and drowned when I was born. And you." The mother pointed to the little novel: "I'm going to Your school, go to the police station and sue you!"

"No! Mom." She desperately hugged her mother's leg. "It's all my fault. It's not a small matter. She still has to go to college. We can't ruin her."

"If you dare to communicate again, I will go to the school to report and see which university will accept such corrupt people.~"

"No more, we won't, I promise." She got up to stop her mother, and motioned for Xiaoxiao to leave quickly. When Xiaoxiao fled to the door in a hurry, she looked back at her. The tearful Xiaoxiao was so painful and helpless. She didn't expect that this side was actually their farewell.

The mother's abuse continued until the father and sister returned in the evening.She hid in the room, besides being ashamed, she was also surrounded by deep fear.The father who had been useless all his life didn't know what happened, but from the next day, he accompanied her to and from get off work according to his mother's request and did not allow her to contact anyone.

In fact, she didn't dare to go to Xiaoxiao, at least she didn't want to irritate her mother until the admission notice came out.In those few days, she thought about Xiaoxiao and worried so much that she gritted her teeth and held back.Until one day, when I came home from get off work with my father, my mother threw a stack of papers in her face as soon as she entered the door.

She took a look, and hurried into her room, the lock of the drawer was picked, and she and the little letter were gone.

"It turns out that you have been messing around for so long." The mother was furious. "Why did I give birth to such a worldly thing like you, you can be killed by a head bump."

Father finally understood what was going on, and couldn't help complaining. "Lili, why did you do such a foolish thing? It will kill you for the rest of your life."

She fell on the bed, and there was only one thought in her mind, this house couldn't stay any longer, not even for a day!

The next day, her father sent her into the workshop. As soon as she left, she asked for leave and went straight to Xiaoxiao's house. She wanted to discuss with Xiaoxiao and leave that house.

The little mother was surprised by her arrival. "I thought Xiaoxiao was with you. She didn't come back last night."

She was startled, and didn't dare to tell Xiaoxiao's mother that she hadn't seen Xiaoxiao for a few days. She went into Xiaoxiao's room and looked around, but there was nothing unusual, so she asked, "When did Xiaoxiao go out?"

"I had dinner together at noon yesterday. I went out and didn't see her when I came back. Where did this child go?"

"It's okay, she might have gone to her classmate's." Instead of comforting Xiaoxiao's mother, she was comforting herself. It must be that Xiaoxiao was afraid and went to hide with her classmates for a few days, she thought so.

Day after day passed, and there was still no news, and the little mother found her. "Lili, something's wrong. Xiaoxiao never sleeps out overnight, and always tells her family whenever she goes. It's been three days. Could something happen?"

She didn't care about her parents' feelings anymore, so she took a leave of absence to search around. She asked all of Xiaoxiao's classmates and acquaintances if she could be contacted. I have seen little.No scrap of paper was found left.

She thought of the day when Xiaoxiao disappeared, the afternoon when her mother pried open the drawer and found their letters. Could it be that her mother did something to Xiaoxiao? She knew that Xiaoxiao was actually very cowardly in her bones. may choose to escape.But no matter how much she begged and asked, her mother firmly denied it. "What did I see her doing? No! I advise you to calm down and jump up and down all over the world, lest people will not know what you are doing. You are shameless, we still have to be human."

The little parents called the police.When the police approached her to learn about the situation, she didn't say anything about her mother's arrest of the two of them, nor about her suspicion of her mother.Soon, Xiaoxiao's admission letter arrived, and it was the institution of higher learning that countless students yearned for, but her Xiaoxiao disappeared.

Just like that, Xiao Xiao mysteriously disappeared, with no one alive or dead, only the unfinished sweater left.She couldn't even remember how those days passed. She thought about death many times, but she always felt that Xiaoxiao would come back one day. In the repeated intertwining of hope and disappointment, she continued to search while taking care of Xiaoxiao's parents, almost After ten years, she felt that her life would be like this, but unexpectedly, she still had a chance to get married.

My sister was almost 25 that year, and she was never able to get married because the man had no house.The mother called them home to talk once, and promised them to live at home after marriage, on the condition that they would take care of the two elders in the future. The mother said this in front of her face. She knew that the family could not live, so she let it out. She wanted to get married. After being introduced, she met a small employee of a construction company, who was a few years older than her, divorced and had no children. The most important thing was that he had a house. Two months later, she married herself.

On the first night of their wedding, she still couldn't face her husband's body, feeling strange and awkward.To her nervousness, the married, sexually experienced man was unmoved.The next few days were also extremely gentle.But their sex is very disharmonious. Although her husband does a lot of foreplay every time, small faces will continue to appear in her consciousness, and only small sobs can be heard in her ears. The more her husband fiddles, the more her body becomes more stiff.As a result, the group's intercourse was the same as going to the slaughterhouse, with pain, bleeding, and convulsions.I also saw a doctor and took medicine. When all the efforts were in vain, my husband was very disappointed. "Why did I marry someone who is not useful?"

She felt that she was responsible for her husband's death. If she hadn't been useless, her husband would not have fallen in love with drinking, let alone rode a motorcycle while drinking and got under the wheels of other people's passenger cars and died on the spot.

After less than a year of marriage, her husband died at the age of 30.At the funeral, she heard her mother muttering to her younger sister: "That Mr. Gossip is quite accurate." She looked at her mother and smiled brightly. It is really a miracle that she can survive under such a mother until now.

"Don't worry, I'm bankrupt, and I have no son to conquer." For the first time, she faced her mother with such viciousness.For the first time, she was no longer afraid or guilty of her mother. Her husband was gone, but she had a house and a nest of her own.

Outside the window, dusk slowly fell, Cheng Lili saw Xiao Yi in her arms sleeping soundly, put it down gently, got up and got out of bed.These years, she has finally lived her own life. Both Sister Yi and Xiao Yi have brought her so much happiness, but why doesn't this kind of happiness last long?