If this love becomes a memory

【3】

Mo Wei quickly got used to the life here. This is a small city. Although housing development is still going on everywhere, the bustling areas are still the few commercial streets in the center of the city. She has no interest after shopping twice. , the mall supermarket stores here lag behind those in the metropolis by several years in terms of scale and products, but the prices are not necessarily cheap.Mo Wei felt that this city was like an enlarged county where she lived in her childhood, with simple folk customs and a leisurely life.What she remembers are all kinds of snacks. The more old the streets are, the more authentic the taste is, and you can fill your stomach comfortably for only 20 yuan.

Luo Simin's husband developed in other places and left a motorcycle at home. After Mo Wei came, he tidied it up and it became her special car, which is more convenient for running around the city all day, and occasionally picks up Domi from school, by the way To satisfy the child's vanity, Domi said that her classmates envied her for having such a tall and handsome sister, and Mo Wei liked others to praise her for being handsome, even if it was a child.

Most of the time, her scope of activities is still in the east of the city, where there are several companies.Most of them are the sites of my sister-in-law and her company, where factories, office buildings, and living areas are all gathered together.Mo Wei had never seen a factory before, nor had she come into contact with this kind of state-owned enterprise worker, everything was very novel.After hanging out with my sister-in-law Simin a few times, she found that the circle of friends of these people is very narrow, basically they are contacts with people from the company, and the conversations are mostly gossip about the company's personnel, how much money they send, and their relationship with others. Dissatisfied complaints from the superiors, and the content of the game is nothing more than playing cards, drinking, karaoke, and trilogy.Even when I go out to buy some food, I have to stop and say hello to people N times along the way. It is completely a world of acquaintances.

Mo Wei was very envious of the friendship between Mo Xiaonan and Luo Simin.One is a divorced woman, and the other is a husband who goes out to work hard and takes care of the child alone, but they can live together like a family.Luo Simin is a shift worker, she spends a lot of time during the day, basically she takes care of the housework of the two families, and whenever she works the midnight shift, Domi is taken care of by Mo Xiaonan, everything is so harmonious and natural.

Together with my sister-in-law, she doesn't look like an elder, in Luo Simin's words, she is simply out of shape.On the third day after Mo Wei came here, she saw her sister-in-law drinking crazy.That night, my sister-in-law's work unit had a social event. At nine o'clock, Luo Simin received a text message from her sister-in-law, "Come and pick me up quickly", and said to Mo Wei, "I have to go and see if anything happens." Luo Simin went out not long after , so she called Mo Wei to go to the flower bed at the intersection, and Mo Wei found them in the corner of the flower bed a few hundred meters away from the community. The sister-in-law was sitting on the wet grass, singing "If the wine is dry, if you sell nothing", thinking Min stood aside.

"What's wrong?" Mo Wei asked.

"Drunk, it's fine to pick her up, and I won't leave here."

Waiting for her to finish singing with full of emotion, Simin tugged at her and said, "Let's go, let's go back and sing."

"Don't go, you have to drink!" Mo Xiaonan said: "Isn't it agreed? I drink one cup and you drink three cups. I drank fifteen cups, and you have to drink up 45 cups."

"Drink it all, let's go."

"Bah." Mo Xiaonan spat contemptuously: "If you don't drink, you have to call your husband, is it so fun to be called husband?

Luo Simin sighed, and said, "Xiao Nan, we won't go to such entertainment in the future."

"Damn it, you're still a leader, you old bastard can't drink to death."

Mo Wei didn't know what happened, so she instinctively went to help her sister, but was blocked back. "Go away, you heartless little bastard, if I hadn't carried you on your back when you were young, if Simin hadn't nursed you, would you have been able to jump so high?"

Luo Simin stomped aside, dumbfounded. "How old will I be? How can there be any milk to feed Weiwei? Let's go back to the wine lunatic, okay? I have to work after hours."

"Dou Dao, you know Dao Dao, bitch, why are married women like this bitch?"

"If you don't leave, I will leave. I have to work at midnight."

"Go, go, I know you hate me, you have always hated me!"

"Let's go home and talk about it, okay? What do you mean when people see you making such a fuss?"

"I'm homeless, I've been homeless for a long time." Mo Xiaonan hugged his knees and shook back and forth. "I used to have a home, but it broke up. Then I had a home, but it's gone. Now I don't have a home."

Luo Simin fell silent. In the darkness, Mo Wei seemed to hear Luo Simin's deep sigh. She didn't know what they were talking about, but she just felt that she was going to take her back, so she knelt down and forced her on her back.

"Aunt Min, does sister-in-law often do this?" Mo Wei asked.

"No, she usually doesn't go to the company's entertainment. She mostly plays with friends and never drinks liquor. I don't know what happened today."

When they arrived at the gate of the community, Mo Xiaonan slapped Mo Wei, squatted down and vomited as soon as he put it down.When she woke up the next day, Mo Xiaonan couldn't remember how she came back. In order to rush to work, she asked Mo Wei to send Domi to school. The three of them walked to the gate of the community. The cleaner and several people were discussing something. Mo Wei saw, It was my sister-in-law's vomit at night.The sister-in-law also rushed into the crowd, and discussed with the people with an upright face: "It's too immoral, why spit here!"

Mo Wei hurriedly pulled her out and told her quietly that it was her masterpiece, but the sister-in-law stared at her and said, "It's too bullying! Who made the rumor?"

What made Mo Wei dumbfounded the most was that once she was taking a bath, the sister-in-law was so anxious that she rushed into the bathroom and kicked her out without any explanation.

At that time, Mo Wei was very angry, she was naked and couldn't find any cover, so she had to squat outside the toilet with her hands on her chest.

The sister-in-law came out and laughed. "What's the matter? I haven't seen anything on you? Could it be that you still have something that I don't have? Let's take a look." After speaking, Mo Wei ran into the bathroom in fright, and locked the door firmly. .He shouted dissatisfiedly: "Who is it! I have never seen an elder like you!"

"Then you will be my elder. Next time I take a shower, you will come in and pee too."

Mo Wei felt that the reason why my sister-in-law seemed immature might be because she had no children.Luo Simin surrounded the pots and pans all day long, lamenting the price and calculating life, but my sister-in-law was able to enjoy herself happily in her own world.Sometimes, I take out a lot of fur toys of different heights, bathe, dry, blow hair and dress them. I can play for half a day, or take out her baby tea set, wipe and touch them, and then make a pot in Mo Wei looked at something that was as bitter as traditional Chinese medicine. She leaned against the window, posed for a pose, shook her head and sniffed for a while with her eyes closed, and then took a small sip. The face of a pseudo-cultural person.Sometimes, after drinking some beer, when she gets excited, she teases Domi Remowei and quarrels with Luo Simin relentlessly.

It was my sister-in-law's indecency that made it easy for Mo Wei to get along with her these days.Mo Wei thought she had a good time.I was so happy that I forgot about AA, the troubles I had, and the eleventh coming.However, in those nights when I fell asleep and couldn't find a pillow, I couldn't hold back the bits and pieces of the past, and kept running wildly in my mind, and my heart still ached.Every time at this time, she would repeatedly ask herself, does she really love AA that much?Really can't forget that relationship?

Carefully combing through the past four years, Mo Wei discovered that the love and care given by AA is far more than her. It is not that she has not imagined the situation of having to break up due to family pressure. She always believes that AA should be suffering and wandering. Reluctant, rather than being unfeeling like marrying just to get married, maybe this is the root of her unwillingness?After thinking about this, Mo Wei felt better.After embarking on this path, she knew that there was no possibility of turning back, and that she might have a new girlfriend in the future, but for the first time, Mo Wei felt deeply frustrated and unconfident about this kind of relationship.No matter how deep the love is, no matter how long they have lived together, as soon as the pressure from the outside comes, everything will be wiped out. The relationship between girls and boys is so fragile.

As Eleven approached, she tried hard to convince herself to forget about AA and that relationship, but she was surrounded by another anxiety, which was how to face her parents, relatives and friends in the future.These days, she has no contact with her parents, but she knows that her parents talk to her sister-in-law on the phone every day. Although the sister-in-law didn't say anything, she can guess the content of the conversation, and she can imagine that her parents may have a few family meetings there. Discuss how to deal with her.

After November [-]st, the crisis day that adults think is over, she will always go back and face her parents. If she bluntly says "I only love girls in my life", it will definitely not solve the problem.So she wants to win over her sister-in-law and make her sister-in-law a bridge between her and her parents.So Mo Wei recommended some lesbian websites to my sister-in-law.Lala text, and also downloaded a few lesbian movies, I hope my sister-in-law can have an objective, true and comprehensive understanding of lesbians.What made her happy was that my sister-in-law read it very carefully and seriously, and humbly asked for advice on what she didn't understand. What was disappointing was that after reading it, my sister-in-law just said sourly: "It's very touching, very lingering."

"Then you have to help me." Mo Wei said.

"How can I help? I'll hold a family meeting, and everyone will have a homosexual manual, so as to unify our thinking and raise awareness?"

Mo Wei rolled her eyes in anger, but she also made up her mind that in the days to come, no matter what she had to do, she had to convince her sister-in-law.