If this love becomes a memory

【4】

This afternoon, Mo Xiaonan walked into the trade union building and found that it was surprisingly quiet, only his colleague Zhang was in the office. "Where did everyone go?" she asked.

"You don't know? Hongzheng Company held a foundation stone laying ceremony this afternoon, and everyone went there." Colleague Zhang said, "The whole building is just the two of us."

Mo Xiaonan let out an "oh" and sat down at her desk. "Then why didn't you go?"

"It's obviously an excuse to say that I haven't finished collecting the materials, and I don't need the materials tomorrow." Colleague Zhang patted a stack of papers on his desk. "Damn it, they have taken up all the good things, so why are we just working?"

"Hehe." Mo Xiaonan smiled noncommittally, she understood the resentment of her colleague Zhang.A few days ago, the chairman of the trade union was going to take a dance team to participate in the staff art competition held by the ministry. When selecting the entourage, the office was full of competition. There are few business trips these days, let alone going to a seaside city. It's like a free trip, but colleague Zhang didn't get it, and now he can't even attend the groundbreaking ceremony, so he's really angry.Participating in these activities of the subsidiary company, the attendees have some small red envelopes and small gifts, and at the worst, they can have a meal and a drink. If the benefits don't come to you, that's enough to show that you didn't mix well, taking advantage of the situation is a small matter, but saving face is a big problem.

"Xiao Nan, I admire you." Colleague Zhang said again: "We don't have anything to say about being trampled on when we are young, but you have worked for so long, can you bear it?"

"Hehe." Mo Xiaonan still smiled dryly and did not answer.She is no longer the innocent little girl worker who loves to cry in the workshop. She has been polished to a smooth, round and smooth shape like those cobblestones in Simin's yard after coming to the Federation of Trade Unions of the group company.Where is the agency?Seeing birds talking like birds, seeing ghosts talking about ghosts, her philosophy of life is to always haha, haha ​​and repeat haha.Of those who can squeeze into this building, whose back is empty and flat?Inadvertently offended a lot.

"Don't be so old." Colleague Zhang was dissatisfied. "I heard that you used to travel a lot, right? It's still fair for the previous leader."

When mentioning the leader, Mo Xiaonan omitted even the huh, and concentrated on staring at the display and playing games frequently.before?In the past, she, Mo Xiaonan, was the wife of Zhonggan Zhuo Ercong, and Zhuo Ercong's father was the director of the personnel department of the group company.Now she is just an abandoned wife, what reason is there to accuse the current leader of being snobbish?She is not so naive as to not understand this bit of worldly wisdom.

Do not forget your form when you are proud, and do not lose your will when you are frustrated.This is a sentence that the master often said before, Mo Xiaonan has never been complacent and arrogant, from the position of a worker to the management position of the Federation of Trade Unions.She knew very well that it wasn't that she had any special qualities, it was all due to the great energy of Zhuo Ercong's father.Therefore, even before the divorce, when she was still an official wife in people's eyes, she had always been cautious in her words and deeds.Over the past decade or so, the company has undergone several major reforms. After the establishment of the group company, the former secondary units and branch factories have become subsidiaries, split and merged, dismantled and merged, and continuously generated some The new company is very lively and dazzling.She is only a far-sighteder of the changes made by the chemical heads of the group's decision-makers. For a good unit, the situation of the workers is very difficult. For example, after the construction branch she worked in became a subsidiary company, the bonus was calculated independently, and the labor intensity of the workers was much higher.It was under such circumstances that Simin gave up the machinery he had been working on for ten years and changed his career to work as a shift worker on the front line.Compared with them, Mo Xiaonan is very content. As an ordinary manager, his job is easy, his income is higher than that of front-line workers, and the gap in benefit distribution is small.When people get cheap, they must know how to pretend to be good. She will build a good relationship with her leaders and colleagues here, and get along until she retires.

Mo Xiaonan's silence made Colleague Zhang very bored. After a few complaints, he transported his resentment to his fingers and tapped on the keyboard.At this time, the phone rang, and Mo Xiaonan saw that it was the elder brother calling.The elder brother called almost every day, just to ask about Mo Wei's current situation, her living habits, and her emotional stability. She answered them one by one.

"National Day will be in a few days, you must take care of Weiwei and don't let her run back." The eldest brother said.

"it is good."

"The most important thing is not to give her money, but to control the cash in her hand."

Mo Xiaonan didn't understand what the elder brother was thinking, he confiscated Weiwei's mobile phone, just because he was afraid that Weiwei would harass AA's family, but if he really wanted to harass, wouldn't Weiwei go to the public phone?Can't use her landline?Control cash?Weiwei is such a big person, and she doesn't have three or four friends?If you really want to get some travel expenses back, isn't that an easy task?But she still agreed.

"There is one more thing." The eldest brother said again: "Vivi's second uncle went to inquire about it. Nowadays, some young people regard doing that as a fashion. We discussed it yesterday. We still have to let her have a boyfriend and change it as soon as possible." come over."

"Brother, if you miss Weiwei, talk to her tonight." Mo Xiaonan pretended to be stupid and changed the subject.

"That child has a stubborn temper. I made an agreement with her mother not to contact her before the National Day, so as not to irritate her." The eldest brother paused and said, "We have entrusted relatives and friends to find someone for Weiwei. Arrange to go on a blind date, sister Yao, please persuade Weiwei slowly on this matter."

After hanging up the line, Mo Xiaonan felt very uncomfortable.She was aware of the efforts Mo Wei had made these days, and sometimes she didn't even dare to look at the child's hopeful eyes.But she couldn't express her opinion.She didn't think Weiwei was following the fashion for fun.It's because Weiwei is too young and may not be able to figure out feelings. If she takes a clear stand on Weiwei's side at this time, she may harm the child.What's more, she had personally witnessed such a relationship, which was too hurtful and painful. She didn't want Weiwei to go on this path, and it was best to turn around and live a normal life in the eyes of most people.But Mo Xiaonan does not agree with the big brother's decision. If according to what Weiwei said, pure lesbians can't accept men, what's the use of a blind date!If making a boyfriend can be changed, then if all the lesbians are caught on a blind date, won't they all be changed?

Just as he was thinking wildly, a middle-aged man walked into the office. He was the branch secretary and chairman of the trade union of a certain unit, and he came to do something.Colleague Zhang found the materials he wanted and went downstairs to make copies.There were only the two of them left in the office, and the man walked towards Mo Xiaonan. "Secretary Mo, are you busy?"

"Hehe, I'm not busy." Mo Xiaonan turned off the game without any hassle.

"Secretary Mo, you are getting more and more beautiful!"

"hehe"

"I heard people say that Secretary Mo of the trade union is not only talented, but also extremely good-looking. I didn't believe it. I saw you at the workers' congress last year, so I believed it."

"Ha ha."

The man leaned against the table and bowed down. "It is said that you are in your thirties, can't you? It looks like you are in your 20s."

A strong smell of alcohol mixed with the rotten smell in the middle-aged man's mouth hit her face, Mo Xiaonan couldn't get out, held her breath, got up to pour water, the man followed closely, and suddenly grabbed her waist with one hand It was very abrupt. "Are you free tonight?"

Mo Xiaonan pulled away and walked away, she couldn't recover for a while, she had the impression that she didn't know this person, and this kind of harassment was too presumptuous and straightforward.The man followed and put his hand on her shoulder. "That idiot Zhuo Ercong, the woman I'm looking for now is far worse than you."

"Take your hands away!" Mo Xiaonan stood still. "While my colleague is not coming back, everyone has a step down."

"You've been divorced for several years, so you don't need anything?" The man put his hand on his shoulder and touched Mo Xiaonan's face. "Just find me if you think about it."

Mo Xiaonan felt the blood rushing to her forehead. A few days ago, when she was having a social event at her unit, an old man from another unit insisted on pouring her white wine. If she didn’t drink, she had to call his husband. She held the cup of boiling tea high Lifted it up and put it down, the man covered his face and yelled, and when it was over, Mo Xiaonan threw the cup on the ground: "It's too bullying! Shame on you!" After saying that, he rushed out of the office, and his colleague Zhang Zheng was standing at the door. I don't know how long I enjoyed it.

Mo Xiaonan was in a bad mood. After the divorce, on some occasions, she would occasionally be touched and twisted by some people she couldn't afford. Normally, she kept her face and avoided it skillfully, only in her heart. Seriously greet the other party's ancestors, because there is nothing to do with it.Nowadays, it's too bullying for cats and dogs to come up to tease and harass. Is it so easy to eat tofu for divorced women?

When I got home, I played a CD with a strong sense of rhythm. The volume was turned up, and my heart beat violently with the rhythm. I was wronged in the past. There were masters, Zhuo Ercong, and Luo Simin. There was always someone to talk to and rely on. Now the master is gone, Zhuo Ercong is gone, maybe in the near future, Luo Simin will go too, she has to learn to adjust by herself.

After a while, the door opened, Luo Simin came in, and said, "Aren't you at work? I thought it was Weiwei who came back."

"I have nothing to do, I'll be back." Mo Xiaonan said.

"I'm cleaning the yard, go down and help me"

Mo Xiaonan got up and went downstairs with Simin.Luo Simin's backyard is very big. It is said that when he bought this house, he liked the size of the yard. There was a fish pond beside the yard, with a rockery inside, iron frames around it, cobblestones placed here and there, and a garden next to the fort. There are flowers and plants, and a stone table is set up in the middle of the garden.

Luo Simin changed the water for the fish pond and washed the tiles around the pond, while Mo Xiaonan squeezed the leather tube to rinse the water.Luo Simin looked at Mo Xiaonan's tightly pursed lips, and asked, "What's wrong? Are you in such a bad mood?"

Mo Xiaonan stared at the jet of water, washing away the dirt, revealing the original color of the tiles, which were blue in the afternoon sun.She recounted what had just happened.

"It's not worth getting angry about this kind of thing, just treat it as a dog bite." Luo Simin said.

"That's the way it is said, it affects emotions."

Luo Simin swept away a pile of dead leaves in the corner of the courtyard, put them into a bucket, and said, "Why don't we go and harass them?"

Mo Xiaonan came dragging the water pipe.Pooh said: "It's disgusting to watch, besides, she is such a natal woman."

Luo Simin smiled, and said again: "I've always wanted to ask you, how many years have you been divorced, what's on your mind?"

"What do you think? Let's live like this."

"You're only in your early thirties, and you plan to be alone for the rest of your life? There are quite a few people who have been pursuing you seriously over the years, so you haven't considered one?

Mo Xiaonan sighed: "My age is very embarrassing, and it will be more troublesome to find it again. If you are not married in your twenties, let alone immature, and in a few years I will become a scum and be abandoned again, then I will still live No? The older ones are probably a bit older, and they are all divorced, so they always involve their ex-wife and children, and there are many troubles."

Luo Simin glanced at her and said, "Are you quite thoughtful, and none of them meet your requirements?"

"It's not a question of conditions." Mo Xiaonan tilted his head and thought for a while and said, "The main reason is that I don't have that feeling anymore, no passion, no desire, the feeling of being dead. Zhuo Ercong will betray me if he is so good to me. What else can I believe in feelings? If I just find someone to make do with, I might as well be alone."

"I still can't forget Zhuo Ercong." Luo Simin packed up his tools and said, "Then why didn't you agree to a fake divorce? Wait for the matter to be resolved before remarrying?"

"Do you think it's possible? According to what Zhuoercong said, we will have a fake divorce with me first, and he will marry that woman temporarily, so that she can keep her and give birth to the child. After he is promoted and the crisis is over, he will keep the child and drive him away." That girl remarried with me. Simin, if I change you, can you do this?"

"But Zhuo Ercong really loves you, he was just confused for a while. You didn't answer his phone after the divorce, and he kept calling my house. If I want to persuade you, you must wait for him."

"He loves me and treats me well. I'm afraid there is no other man in the world who can be like him. In fact, if it's just a simple cheating, I may not be able to forgive him. After all, there are too many temptations in today's society. At that time, we were two Ke Simin, that woman is pregnant with his child! Besides, she can hide as soon as she becomes pregnant, and doesn't show up until she is pregnant. Threatened by Zhuo Ercong's official career, such a scheming woman I am no match for her even in a battle of wits and courage, and she will not divorce Zhuo Ercong easily."

Luo Simin was speechless, not knowing what to say.After the yard was tidied up, the two sat down on the stone bench, and there was a smell of mud and water in the air.

"Don't mention those unhappy things." Mo Xiaonan said, "Simin, do you know why I bought the house upstairs?"

Simin stared and said, "Step on my head, bully me."

Mo Xiaonan said with a smile: "Before Zhuo Ercong was transferred to the provincial capital, he thought that I would live in the north of the city alone, and I would commute too far from work in the future, so I wanted to buy a car. At that time, there were not many private car buyers in the company. Okay, just casually say, it’s better to use the money from buying a car to buy a house in the family area. He went around to inquire, and there were a lot of people in the company who went out to buy commercial houses that year, and the houses in the family area were sold a lot, and the price was also cheap , Later he told me that your upstairs set was for sale, and I decided to buy it without even looking at it after hearing it.”

"I don't know what you're planning!" Luo Simin gave Mo Xiaonan a push. "Zo Ercong is gone, you are alone, come and grind me."

"That's right, I thought at the time, you have ignored me for more than three years, if you are still angry with me, I will beat the sky on the floor above your head, making it so noisy that you and Fu Yi can't do that. not in the mood."

"Fuck you, the more you talk, the more outrageous it becomes."

While fighting, Mo Wei picked up Domi and came back. Luo Simin hugged Domi who was rushing into her arms, but said to Mo Xiaonan, "My team has a party tonight, let's go to have fun and relax."

"Forget it, you take Duomi there, Weiwei and I will go out to eat later." Mo Xiaonan refused.