Don't act like a baby

Such fallacies now seem to be spoken by a 16-year-old girl very naturally, without even a sense of disobedience, which makes people feel that it should be so.Si Yu couldn't stop the surprise and embarrassment in her eyes after hearing what Zhao Xinghe said. Even though she was indeed a 17-year-old adult under her 25-year-old appearance, when she thought of practicing every word Zhao Xinghe said, she couldn't help it. My heartbeat couldn't be suppressed.

"I'm just kidding." Zhao Xinghe covered half of his face, feeling embarrassed even after he finished speaking, "I won't embarrass you, I won't do what you don't like now, what you can't accept."

Si Yu said: "...There is no dislike."

"Yes yes yes, I know you don't dislike it, you just formed a conditioned reflex and resist other people's intimacy." Zhao Xinghe analyzed, "Then if you give the initiative to you, it is you who want to do this Wouldn't it be better to do it?"

The root cause of Si Yu's situation is an extreme lack of security, although Si Yu doesn't look like an adult who needs to comfort his inner child at all.

All Zhao Xinghe can do is to use patient companionship to resolve the depression in her heart.

To put it simply, such people actually lack the stage of being treated as children to shape their personality when they grow up.Si Yu's parents did not give her company at that time, and there were only unharmonious quarrels left in the memory.Si Yu was outstanding since she was a child, and gradually she was taken for granted to be outstanding and independent. No one asked her if she was tired of persevering.

In this way, Si Yu grew up by himself, and he was strict with himself.

Because she demands perfection, Si Yu will be the first one to blame when something goes wrong. In fact, this situation is not her problem.Zhao Xinghe also hoped that she could understand this and not be influenced by it.Si Yu's resistance actually came from a subconscious protection mechanism for himself.

Intimacy means drawing that person within your boundaries.It is tolerance, and it also gives that person the right to hurt himself unconditionally.But what Zhao Xinghe knew was that Si Yu's resistance actually needed more love.

When she was young, she should have received so little care from her parents that she didn't know how to deal with the care and consideration of others, but because she thought that if she did a better job, her parents would be able to go home more often to accompany her. Develop a character that will give to the people you like.

So when he was with her, Si Yu always took good care of her.

Thinking of this, Zhao Xinghe felt uncomfortable. At that time, she had a very arrogant personality, and to put it bluntly, she was quite pretentious.

It is impossible for Zhao Xinghe to guarantee that she can become a perfect lover in an instant, so she feels that she still has a lot to learn.

The two stood face to face like this for too long, and Si Yu finally woke up, and asked Zhao Xinghe to come over and sit down. There was still a distance between the two of them, and Si Yu said, "It doesn't need to be so far apart."

Zhao Xinghe threw away the pillow in his arms, and sat down in an instant, sticking it tightly.

"I don't know." Si Yu replied, "In fact, it doesn't usually affect it, but sometimes it is too sensitive. In fact, it is a trivial matter for ordinary people."

"Special people are treated specially, I will take good care of your sensitivity." Zhao Xinghe leaned into Si Yu's arms with confidence, "Is this okay? Also, the last time you wanted to kiss me in the classroom was because you took the initiative. Did you feel uncomfortable that time?"

"Yes, no." Si Yu started to speak concisely again, and paused for a second before retorting, "I didn't want to kiss you that time, I was just a fan."

"Still pretending." Zhao Xinghe turned his head with a smile, "I understand, you will not resist your own spontaneous sexual needs. If I initiate it and make you feel that you need to respond, you will feel uncomfortable."

She was indeed reasonable in her analysis, and Si Yu hummed, "I can't respond to you."

"Didn't you fall in love during the years when you were in college after breaking up?" Zhao Xinghe asked.

Si Yu's voice was flat, "No."

It was getting dark outside and the temperature was starting to drop.The hunk sneaked out of the room silently, turned up the temperature, and turned on the atmosphere light in a sensible way, and went to the kitchen to put food in the microwave.

During the time without Zhao Xinghe, Si Yu imagined many futures.She can only use her imagination to describe what her life will look like after Zhao Xinghe.Through various channels, she knew that Zhao Xinghe had a good life in college and was very popular, and there were many people chasing her... both men and women.

I might not be the most suitable for her, after all, how can a normal person accept a sexless marriage?Even if Zhao Xinghe can bear it, Si Yu himself can't accept it.

She felt that this was too unfair to Zhao Xinghe.

"Zhao Xinghe, you make me feel bad about myself." Si Yu sighed, and handed the teacup on the table to Zhao Xinghe for her to drink, "It takes a strong and stable relationship between two people to make up for a person's personality flaws. To lay the foundation, you also need a strong love as a bond, and it may take a long time, one year, two years, or even many years."

Zhao Xinghe said: "I still have the rest of my life."

"Don't mess around." Just as Si Yu finished speaking, Zhao Xinghe hugged her arm. She turned her head to look at Zhao Xinghe, her eyes were calm, "The relationship between the two of us is not enough to make such a fuss."

It's good that she likes Zhao Xinghe very much, but it doesn't mean that she wants to tie Zhao Xinghe by her side like an attending doctor.

"Who said no?" Zhao Xinghe's eyes widened, "I have."

"Do you like me?" Si Yu stood up when asked, with his back to Zhao Xinghe.

"Of course." Zhao Xinghe nodded without hesitation. Do you need to ask such a thing?If you don't like it, how can you marry her, and why did you stalk her in high school.

Si Yu calmed down his breathing.She knew that Zhao Xinghe was lying to her, and she didn't even have time to think, but it was because of that little pity.This kind of superficial liking came and went quickly, and after the freshness passed, she naturally retreated.

"Si Yu, you can try to rely on me, I really want to take good care of you." Zhao Xinghe felt that he was already very sincere, but he didn't seem to be able to impress Si Yu very much, and sat in a tangled state, "You can inspect me for a short time first , one month, or two months?"

Only then did Zhao Xinghe realize that he didn't know Si Yu very well.

She doesn't know Si Yu's preferences, Si Yu's little habits, she only knows that Si Yu is perfect.But now she only wants Si Yu to be imperfect in front of her, to be able to lose her temper, to act like a baby to herself, and to be able to direct herself to do this and that, instead of doing everything silently by herself.

Si Yu said: "Stop making trouble."

"It's really important!" Zhao Xinghe also stood up anxiously, leaning towards Si Yu's back, "It was you who said it yourself in the future, and you obviously hope that I can help you so that you can be better in the future." Respond to my sexual needs so we can both be happy."

Si Yu turned around suddenly, startling Zhao Xinghe.Si Yu's voice was a little higher: "I said I'm not that kind of person."

"Angry? It has some effect." Zhao Xinghe smiled, "Try scolding me a few words to lose your temper."

"..." Si Yu instantly calmed down again.

Zhao Xinghe persisted: "You can't give someone the death penalty without even trying, so give me a month first, during which time I will desensitize you from time to time, I only have one request for you. "

"Face me with your truest state, not the one who wants to be perfect." Zhao Xinghe finally finished speaking, and she was afraid that Si Yu would refuse again, so she hurried to the door, "That's it, See you tomorrow."

When the door was shut with a snap, the hunk turned around and said quietly, "Why don't you leave little Xing Xing here to eat, I'll serve you both."

Si Yu stood motionless at the same spot, the hunk strolled up to her, saw the person in a daze, and said, "Are you touched? You think our classmate Xiao Zhao is very good, don't you? I think you should let Xiao Zhao Zhao live with you , this is more conducive to the exchange of feelings between you, what do you think? How about I help you? Actually—"

Si Yu said coldly: "Start the silence procedure."

The hunk: "..."

***

Back home, Zhao Xinghe casually settled a meal, sat on the sofa staring at the TV in a daze, and beckoned the hunk to come over: "Help me search for something that can make children feel safe."

"Okay." The hunk stood aside obediently, "The search results show that it is the love|caress of relatives, the favorite toy, and a comfortable environment, such as a rocking bed."

"Forget it, it's not suitable." Zhao Xinghe changed the channel boredly, his head still spinning, and the hunk said, "The little master doesn't like these, if it's for comforting the little master, then forget it."

"Who said I gave it to that brat? Hey wait, call Si Ranyue for me." Zhao Xinghe's mind flashed, and he felt as if he had found a cheat.

The phone was picked up after two calls, and Si Ranyue's tone was very impatient: "Who is it?"

"Your mother, be more respectful." Zhao Xinghe threw a small tomato into his mouth, and said while chewing, "I have something to ask you, please talk to me."

Zhao Xinghe didn't save Si Ranyue's mobile phone number before, so this call was made directly from the home network by the hunk man. When Si Ranyue heard the voice, his voice immediately raised his voice, "Zhao Xinghe? How do you know my home number!"

She didn't ignore Zhao Xinghe's first two words: "Your mother is your mother all day long, can you still speak some civilized words?"

Si Ranyue's tone was a bit depressed, Zhao Xinghe could hear it, but now she had more important things to understand, and she didn't have time to think about what happened to the little boy today.

"I'm serious, do you know what your mother likes?" Zhao Xinghe leaned back and let out a long breath, "For example, I usually like to eat, small habits, and I don't like what others do or say to her. "

There was silence on that end.

Zhao Xinghe: "Are you dumb? Talk, hurry up, I'm in a hurry."

Suddenly there was a roar: "You are too much Zhao Xinghe!!!"

"???" Zhao Xinghe was so frightened that he covered his ears, "Si Ranyue, what's wrong with you!"

"You're the only one who is wrong!" Si Ranyue gritted her teeth, "It's fine to scold me every day, but now you still want to chase my mother? My mother can be your mother, are you out of your mind!"

Si Ranyue almost smashed her phone to the ground.

It's hard for her to think so, Si Yu has always been excellent, even after getting married and having children, there are still many little girls who lean on her.Si Yuke has never kept this matter a secret at home, so Si Ranyue also complained about those little girls who don't know what to do with her mother.

She is a little girl, but she is really a little girl, from forty to fifty, down to seventeen or eighteen, and it is only natural to admire Si Yu's fame and excellence.Si Ranyue didn't know where Zhao Xinghe learned about her mother, anyway, she had to get rid of Si Ranyue's idea now.

Zhao Xinghe said calmly: "How do you know that I want to chase your mother? Just tell me quickly."

She is indeed chasing Si Yu again, this brat is quite clever.

Si Ranyue has seen so many suitors of her two mothers, and this is the first time she has seen someone who is straightforward, shameless and impatient. No wonder she acted like her elder when they met for the first time. I want to be my own mother.She was so angry that she said to the mobile phone: "You can chase my mother too? I can tell you that the people who chase my mother and my grandma can be ranked on Mars, and everyone is a leader in the industry. You are such a scumbag, my mother will not give you any eyes."

Zhao Xinghe felt that it was necessary for him to teach this poor brat a lesson, and since Si Yu didn't throw her grades out, it meant that Si Yu didn't value this thing at all, "You're wrong, your mother likes to learn scum. "

"Zhao Xinghe, you don't want to—"

The curse words were finally uttered quickly and smoothly under extreme anger, but a familiar voice suddenly joined the conversation between the two: "Si Ranyue, don't swear."

Zhao Xinghe: "??"

Si Ranyue: "???"

Si Yu said: "I'm sorry, I'm on the family line, so I can hear your conversations. Si Ranyue, who is chasing your mother? Tell me and listen."

Si Ranyue: "..."

The author has something to say: Xiao Sizai: What exactly do you want! ! ! [Fall] I want to find my mother

Zhao Xinghe: Tell you what your mother is. Your mother is your mother.