Meet you, grow old slowly

For a while, Fanxing's health has been fairly good, and there is no major problem. Although Fanxing does not need anyone to take care of her, she decided to take a break from school and stay with Fanxing. Su Jue and Luoyang will come every day, and Fu Xiaran will also Come together, after a few days, everyone simply treated Yu’s apartment as their own home, so they prepared lunch and dinner for everyone every day, and after dinner, everyone went for a walk by the lake together, saying nothing about Fan Xing’s illness. Mention, no one wants to make the atmosphere too sad.

"Xing, put on" So he took a coat and put it on Fan Xing who was lying on the sofa.

"Yes, sit with me for a while." Fanxing made room for Yu on the sofa.

"What's wrong? Are you hungry?" So she sat down and hugged Fan Xing's in her arms.

"I'm not afraid at all now"

"Ok?"

Fanxing adjusted her posture, "At first, I was very scared, when I told my mother about it, I was scared when I was with you, I was afraid that you would know, and that you would be sad, but now, You know, I’m not sad, but feel a lot more relaxed.”

"You are pressing yourself too much." So he stroked Fanxing's soft hair.

"Yes, what are you thinking about now?" Fan Xing stared at Shi.

"What what?"

"That's what!"

"Why are you talking about this again?"

"Haven't we been gone for a long time?" Fan Xing put his hand into Yu's neck.

"Are you okay now?"

"I know my body, but you... don't use too much force"

"Um"

So he gently put Fanxing down, carefully looked at every detail of his face, turned his lower body, his lips began to intertwine, and made every movement very lightly and carefully, sensing the change of Fanxing's breathing, this long-lost feeling Feeling so excited, excitement is accompanied by impulse, Fanxing's body and voice respond sensitively to the impulse, the smell of sex begins to permeate in the air, both bodies are slightly sweating, so Fanxing tightly Pressed tightly below, watching the place where their bodies intersected, so I didn't go deeper, just went back and forth at the current depth...until the stars called to stop.

"Are you okay?" So he asked.

"Yeah." Fanxing panted.

"We are one now" and glanced at the place where their bodies intersected.

"Yeah." Fanxing was still panting.

"Tired?" So he asked.

"a bit"

So she turned over, let Fan Xing lie on her body, and pulled a corner of the quilt to cover him.

"Am I trying too hard?" So I asked.

"No." Fan Xing finally calmed down, "Let me sleep on you for a while"

"Um"

After a while, Fanxing Yushi fell asleep on his body, so he fell asleep too.

In the evening, I was woken up by a phone call, it was my mother.

"Yes, are you and Xing'er all right there?"

"Well, it's fine"

"Mom, we're fine, don't worry," Fanxing leaned closer to the phone and said.

So turned on the speakerphone.

"It's like this. Your father and I are worried that you two are over there. Didn't you drop out of school? Why don't you bring Xing back."

Fan Xing and Shi looked at each other, but neither of them spoke.

"Xing, what do you think? Your body is important," Yu's mother said on the phone.

"Mom, let me discuss this matter with Xing'er later and make a decision." Then he looked at Fan Xing.

Yu's mother agreed with Yu's suggestion, but still hoped that they could go back as soon as possible. She was very worried about Fanxing's body.

"Xing, what do you think?" After hanging up the phone, he asked Fan Xing.

"So, let's go back tomorrow."

"So fast?!"

"It's almost time." Fanxing drank tea silently.

"I understand" so he put down the teacup and got up to pack his things.

In order to take good care of Fanxing on the road, he took only the necessities of the two of them and went on the road. Fu Xiaran took care of the rent and so on. After Su Jue delivered Fanxing safely, he returned to school.

Maybe it was because of the change of seasons, or maybe it was because of the worsening of the illness, Fanxing had been coughing since arriving home, and the family sent Fanxing to the hospital overnight.

"So, don't tell Su Jue yet," Fan Xing told Shi while lying on the hospital bed.

"I know, you don't want him to worry." So he grabbed Fan Xing's hand.

"Well, don't tell Luoyang, I'm afraid he..."

"I know, you should have a good rest." So he helped Fanxing to lie down.

Fan Xing couldn't sleep, she just lay on the bed, watching Yu Shi.

"What do you want to eat?" So he kissed Fanxing's hand.

"I'm not hungry, just lie down, I can't do anything anyway."

"Well, sleep for a while if you can sleep." So he helped Fan Xing pull the corner of the quilt.

There was a heavy rain in the afternoon, and the sky became very red. This should be the last rain in late summer.

In the evening, Fanxing fell asleep, and Yu's mother came over with an umbrella and dinner.

"It's me instead, you go back and rest for a while, I'll ask your father to come and take my place when it's late." Yu's mother took the chair and placed it gently beside Fanxing's bed so as not to wake him up.

"Mom, there's no need. You and Dad should have a good rest. You are exhausted too. Let me do these things myself." So he spoke softly.

"How can you do it alone, you can't do it if you are exhausted." Mother Yu felt distressed when she saw her son's dark circles.

"It's okay, I'm prepared, besides, I think the first thing he sees when he wakes up is me"

"Okay." Yu's mother glanced at Fan Xing who was asleep, and then looked at Shi Shi helplessly.

"Yes, you know, at first I was worried that you two were only together because of your emotions, and so many things happened between you, mom can see it clearly now, take good care of Xing'er, and take good care of yourself" said After finishing talking, my mother left.

I didn't wake up until the stars were shining in the middle of the night, so I was sitting by the window in a daze.

"Why don't you sleep?" Fan Xing's voice was very gentle.

"Can't sleep, look at the sky" so he reached out to take Fan Xing's hand.

"Remember when we were at grandma's house in high school?"

"Remember, the stars were very bright that night, and it was still a little cold"

"Who told you not to wear clothes?" Fanxing couldn't help laughing at this thought, but the laughter was suppressed by the coughing sound again.

"Is it all right?" So he patted Fan Xing's back and handed the water to him.

"It's okay, I'm too excited"

"Why don't you lie down for a while?" So he said while putting the water glass on the table.

"No, I just got up and lay down again, it's uncomfortable"

"Would you like something to eat?"

"So, let's go out and look at the stars."

"Look at the stars, now?!"

"Um"

"Now when summer and autumn are switched, it's cold outside at night"

"It's okay, just wear a coat"

"Now that the light pollution is so severe, there are no stars."

"Let's just look at the sky, yes, I just want to find out how we felt at that time."

So he understood what Fanxing meant, and after preparing for more than half an hour, he took Fanxing out of the ward with peace of mind, and sneaked out while the sister nurse on duty was dozing off.

The courtyard of the hospital is neither big nor small, and it is very quiet when no one is around at night. The gardener aunt planted roses for four seasons, and the petals exude a faint fragrance at night, so she found a stone bench and spread a blanket on it so that Fan Xing could rest assured to sit on it.

"You've lost a lot of weight" and said with his arms around Fan Xing.

"You too" Fan Xing looked up at the gray sky and then turned to look at it.

"Do I still dare to gain weight if you're skinny, and you have to lose weight?" So she rubbed Fan Xing's hair.

"Thanks for your hard work"

"What are you talking about?"

"And Mom and Dad worked hard too"

"You take good care of your body now, you don't have to think about anything else." So he pressed Fan Xing's head on his shoulder.

"I know"

There are thousands of words I want to say, but I don't know where to start, so why not Fanxing.

"So, you will miss me in the future, right?"

"Then I will miss you only if you miss me. If you are not like me, how dare you make me miss you!"

"I will miss you"

At the beginning, I wanted to make the atmosphere of the conversation less sad, but this is destined to be sad.

"I will miss you, so you should also miss me, isn't that fair?" Fan Xing didn't give up on his question.

"Well. What if you don't want me?"

"Then you take the initiative to think of me, so that I will think of you."

"I can't say I remember it. I remember it when I forget it. You can't forget me, so you can't think of me"

"Okay, don't forget you, I will think of you every day"

"I've made a deal, I can't break my promise!" At some point, Yu's face was filled with tears.

"Yeah." Fan Xing didn't speak anymore.