Meet you, grow old slowly

Two days later, Fan Xing asked to be discharged from the hospital, but the hospital recommended hospitalization. His family respected Fan Xing's choice, and he was finally discharged.

The hospital prescribed a lot of medicines for Fanxing. Yu’s mother used a notebook to remember when to take what medicine, how to take it, and precautions, etc. Yu’s father also took care of Fanxing meticulously. He had never been in the kitchen before. From the day I came home, I would go to the kitchen to help my mother every day after work, helping to prepare Fanxing's diet and soup.Every day when eating or drinking tea and chatting, the family will avoid this sad topic, and they will talk about some interesting things about Yu’s childhood, or listen to Fan Xing’s talk about his childhood, and sometimes Yu’s father will also brag about it. Let’s talk about the romance between him and his mother, about the fishing in the Lijiang River and the tea picking in the mountains... In short, the family always has a lot to talk about.

Autumn is here, the leaves on the Lijiang River have changed their colors, and the auntie cleaner keeps waving the bamboo broom to sweep them. The fallen leaves don’t care about these things, and they still fall down one after another, on the roots of trees, and at the feet of pedestrians. Landed in the baby's stroller, landed on the back of the pug, landed on the grandpa's chessboard, landed on the river, landed on the boy's shoulder, and then the girl gently took it down and put it in her arms...

The days passed quietly, during the [-]th long holiday, Su Jue, Luoyang, Fu Xiaran and Su Ke all returned to Guilin from Beijing, no one had made such an agreement, they just wanted to come back.

Fan Xing's situation made Su Jue very worried, but he could only be worried, and there was nothing he could do. He himself knew the severity of the disease.

For a few days, we all spent time at Fanxing Cafe, sometimes we chatted, sometimes we just sat and enjoyed coffee or tea, and chatted with each other when we thought of something. We were neither particularly happy nor sad, but everyone I feel very comfortable in my heart, indescribably comfortable, probably the feeling of "it's great to be able to do this", and Fan Xing also feels this way.

"If only we could be like this all the time." Fan Xing leaned on Yu Yu's shoulder, looking a little tired.

So he turned his face and touched Fan Xing's head.

Although no one said anything, they must be thinking the same as Fan Xing

In winter, Fan Xing's condition worsened, and his body became weak to the limit.

In the morning, he lay on the bed, looking at Fan Xing in his arms, Fan Xing Chong blinked his eyes.

"As a result, I will become weaker and weaker in the future, and may not even be able to walk in the end."

"It's okay, then I can hold you every day, wherever you want to go, I will carry you...Anyway, we are going to be together forever"

"Um"

"You swore to be mine for the rest of your life before, and you must not go back on your word!"

"Um"

Looking at Fan Xing who was as obedient as a kitten in his arms, he lightly brushed a few strands of hair that were blocking Fan Xing's forehead, and kissed him warmly.

During this period of time, during the day, I would stay with Fanxing in the coffee shop in Dongxi Lane, just stay, stay together, Fu Xiaran and Luoyang did not bother them, everyone knew that what they needed most now was it's time.

The two of them always had endless conversations, knowing that later, Fan Xing was really weak to the point where he had no strength, so he asked him to sit and not talk, and acted as his model, drawing pictures for Fan Xing every day.

For a period of time, Fanxing could still sit still. Later, he gradually liked to doze off. Sometimes he would fall asleep while painting Fanxing, and then he would carry him into the small room on the second floor. In the cubicle, put on a warm blanket, kiss the forehead lightly, and then go to the first floor by yourself.

This day, I woke up early in the morning, so I rubbed my eyes, and found that Fanxing had already woken up, usually so I woke up earlier than Fanxing.

"Why did you wake up so early today? Tell me, did you wake up because of my handsome appearance?" So he stretched out his hand from under the warm blanket and scratched the bridge of Fanxing's nose.

"Well, so, do you still remember the wine we went to get back from the Sanhua wine cellar together?"

"Well, I remember." He stroked Fanxing's hair.

"You said that when we get old, we will take it out and sit in the yard, just the two of us, drinking and chatting together, do you remember?"

"Remember, how could I forget"

"I want now"

"Now?"

"Um"

So he understood what this meant—Fan Xing had obviously realized that his time was running out, and he was afraid that if he didn't do this thing again, he would have no chance in the future.

So he got out of bed, kissed Fan Xing's forehead lightly as usual before walking out of the room, but when he closed the door, he finally couldn't help it, the emotions that had been suppressed for so long finally broke out at this moment, So he clenched his fists tightly, grabbed his collar and squatted in the corner of the stairs, his mind was unable to think, and there were only tears in his heart and eyes.Since these days, I have been worrying every day that the stars will disappear forever, and I live in such fear and anxiety every day, afraid of losing, afraid of tomorrow.

I don't know how long it took, so I finally recovered, went to the kitchen to get the Sanhua wine they brought together, went back to the room, saw Fanxing fell asleep again, at this time, Fanxing had lost consciousness of many things.So he looked at the sleeping stars, moved a chair over, sat on the edge of the bed, watched quietly, and waited for him to wake up.

Fanxing woke up around noon, so she helped him get dressed and carried him downstairs.Yu had already told his family to take Fanxing to the coffee shop before, and Yu's father had already prepared the car and was waiting downstairs.

So he put Fanxing in the car and didn't put it down directly, but hugged him all the time, Yu's father drove in front, just glanced at Fanxing and said nothing.

In Shi's arms, Fan Xing is also half asleep and half awake, sometimes he would ask "Is it almost there?", so he would say "Well, just be happy, good boy."

When they arrived at the coffee shop in East and West Alley, Fanxing's lips had already become very white, so she got out of the car with Fanxing in her arms and went directly to the balcony on the second floor.

Father Yu didn't say anything, didn't ask anything, just sat in the car and waited. He knew that now, he had to leave more time for his two children.

"We're here!" So he put Fan Xing on the wicker chair on the balcony, and touched his thin yellow face.

Fanxing opened her eyes and hummed lightly.

So he brought two glasses and poured twice as much wine for himself and Fanxing.

"Xing'er," So he choked up, "You must drink this full glass with me today, otherwise, I won't let you go!"

Fan Xing held the cup in both hands, and smiled at Shi, "Okay".Seeing Fan Xing's faint smile, he was speechless for a while.

"I'm sorry, so I'm going to break my promise, I can't stay with you forever"

So he looked at the stars and smiled wryly, or rather, cried and laughed.

"I may fall asleep again... This time, I may not be able to wake up again, shoulder, let me lean on again." Fan Xing slowly leaned on Yu Yu's shoulder, closed his eyes, and fell asleep, "Don't forget, I love you" were Fanxing's last words.

"How can I finish your bottle of wine by myself?" Then he knew that Fan Xing had really fallen asleep and would not wake up again, but he still held Fan Xing's still warm hand and kept saying these words , The tears kept flowing.

However, everything has already happened, and there is no room for anyone to maneuver. It was probably evening, and the sky was already dark, so I went downstairs with the stars in my arms.

Yu's father and Yu's mother were already waiting downstairs, and Su Jue, Luo Yang, Fu Xiaran and Su Ke were also here.They have been here for a long time, but they didn't go up to bother him.

The funeral was very simple. Fanxing hoped that half of his ashes would be taken to France to be buried with his parents, and the other half would be left here.