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I knew from a long time ago that I was not a smart person.

Because I'm not good at thinking, I don't want to think, because I feel that being a smart person is tiring, so I don't want to make myself smarter, but I am paranoid and self-willed, and I like to dig into the horns. I have suffered a lot because of this. However, I still don't want to change it.

My family said, I don’t know how long I can live, and every minute I live is earned, so they don’t force me to do anything, as long as I am happy to be myself.

But I am not happy.

But they think I should be happy.

Then I am happy.

I have been emotionally hurt many times.

There are family members, friends, lovers, acquaintances, and strangers.

But they think it doesn't matter, they think I won't be sad, then I won't be sad, so I can be deceived and teased by people again and again, forgive them again and again, and excuse them.

I used to hate myself for living like this

I've thought about it a hundred times

but i'm afraid

So I lived with the cheek

"Sister, what are you thinking?"

Osamu Dazai lowered his head, raised my hood slightly, and asked softly.

"I'm wondering if I'm doing something wrong."

I told him

"I didn't take care of Mr. Store Manager's thoughts, but I wanted him to be my father without authorization, and I did so many wrong things and told so many lies. Am I already a bad person?"

He has a rare calm and reliable appearance, a bit like the teacher in my memory, that teacher is a good teacher that I rarely met in my student life

He said: "So, Miss Huahuo, what do you think? Do you think that you have deceived everyone, so you have become a bad boy?"

I nodded silently, my fingers tangled together helplessly.

He let out a long "ah--".

"I think sister, you do all bad things. In other words, if you want to be a bad person, sister, you are still far away."

He counted on his fingers

"Sister, look, although you lied and lied to everyone. But if my sister hadn't come here, Tohsaka Sakura would have been left at Matou's house forever, and she would never be redeemed. .”

"And Mr. Store Manager, you can also see that other people are not bad, nor did they become ghosts out of their own will. If you don't tell him that you want him to be your father, you will be treated like an ordinary ghost against the king of ghosts." It’s absolutely impossible for him to get along with humans.”

"There are also Lancer and Rider, sister, you must have your own plans."

"In short, if the ending is good, then it's not impossible to use a little trick in the process. Sister, don't think too much!"

no.

I told myself

no

Even without me, they will finally usher in their own redemption

I only acted with the wisdom of the predecessors after I knew the plot and watched so many peaceful and happy endings written by wives for them.

I blamed myself and spurned myself

Osamu Dazai suddenly squatted down next to me, he hugged himself, tilted his head and smiled

"Oh, it's really rare to see my sister so depressed. But, well, let's put all your bad emotions away from now on!"

"Sister, you always think that you have done something wrong and you are a big villain, but how come you forgot that none of the people you meet now are really good people."

"Also, there are no purely good people in this world, everyone has more or less sin/evil. Sister, you obviously think the same way, right?"

always feel something is wrong

But

Hearing him say such a big call, I always feel so relieved.

And

I lifted the hood, leaned down/body, and held his cool cheek

"Zhi" I smiled at him and said, "You also regard me as a friend."

He was startled suddenly, his whole body stiffened, he stood up falteringly, and pushed me forward with big strides

"Hurry up, let's go," he said loudly, "Lancer and the others may have to wait in a hurry!"

"Wait, let me put the hood on first!"

Lancer's master and slave had already entered the arena, seeing that we were late, his expression was very ugly.He raised his head proudly, sneered, and said sarcastically, "I've been waiting for you here for 10 minutes, miss. I hope your next information can make up for the mistakes you made."

"Naturally, Mr. Archibald."

I picked and picked the information collected by Mr. Tohsaka, and told him a small part

"First of all, you don't have to worry about the Assassin group. That master is just an ordinary person who was forced to get involved in the Holy Grail War/War, and he will die due to exhaustion of vitality in a few days. The second is Rider, who is my identity? Not to mention, you also know that his master is your student, Mr. Weber, presumably, as long as you say something, your student will definitely stand by your side."

I said to him a little exaggeratedly: "After all, you are the teacher he admires the most. With a teacher like you who has a strong personality, profound knowledge, and seriousness, it is difficult for students not to like you."

As I said earlier, Kenneth El-Melloi Archibald was a pretty coaxable man.

He was born as a rare genius, surrounded by the praise and envy of everyone, and received countless flowers and applause. His heart is extremely conceited.

So, as long as you follow him, praise him hard, show/show your insignificance and admiration for him in front of him, then this man has already been knocked down by two-thirds.

The remaining one-third is Flower of Gaoling, his fiancée, Miss Sola.

as expected

Kenneth El-Melloi Archibald had a very proud look on his face.

He reservedly coughed twice, cleared his throat, and his attitude became much more kind

"Hmph, you still have vision and can speak. Let me just listen to what else you can say."

"Is it"

"Then I'll get to the point. After all, Mr. Archibald, you didn't come here just to hear me praise you, did you?"

His expression became serious, and he even gave Lancer a stern look.

Lancer lowered his eyes, looking very injured, he took a few steps back, but still firmly chose to protect Kenneth at close range.

It's a bit awkward

wrong!

Shut up!

"Then, the first situation: Your fiancée loves you very much, but now because of Lancer's mole of love, Miss Sola has moved on."

"The second situation: Miss Sola doesn't love you. It just so happens that Lancer's appearance gave her a chance, so Miss Sola wants to get rid of you and become a completely independent lady."

No matter what the situation was, Kenneth's face became quite ugly.

"How, and whichever is true, what do you think will happen between them?"

"Either one is good. But if you have to choose, it can only be the first one."

I clapped my hands in a frivolous tone: "Hi~ hi~ what a pity, Mr. Archibald, you guessed wrong~"

"What?" His angry gaze almost turned into a sharp sword, piercing into my body, "Are you trying to say that Sola's love for me is completely false?!"

"How strange, Mr. Archibald, that you never doubted it once?"

"Anyway, Miss Sola is also a daughter of a famous family. Even if she is not endowed with talent, but just a mole of love can make Miss Sola give up everything and fall in love with Lancer without hesitation?"

"Ah, or did you notice it, but because of your pride, subconsciously denied this possibility?"

"Lancer—"

The incubator jumped out of my arms, blocking Lancer's stabbing attacks.

"Well done, hatchling."

I raised my head: "Zhi, do you want to go and have fun, or stay here and watch the show?"

"Then I'll go and play." He smiled and handed me the pistol/gun enchanted by Ms. Medea. "It's just right, I also want to see the difference between magic and superpowers."

Osamu Dazai left me and walked towards Kenneth. I raised the gun in my hand and aimed at Lancer.

"It's a pity, Mr. Archibald, that you still chose this path. It seems that you are going to die here just as fate said."

"Obviously as long as you believe in me and do what I say, it's not impossible to survive until the end of the Holy Grail War/War."

Kenneth's complexion was extremely ugly, but he finally held himself back.

"What exactly do you want to do?"

"I?"

"I just want to help you, Mr. Archibald, escape your original fate. Unfortunately, you don't want to accept my help."

"As for what will happen afterwards, there are no substitutes anyway. Mr. Archibald, you should die here first."

"I always have a way."

"No, Lancer, stop."

he stopped lancer

"What do you want me to do?"

"Anyway, please go and see if your fiancée, Miss Sola, is in love with Lancer."

"After that, we will meet again."

"I hope that by then, Mr. Archibald will not take it lightly."

"After all, my patience with you is not endless."