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I opened my eyes.

Two arms were hugged by Rin and Sakura, one on the left and the other on the right. The hug was so tight that the fingertips of the fingers were white.

To be honest, it hurts a bit.

However, only this pain can make me feel at ease.

Rin opened her eyes, and subconsciously exerted a little force on her fingers, making it even more painful.

"Wow!" She called out in a low voice, and quickly let go of her hand, "It's all blue!"

Sakura also woke up, she let go of her hand silently, and pressed half of her body on me.

My purple hair was wrapped around my neck, giving me a slightly strangled suffocating feeling.

I patted her on the head and asked, "Aren't you going to see Mom and Dad?"

She dawdled for a while, then got up and let Rin lead her out to wash, but before going out, she turned her head and glanced at me with those still dull eyes.

I waved to her and she finally left.

I turned over and prepared to continue to sleep, but the itching densely spreading from my body made me unable to sleep peacefully.

My breathing became heavy, and I made a "wheezing, wheezing" sound from my throat.

I sat up and carefully touched the ground with my toes.

The ground was covered with a thick layer of blanket

The legs have no strength, and when they are touched, there will be pain like being pricked by a needle.

Fortunately, Rin and Sakura closed the door properly before going out, no one could see my current ugly appearance, I simply crawled on the carpet, and climbed crookedly all the way into the bathroom.

Naturally, there would be no carpet in the bathroom, so I barely stood up with the door frame and walked to the sink.

In the mirror on the wall, my pale and lifeless face was reflected.

"I really hope I didn't scare Rin and Sakura."

I suddenly felt that there seemed to be something in my throat, which made me feel very itchy, and I couldn't help bending down and coughing a few times

What does human blood look like?

Is it sticky, black and red like sludge?

I don't know the answer and can't think right now

I could only lie on the cold sink, suppress my voice, and cough violently, coughing as if I wanted to cough up everything in my body

My hands are cold, but my body seems to be set on fire, burning fiercely

To burn me to ashes

How old am I this year?

I was inappropriately reminded of this question

23 years old

I'm 23 years old

When did daddy die?

The day before your 50th birthday

is the beginning of the year

it's cold winter

it was a long time ago late at night

Ah

except in dreams

I'm actually in reality, I can't remember what my father looks like

Suddenly there was a knock on the door, I squinted my eyes and turned my head away

"Miss Hanabi" is Osamu Dazai, he is outside the house, "Miss Hanabi, are you awake? Didn't you say that we will discuss plans today?"

I slowly raised my hand, turned on the faucet, and flooded my face with ice-cold water.

On the sink, there are my own skin care products and some cosmetics from the maid.

It's common lipstick and blush, and an eyebrow pencil.

How can I let others see my appearance like a sick ghost?

I lifted my face and wiped off the droplets with a soft towel.

Then, she put on makeup less skillfully.

If the complexion is too pale, it is not good to use strong colors, so you have to make it gentler. The lip color does not need to be too bright, it looks bloody, and the overall makeup looks plump and healthy.

I opened the door.

"Oh!" Osamu Dazai looked at me carefully for a while, "Sister, did you put on makeup today?"

I nodded: "I put on light makeup, and when a girl looks bad, you have to put on some makeup to cover it up. How about it, does it look good?"

"Good-looking is good-looking." He smiled at me inexplicably, "But I have always seen my sister's plain face, and my sister suddenly put on makeup, so I am not used to it."

"Let's wait a few days, special period, special treatment. After all, I am also a girl, and I also need to pay attention to beauty."

Everyone in the study room has already arrived, and I was left with a seat on the couch, and there was no one sitting there. After I sat down, Osamu Dazai followed me stickily.

I was a little cold, so I didn't chase him away, and let him hold my arm, sticking to my body like a piece of dog skin plaster.

Sakura didn't let her in at first, but the child who was rescued with great difficulty, when she heard that you rejected her, she lowered her head and carefully held your sleeve with her fingers, how can you bear it?

So she was allowed to come in.

Sakura came in, you can't leave Rin alone outside, right?

So he reluctantly let her into the house.

The two children were very sensible. After entering the room, they took a thick book and huddled together on the small sofa to read.

I don't have much time, and here are all acquaintances, so I told them directly

"King of Heroes, I need rejuvenating medicine, a lot of rejuvenating medicine."

The King of Heroes refused without even thinking about it.

I just told him

"I'm going to make a prophecy for you."

I silently prayed in my heart, hoping that this Gilgamesh did not open the omniscient and omnipotent star, otherwise I might die here today.

"In the near future, in Uruk in the past, you will reunite with your true [false] friend [creation]."

"Guiding all of this is the savior of human reason, the brilliance of life struggling in the seven singularities."

I smiled and looked at him: "Although I don't say it, you can see it, but I have other things to tell you. Although I don't think I will have this qualification, but, Wang, wait for you When you see the savior, please let him call me."

"It's not for the singularity, but for the [us] who is watching [outside], the future that I tried to change, that person, please promise me, let the savior call me."

"Even if life dies and [Polder] and [Crown Prince] fall into an eternal sleep, [I] will give my all."

"At that time, [I] will write a happy ending written only for that moment."

Before that though, I'll be dead.

However, as long as there are people who can remember me and call me, I will survive.

Therefore, I will obediently endure the lonely time waiting in death.