You want my man, I want your heart

Zuo Mu accompanied Zhuang Wei to the emergency department at the hospital. The doctor disinfected the wound on Zhuang Wei's left finger, applied medicine, and then wrapped it tightly with gauze.After getting the tetanus shot, Zuo Mu took Zhuang Wei's sleeve and walked in the corridor of the hospital.

"Zuo Mu, my hands are so itchy." Not long after the dressing was finished, Zhuang Wei raised his left hand and complained.

"Then I'll grab it with you?" Zuo Mu smiled and pretended to touch Zhuang Wei's hand.

"Hey, stay away from me~" Zhuang Wei shrank his mummy-like hand in fear.

"I won't touch you, hehe." Zuo Mu felt that Zhuang Wei's expression every time he was frightened was super cute. He hugged Zhuang Wei and said gently, "Don't move your hands."

"I'm hungry, and I really want to eat hot pot now." Zhuang Wei pouted, looking at the child on the rest chair next to him who was eating Malusu, Zhuang Wei's eyes were fixed on the child's hand, "Zuo Mu, I Want to eat that."

Having already passed by, Zhuang Wei looked back.

Zuo Mu smiled lightly, and said dotingly, "Are you a child, how old do you still want to eat Mai Lisu?"

"Do I want to eat it~" Zhuang Wei looked at Zuo Mu and narrowed his eyes coquettishly, "I'll give you three ten minutes, I want to eat Mai Lisu!"

"Can I go back and grab that kid's snacks?" Zuo Mu said half-jokingly.

"Not only insincere, but also immoral~" Zhuang Wei hung his hands and walked forward dissatisfied.

"Just kidding." Zuo Mu put his arm around Zhuang Wei's shoulders, and when he left the hospital gate, Zuo Mu helped Zhuang Wei hold the door, and said, "Be careful."

After getting in the car, Zuo Mu drove to the nearest business district, then took Zhuang Wei, first went to a supermarket selling imported snacks, bought a big red bucket of Mai Lisu, and then took Zhuang Wei Wei went to Haidilao to eat hot pot.

There was a seat just after eight o'clock, Zuo Mu first ordered the bottom of the pot, mushrooms and tomatoes.

"You can't eat spicy food for half a month, remember?" Zuo Mu told Zhuang Wei while ordering food on the tablet.

After ordering and waiting for the food to be served, Zuo Mu asked Zhuang Wei, "What fruit do you want to eat, may I get it for you?"

"Hehe, open that one first, and give me one!" Zhuang Wei opened his lovely big eyes, and tilted the bucket of Mai Lisu.

"I bought it from you, and I'm afraid it won't make it if it escapes." Zuo Mu put his hand on the lid, and said in the tone of talking to Tongtong, "I'll reward you with five after dinner."

"Hmph." Zhuang Wei pouted, and gave Zuo Mu a blank look, but didn't care about him.

Zhuang Wei really felt uncomfortable eating this hot pot meal, not to mention that the whole process was not spicy, and his hand was injured, every bite was fed by Zuo Mu.Because Zhuang Wei had to avoid food recently, Zuo Mu basically didn't order meat.Beef has too much heat and is prone to wound infection, mutton is easy to get angry, and seafood is hairy.Zuo Mu ordered a tenderloin and a fish belly, and the others were all vegetarian.

"Today is the worst hot pot I've ever eaten!" Zhuang Wei complained while sitting in the car, holding his bucket of Melissa.

"It was you who said that you wanted to eat hot pot, that's all I can do." Zuo Mu looked at the front and casually spoke.

After thinking about it, Zuo Mu is really dependent on himself, and Zhuang Wei feels quite satisfied.Looking at Zuo Mu's profile, Zhuang Wei smiled slightly.

After returning home, Zhuang Wei asked Zuo Mu to change his shoes, saying that he couldn't untie the shoelaces with his hands.

Usually Zhuang Wei would take off his shoes with his feet facing each other, but today he injured his hand and forced Zuo Mu to help him take off his shoes.

Zhuang Wei sat on the shoe bench at the door, with his feet up, shaking his white sneakers, which were actually not tight.Zuo Mu squatted on the ground, untied Zhuang Wei's shoelaces, then helped him take off his shoes, and put on his slippers again.

"I want a drink of water." Zhuang Wei walked to the kitchen with his slippers on.

Zuo Mu changed his shoes, and put the shoes that the two of them took off on the shoe rack.

"Zuo Mu──!" Zhuang Wei shouted again.

"What's wrong?" Zuo Mu walked into the kitchen.

"I said, I want to drink water!" Zhuang Wei pouted coquettishly.

Zuo Mu picked up the water glass and handed it to Zhuang Wei's mouth.

Zhuang Wei held Zuo Mu's hand and took a sip of water in satisfaction.

"Hehe, my hand...how can I take a bath later?" Zhuang Wei thought it would be interesting to order Zuo Mu to help him take a bath.

Zuo Mu drank Zhuang Wei's remaining half glass of water, and said half-jokingly, "Don't wash it, just lie down and sleep like this, don't change your clothes, it's convenient to go straight to work tomorrow morning~"

"I know you won't be so cruel~" Zhuang Wei said narcissistically, and raised her eyebrows.

Zuo Mu was amused by the silly Zhuang Wei, hugged Zhuang Wei dotingly and said, "I'll wash it for you."

Zhuang Wei didn't even know that if Zuo Mu helped him take a bath, he would actually be the one who would be embarrassed at that time.

"Zuo Mu, since the misunderstanding is resolved, can we save this steak for tomorrow?" Zhuang Wei felt that it was a pity that Tong Yan's steak was lost.

"You still dare to bring up the misunderstanding with Tong Yan?" Zuo Mu frowned, the corners of his mouth pulled slightly, and he stared evilly into Zhuang Wei's eyes and asked, "Do you think the misunderstanding is really resolved?"

"What, what do you mean?" Zhuang Wei's eyes widened blankly, do you still misunderstand what Tong Yan and I have?

"It doesn't matter whether you have feelings for him or not, it's not right to ask him to kiss you." Zuo Mu felt that Zhuang Wei really didn't have any consciousness at all, "It doesn't mean that anyone who likes you can kiss you to try you, you understand me What are you talking about?"

"Listen, you understand." Zhuang Weiwei had an expression of ignorance.

Knowing that Zhuang Wei didn't understand, Zuo Mu put his hands on the table and wrapped Zhuang Wei in his arms, "Don't let the other party kiss you just to prove that you don't have feelings for the other party, idiot."

"I, I, how can I prove such a boring thing! It was Tong Yan who kissed me suddenly. I, I, I said I didn't feel it anymore, and he still kissed me..." Zhuang Wei said that he didn't Emboldened.

"Go ahead." Zuo Mu said with a sneer.

Zhuang Wei was wrong, he understood what Zuo Mu meant, and felt that it was better to admit his mistake, "I'm sorry."

"Imagine, Garden forced me to kiss me, I smiled and said I didn't feel it, and then he didn't care to continue kissing, how would you feel after seeing it." Zuo Mu just wanted Zhuang Wei to know how much he felt when he bumped into his lover kissing someone else uncomfortable.

Zhuang Wei's body trembled, and I said I'm sorry, do you need to repeatedly blame me like this?Zhuang Wei didn't raise his head, and directly stretched out his hand to forcefully push Zuo Mu away.

"Ah...!" Although Zhuang Wei used his right hand, he still touched his knuckles, which caused excruciating pain.He took a deep breath and walked out of the kitchen sideways.

"Zhuang Wei, Zhuang Wei!" Knowing that he was angry, Zuo Mu walked out of the kitchen quickly, caught up with Zhuang Wei and hugged him from behind, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to say that!"

"Zuo Mu, let go." Zhuang Wei has a bad temper, not because he fell in love with Zuo Mu, he would not say 'I'm sorry' several times in a row.

Zuo Mu held Zhuang Wei still, he could feel that Zhuang Wei's voice was very cold.

"Hey..." After standing like this for half a minute, Zhuang Wei sighed, "Don't question my feelings for you, or doubt my loyalty, even joking. If I love you, I will never do it About betraying you, if I don't love you anymore..." Zhuang Wei took a breath and said lightly, "I will tell you directly."

Zuo Mu frowned sadly and tightened his arms.Maybe one day, you will ask me to go again. . ?Zuo Mu couldn't imagine whether he would go crazy that day. .

"I care about you, so I care about what I saw just now." Zuo Mu frowned and lowered his head slightly, rubbing his nose against Zhuang Wei's neck, "Then tell me, what should I do when I feel distressed? If I I can't digest so many emotions at once, and I can't lose my temper, so what should I do?"

Zhuang Wei knew that maybe the two of them were going to quarrel, but he still couldn't control his emotions.It wasn't his own fault in the first place, but he also felt aggrieved when Zuo Mu misunderstood him.

"It is you who love me and want to be with me. Don't forget Zuo Mu. You have loved me for nine years, and I love you now. You have earned it!" Zhuang Wei turned around, frowned and choked his throat. He said, "It's all right. Why do you feel bad? It's your own problem that you can't digest your feelings. Why do you use your emotions to embarrass me?"

"What do you mean I use my emotions to embarrass you, why am I embarrassing you?" Zuo Mu's expression also changed, and he said in a cold voice, "I will be angry if you step on my bottom line, and I really love you, Only then can you tolerate me like this every day. Don't take my love for you to be so presumptuous, you are not right in everything. Last time you took the initiative to kiss Tong Yan, you said to try yourself for him. I didn’t feel it, because we had a misunderstanding about that matter, so forget it. But it doesn’t mean that as long as we have a misunderstanding, you have a legitimate reason to kiss others! Tong Yan kissed you just now, and you said you didn’t feel it, so it’s not considered a betrayal .Don't you think there is something wrong with this sentence?"

Zhuang Wei's wrapped hands were hanging down, and his right hand was spread out to argue with Zuo Mu, "Then what are you going to do now, do you want me to kneel down and admit that I was wrong?! I've said so many times I'm sorry! You can't hear me Arrived?!"

"I heard you say I'm sorry, I didn't want you to say I'm sorry! Do you understand!" Zuo Mu shook his head helplessly, holding back his anger and said, "I just want to say, don't allow others to kiss you! Your friend is so Love kisses you casually, you don't want to be friends with him!"

"It doesn't matter who I make friends with!" Zhuang Wei raised his eyes and stared at Zuo Mu and said, "I am also an independent individual, and I have my freedom in life."

"Then you feel that you are not free with me, right?" Zuo Mu was also very angry, he frowned and asked heavily, "Do you really care about my feelings?"

"I don't care if you can't feel it?!" Zhuang Wei looked at Zuo Mu in surprise and growled.

"I also thought you cared about me." Zuo Mu looked to the side and continued, "If you really care about me, stop contacting Tong Yan."

"I can't do it!" Zhuang Wei said coldly, looking at the wallpaper on the other side, not wanting to care about Zuo Mu's expression, "We are friends, and we have an appointment to eat hot pot on the weekend. I have nothing to do with him, and he Breaking up is a guilty conscience."

"I see, I'm not even a friend in your heart." Zuo Mu nodded, passed Zhuang Wei directly, entered the study, and closed the door with a bang.

Zhuang Wei followed angrily, and quickly turned the doorknob with his right hand. "Ah...! Hiss..." Zhuang Wei breathed heavily with his mouth open, his hand hurt like it was broken, and his throat was blocked with grievances, and he couldn't cry out but tears.

Hearing Zhuang Wei's groan, Zuo Mu hurriedly opened the door again, "What's wrong?"

"Why are you losing your temper!" Zhuang Wei's hands hurt so much, he leaned against the door frame, his body slowly slid down, and sat on the floor, Zhuang Wei said with tears and aggrieved, "I don't care about you...I don't care about your use Are you chasing you out? Think about it for yourself, do I care about you...Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Wei raised his wrapped left hand in front of Zuo Mu, looked at Zuo Mu with resentment and said, "I am already like this, and you still bully me... woo woo woo... You are the one who doesn't love me at all... woo Woohoo..."

"Don't cry, baby, I love you, I was wrong..." Zuo Mu also sat on the ground, hugged Zhuang Wei and said distressedly, "I care about you so much, I want to monopolize you, I want to see you in your eyes I can only see me. Lovers, friends, family, it’s all me. I’m selfish, sorry baby...”

Zhuang Wei looked at Zuo Mu resentfully and said, "If you make me cry again, I will kick you out."

"Don't tell me to go..." Zuo Mu looked seriously into Zhuang Wei's eyes and said, "I'm used to serving you...don't tell me to go..."

"You don't know how painful it is for him as the person below. As the recipient, you have to love that person so much that you are willing to let him go. You don't understand at all." Zhuang Wei said sadly.

"I understand, I understand!" Zuo Mu regretted too much, Zhuang Wei seemed to really love him, so why did I blame him like this just now.

Zhuang Wei shook his head slowly.

Apart from hugging him tightly, Zuo Mu didn't know what else to do.

Zhuang Wei understood that there is no such thing as how much love there is, and it is impossible for him to tell how much he loves Zuo Mu.If you haven't fallen in love with Zuo Mu, love is zero. Once you fall in love, it's the kind of emotion that is so strong that you can give everything for him.Loving someone is not one hundred percent, it is equal to zero.How much Zhuang Wei loves Zuo Mu, he can't count, he just feels that his feelings can't stop, the feeling of liking that goes deep into the bone marrow, splits and spreads in the body every second.

"No... No, no, no!" After Zhuang Wei thought it through, he was shocked by his own feelings.In order to explain the misunderstanding to Zuo Mu, he actually made the dangerous move of jamming his hand into the elevator door?How much do I love this man that I love so much that I don't care about any danger?Am I a crybaby?Since when did I, an imposing man, act like a baby to Zuo Mu, and even cry in his arms?This state is wrong. .Zhuang Wei thought fearfully, my God, if I don't stop this kind of emotion, I will soon lose myself in Zuo Mu's love. .

"What's wrong?" Zuo Mu didn't know what happened to Zhuang Wei.

"I need to calm down." Zhuang Wei used his elbows to support Zuo Mu and stood up, "I'm a little confused right now, don't talk to me."

"Zhuang Wei, Zhuang Wei!" Zuo Mu followed Zhuang Wei into the room, Zhuang Wei's reaction was very strange, Zuo Mu was very worried.

"That, Zuo Mu." Zhuang Wei stopped, stood at the door of the bedroom bathroom, shook his wrapped left hand, and said calmly, "Help me turn on the water, it should be safer to take a bath."

"Oh." Zuo Mu couldn't keep up with Zhuang Wei's jumping thinking, so he could only obey, and hurried to the bathtub to drain the water.

Zhuang Wei was thinking about his own thoughts, Zuo Mu carefully helped Zhuang Wei take off his clothes, and then helped him take a bath.Until Zhuang Wei finished washing and Zuo Mu helped him dry himself, Zhuang Wei was still thinking about his own affairs.

"Get into the quilt quickly." Zuo Mu helped Zhuang Wei put on his pajamas, and then pushed him into the quilt.

Zhuang Wei said very politely, "Thank you, you should go take a shower too."

Zuo Mu felt that something was wrong, but he didn't think too much about it, took his pajamas and went to the shower room to take a bath.This kind of Zhuang Wei is very strange, he said 'thank you' in a calm tone, such a polite attitude, and Zhuang Wei who just cried and said 'care', is completely different.

Zuo Mu went to take a bath, and Zhuang Wei thought it through while lying on the bed.I have never been in a relationship before, this is my first love, and it is normal for me to be a little crazy.But I am almost 30 years old, and I can't be like a teenage stunned young man who is stupid when he falls in love with someone, and loses his mind all at once.Fortunately, I had a quarrel with Zuo Mu today, otherwise this almost lost soul would be really hard to bring back to real life.Zhuang Wei calmed down, thinking back on his relationship with Zuo Mu in the past few months, yes, it is a fact that he fell in love with Zuo Mu, there is nothing to doubt.But my change is really too great, from a high and arrogant character, to now I am afraid that Zuo Mu will misunderstand me and try to prove my innocence, this really makes me afraid.In the world of Zuo Mu's love, if he doesn't rein in the precipice, he will fall into the abyss of Zuo Mu's love, and he will never be able to extricate himself.At that time, Zuo Mu might no longer pamper him like he is now. At that time, Zuo Mu should be thinking about how to treat him, and he can't leave him.

Zuo Mu's hair exuded the fragrance of shampoo, and he lay down next to Zhuang Wei, wanting to hug Zhuang Wei, but he was afraid of touching Zhuang Wei's injured hand and hurting him.

"The kindergarten is on holiday. Starting tomorrow, I'll take you to work. It's not convenient for you to drive with your hands. I'll take you to work and pick you up in the afternoon." Zuo Mu said thoughtfully.

"Are you addicted to picking up and dropping off people?" Zhuang Wei said coldly, not even joking.

"Ah?" Zuo Mu was confused by Zhuang Wei's sarcastic remarks.

"Now there's no need to pick up Tongtong, just pick me up instead." Zhuang Wei sneered, "I'll call a car to go to work myself. There's no need to drag you to Hankou every day."

"Are you still angry with me?" Zuo Mu asked softly.

"Go to sleep today, I'm already tired." Zhuang Wei's left hand rested outside the quilt, and his arm felt a little cold, but he couldn't put his wrapped hand in the quilt, because if he touched it or was pressed by the quilt, , will be very painful.

Zuo Mu took a deep breath, not knowing what to say to save the situation.

"Your hands are outside the quilt, is it cold?" Zuo Mu looked at Zhuang Wei's arm exposed outside the quilt in the dark.

Zhuang Wei closed his eyes and said nothing.

When the alarm clock rang, Zuo Mu wasn't there?

Zhuang Wei sat up abruptly, flustered, "Zuo Mu... Zuo Mu——!"

No one responded, Zhuang Wei closed his eyes and frowned, tears welled up in his eyes.

"I hate your leaving without saying goodbye..." Zhuang Wei choked his throat, and finished in a small, breathless voice, no matter whether his hands hurt or not, Zhuang Wei almost dropped the water glass on the bedside table to the ground in a second.

Hearing Zhuang Wei calling him, Zuo Mu cut the last two cuts of meat, then wiped his hands unhurriedly and walked out of the kitchen.Just after leaving the kitchen door, Zuo Mu heard the sound of a water glass being broken.Not knowing what happened in the room, Zuo Mu hurried into the room to have a look.

"What's wrong?" Zuo Mu stood at the door in a daze and looked at Zhuang Wei. He didn't understand why Zhuang Wei cried as soon as he woke up, and there were water and mug pieces of porcelain on the ground beside the bed.

Seeing that Zuo Mu not only didn't leave, but also stood at the door, Zhuang Wei took a deep breath, stared at Zuo Mu and asked, "What are you doing?"

"I'm cutting meat in the kitchen, what's wrong?" Zuo Mu frowned, looked at Zhuang Wei and said, "Eat shredded pork noodles too early."

"Oh." Zhuang Wei bit his lips in embarrassment, looked at the water he had spilled all over the floor, and said without expression, "Well, I didn't hold my hand, you can clean it up."

"Well, don't get out of bed first, I'll bring you a pair of slippers, I'm afraid that some debris will splash into the slippers and cut off your feet." Zuo Mu said and ran out quickly, and then came in with slippers and a rag .

Zhuang Wei felt as if he had finished riding a roller coaster, his heart was in his throat just now, and now he has reached the terminal safely.

"That," Zhuang Wei frowned, moved his right hand fingers and said, "help me get dressed, and then send me to work later."

"Well, good." Zuo Mu lowered his head in response, and quickly cleaned up the remains of the cups all over the floor.