You want my man, I want your heart

For a week, Zuo Mu picked up Zhuang Wei to and from get off work, but Zhuang Wei's attitude towards Zuo Mu was really much colder than before.

Zuo Mu didn't know why Zhuang Wei could be angry about one thing for so long, but he was originally more introverted than Zhuang Wei, and the best way to deal with emotions was forbearance.Zuo Mu didn't keep asking what happened to Zhuang Wei, he was still doing all the things in the house silently, and if Zhuang Wei didn't mention the matter of the two of them, he didn't mention it either.Zuo Mu was even a little scared, he was very afraid that Zhuang Wei would say that he wanted to break up when he mentioned the matter of the two of them.

"Starting tomorrow, the company will be on holiday." During dinner, Zhuang Wei said lightly, "How do you arrange for the New Year?"

"Well, how do you arrange it?" Zuo Mu asked while eating.

"I'm asking you." The indifferent Zhuang Wei always talks to Zuo Mu at the peak.

"If you want to go back to your parents, I'll go home too. If you don't go home, I'll celebrate the New Year with you." Zuo Mu said seriously.

"Even if you don't go home, you'll have to go back on New Year's Eve. We have a New Year's Eve dinner." Zhuang Wei put down his chopsticks and said.

Zuo Mu didn't tell Zhuang Wei that his father went to Italy two days ago and came back two weeks later, so without Zhuang Wei by his side, Zuo Mu would have to celebrate the New Year alone.

"En." Zuo Mu responded, took the last bite of his meal, put down his chopsticks, and wiped his mouth with a piece of paper.

Zhuang Wei felt that Zuo Mu had something on his mind, and it had something to do with him.After he knew that his attitude towards Zuo Mu had become cold, Zuo Mu had always been careful with himself.Zhuang Wei feels sorry for Zuo Mu. This Zuo Mu is more careful with himself than when he just came to live in his home.Is it because you are afraid that you don't like him?Zhuang Wei supported his chin with his hands, watching Zuo Mu wipe his mouth.Having an appointment with Tong Yan for hot pot tomorrow, Zhuang Wei felt that what he said to Zuo Mu would make Zuo Mu feel anxious again.

"Are you still eating?" Zuo Mu asked Zhuang Wei.

Zhuang Wei looked at the morsel of rice left in the bowl and shook his head, "I'm full."

"Well, then I'll pick it up." Zuo Mu smiled and watched Zhuang Wei finish speaking, then stood up to clear the table.

Zuo Mu stacked up the dishes and carried them to the kitchen, then turned on the water to rinse the dishes, and then put the dishes into the dishwasher.

Zhuang Wei's right hand has healed, but the gauze on his left hand was removed in the hospital on the third day after the injury, and the scraped skin was already scarred.Although the activity is inconvenient, it does not affect life and work very much.

This week, Zuo Mu didn't let Zhuang Wei drink coffee and chocolate, and didn't give him soy sauce or chili when cooking. Zhuang Wei didn't say thank you, but he could feel Zuo Mu's thoughtfulness in his heart.

Zhuang Wei turned off the lights in the dining room and sat on the sofa to watch TV. Zuo Mu washed his hands and came to the living room to sit next to Zhuang Wei.

"Well, Zuo Mu, I have something to tell you." Zhuang Wei turned his head and looked at Zuo Mu's tough face.

Zuo Mu was taken aback, his brows were tightly frowned, his expression was as uncomfortable as if he wanted to accept Ling Chi.

Seeing Zuo Mu's painful expression, Zhuang Wei asked Zuo Mu with concern, "Are you feeling well?"

Zuo Mu closed his eyes, took a deep breath, slowly turned around and hugged Zhuang Wei tightly, and said with difficulty, "Don't leave me... I can satisfy your request, but...don't tell me to break up..."

Zhuang Wei's eyes widened in surprise, Zuo Mu's humble request made Zhuang Wei feel distressed.

"I, I just want to tell you that Tong Yan and I have an appointment to eat hot pot together tomorrow." Zhuang Wei slowly twisted his body, sat up straight and said, "I have nothing to do with him, but I'm afraid You are angry."

"Oh," Zuo Mu exhaled, "You scared me to death."

Puchi, Zhuang Wei laughed out loud, "What are you thinking about?"

"No." Zuo Mu didn't think it was funny at all, so he stood up and said, "I'm going to take a shower first."

Are you angry?Are you angry because you are going to eat hot pot with Tong Yan?Zuo Mu is really too stingy, Zhuang Wei thought, and sent a message to Tong Yan.

'I'll go eat hot pot with you again in a few days, can I treat you to coffee tomorrow? '

Tong Yan called after a while, "What's the matter?"

"Hey, Zuo Mu is angry." Zhuang Wei glanced at the closed bathroom door and said, "I just told Zuo Mu that I want to have hot pot with you tomorrow, but he didn't say anything, just went to take a shower."

"He really is, you have to call him and eat with the three of you, right?" Tong Yan was really drunk, "Why is Zuo Mu so stingy?"

"Yeah, I also think he is stingy." Zhuang Wei laughed, he thought it would be interesting to scold Zuo Mu behind Tong Yan's back.

"You don't really want me to explain to him what happened last time, do you?" Tong Yan narrowed his eyes and said, "It's impossible for me to apologize to him, I can't."

"No one asked you to apologize to him." Zhuang Wei said with a smile, "He didn't talk to me very much this week. He didn't mention that matter, so it should be over. But I warn you, don't do it again. If there is any misunderstanding, I will definitely break up with you."

"I know, your whole heart belongs to him, and I don't have any expectations for you. It's best if you can be happy. If you collapse one day, if I still have feelings for you, then let's talk~" Tong Yan said jokingly.

"You are really a crow's mouth, we will not divide unless he changes his mind." Zhuang Wei thought, and said confidently, "It should be impossible for him to change his mind. He is my royal servant and has been taken care of by me Enslaved~"

"Tsk tsk tsk, you were arguing with me last month, saying that you are a straight man, look at your tone, the cat's tail is wagging behind you, did you see it yourself?" Tong Yan said with a smile.

"I won't tell you anymore, Zuo Mu has turned off the water." Zhuang Wei whispered, ready to hang up the phone.

"What's the matter, we really seem to be having an affair~" Tong Yan said poorly, "I'll see you at the coffee downstairs at your house tomorrow, I have something for you."

"Well, I'll send you a message tomorrow, so I hung up." Zhuang Wei hung up the phone when Zuo Mu turned the doorknob.

Zuo Mu opened the bathroom door, saw Zhuang Wei hanging up the phone with a smile, and his heart ached again.He hasn't smiled at me like this all week, is he tired of living with me?

"Zuo Mu—!" Zhuang Wei saw that Zuo Mu ignored him and was about to enter the room, so he stopped him loudly.

Zuo Mu turned to look at Zhuang Wei, waiting for him to speak.

"Come here." Zhuang Wei said, thinking about telling Tong Yan just now that Zuo Mu had already been enslaved by him, he immediately thought of Yun Yun being superior.

Zuo Mu came over, and when he got close to Zhuang Wei, Zhuang Wei smelled his fragrance, so he couldn't help saying, "I like this smell."

"What smell?" Zuo Mu didn't understand what Zhuang Wei was talking about.

Zhuang Weiwei was stunned, and then quickly issued an order, "Brew me a cup of chocolate."

Zuo Mu could hear that Zhuang Wei was directing him to do things on purpose, but he still said dotingly, "In a few days, the chocolate is very dark." After Zuo Mu finished speaking, he was about to go into the room and lie down.

"Hey, don't go!" Seeing Zuo Mu's disobedient look, Zhuang Wei felt a little upset.

Zuo Mu was only wearing a sleeping T-shirt and underwear. He felt very cold, but he walked back obediently and stood in front of Zhuang Wei, waiting for Zhuang Wei to speak.

Zhuang Wei frowned, the two of them hadn't had any physical contact this week, Zhuang Wei didn't know why Zuo Mu suddenly became less enthusiastic.

"Why haven't you kissed me for a week?" Zhuang Wei sat on the sofa with his legs crossed, asking Zuo Mu with his chin raised like a queen dowager.

Did I get it wrong? "Aren't you alienating me...?" Zuo Mu looked at Zhuang Wei in astonishment, "You've been very cold to me recently, I thought you... were still angry with me."

That's right, Zhuang Wei knows that his attitude this week is also very cold, this is true, but when two people are together, one suddenly becomes cold, shouldn't the other try to make the other happy?

"I'm still angry!" Zhuang Wei said strangely, "Since I'm angry, why didn't you coax me, and why did you snub each other with me? Do you think it's right?"

"I know you're angry, so I didn't provoke you. I don't want you to hate me." Zuo Mu stared into Zhuang Wei's eyes with a serious expression.

Zhuang Wei opened his mouth wide, spread his hands and said, "Then why don't you do anything? Zuo Mu, I think you are a piece of wood!" After speaking, Zhuang Wei stood up angrily, and walked towards the bathroom with her mouth pouted.

"Zhuang Wei!" Zuo Mu grabbed Zhuang Wei who passed by, "Because I don't know why you are angry?"

"Then just ask me!" Zhuang Wei said in bewilderment, Zuo Mu is too stupid!

"I'm afraid that I'll quarrel with you again after asking, I... I'm afraid you'll be disappointed with me... I'm afraid you want to break up with me." Zuo Mu looked sad, sighed, and said flatly, "Just once, I vented my emotions...but the result was very unsatisfactory...I think we should deal with our relationship in another way, but I haven't thought of how to do it, it is the state of getting along that you like too."

It was because he cared too much and was too afraid of losing that Zuo Mu didn't know what to do.He didn't want to lose Zhuang Wei, who he got so hard, so if he couldn't win every step of the way, it would be safer to just stop.

Zhuang Wei muttered, raised his eyes and looked at Zuo Mu resentfully, "I thought you knew everything~ After a long time, you are also an idiot with zero love experience."

"I'm sorry, I really have no experience in love." Zuo Mu took Zhuang Wei's hand and said apologetically, "I've never liked anyone other than you, and I don't know how to make you like me You said that day that you are an independent individual with your own freedom of action. Yes, I also think you should have your own lifestyle and preferences. I can't monopolize you selfishly, and even hope that I can become your whole world. I should respect you, um, yes.. You said that I should not embarrass you with my emotions, because it is my own business, and I should digest it myself. You are right, I also thought about digesting myself I really shouldn’t take my anger out on you because of my displeasure. Because I like you, I love you hopelessly. I have waited so many years to meet you, so I should cherish it even more. But , I, did not do well... you... are disappointed in me."

Zhuang Wei frowned, he was not used to such an unconfident Zuo Mu, those words just now made Zhuang Wei sad and wanted to cry, "What's the matter with you, if you are angry in a quarrel, you can use it The knife is engraved in your mind. Those words that say you love you and care about you, you will automatically filter them out, don’t you remember a single word?”

"I'm just too confident, thinking that you love me as much as I love you, and care about me, so I get so complacent that I get so ruthless that I quarrel with you. I regret it. I really regret the quarrel with you that day. I regret it." Zuo Mu forced a smile, "You, can you forgive me?"

Zhuang Wei stared into Zuo Mu's eyes, and looked at him with tenderness, "I'm angry because... I'm afraid that I'll lose myself in your love. I was caught by the fact that I fell in love with a man suddenly and madly." It was scary."

Zuo Mu looked at Zhuang Wei in surprise, and Zhuang Wei slowly put his arms around Zuo Mu's waist, "You did a good job, Zuo Mu, you took good care of me and Tongtong. I never thought I want to separate from you, I just don’t want to love you to the limit, after I fell in love with you, my personality changed, and I was a little worried that I would lose myself.”

"You have never lost yourself, you have always had a personality. I have always revolved around you, and you are my center." Zuo Mu shook his head gently, "You don't have to be afraid of what you will become, because you No matter what you become, you are my favorite Zhuang Wei, you will always be my center, the man I want to serve all my life... um..."

Zhuang Wei closed his eyes, raised his head and kissed Zuo Mu's lips forcefully.Zhuang Wei's recovered right hand reached into Zuo Mu's clothes, greedily stroking the tight back muscles on Zuo Mu's back, while his left hand was hanging in the air, wrapping his forearm around Zuo Mu's neck,

"I don't like to be an active person. If we quarrel in the future, if you don't know how to coax me, I will be angry all the time. I will not take the initiative to reconcile with you when I am angry until I die of old age." Zhuang Wei knew how much Zuo Mu cared about him. There was only one quarrel, and Zuo Mu's heart became entangled and painful.Zhuang Wei couldn't bear to watch the idiot Zuo Mu endure his feelings like this, and when he heard Zuo Mu say that he thought he loved him and made him get carried away, Zhuang Wei wanted to hug him very much.

Zuo Mu did not kiss Zhuang Wei madly, nor did he grope or make sexy teases.After Zhuang Wei let go of Zuo Mu's lips, Zuo Mu hugged Zhuang Wei tightly, like a loyal beast that has regained favor, frowning and sincerely said, "Thank you."

"Don't do that, you make me think I'm a bad person." Zhuang Wei pouted helplessly.

"No, that's not what I meant. I never thought you were a bad person!" Zuo Mu was afraid that Zhuang Wei might misunderstand him, so he hurriedly corrected Zhuang Wei's thoughts.

"Stop talking." Zhuang Wei hugged Zuo Mu with his backhand, put his face on Zuo Mu's shoulder, and rubbed back and forth.Smelling the fragrance of Zuo Mu's hair, Zhuang Wei's lower body reacted, "Zuo Mu..." Zhuang Wei's eyes were a little loose, and he said in a breathy voice, "I feel it..."

"Hurry up and take a bath." Zuo Mu resisted the impulse, and slowly let go of Zhuang Wei.Zhuang Wei looked suspiciously at Zuo Mu who was slowly pushing him away, Zuo Mu tilted his head with a slight smile, "I, standing in the living room like this, feel a little cold."

"Oh! I'm sorry." Zhuang Wei hurriedly turned around in embarrassment, ready to go into the bathroom.

"I'll wait for you on the bed." Zuo Mu took Zhuang Wei's hand, "Hurry up and wash it clean."

Zhuang Wei pursed her lips and smiled shyly, and quickly went into the bathroom.

After a week, Zhuang Wei finally experienced the thrill of ecstasy again.Zhuang Wei knew that he couldn't do without Zuo Mu anymore, whether it was body or mind, he couldn't do without Zuo Mu now.

"It's cold, so you stay at home, don't go out." Zhuang Wei changed into a very energetic short coat, and said while changing shoes.

"You are having dinner with Tong Yan, why did you go out so early?" Zuo Mu asked Zhuang Wei, leaning on the back of the sofa in his home clothes.

"I'll just go out for a while, and I'll be back later." Zhuang Wei changed his shoes, stood next to Zuo Mu, put his hand on Zuo Mu's shoulder and said, "I told you yesterday that I want to have dinner with Tong Yan, you are not upset Well, I will push him away, and I will eat it later when I have a chance."

Zuo Mu put his arms around Zhuang Wei's waist and asked softly, "Then what are you doing now?"

"Tong Yan said he has something for me, so I'll go to Man Coffee and treat him to a waffle~" Zhuang Wei put his arms around Zuo Mu's neck and said, "Actually, Tong Yan is quite a nice person. There are not many people who know our relationship. There must be someone to talk to. Tong Yan has a cheerful personality and is quite suitable to be friends."

"Well, I understand." Zuo Qingqing squeezed Zhuang Wei's arm, "You go, don't drink coffee and chocolate, can you remember?"

"There's nothing I can't remember, I'm not dementia." Zhuang Wei said cheerfully, took the wallet and went out directly.

Tong Yan has already arrived at Man Coffee, he ordered a cup of coffee and an original waffle, leaning on the double sofa and waiting for Zhuang Wei to come.

"Ah, you are so fast! I said treat you to eat." Zhuang Wei sat next to Tong Yan.

"It's okay, what do you drink?" Tong Yan sat up a little and asked Zhuang Wei.

"Wait, I'll get a glass of water." Zhuang Wei consciously went to the public water bar, took a glass and poured a glass of boiled water over.

"Oh, it seems that someone told me before going out." Seeing that Zhuang Wei, who didn't like drinking water, poured a glass of boiled water obediently, Tong Yan said with a sneer.

"Hey, Zuo Mu said that he can only eat melanin next week when the scar grows. He didn't let me drink chocolate yesterday." Zhuang Wei took a sip of white water, feeling that he didn't want to drink water, but just wet his dry lips. .

"Let me see your hand." Tong Yan carefully pulled up Zhuang Wei's left hand beside him and looked at it. The thin scars on the back and pulp of the fingers made Tong Yan feel distressed, "I didn't even know you were so care about him."

"I didn't know that I cared about him so much. It was because I pinched my hand this time that my mind suddenly woke up." Zhuang Wei withdrew his hand, pretending to be frustrated and said, "Tong Yan, I'm done~"

"It's only you, you're so helpless in spreading dog food." Tong Yan smiled lightly.

"How can I have it~" Zhuang Wei laughed and said injustice.

Tong Yan took out two tubes of ointment from his pocket and handed them to Zhuang Wei, "Here you are, this one is from Germany, it's very useful, and it's said that there is no scar in the world that it can't remove."

Zhuang Wei took it over and looked at it, and said indifferently, "Thank you."

"I'm sorry about what happened last time." Tong Yan felt that the person Zhuang Wei fell in love with was really happy. He didn't expect Zhuang Wei to fall in love with someone and be so devoted. Tong Yan asked, "What were you thinking at that time, and you actually put your hand into the elevator door? , it's scary."

"There's no time to hesitate about something that happens in a split second. Heh, I didn't think about anything at that time~" Zhuang Wei said with a bitter smile, "I left Zuo Muqi once before. I'm having a very bad time~ I..." Zhuang Wei tilted her head and pursed her lips, "I couldn't take it anymore, so I begged him to come back." Zhuang Wei leaned sideways on the table with his right elbow and palm Chin, looked at Tong Yan on the left side and said, "At that time, I thought I wanted him to come back to take care of me. Hey, after confirming the relationship, I realized that I fell in love with him."

"Are you sure you're really in love with him? It's not a habit, but a liking?" Tong Yan also imitated Zhuang Wei's movements, put one hand on the table, looked at Zhuang Wei with his chin in his hand and asked.

"I'm sure." Zhuang Wei smiled, he felt that there was nothing to doubt, "I am like this, if I have something, I will not have it. I will not pretend that I have someone I like in order to reject others. I just fell in love with him, there is no way, I can’t live well without him.”

"It's so frank." Tong Yan looked at the open-minded Zhuang Wei and said, then cut half a waffle with a knife, dipped some ice cream and cream on the waffle with his hand, and handed it to Zhuang Wei to eat.

Zhuang Wei was afraid of getting the cream on his hands, so he opened his mouth and bit it.

After eating that small piece of waffle in one go, Zhuang Wei's mouth was covered with cream.Tong Yan funnyly took the paper and gave Zhuang Wei to wipe his mouth, and Zhuang Wei naturally waited for him to finish wiping.

"Didn't you say you have something for me? What is it?" Zhuang Wei took a sip of warm water and asked Tong Yan.

"That's it." Tong Yan glanced at the two tubes of ointment on the table.

"Oh, so today you are here to give me hand cream." Zhuang Wei picked up the knife and started cutting waffles.

"What kind of hand cream, I have already said, this is the most effective ointment for removing scars in the world." Tong Yan picked up the ointment and said, "You don't know, you can't buy it in this country. A friend of mine just came back from Germany. The day before boarding the plane, I specifically told him to buy it, and I just got it yesterday."

"Thank you for the medicine." Zhuang Wei looked at the ointment, put down the freshly cut waffle in his hand, rolled his eyes and said, "Tong Yan, what I told you, you would not tell anyone Right?"

"Yeah." Tong Yan moved his head closer, "What do you want to say?"

"I'm... a bit perverted." Zhuang Wei said in a low voice.

"Pfft, are you joking?" Tong Yan laughed.

"Don't laugh, I'm telling the truth." Zhuang Wei said calmly, "Just now when you said that this is the best scar removal ointment in the world, I was actually thinking that if there are scars on my hands all the time, then it's too late. That's right. Every time Zuo Mu sees my hand, he will blame himself and feel guilty, and then he will always feel indebted to me, and his heart will always be held in my hands."

Tong Yan didn't speak, and his expression became more serious.

"You think I'm dark, don't you?" Seeing that Tong Yan was silent, Zhuang Wei asked, "I shouldn't have thought this way before, and I've never had such a despicable thought."

"I don't think you're despicable." Tong Yan sighed, "You're terminally ill~ I just hope that Zuo Mu will always love you like this. You told me that Zuo Mu is your first love. Will separate from him. Because your whole heart is involved, once the relationship breaks, you will collapse."

"I will protect our relationship." Zhuang Wei said thinking of Zuo Mu's appearance last night, "Zuo Mu is too careful, he is afraid that I will not love him and leave him one day. In fact, I am the one who is really afraid of breaking up. .But I won't let him know."

Tong Yan ate a piece of waffle and drank some coffee, "Did you come out after lunch?"

"Yeah." Zhuang Wei swallowed the waffle in his mouth, and drank another half glass of water, "I got up late today, I didn't get past early until after eleven o'clock."

"Actually, if you don't drink chocolate and coffee, you can order a glass of juice." Tong Yan watched Zhuang Wei dislike the glass of water, but he still insisted on drinking it, thinking it was funny.

"That's right! Why didn't you say it earlier!" Zhuang Wei also suddenly realized that Man Coffee is not only coffee, "Oh, it's Zuo Mu who is annoying, always can't eat this or drink it, it makes me stupid !"

"Hehe, so it's not just women in love who are idiots." Tong Yan picked up the handbag on the table and stood up, "Can I order you a cup of peach tea?"

"No need." Zhuang Wei smiled and pulled Tong Yan's sleeve to let him sit down, "I'm full of water."