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Bai Chong was leaning against the counter, with one long leg stepping on the floor and the other slightly bent. He had already changed into dark gray pajamas, and he looked slender and strong.He was holding a glass in his hand, and the water in the glass was steaming, as if he was waiting for the water to cool.

Song Wenran's first reaction was to hide, but on second thought, they had already reached this point, and they really didn't know what to hide, so they went in directly.

Bai Chong shifted his gaze from the water glass to Song Wenran.

Song Wenran said, "I want to drink water."

Bai Chong stood up straight, and handed the water glass in his hand to Song Wenran, "You can drink it."

Song Wenran took his water glass and took a sip. The water in the glass was still a little hot, but it was indeed drinkable.

Bai Chong then turned around and opened the refrigerator on one side, and said, "Drink less, I'll heat you a glass of milk." As he spoke, he took out a carton of milk, poured it into a clean cup, and put the cup into the microwave to heat it up. .

Song Wenran watched Bai Chong put the remaining milk back into the refrigerator, he was a little surprised, Bai Chong did not continue the topic just now.

Bai Chong did not mention it. He heated up the milk, took it out and handed it to Song Wenran, saying, "Have a glass of milk to help you sleep."

Song Wenran took the cup, and then Bai Chong left the kitchen one step ahead of him.Song Wenran stood where Bai Chong was standing just now, and silently drank a whole glass of milk. He felt a little uneasy, and didn't understand what Bai Chong meant.Obviously starting from this morning, the person who can't wait to know the answer is Bai Chong.

After drinking the milk, he rinsed the cup and came out of the kitchen. When he reached the door of the kitchen, he turned off the light in the kitchen, and the entire first floor was suddenly plunged into darkness.

Song Wenran didn't turn on the lights on the stairs, and only relied on the faint light from the corridor on the second floor to slowly go upstairs. He passed the dark corner of the stairs, and when he looked up, he saw Bai Chong standing on two steps, with his back against the wall, waiting for him. he.

He stepped up two steps and called out, "Mr. Bai?"

Bai Chong took a step forward suddenly, Song Wenran retreated subconsciously, Bai Chong grasped the handrail of the stairs with two hands apart, trapped Song Wenran in the middle, and kissed his lips.

Song Wenran's eyes widened, and his ears seemed to ring for a moment. His only thought was that there was still the smell of milk in his mouth, other than that, his mind was blank.

He didn't want to admit that this was his first kiss, after all, he was going to be 28 years old this year, and it's not something to show off that the emotional world is blank.But indeed, it was the first time for him to have such an intimate contact with a person, and he couldn't think about whether it was the same feeling as he imagined, because he couldn't think about anything.

He leaned back on the armrest and leaned back, either trying to avoid it, or completely unconsciously losing control of his body.

Bai Chong put one hand on his back to support him, but he was careful not to let himself be on top of him, avoiding touching his right shoulder.

At the end of the kiss, Song Wenran grabbed the handrail of the stairs behind him with his backhand, as if the strength of his legs was no longer enough to support his body, he opened his lips and breathed heavily as if lacking oxygen.

Bai Chong bent down, put one arm around Song Wen's waist, put his other hand through his knee, and hugged him directly.

Song Wenran's first reaction was to struggle, but Bai Chong said in a deep voice, "Be careful with your shoulders."

Bai Chong carried Song Wenran up the last few stairs and walked along the corridor towards his own bedroom.

Song Wenran's heart was beating violently. The moment he was carried into the bedroom by Bai Chong, he felt that something might be about to happen.

However, after Bai Chong gently put Song Wenran on the bed, he said, "Am I getting older?"

If it was normal, Song Wenran would definitely have joked with him, but now he was too nervous, he looked at Bai Chong, and didn't even understand what Bai Chong was expressing.

Bai Chong closed the door, came back in the dark and turned on a lamp beside the bed, then sat down on the side of the bed with one leg bent, looked at Song Wenran and said, "Will Chen Jie still cause your body to react now?"

Song Wenran's face turned red, and he shook his head in a daze.

Bai Chong then asked, "What about me?"

Song Wenran pursed his lips tightly. Instead of answering Bai Chong's question, he stretched out his movable left hand, touched Bai Chong's chest, and tried to unbutton his pajamas.

However, Bai Chong pressed Song Wenran's hand, put his fingers together, held Song Wenran's hand, brought it to his lips and kissed it forcefully, then took a deep breath to suppress his excitement, and said, "Wenran, I have something to say. tell you."

When Song Wenran opened his mouth to speak, he found that his voice was a little hoarse, "What do you want to say?"

Bai Chong still held Song Wenran's hand tightly, rubbed his fingers lightly with his warm and dry palm, looked into his eyes and said earnestly: "During the process of us step by step until today, I have thought about many things over and over again, have you thought about it?" The result of our being together?"

"What result?" Song Wenran listened to Bai Chong's words, and his burning emotions gradually calmed down.

Bai Chong's expression was gentle and full of emotion, "You are not yet 30 years old, if you want to be with me, you must give up a lot, and you will face more difficulties in the future, I don't know if you are It's ready."

Song Wenran felt that at this moment, his heart was completely occupied by Bai Chong alone, and he couldn't figure it out, "What would I give up?"

"Abandoning a normal family, giving up your own children, and maybe other things, you have to endure some gossip and even malicious attacks, have you ever thought about it?" Bai Chong asked him softly.

Song Wenran was silent for a few seconds, "I really haven't thought about it, but I can think about it now, I don't think I'm afraid of these things."

Bai Chong closed his eyes, pulled Song Wenran to lie down, propped up his body with one hand, kissed Song Wenran's forehead, and then looked down at him, "I hope you will think about it carefully, not just a passing emotion a hasty answer."

Song Wenran quietly looked at the ceiling.

Bai Chong's voice sounded right next to his ears, "What I want to be together is really being together. We may not be able to have a certificate, but we want to have a family. We have dinner together every day, take a walk together, and sleep in the With the same bed, I can drive out on weekends and travel every year when I have free time. I can’t announce our relationship to the public, but I won’t deliberately hide it from my relatives and friends. I love you very much, and I don’t want you to be in this relationship. Feeling hurt, so I need you to be very careful about this matter."

Song Wenran was infected by Bai Chong's attitude, and he responded seriously: "I will seriously consider it."

Bai Chong looked at him, "There is one more thing I want to tell you, it's about my private affairs."

His tone was very serious, and Song Wenran suddenly felt a little nervous.

Bai Chong's voice was low and he spoke slowly, "I also have a son who is a few years older than Ziqi. He is the illegitimate child of my ex-girlfriend before I married Ziqi's mother."

Song Wenran's eyes widened, he had to step back a little to maintain a distance from Bai Chong, in order to see the expression on Bai Chong's face clearly.

Bai Chong frowned slightly, "That's the thing I regret the most, but since it happened, I have to bear the consequences and the responsibility."

Song Wenran felt his mind go blank again.

Bai Chong said to him: "I'm sorry, the mistakes I made when I was young made you face these terrible things. I hope you will give me your answer after serious consideration. No matter what you decide, I am willing to accept it."

-

After Wen Wenyao took a bath, he lay on the bed and smoked, while Bai Yangyu was still taking a bath in the bathroom. He listened to the sound of the water quietly, and soon became a little drowsy.Hearing the sound of water in the bathroom stopped, Wen Wenyao extinguished his cigarette and threw it in the ashtray beside the bed, lay down and covered most of his face with the quilt, pretending to be asleep.

After a while, he heard Bai Yangyu's footsteps coming back to the room, first turned off the light, then climbed into bed, insisted on getting under his quilt, and hugged him to sleep.

Wen Wenyao complained: "I was asleep and you woke me up."

Bai Yangyu wrapped one hand around his waist and hugged him tightly, his chest pressed against his back, breathing with a little moisture, said: "You are not asleep."

Wen Wenyao couldn't help but yawned, too lazy to refute him.

The body was too tight, and the body temperature of the young man was higher than him. Wen Wenyao even felt a little hot after being covered under the quilt for a while. He lifted the quilt a little, exposed his mouth and nose to breathe the cold air in the room, and said : "Why are you acting like an unweaned child?"

Bai Yangyu didn't say anything when he heard the words, but just to prove that he was indeed an unweaned child, he silently touched his chest with one hand, and then he slapped it away.

With a muffled voice, Bai Yangyu said behind Wen Wenyao: "My mother passed away early, and my father...he didn't care much about me. I lived alone for a long time."

Wen Wenyao listened quietly, turned over and lay on his back after a while, and asked Bai Yangyu, "You think of me as your father?"

Bai Yangyu was stunned for a moment, and then denied: "You are not like him at all, besides, I would not want to do these things to him."

Wen Wenyao said: "Go away, stop talking to me about such nonsense, is it annoying?"

Bai Yangyu said: "Oh." He reached out and hugged him tightly, leaning his chin on his shoulder.

Wen Wenyao opened his eyes in the dark, feeling Bai Yangyu's gentle breathing, and asked, "Your mother passed away, and your father doesn't care about you?"

Bai Yangyu said: "No, he asked me to follow him and gave me money, but I didn't want to."

Wen Wenyao snorted, "Looking at you like that, you lack paternal love. He told you to follow him, why didn't you go?"

Bai Yangyu answered his question: "He also has a son who is a few years younger than me, and that kid doesn't like me."

Wen Wenyao was stunned for a moment, then reacted and asked, "Are your parents divorced?"

Bai Yangyu said: "Not married."

An illegitimate child, Wen Wenyao thought silently, probably after Bai Yangyu's parents broke up, his father got married again to start a family and had a second child.No wonder Bai Yangyu was unwilling to live with them.

"Then do you like them?" Wen Wenyao asked softly.

Bai Yangyu thought for a while and said, "It doesn't matter whether you like it or not, there is no emotion."

Wen Wenyao then asked, "To your father too?"

This time Bai Yangyu thought for a while before replying: "Yes."

Hearing this, Wen Wenyao felt a little uncomfortable, maybe because he felt the same way, and he couldn't be aggressive towards Bai Yangyu anymore, so he raised his hand and patted him on the shoulder, saying, "You don't need him anymore."

Bai Yangyu buried her face in his shoulder and rubbed, "You are enough for me."

Wen Wenyao didn't bother to scold him, and said in a low voice, "Go to sleep."

-

That night, nothing happened between Song Wenran and Bai Chong, he just slept on Bai Chong's bed, groggy all the time, his head was messed up, and he didn't fall asleep completely.

Bai Chong was sleeping next to him, almost motionless, and he couldn't hear the sound of breathing. He wasn't sure if Bai Chong was asleep.

Song Wenran really wanted to think about it carefully, but his body was too tired, and when he closed his eyes, many bizarre scenes appeared, making it difficult for him to calm down and think.

Song Wenran didn't fall into a deep sleep until it was almost dawn.Not long after he fell asleep, Bai Chong woke up.Hearing the sound of Bai Chong getting up, he just pretended to be asleep, closed his eyes and slowed down his breathing until after Bai Chong left the room, he fell asleep again after a while.

Song Wenran got up before Wen Qian woke up, but he didn't expect Bai Ziqi to wake up very early today. When he came out of Bai Chong's room, Bai Ziqi happened to be going downstairs from the third floor, and when he passed the second floor, he heard Sheng Sheng glanced this way, just in time to see Song Wenran.

Bai Ziqi was stunned for a moment, and he looked over carefully to make sure that he was right that it was Bai Chong's room.

Song Wenran also stood at the door of the room without moving, not knowing how to explain to Bai Ziqi.

As a result, Bai Ziqi didn't rush over to question him immediately, but turned around and continued downstairs.

Song Wenran asked Wen Qian to get up, and went downstairs to have breakfast after washing.When they came down, Bai Ziqi had already finished his meal and was playing alone in the yard with a basketball.

After accompanying Wen Qian for breakfast, Song Wenran asked her to draw in the living room by herself, and came to the yard by herself.

Bai Ziqi glanced at him, didn't speak to him, and continued to throw the ball at a simple basket.

Song Wenran walked to Bai Ziqi's side.

Bai Ziqi stopped, patted the basketball next to him, and said, "What? I feel guilty, do you have something to tell me?"

Song Wenran said: "About your father..."

"I wonder why he treats you so well. I should have guessed it from the beginning. I knew that he had been a romantic all his life. How could he be so well-behaved now? I didn't expect to be fooling around with a man now."

When Bai Ziqi said these words, his tone was actually quite calm, and when it came to fooling around with men, he didn't necessarily hate it too much.

Song Wenran said, "It's not what you imagined."

"I didn't imagine anything." Bai Ziqi raised the basketball and threw it. The basketball hit the rim hard and fell again. "I said it a long time ago, he is an irresponsible man."

Song Wenran watched him chase after him and picked up the ball, trotted back with the ball, and asked, "Why do you think so?"

Bai Ziqi stopped, letting the ball bounce and fall naturally around him, until it finally rolled to the side. He smiled at Song Wenran, and said mysteriously, "Do you know that he has an illegitimate child outside?"

Song Wenran nodded calmly, "I know."

Bai Ziqi suddenly became surprised, "He even told you this?"

Song Wenran said: "Can you tell me how that child got here?" In fact, he should ask Bai Chong these words, but he didn't have enough courage.

Bai Ziqi curled his lips, "How did it come about? Isn't it because he slept with women irresponsibly and without a condom? If he hadn't messed around, my mother wouldn't have died in a car accident at such a young age!" Having said that, Bai Ziqi His expression became resentful.

"Your mother died in a car accident?"

Bai Ziqi didn't want to talk about his mother with Song Wenran, so he turned around to pick up the basketball, and then threw it hard at the hoop.

Song Wenran could only say, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked you this."

Bai Ziqi didn't speak.

Song Wenran turned around and wanted to leave, but couldn't help but turned back and asked him again: "Have you seen that illegitimate son of Bai Chong?"

Bai Ziqi's tone was cold, "Yes, he is a few years older than me, and he is still studying in Chongyi. I heard that he is a graduate student. He probably feels very proud."

It took Song Wenran a while to realize that what Bai Ziqi said was very proud was not the illegitimate child, but Bai Chong.A few years older than Bai Ziqi, who was a graduate student in Chongyi, Song Wenran suddenly seemed to have been splashed with water, and his head came to his senses. That illegitimate child was actually Wen Wenyao's student, the boy named Bai Yangyu, right?