poorer than

There was obviously something wrong with Xia Xingche in front of him, his eyes were red and he was in a trance as if he had been greatly stimulated. He covered his mouth with one hand and held Xia Xingcheng's hand with the other, obviously in a very nervous state.

"Brother, don't be afraid, that woman won't hurt you again, I'm coming in."

"Well--"

"Shhh, let's hide." Xia Xingche took off his windbreaker and covered them both, he hugged Xia Xingcheng tightly, and whispered nervously: "We won't be discovered by her if we hide, Then we called Dad and told Dad to come back."

Seeing him let go of his hand, Xia Xingcheng was stunned for a breath of relief, then looked at Xia Xingche in front of him in shock, with an unbelievable look in his eyes: "Hey, Xia Xingche..."

Why did this happen, why did Xia Xingche do this?

"Please don't talk anymore, don't talk anymore..."

The two of them made the space extremely narrow under the windbreaker, Xia Xingche's trembling and fearful voice was amplified infinitely, with a hoarse murmur that sounded like mourning in his ears, and the hand holding him tighter and tighter, like It was the last strength supporting Xia Xingche, already hovering on the verge of collapse.

"We squatted down so we couldn't be seen by her."

Xia Xingcheng could only be pulled to squat down by Xia Xingche, and then held in his arms by Xia Xingche. He didn't say anything because he didn't know what to do.He didn't expect Xia Xingche to have such a situation at all. Before, he never thought about why Xia Xingche always had problems expressing himself, but after this guy said it himself today, he realized that this guy was suffocated.

The windbreakers covering their heads seemed to be their only cover.

"Brother, you shouldn't have run in without listening to your father."

Xia Xingcheng: "...I'm disobedient?" He had no idea what Xia Xingche was doing, but in order not to scare Xia Xingche, he could only respond.

"Yes, as my father said, my mother will be angry because we disturbed my mother's drawing. Did you see that my mother took a knife."

Xia Xingcheng turned his head to look at Xia Xingche, and then saw Xia Xingche bursting into tears, his heart suddenly seemed to be blocked by something, his eyes flashed slightly, he held Xia Xingche's hand, feeling Xia Xingche Xing Che felt even more uncomfortable when his palms were sweating and his whole body was trembling.

He suddenly understood why Xia Xingche was always so careful with him, always wanted to look at him all the time, really wanted to tie him tightly to his body, because of guilt, guilt for not coming in to find him back then.

But in fact, this is not the case at all. It is the fault of the parents and has nothing to do with them. They are innocent, but Xia Xingche has become a poor victim in this war. In the position, I felt that I was wrong, and I was suffering all the time, and they were all adults in a blink of an eye.

For 12 years, they stumbled and grew up in a daze. Obviously they had an environment that many people could not have. They were supposed to be carefree, but they lived in torment. It was their parents who pushed them cruelly into the world of adults.He forgot for 12 years, but Xia Xingche was tortured for 12 years.

To be honest, their parents are so cruel.

So he didn't blame Xia Xingche anymore. There were traces of all these pains, but he didn't want to repeat the same mistakes, so let's end what should be over.

Xia Xingcheng watched a big boy like his brother squatting next to him, weeping uncontrollably, not crying out of joy, but crying with restraint, and the sound of crying under the windbreaker covering them made people feel distressed.

Uncomfortably, he held Xia Xingche's face and wiped away the tears: "Don't cry!"

I regret very much in my heart why I never gave him a chance to explain. If I explain, I won't keep holding it in my heart to hold back the accident.

"Brother, I'm really useless..."

"How can I just watch you being caught like that, how can I not go in..."

Xia Xingcheng couldn't bear to see such a tall guy crying into tears. They were all pitiful about what happened back then. He forgot and said that he would have less pain for more than ten years, but Xia Xingche still remembered, even if his memory was incomplete, he was affected by it. Very serious injury, mentally and psychologically, this is irreversible.

Feeling panicked in his heart, he held Xia Xingche's hand tightly: "Xia Xingche, look at me, why don't I just honestly face you right now? I'm fine."

The eye sockets are red.

Of course he complained about what happened afterwards, but now that he saw Xia Xingche's situation, he couldn't ignore it. Xia Xingche was partly because of him.

"Are you okay?" Xia Xingche seemed to be questioning, his eyes were loose, he turned his head and didn't look at him, and asked again softly: "Are you okay?"

The state of the whole person is already very wrong.

Xia Xingcheng thought he had recovered and quickly nodded: "Yes, I'm fine, very fine, everything is healthy."

"how is this possible!!!"

Xia Xingcheng was so frightened by his yell that he sat down on the floor and touched his chest in shock. He saw Xia Xingche standing up emotionally, pacing back and forth on the balcony with his windbreaker in his arms, feeling extremely insecure and very nervous. In a daze, he finally saw Xia Xingche standing in front of the railing.

The pupils shrank suddenly.

"That's the height. Mom jumped from this height."

Xia Xingcheng felt the blood flowing backwards all over his body, he immediately stood up and stretched out his hand towards Xia Xingche: "Xia Xingche, come here."

His voice was visibly trembling, he was afraid.

"Brother, I know you forgive me, but I can't forgive myself, I'm so confused..." Xia Xingche put his hand on the railing, and he turned his head to look at Xia Xingcheng with red eyes: "There is only one way now Let me forgive myself, let me jump down, brother, you will forgive me after jumping down, right..."

This appearance is obviously very wrong.

He quickly walked forward and grabbed Xia Xingche's arm and pulled it back forcefully, with unprecedented anger in his eyes: "Xia Xingche, are you crazy!!"

Why did he just take a good look before? Was it stimulated by his temporary blindness?

"I'm really apologizing." Xia Xingche was puzzled by his roar.

Seeing his appearance, Xia Xingcheng's chest heaved up and down with anger, he grabbed Xia Xingche's lapel and scolded unceremoniously: "Apologize for shit, you scared me, you know!! Why do you just listen to me?" Don't understand human language, I said I forgive you, don't you blame you for not understanding? Are you provoking me again by doing this, I will be scared, you know, Xia Xingche, why are you scaring me again!"

His eyes were reddened uncontrollably. He really didn't expect Xia Xingche to make such a remark on him. He never thought that Xia Xingche was sick, but he never said it. It was like this every time. He didn't say anything. Said, too aggrieved.

"Xia Xingche, don't scare me all the time, you really pushed me hard and I really don't recognize you, do you hear me?"

Xia Xingche's body shook violently, as if he had realized what he was doing.

The movement on the balcony was immediately heard by the people inside.

After hearing this, Wei Lu suddenly stood up and ran to the balcony downstairs, followed by the panicked adults.

"I forgive you, so I ask you to get better soon, please don't do this again, everything is over, people want to look forward, why do you always look back? You said it, you said you want to protect Mine, but can you do well like this? What else do you do besides always scaring me?" Xia Xingcheng cried anxiously when he saw that the people had just calmed down. He pointed at the railing tremblingly: "You How dare you approach there, how dare you say you want to die, Xia Xingche, how dare you say such things in front of me."

"Brother..." Seeing Xia Xingcheng crying, Xia Xingche seemed to regain his senses.

what did he do...

"Don't call me brother, who is your brother!" Xia Xingcheng let go of his clothes and took a step back, his eyes were piercing: "Low your head, if I don't beat you today, my surname is not Xia."

"Brother, I was wrong." Xia Xingche suddenly realized that he was going crazy again, and lowered his head in annoyance and wiped his face.

"I'll make you bow your head!"

Xia Xingcheng's loud and loud reprimand was really like a big brother teaching his younger brother a lesson.

The adults outside the balcony were silent.

Lu Wei originally wanted to go forward, but seeing Xia Xingche's state and Xia Xingcheng's angry look, he thought it would be better to solve it this time, and never let him see it again.

Xia Xingche seemed to come to his senses after being yelled at like this. Looking at the reproach and anger in his brother's eyes, he knew that he had fallen ill again. This time he fell ill in front of Xia Xingcheng, slowly lowered his head, and bent over his waist In an instant, the eye sockets became redder.

He really didn't mean it, and he didn't want to do it, it's over, it's over...

"Xia Xingche, you have to know why I don't care too much about you. It's because I always put you in a very important position. I've been waiting for your apology, but you don't say it every time. .”

"I care about you too, but there is a limit to my patience. Doesn't it hurt me every time you do this?" Xia Xingcheng was so angry that his chest heaved up and down: "You dare to say hell in front of me, you are really crazy Is it like this? Then what is the difference between you and that cruel woman!"

"I've said I'll forgive you, can you stop doing this? I'll be afraid too." He clenched his fists angrily, ready to move.

Xia Xingcheng raised his head and was about to wave his palms reflected on the tiles, Xia Xingche slowly closed his eyes, he knew that he had really gone too far.

Beat him up, he just needs a beat up.

But there was only a slight touch when the punch went down, as if being swallowed by this dark night, with a heartache that could not be traced.

Xia Xingcheng swung it down very hard, but after seeing Xia Xingche's tightly closed eyes and trembling eyelashes, his heart softened, so he lightly touched Xia Xingche's cheek and then let go of his hand.

Like a decision has been made.

Xia Xingche only felt a light touch on his cheek, a negligible touch, and raised his head in shock:

"elder brother……"

"It's a write-off, take your medicine well, if you still think of me as your brother, do you hear me?"

Xia Xingche stared blankly at Xia Xingcheng in front of him. At that moment, he seemed to hear the wall in his heart collapse, and something was completely released.

A write-off?

Seeing his appearance, Xia Xingcheng still felt bad and shouldn't soften his heart. Maybe if he was a little more ruthless, this guy would learn his lesson, what should be said and what should not be said.

So Xia Xingche felt that his face was punched violently in a blink of an eye, and he staggered two steps while covering his face, the burning pain on his face woke him up.

"Just now I was just testing the angle, this time it's real." Xia Xingcheng shook his painful fist, and he really hit it hard: "Xia Xingche, I can't go back on the fact that you are my younger brother. But if you do this again, I really can't forgive you, you have to think about it, from now on, write it off, hear?"

Xia Xingche covered his face in a daze. Hearing these words, the cage he had been drawing for himself seemed to be untied on the spot, as if he had let himself out.

Just because of this punch.

"understood."

Standing aside, covering his face as if he was reflecting on something, it's over.

it is finally over.

He should go.

Xia Xingcheng was panting, and he was relieved seeing Xia Xingche calm down. Really, he was scared enough.

The older brother taught the younger brother a good look, and he wanted to say that it was over in such a cool way, but the moment he turned around, he happened to see Lu Wei, and the grievance suddenly surged in his heart at that moment.

Xia Shangzhe walked up to Xia Xingcheng and asked worriedly, "Are you all right?"

He never thought that Xia Xingche would explode suddenly tonight, but luckily nothing happened.

Seeing his father, Xia Xingcheng lost his temper immediately: "Of course I'm fine, don't keep thinking about holding it in your heart, Xia Xingche's problem isn't because you always have something to do and don't talk about it, it's up to this time What are you doing without telling Xia Xingche? Say what you have to say, face what you should face, and stop thinking about it. Do you feel that life is not bitter enough? Xia Xingche has become like this, you have a great deal Responsibility, don't try to escape, I was very lucky to meet Lu Wei, but what about Xia Xingche, have you ever thought about what will happen if he really can't get out."

After finishing speaking, he looked at Xia Xingche, wanted to scold but was helpless: "I gave you so much time, and I said forgive you, forgive you, but what are you doing now? I'm not saying that I'm not afraid of you, but you Why do you still scare me like this? If I really might not be able to bear it again, can you still say this kind of negative? Haven’t seen enough more than ten years ago?”

Take a deep breath trying to calm yourself down.

"Don't talk about the past in front of me in the future, really, don't talk about it anymore." Xia Xingcheng took a deep breath and tried his best to hold back, he was tired enough: "Forget it, okay?"

Just let him go.

Lu Wei's eyes fell on Xia Xingcheng's face. He clearly saw the trembling eyelashes and the forbearance underneath, and suddenly felt as if a knife was piercing his heart. Why should he be so cruelly pushed away by the boy who has been taking such good care of his baby? In the world of adults, why is there still invulnerable damage in front of me.

His face was no longer gentle, and he walked to Xia Xingcheng's side and held his hand. The strength of clasping his fingers seemed to comfort Xia Xingcheng's emotions. The eyes of the father and son who fell in front of them gradually deepened:

"I regard Chengcheng as my life, so I want to take him away. From now on, he will not be sad, and I will not allow any sadness to appear in front of him. He needs a home, and only I can make this home give him."

Xia Xingcheng looked down at the floor, his eyes were red, the warmth of his fingers clasped against his palms made him feel a little better, he really wanted to leave, and now he really didn't want to say anything, as long as he let him go .

"Because I love him deeply, I beg Uncle Xia and Xia Xingche to let him go."

Wei Lu's voice is like a wonderful palliative, he can feel the hand holding him tighter and tighter, as if he wants to melt him into the blood, his nose starts to sore, really only Wei Wei is thinking about it all the time his emotions.

Looking up at Wei Lu standing in front of him deeply, this man really gave him too much sense of security, and gave him a world with only love.

So he only wants Captain Lu.

As long as Lu Wei.

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It will continue to be updated at twelve o'clock, and the new article "Pretending to be Good" will also officially begin serialization.

I got a lot of blood drawn in the hospital today and I’m already weak, I want to cry qaq