Dawn Redemption

How to describe this feeling.

It was like a plank that was caught hard in a storm at sea and splintered.

The shelter built with all the effort in the ice and snow collapsed.

Seeing that the buds that were about to pull out their leaves were trampled to death.

Orpheus looks at Eurydice before he walks out of the underworld.Finally approached the world but fell back into the abyss.

Finn turned and read the palm-sized newspaper clipping several times, trying to find an excuse that would allow him to avoid the incident.

But no.That name was exactly the same as what he had heard with his own ears before.

"How is it possible?" Finn's brain seemed to be running out of oxygen, and after a moment of blankness, Noah's smile appeared.On the resolute face bloomed a gentle smile that could make him temporarily forget the pain.

He suddenly raised his head and looked at Jonas, as if he wanted to find some answer on his face: "Noah can't be this kind of person, right? Is there something wrong?"

However, Jonas was only silent for a while, and finally met Finn's eyes with flickering eyes, and hesitantly said softly:

"What if he really did those things?"

Jonas's words seemed to strangle Finn's neck directly, making him unable to breathe, and causing him to take a weak step back.

Silence dyed the ward in cool tones.Suddenly, there were several knocks on the door. Lucas opened the door with difficulty and walked in slowly with a cane. He has been doing some rehabilitation exercises recently.

"Jonah, where's my lunch?" Lucas asked after closing the door, apparently not understanding the situation yet.For the past few days, Jonas has been responsible for bringing food for the two of them, but today he is obviously not in the mood.

"Your mother!" Jonas anxiously almost slapped the clipping on his boyfriend's innocent face.

Lucas stood on the crutch with one hand, leaned his body weight on it, and then took the newspaper clipping.

He frowned, and calmly read the newspaper clippings.Then he returned the clipping to Jonas, and after taking it with trembling hands, Jonas rubbed the clipping uncontrollably in his hands.

However, as soon as Lucas opened his mouth, his violent movements stopped. "Listen, this matter is not completely hopeless. When is the execution?"

Hearing this sentence, Finn suddenly raised his head and looked at Lucas.Jonas spread out the crumpled newspaper clipping in a panic, and said, "October NO.20."

"There is still time." Lucas said quickly, he looked at Jonas, he had never shown such a sincere expression to his lover, "Johnny, only you are more convenient now. I want you to find a people."

Jonas nodded solemnly: "Who?"

"Her name is Leopoldina Snevely. She must be a member of the underground press," Lucas said.

Jonas jotted this down in his mind: "That's it? Is there any other information?"

Lucas shook his head and said seriously: "She is the only hope to save Seifert."

Jonas looked at his suddenly serious boyfriend in confusion, but before he could speak, Finn asked first, "Underground newspapers? How did Noah get in touch with them?"

"It's troublesome to say." Although Lucas said this, he actually didn't want to recall the series of things that happened before and after. "You knew it before. I'll tell you when I have a chance."

Jonas slapped his thigh and tried to cheer himself up: "It's good if there is a turning point! I'll look for it now! Trust me!"

He threw away the newspaper clippings that had turned into balls of paper, and ran out of the ward.

"He still forgot our lunch." Lucas shrugged helplessly, leaning on crutches to move himself out, "I can only ask the nun to help deliver it. You should rest early."

Lucas left the room and closed the door with difficulty.In fact, Fein knew it, and he wanted him to calm down alone.

And he really needed to.

If no one could accept it, the person who was sitting in front of the bed chatting and laughing with him a few days ago was now sentenced to death, and the date of death was scheduled.

Now Finn finally understands why Noah would always be perfunctory when talking about the future.

Could it be that he had already seen what was waiting for him at that time?

Finn felt the wound start to hurt, and took two steps back to sit back on the hospital bed.But he didn't even have the energy to lift his legs up and lie on the bed in a more comfortable position.

It's not that he's too pessimistic, it's just that the more he thinks about it, the more hopeless he feels.

Not to mention only one name, and a range that is so vague that it is equivalent to nothing, what is the probability that Jonas can find that person.There was such a tragic battle before, it is still unknown whether this person survived.

Besides, is she really willing to help Noah?Is such help really effective in international military courts?Is there enough time?

Finn didn't want to think about it anymore.The headache was about to explode.

He hadn't realized it until now, and he didn't until now.

Noah was more than special to him.It is even more inseparable.

After an unknown period of time, the nun delivered the meal, probably Lucas ordered it for him.Although Fein's stomach is empty now, he has no appetite at all.He stared blankly at the bread and soup for a long time, and finally swallowed them under the compulsion of his own will.

Lucas let him rest alone. Yes, he needed rest, but even if his body collapsed on the hospital bed and his eyes were staring at the ceiling, his brain couldn't rest, instead it became more and more messy.

But he clearly knew that there was nothing he could do now except wait for news from Jonas.

He wanted to do something for Noah, but he was really exhausted.Anyone who knows more things than him, who has lost his memory.

Time didn't know if it was still flowing, or had stopped at some point he couldn't perceive.He hoped that this day would pass quickly, and slip away quickly and silently in his depression, maybe when Jonas came tomorrow, he would happily bring good news.

But he was afraid that time would pass quickly.That day is approaching so quickly that everyone is caught off guard.

Fein regrets now that he didn't ask Noah more about him during the few days when Noah was still able to accompany him.

He wanted to know Noah, more than he knew now, more than anyone else.

Finn recalled what Noah had said to himself on the last day.If he hadn't asked, he wouldn't have known that Noah had such a glorious past.But what is brilliant is just the past.

No matter how powerful a person is, he will still be involuntary.Even Noah couldn't control his own life.

Back then too.No matter what he did, he couldn't undo it...

irreparable...

and many more!

Fein suddenly sat up from the bed, such a violent movement naturally affected the unhealed wound, and instantly tearing pain ran through every corner of his body, causing cold sweat to burst out from his forehead and back, but his The action was not slow at all.

He put on his shoes and jumped out of bed, rushed out of the ward and slammed the door hard.As fast as he could, he ran down the stairs to the lobby of the mission hospital.

"Excuse me!" Finn stopped a passing doctor and hurriedly asked, "Excuse me, where will the army files be kept?"

The doctor was bewildered by the anxious patient who suddenly appeared and asked: "Yes, the SS? I think... it should be in the SS Security Department on Niederkelsina Strasse? ... etc. ! Sir, you can’t run so fast!..."

However, the shout behind him was heard by everyone in the hall except Finn.Fein's back has disappeared outside the open door.

The doctor was puzzled.Because that place is almost useless.

This is the first time Finn has walked out of the hospital.

It was also the first time I saw the world full of holes outside with my own eyes.

Even if partial reconstruction has begun, it cannot conceal the fact that the city was once scorched by war.

The sky is gray and so is the city.The sun stayed there vaguely, just a pale shadow.

Finn was running on the street in a blue and white striped hospital gown, which naturally attracted a lot of attention.There were also whispers floating into his ears from time to time.

But he doesn't care.

Don't care what other people think.

He doesn't care about other people.

I don't want to care about the so-called decent behavior anymore, as if I have broken free from some shackles.He asked passers-by for directions, and then continued running after saying thank you.

The wound hurts.But the pain couldn't stop him.

Hospital loafers are by no means bad for running.Some unmodified roads are still rough, and occasionally there is a sharp bump, stepped on through a thin layer of sole, and the pain is not much less than a gunshot wound.

But Finn didn't care either.

Without Noah, he might not be alive today even if he is helpless.If he could save Noah, even if he exchanged his own life, he wouldn't frown.

Just don't have that opportunity.So now he can only hope that he can find that letter.

A letter among the countless archives.

If you can find it...

Finn stopped suddenly.

At this moment, all the sweat seemed to be frozen into ice, attached to his scarred body.

He has arrived.

Do what the doctor said, do what everyone I asked on the road said.

He stood in front of a pile of ruins that could no longer be seen to have been a building.

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