Dawn Redemption

Returning to the residence along the original road, the sun was covered by thick clouds, and the color of the city was not as bright and bright as it was when we first arrived in the morning.

Not in a hurry, Finn walked slowly with his hands in his pockets, sticking to the outer walls and corners of the building, walking all the way back.When I came here, I thought about the wording all the way, and when I met, it was useless to think about many things, and I would not speak according to what I planned in advance.

But now that the conversation is finally over, it stands to reason that the boulder in his heart has been put down, but Finn doesn't feel so relaxed.He suddenly felt ridiculous about his own expectations. In this era, from a high-ranking person to countless ordinary people, they all live in fear of an unknown tomorrow. How could they still feel relaxed?

But the conversation with Eric is tantamount to helping him cut off all the inextricable ties with the past.Whether it's Yannick or Frings, it doesn't matter.He was just Finn, just himself.He still remembered what Noah said, although it sounded shameless, no matter what he did, it was just to keep himself alive, and now, he couldn't escape.

Guilt towards others can be settled down before consideration, but if you accidentally die, everything is over.Only living is the premise of everything.

He sighed, and cast aside all those messy thoughts cruelly, and his steps became brisk.

The number of people on the street gradually increased, and his military uniform looked a bit conspicuous among them, and it also attracted quite a few fearful eyes.At this time, he wished that he was also an ordinary person, walking among them in an ordinary way.

When entering the lobby of the hotel, the front desk staff was holding their faces, eyes closed, wondering if they were asleep.Although it was said that Noah was a little selective when he booked the place to stay, Augsburg is not a big city after all, and there are relatively few tourists.In addition, he still has some business to go out, which is not considered a tourist, and the accommodation he booked is also for business use, which is not considered a top-notch hotel, so it is not earth-shattering that he would fall asleep.

Finn also deliberately lightened his footsteps, whether he was asleep or not, Finn didn't want to disturb him.

After going up the stairs to the door, he turned the handle and didn't push it open.Finn was taken aback, and pushed harder, but the door still didn't move at all. Finn thought it was stuck, looked around, saw no one in the corridor, so he pushed it with his shoulder, but there was no response after a few pushes. , but my shoulder hurts.

"Noah?" He felt something was wrong and knocked on the door, "Noah?"

The hasty knock on the door echoed throughout the quiet corridor, but there was still no response, and the door did not open.Finn put his ear to the door to listen, but there was no movement in the room at all.

Strange.Before he obviously left, he said he was waiting in the room. If he left, where would he go?

He knew that it was not his turn to worry about Noah, he was so cautious and strong, nothing should happen to him.

But Finn still felt uneasy.He confirmed again that the door could not be opened, it should have been locked by Noah.I left in a hurry, thinking that Noah would stay here forever, and Finn didn't have a room key.He went downstairs, not caring so much anymore, and went to the front desk to wake up the sleeping waiter with a "Hello".

"How are you, sir?" He straightened up in panic and wiped the corners of his mouth, "Is there anything I can do to help you?" "Excuse me." Finn said, "Do you know...the gentleman in room 203 Where did you go?"

The waiter glanced down quickly, there should be a note or something: "Are you... Mr. Finn Yannick?"

"That's right." Finn replied quickly.He wanted to see the note too, but he couldn't see it because it was blocked by the counter. "The gentleman left you a message asking you to meet him in the restaurant of the Steigenberger Hotel Del Moller."

"Restaurant?" Finn was a little puzzled. There was a decent restaurant near the downstairs of the hotel, and he didn't know what Noah wanted to do. "Then, where is this hotel?"

"Go straight south along this street, and you will be there in a few minutes, not far away." "Thank you." After thanking Finn, he hurriedly left the hotel and walked straight along the street.

The hotel was easy to find, because compared to a small hotel like a residential house, the entire independent building with exquisite decoration fell into Fein's sight without looking for it deliberately.The waiters at the door were also uniformly dressed, standing no worse than soldiers in the barracks.

Moreover, as soon as he approached, he saw Noah's car parked at the door.

Finn had never been to a place like this.Although his salary is already enough to support his daily life, but in the military camp all year round, the extra money is saved for emergencies.In addition, he has no social activities, so he has no experience of going in and out of any high-end hotels.Although the waiters were respectful to him, he still inevitably felt nervous, tidied his clothes and walked over.

"You, hello." He stuttered when he opened his mouth. Fein felt ashamed, and hurriedly continued, "Excuse me..." "Mr. Yannick?" the waiter asked.

Finn was a little ashamed. From the hotel to the hotel, why did everyone act as if everyone knew him: "Yes, it's me." "Follow me." The waiter smiled gently and led Finn in.

The door on the side of the hall on the first floor is the restaurant. Compared with the quiet and peaceful street, the inside is a completely different scene full of seats.The first thing that catches the eye is the huge wine cabinet, which is filled with all kinds of wine for display, but Finn doesn't know about this and has no interest.He saw exquisite small vases on all the tables, with a bright red rose inserted in them, melodious violin music in his ears, and the players shuttled between the seats to ask for tips in a timely and elegant manner.

"The table inside, please." The waiter bowed slightly.Finn looked in the direction of his palm. Although there were many people, he saw Noah sitting in the corner of the restaurant at a glance.

He squeezed through the gaps in the backs of many chairs, and when he sat down in front of Noah, his face was already a little red.He saw that most of the other customers seemed to be formally dressed couples, looking at each other with ambiguous eyes that made the skin crawl.Compared with two men in uniform, he and Noah, it seemed a bit weird to sit in the corner like this, especially with roses and violin music.

"What are you thinking?" Noah asked.Finn took off his hat, put it on the table carefully, and did not touch the shiny goblet, and said in a low voice, "I just wanted to ask this question, right? Didn't you say you were waiting for me at the hotel?" What? And..." He turned his head and looked around again, overly vigilant as if confirming the environment he was in, "Why did you come to this kind of place?"

Noah looked calm when he saw Fein's agitated appearance, and he smiled gently: "I'm sorry, but you can't find me as soon as you go back. I was going to listen to the radio all afternoon, and suddenly thought that if It would be bad if it rained again for a few days on the return trip, so I wanted to find a place to repair the awning of the car."

Seeing that Fein moved on the seat a little uneasy, he continued: "Don't worry, listen to me. Originally, I thought I could go back to the hotel before you came back, but when I came back after repairing the car, I suddenly saw When I got to this hotel, I just remembered..."

Noah put down his intertwined hands, moved his chair slightly forward, and leaned forward, so that his face was closer to Finn, so that the other party swallowed.

"Have I never invited you to dinner? It seems that from this point of view, my boyfriend is quite incompetent. Then I will make up for it today."

"No, no, I don't need it..." Fein felt all the blood in his body rushing into his head, and he felt dizzy for a while, "I don't care about these...I'm not a woman..."

"Then take it as a reward for your hard work over the past year, no matter what," Noah spread his hands, "They're all here, you can't leave now, and I've already ordered the dishes. Don't worry, In fact, there are many high-ranking military officers who will also meet in this kind of place to discuss, so if you behave naturally, no one will find it strange."

Finn heaved a sigh of relief, compromised, and his shoulders, which had been tense all the time, relaxed.Leaving aside these messy concerns, eating in such a place still makes Finn feel a little fresh, even though the cost is indeed a bit high.Ever since I left the house, I have been eating food rationed and uniformly distributed by the army. I didn’t feel much at first, but now I think I feel a little tired of eating it. It’s not bad to change the taste occasionally.

"There is something I need to ask for your opinion. Would you like some wine?"

Fein hesitated to speak, but Noah said again: "It's weird not to drink a little, and I'm here, it's okay."

It's okay if he doesn't say anything, but when he said it, Fein remembered that night, secretly thinking that you were there, and it would be more troublesome if he drank too much.A person like Noah who usually has a hard time drinking too much is a hundred times more terrifying than a person like himself who doesn't drink very much once he gets involved.

Fein suddenly wanted to know whether Noah's behavior at that time was just out of impulsiveness or if he had already developed feelings for him.But he was too embarrassed to ask.It's ridiculous, is he going to ask "Why did you want to fuck me in the first place"?No, don't, it's horrible.

He suddenly saw Noah's eyes, so explicit, so gentle infatuation, completely different from his usual strong image, but also very fragile, even more fragile against his hard shell, he only had his own figure in his eyes , everything else is downplayed.

Noah stared at himself intently.His eyes were not as pleasant as his words made it sound, and Finn thought it looked like hands were holding him tightly, afraid that he would leave.

Noah called the waiter and said a few words to him. Finn knew nothing about alcohol, so he naturally had no objection to the variety Noah ordered. Of course, he still prefers the sweeter taste.

After dispatching the waiter, before the food came, Noah wanted to talk to Feindo for a while, and just eat with peace of mind, and he was not curious: "What did your father say to you?" gone?"

"Family matters." Finn told Noah everything very briefly, naturally ignoring his shock and remorse.He knew that if he said it, Noah would definitely worry about his mentality, and maybe he would start preaching.At the end Fein added: "I promise to see him later."

When I heard it before, Noah always had a calm expression. When this was mentioned, Noah seemed more worried than him. He pointed at Fein and himself repeatedly: "Then, about the two of us..."" I'll tell him." Finn said firmly.

"I will, I will go find him with you." Fein promised word by word, "I don't want the love I chose to hide from my family."

He spoke very seriously, and Noah could feel the strong aura on him.But after a while, Fein lowered his head and smiled sheepishly, still with that youthful look.

"I think here, I may be more like my mother."

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