Lily is a kind of faith [entertainment circle]

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"You little bastard, wait for me. You'll see me when you go back. How dare you fight!" Xu Peiqiao's father trotted behind the head teacher, chatting.

Xu Peiqiao looked calm after hearing this, while Yang Ruxue, who had seen everything beside her, felt heavy.She felt that Xu Peiqiao must have been wronged, "Why didn't you tell your father that Ouyang Tiezhu fell down by himself?"

"Do you believe me?" Xu Peiqiao just responded to Yang Ruxue's words coldly.

"Of course I believe you, we are good friends." Yang Ruxue held Xu Peiqiao's hand and was about to walk back.

"What are you doing!" Xu Peiqiao broke free from Yang Ruxue's fleshy little hands, and stamped her feet on the spot.

"Go home, I'll take you and your father to explain clearly." Yang Ruxue was so naive that she could ignore the pretense behind her words.

"But I don't want to go home, let's not go home today." Xu Peiqiao took a step forward, took Yang Ruxue's hand, and said as if begging.Although Xu Peiqiao still didn't have the slightest sincerity in this kind of request, it was only on the surface.

"Ah? Not going home? Where are you going to live?" Yang Ruxue was surprised, but worried.She felt that Xu Peiqiao was afraid of going home because of her father's violent temper. If her father really beat her, she might as well not go home to avoid it.

"Do you want to come with me?" Xu Peiqiao's invitation at this time was more sincere than those indifferent sunsets.

"Huh?" Yang Ruxue pouted, looking at the evening wind.I was thinking about it in my heart, hesitating.

"Okay." Finally, Yang Ruxue's promise let Xu Peiqiao know that she didn't make any friends.

Yang Ruxue followed Xu Peiqiao to a cotton pile in the wilderness. As the night was gradually pulled down by the stars, Yang Ruxue held Xu Peiqiao's little hand tighter and tighter.

"What place is this?" Yang Ruxue heard some crows "quack" screaming in the sky outside.

Could this be the legendary "mass burial mound"?Yang Ruxue only knew that when she was a child, even younger than now, her cousin used this kind of ghost stories to scare herself all the time.

"This is my 'home', my own home, and now our home." Xu Peiqiao pointed to a small house made of cotton firewood.

"Would you like to spend the night here with me? I don't want to go home now." Xu Peiqiao knew that her father was drinking with her teacher and master, and the hangover soup after drinking was at her father's place. On myself, even though my mother was beaten away by my father in this way.

"But……"

"Ok?"

"But I'm afraid of the dark..."

chapter032

At this time, the plane was running zigzagging up and down, and was heading towards acceleration.

Natsume Pejo was also awakened at this time, she was really tired.At the moment when she was notified of her father's critical illness, she planned to return home from Japan.When he came back, his father had passed away.The vigil in the country takes three days, and during these three days, Xia Mu Peiqiao (Xu Peiqiao) hardly slept for a moment.

Xia Mu Peiqiao looked at Yang Ruxue, and when the plane reached the first turn, Yang Ruxue immediately pulled up the sun visor on the porthole of the plane.

"You're still so afraid of the dark." Xia Mu Peiqiao couldn't help laughing when she saw Yang Ruxue's flustered look.The long-lasting smile bearer The long-lasting memory happened in the long-ago childhood, at that time, the night sky was so beautiful,...

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"But I'm afraid of the dark..." Xiao Yang Ruxue originally wanted to refuse, but she couldn't find any other reason, so she could only excuse her by saying she was afraid of the dark, although in fact she was indeed afraid of the dark.

"Don't be afraid, I'm here." Little Xu Peiqiao stretched out her right hand and hugged little Yang Ruxue under her shoulder.

"I'm afraid, with you here..." Little Yang Ruxue felt more at ease at this time, but for her, staying out at night was indeed a terrible bad habit.Although my mother has said many times that if a girl does not return at night, she will turn into a bubble the next day, like a daughter of the sea.

"But, I still have to go home." Little Yang Ruxue was shy, but she didn't know how to weigh it.She really wants to be with little Xu Peiqiao, after all, little Xu Peiqiao can give her a sense of peace of mind.However, she thought it would be better to report to her parents.Moreover, at this time, neither of them had dinner.

"Don't worry about it. I'll take you to the intersection. You can go home. I won't go back anyway. I don't want to see my father's hideous face." Xiao Xu Peiqiao looked at the sky and decided to take Xiao Yang Ruxue sent back.

Along the way, little Yang Ruxue kept talking, but little Xu Peiqiao was preoccupied.It may not be a gift of time at all to bear the pain of growing up by yourself at a young age.For little Xu Peiqiao, she felt too much the indifference and hostility of her parents after the quarrel, but they all chose to deceive and deceive.Any kind of scene in childhood may take root in the heart at a young age, but for little Xu Peiqiao, for her seven years old, what she buried was a kind of hatred and disgust for domineering men.At the very least, she thinks why the so-called marriage requires the union of different species between men and women.You don't understand me, I don't understand you.Is it a way to pursue happiness?Please, please don't let children think about such profound issues. What they need at this time is to grow up, not to grow up.

Little Xu Peiqiao sent little Yang Ruxue to her father and returned to the firewood stack alone.

I don't know how many intimate words and secrets of little Xu Peiqiao are buried here, but little Xu Peiqiao never intends to make it public.But this time, she regarded little Yang Ruxue as a true friend.

Secrets always have a beginning:

"Joe, Mom has to tell you something today." It was a year ago that six-year-old Xu Peiqiao saw the most serious and painful side of her mother.When I came back from going out to play that day, my mother called me into the room and said, wiping away tears.

"Mom and Dad can't be together anymore, and you will live with Dad in the future." At the age of six, I can't understand the cruelty of "divorce".However, what made little Xu Peiqiao realize the seriousness of this was her mother's body shaking violently from crying.

But at that time, little Xu Peiqiao pretended to be very strong.Just forced a smile, "Okay, then I will live with my father. But, mother, can I visit you on weekends?"

The more little Xu Peiqiao reacts like this, the more worried her mother will be.Even if little Xu Peiqiao was shouting hysterically now, she could barely accept it.However, at this time, behind this ridiculous marriage, little Xu Peiqiao seemed to be an enlightener.Seems to be responding to a wounded mom with inappropriate maturity for her age.

Little Xu Peiqiao remembered that night very clearly.The day before Children's Day, she brought back a little red flower from school and was in charge of tomorrow's performance, playing Hai's Daughter.

That night, my mother left and went to an unknown place.But, in little Xu Peiqiao's heart, that place is called "far away".

Little Xu Peiqiao waved her hand to say goodbye to her mother, pretending to be strong, and waited until the body trembled so much that the figure in the rearview mirror became blurred.Little Xu Peiqiao finally couldn't bear it anymore.Come on, she's only six years old.Why be so cruel!Why!

That night, little Xu Peiqiao did not wait for her father at the door; that night, her father got drunk, and the next day he changed into a different look, even worse than before; that night, little Xu Peiqiao came here alone, That piece of her own "home".

"Xiaocao, my mother is gone. I may never see her again, what should I do, I don't have a mother..."

"Xiaocao, I...don't have...mom anymore..."

"Xiaocao, I want my mother..."

"Xiaocao, I don't like Dad! I hate Dad! Dad bullied Mom and drove Mom away!"

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Some people say that the sign that a child has not grown up is to laugh.And little Xu Peiqiao's innocent smile was never seen again between the ages of six and seven. From then on, she saw other people with cold expressions.Frozen people exist to be warmed, and little Yang Ruxue is the one who warms little Xu Peiqiao.

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Little Xu Peiqiao would rather go hungry than go home, just because her father's belt must be waiting for her drunk.At this time, little Xu Peiqiao looked at the sky alone in the late summer wind, watching the afterglow of the scorching sun engulf the returning birds little by little, envious and longing...

"Oh, I'm exhausted." What broke all this was the voice of little Xu Peiqiao that had penetrated into the bone marrow, but at this time it was not a kind of noise, but more expectation and warm approaching.

Little Xu Peiqiao stood up and saw little Yang Ruxue walking from a distance.Or it could be running, panting.

"Oh, I'm really going to die. I'm going to die... I'm going to die." Little Yang Ruxue curled up with her back, as if she was afraid of revealing something.

"What's wrong?" Little Xu Peiqiao didn't intend to ask little Yang Ruxue why she came here now.

"Here you are!" Little Yang Ruxue took out a lunch box from her arms, which contained two chicken legs and some rice.

"I'm here to bring you food." Little Yang Ruxue opened the lid of the lunch box as if asking for credit.The fragrant rice inside made Xiao Xu Peiqiao couldn't help but shed tears all at once, although she was always stubborn and strong.

"I'll accompany you tonight. I told my parents that I'm going to a classmate's house, and they agreed." While talking, Xiao Yang Ruxue took out a piece of roasted sweet potato from her arms.

"Oh, I'm scalded to death. I secretly took it out while my father was serving the meal. I feel like my belly is going to be scorched." Little Yang Ruxue said while rubbing her belly.

He didn't care about little Xu Peiqiao who was wolfing down the rice soaked in tears.Little Xu Peiqiao's strength at this time was completely defeated in this box of timely and warm rice.

This kind of friendship has taken root in Xiao Xu Peiqiao's heart.And that box of rice, that box of just-right rice.If it was 1 minute late or 1 minute early, little Xu Peiqiao would not be able to think about it for a long time.It's just that when she needed it the most and she didn't say anything, Xiao Yang Ruxue satisfied herself.It was a kind of tenderness with warmth, delicate and beautiful.Girls are so nice!How caring for others.This is another seed planted in little Xu Peiqiao's haggard heart.

"Then you're going to sleep here tonight?" Little Xu Peiqiao took out a chicken leg and handed it to little Yang Ruxue. She could tell that little Yang Ruxue hadn't eaten at all.Little Yang Ruxue was too anxious, she only cared about her friends, but she chose to ignore her.

"I brought a bottle of mosquito repellent and a sack. We can catch fireflies here." Little Yang Ruxue swallowed while looking at the chicken leg, and took a small bite.

"Okay." At this moment, Xiao Xu Peiqiao felt that she had said a lot today, and this time she was no longer selectively silent.

"I wanted to take a piece of raw sweet potato, so that we can roast it here. But I can't take it anymore. Because I have to prevent my father from seeing it." Xiao Yang Ruxue said, but saw Until little Xu Peiqiao stopped eating.

"What's wrong? Isn't it delicious?" Little Yang Ruxue asked.

Asking and answering.Asking and answering.One question and one answer.Don't answer any questions.This is the story of the two girls who belonged to the seven-year-old Midsummer Night. Their pure to pure friendship was catalyzed bit by bit, just like the galaxy that was swiftly traveling bit by bit in the quiet night sky.

"That star is my grandma, I miss grandma so much now." Little Yang Ruxue lay on the sack beside little Xu Peiqiao, pointing to a random star in the sky full of stars.

"Oh." Little Xu Peiqiao didn't know whether the star she saw was the star that little Yang Ruxue said.

"It is said that a good person will become a star in the sky after death." Little Yang Ruxue told little Xu Peiqiao the story her mother told her last night.

"What about the bad guy?" Little Xu Peiqiao asked, thinking in her heart that her father was a bad guy.Bastard!

"Then I don't know. I fell asleep before I finished listening to the story last night. In the morning, my mother said to continue telling me tonight." Little Yang Ruxue wanted to act like a baby at this time, but she didn't dare to pout Xiaozui, afraid that grandma would cry again when she saw how wronged she was.Grandma told Xiaoxue that the meteor shower is the people in the sky crying.

"Then let me tell you a story." Little Xu Peiqiao leaned on her head and looked at little Yang Ruxue next to her.

"Okay, I like listening to stories the most." Little Yang Ruxue had an immature look on her face, and the tenderness in her voice made people reluctant to look away.

"Once upon a time, there was a group of vampires who specialized in sucking human blood to survive. They were also ordinary people, no different from ordinary people. It's just that they had no gender distinction. There were no male vampires, only female vampires. But they were For two families, the first family is very cruel, and the second family is very gentle. The vampires of the two families need to suck the blood of the other family to survive, but one day, two female vampires from two opposing families fell in love. ..."

"What is 'in love'?"

"It's just falling in love with each other... falling in love with each other..."

"Okay. Go ahead."

"Until one day, two female vampires from opposite families fell in love. However, the vampire from the first family couldn't bear to suck the blood of the girl from the second family. So, she felt weaker and weaker. The second The girl in the family couldn't bear to see the other party suffer. She secretly cut her arm apart while the other party was sleeping, and let the other party suck the blood that flowed out. However, the smell of her blood attracted other vampires... "

Little Xu Peiqiao saw that little Yang Ruxue was about to fall asleep, so she stopped the story.Although this story, she does not know the ending.

"Are you still afraid of the dark?" Little Xu Peiqiao felt that little Yang Ruxue's breathing was getting faster and faster as she lay on the ground, almost ignoring the resonance of the firefly's wings.

"Scared." Little Yang Ruxue did not hide her inner fear. "I sleep with the lights on at home, and I only started sleeping alone this year."

"Then you can sleep with your eyes open, and you won't feel scared when you look at those stars." Xiao Xu Peiqiao gave Xiao Yang Ruxue an idea, and Xiao Yang Ruxue did as she wanted.

However, it was Xiao Xu Peiqiao who had been sleeping with her eyes open all night. Maybe it was because she was afraid of falling starlight that was indulging in Xiao Yang Ruxue's clear eyes, maybe she needed to share the work of repelling mosquitoes for Xiao Yang Ruxue, maybe it was She was willing to look at little Yang Ruxue's chest rising and falling due to breathing.

At this time, little Xu Peiqiao had no reason, no impulse, and no possessive desire at all, just to reach out and touch the little girl's little face beside her.

Slowly, slowly, little Xu Peiqiao approached slowly, and could even feel the wind of the fetters in her hands making way for her, and the flying insects all over the sky stopped making noise.

However, little Xu Peiqiao turned around because of little Yang Ruxue.The whole person shrank back.

"What time is it?" Little Yang Ruxue looked at little Xu Peiqiao sleepily.

"Now...now...now there is still one sleep before dawn." This is Xiao Xu Peiqiao's way of timing, a unique way of timing.Like she comforted herself every time she endured the jerking of Daddy's belt.

"Okay, you little bastard, you're hiding here!" Just as little Yang Ruxue was about to fall asleep, there was a drunken roar from far away.

Little Xu Peiqiao quickly pushed little Yang Ruxue, and said, "Run quickly, run quickly."

"Who is it?" Xiao Yang Ruxue didn't understand the situation at all and was pulled up by Xiao Xu Peiqiao.

"Bad guy!" The words that blurted out were the most genuine thoughts, anyway, Xiao Xu Peiqiao didn't want to do any cosmetic processing on the image of that man at all.

Little Xu Peiqiao dragged the half-asleep and half-awake little Yang Ruxue into the distance, and little Yang Ruxue didn't even bother to put on her shoes.

"You little bastard." However, the two children underestimated the drunk adult, and the "bad guy" finally caught up.

"Ah—bad guy, don't touch us! Don't touch us!" Little Yang Ruxue felt her back being grabbed by a thick big hand, and her whole body was suspended in the air.

"Go, come home with me." The "bad guy" yelled at little Xu Peiqiao.

"I don't! I don't! I don't know you, you are a bad person!" Little Xu Peiqiao took a confrontational approach, and this vindictive response made her powerless.

In the end, both of them were carried back, like two little rabbits.Pitiful.

"If you don't let us go, I'll call the police uncle!" Little Yang Ruxue was not fully conscious until she was carried back to the village.

"What the hell, where did you two little bastards go? I don't know if your parents are looking for you all over the village." The "bad guy" threw the two little bastards into the house.

"We are finished, we were caught by the 'bad guys'." Little Yang Ruxue looked at the slightly calm little Xu Peiqiao, feeling very nervous and scared.

"..." Before little Xu Peiqiao could reply, little Xu Peiqiao was carried to another room by that "bad guy".

"You scoundrel! I hate you!"

"Bad guy? I'm your father, and I have to teach you a lesson today."

Dad?Could that man be Xiao Xu Peiqiao's alcoholic father?Little Yang Ruxue only now understands the situation.But the moment she was enlightened, there was a sound of a belt whipping from the next room.Accompanied by the sound of the belt, Xiao Yang cried out like snow.She was terrified, and that was the only cry that could drown out the soft kisses of the belt touching the ass.

"Father Xu, stop beating, don't beating...don't..." Little Yang Ruxue knocked on the door of the room vigorously.But the sound of the belt next door became more and more intense, and little Xu Peiqiao didn't cry a sound.

After Xu's father was tired, it might be because of the howling of the belt that made him feel unbearable.It's just that little Xu Peiqiao looked at him so horribly, like a dark dry well.

"Your father is so hateful..." Little Yang Ruxue didn't know how to comfort little Xu Peiqiao who was lying on the bed at this time, and she was trying to choose the appropriate adjective as low as possible.From "hateful," "cruel," and "merciless," she chose the most human word.

"I'm sorry, I was terrified when he hit you. I...I even..." Because of the crying just now, Xiao Yang Ruxue's voice was a little hoarse.

Little Xu Peiqiao didn't cry when she heard that she was being beaten, but she burst into tears when Xiao Yang Ruxue stroked her head comfortingly.And what accompanied the tears was an extremely cold sentence, matched with the pitiful eyes.

"I will kill him when I grow up!"

chapter033

pass by and look back 5

"Aren't you in Japan? Why are you back now?" Miyazaki Ruxue asked curiously. After all, she never contacted Xu Peiqiao after she graduated from university.It's just that this time her parents forced her to marry, and under the sense of urgency, she, who was helpless, saw the most authentic answer in her heart.She is looking for her!

"My father passed away, and I will come back to take care of his funeral." Xu Peiqiao sneered at this time, as if the plan that had been planned for many years was finally completed, and it seemed that the grievances and grievances disappeared with the moment his father closed his eyes.

"Then you..." Miyazaki Ruxue originally planned to say "Sorrow and change", but at this time Xu Peiqiao's expression did not show any sadness.

"As I said, I will kill him when I grow up. However, before I kill him, he left by himself. I saw his body that day, and I felt that he was a poor old man. White hair Cang Cang, with his eyes closed tightly. I can't even imagine that this is the violent him. I also can't even imagine that he just left like this..." Xia Mupei Qiao said, and her eyes turned red as she spoke.

Miyazaki Ruxue watched from the side, ignoring the past events carried by the birds passing by in the wind. This was the first time she saw Xu Peiqiao (Natsume Peiqiao) cry...

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That night, Yang Ruxue brought Xu Peiqiao to her home.

Xu Peiqiao felt what is called a family atmosphere, and what was wrapped in the warm blanket was the scent of mosquito repellent water with a delicate fragrance.Xu Peiqiao could even feel the natural body fragrance when Yang's mother fanned herself with a cattail fan. If it was the smell of her mother, Xu Peiqiao hadn't felt it for a long time.Mama Yang was helping two little girls who were tired from playing on the bed to arrange the pillows. Xu Peiqiao could feel Mama Yang's soft breasts gently pressing against her face. The kind of intimacy exuding frankincense was indeed long gone.

Xu Peiqiao even cried unknowingly, leaving those few tears on the mother.

"Your mother is so kind." Xu Peiqiao didn't know if Yang Ruxue was asleep or not, and said while looking at the ceiling decorated to look like an underwater world.

Yang Ruxue felt that her breathing was not steady, and she could hear Xu Peiqiao's words of envy.But she didn't understand the meaning. Yang Ruxue didn't know about Xu Peiqiao's mother until the next day.

The smell of rice in the morning made Xu Peiqiao suddenly think that he was in heaven, and even woke up with a start.At least when she was at home, she was dragged up by her father's yelling, and there was no gentle mother who said tirelessly, "Little slob, I'm going to be late".In your own home, being a "slacker" is no reason to be cute at all, other than to say you deserve a beating again.

"Good morning." Yang Ruxue greeted Xu Peiqiao, turned over and fell asleep again.Xu Peiqiao can only be intoxicated in her sleeping expression, so long-lost at ease, how longing for it.

When Xu Peiqiao saw Mother Yang's appearance, she had only one thought in her mind, that she would also find someone who would love her in the future, a very strong love, a deep love, and a passionate love.

"How long does it take for the eggs to hatch?" Yang Ruxue couldn't help asking when Xu Peiqiao was helping the incubator change the batteries in the classroom.

"It should be soon, the little bird is about to come out." Xu Peiqiao was really impatient, she kept doing "shh—" movements, just hoping that Yang Ruxue would keep her voice down.She knew that Yang Ruxue's chatter was an "incurable disease".

"I've read that the first thing a baby bird sees when it opens its eyes is considered its mother. When the baby bird hatches, let's stay here together. That way, the baby bird will I have two mothers." Yang Ruxue looked immature, she really didn't know what it was like to be a mother.

"Huh? No, how could there be two mothers? Two girls are not allowed to get married." Yang Ruxue refuted what she just said, with her hands on the table, but her eyes were fixed on the window, afraid that the two little birds discovered by classmates.

But at this time, outside the window, there is only the brilliance of the sun for a second, mixed with dots on the ground, dancing with the gaps between the leaves.

"Why not, we can all be the mothers of the little bird." Xu Peiqiao glanced out the window. What she is most worried about now is that the hatching of the little bird will be affected by external factors.The most direct one is the group of brats in that class.

"But, two girls can't get married." Yang Ruxue asked a fundamental question. At least for the two girls who accept things from the outside world, this phenomenon has not been stored in their brains. database, it is impossible to mobilize any supporting remarks from speech.

It's just that they can feel that this statement is contrary to the current social phenomenon.So that after this question was 37 seconds of silence, 37 seconds of standing still, experiencing the most profound thinking in life in the pure eyes and peeping sunlight, at least for now.

"That's right, but let me tell you, I hate men the most. They are arrogant and rude, at least what I see now."

When Xu Peiqiao mentioned "man", he thought of his alcoholic father, who always liked to whip his father with a belt.Any impression she had of a man was one of smoke or alcohol, exuding an inexplicable arrogance and privilege that was hard to get rid of.

Yang Ruxue didn't comment too much on such absolute remarks. The man she met was still very gentle, just like her own father.Always take good care of yourself and your mother.It's just that she thinks that her parents are as good as her parents, and at this time, she is as good as a man and a woman.

"Then you can marry a girl from now on, there's nothing wrong with it." Yang Ruxue said.

"Then do you want to marry me?" Xu Peiqiao's mind is like a ship waiting to run aground. At first, she just wanted to find a harbor for sustenance, but now she is powerless.She dives in loneliness and expectation, just hoping to regard her most trusted friend as a life-saving straw for her soul.

"I don't want to marry you!" Yang Ruxue refused straight away when she heard these words, it was hard for her to recall what touched her bottom line just now.

Yang Ruxue's blurted words brought another silence, this time it was so silent that both of them looked at the eggs in the bird's nest, avoiding crossed eyes.

"..."

"I want to marry you!"

What is most needed at this age of hazy mind is to maintain an original aspiration for any beautiful things, and to maintain an original aspiration to accept.No matter what those unknown things are for the whole society, what needs to be remembered is that they need to avoid contaminating society too much when they are purest.Purity always needs to be defiled to be precious, I hope they don't suffer too much.

chapter034

pass by and look back 6 she is gone

"Where do you live in Japan?" Yang Ruxue finally turned to the main topic at this time, although the main topic at this time was somewhat deviated from the past for both of them.

"Yokohama." Xu Peiqiao still had that cold expression, combined with the scar on her chin, Yang Ruxue did not get lost in the blur of time.

"You live with your mother?" Yang Ruxue couldn't help asking.

Slowly, Yang Ruxue met Xu Peiqiao's eyes, and she felt her eyes melted into Xu Peiqiao's pure eyes, and finally struggled to survive in the sinking, but only left a lake full of tears.That day, she was also like this, slowly swallowing alone in Xu Peiqiao's disappearing figure...

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"Xuexue, a friend of yours asked me to give it to you, and there is a letter attached." When her mother came back, Yang Ruxue was doing her homework in the room.The moment Yang Ruxue heard about her friend, she instantly thought of that person.The character who has no hesitation in his own life.

Yang Ruxue looked up towards the door, but saw a black object in her mother's hand.You can clearly see that it is a bird's nest.

As Yang Ruxue walked out, she thought about what happened and why Xu Peiqiao sent the bird's nest to her.She never let others touch the bird's nest, even she could only watch silently from the side.

letter?Yang Ruxue's eyes went straight to the two solitary eggs in the woven bird's nest, but finally fell on the letter.

Yang Ruxue couldn't wait but hesitated to open the envelope. She didn't know what was written inside, but it might be the last thing she expected to open, but it was for "her" many years later.

[Ruxue, my mother came back yesterday, I still don't know how to tell you.I'm leaving here, I'm going to Japan to live with my mother.Maybe, I will never see you again in the future.You help me hatch those two eggs, goodbye! 】

This is a letter, and Yang Ruxue is not in the mood to complain that Xu Peiqiao didn't write it according to the letter format taught by the teacher in class.Because that class is taught the day after tomorrow.What happened today is irreversible.

"I don't want it, I don't want it...you go..." Yang Ruxue tightly grasped the letter paper with both hands, it was just a piece of ordinary homework paper that smelled of paint, yes, it was very ordinary, so ordinary that it couldn't be more ordinary.So, can it afford the 34-day friendship between two people?Such a heavy friendship and inexplicable emotions...

The moment Yang Ruxue saw the letter, she already had a bad feeling.It's just that her gradually blurred tears forced herself to read every word on the letter.Knowing that the tears gushing out at the end will no longer take into account the strong blocking eye sockets.

When Yang Ruxue read the letter, she collapsed into her mother's arms, crying loudly.

"Mom, I don't want...I don't... let her go..." Yang Ruxue's sobbing interrupted the words that should have been spoken consistently, and she felt her body trembling involuntarily.A feeling that runs through the whole body from the tip of the sour nose, and finally returns to the nasal cavity, just to transmit this emotion to every cell of the body.Just to make those watching cells forgive the suddenly weeping eye, or, give it a reason to cry another explanation.

Yang Ruxue's little hands were clenched on the letter paper, and she could clearly hear the wailing of the squeezed handwriting, telling how Xu Peiqiao hurriedly wrote this letter that night with tears in her eyes.Behind this letter, there is a hidden scene, that is, Xu Peiqiao did not choose to write the letter but bid farewell to Yang Ruxue face to face, but the crying of the two could not withstand the fate and the sea that were finally pulled apart.

This letter was saved after Xu Peiqiao gave up seeing Yang Ruxue for the last time, because she didn't want the image of Yang Ruxue in her last memory to be a crying man.At the very least, that talkative ghost will always be happy.

Yang Ruxue ignored the last sentence of the letter. Xu Peiqiao hurriedly filled in the letter when she handed it to Yang Ruxue's mother, so it only appeared on the back of the letter paper, covered by layers of folded indentations.

[Ruxue, can you promise me not to cry? 】

"Mom, she's gone..." Yang Ruxue stopped in the middle of crying.She didn't believe it, she really didn't believe that Xu Peiqiao would leave her like this without saying a word.They are friends!She said that she would marry me when she grows up. She is not a person who breaks her promise. My mother said that children should not lie.I don't believe it, Xu Peiqiao won't lie.Yang Ruxue ran towards the door.

Maybe, this kind of departure is not a farewell at all, and Yang Ruxue is silently thinking that Xu Peiqiao will come back in a while.Maybe tomorrow, he will come to school with his schoolbag on his back and ask himself for those two eggs.

Can you imagine the feeling that your most sincere friend in childhood ran away to a distant place without your knowledge, but you were the last one to know?Can you imagine the disappointment of rushing to her door and seeing no one but the alcoholic figure of the Sin Brewer?Can you imagine the helplessness of a seven-year-old child slamming on the door frantically but crying helplessly?

For the first time, Yang Ruxue felt what separation is for the first time in her life.The letter paper in her hand was getting tighter and tighter, almost embedded in her skin, seeping and sucking her blood that was getting hot and cooling due to excitement.

Xu Peiqiao's home is on West Street, and Yang Ruxue's is on East Street.There is a path that connects the two closest, which Yang Ruxue discovered only recently.It's just that road, since then, Yang Ruxue never walked it.

The nearest road connects 10 minutes of anticipation and heartbeat every day.But now, accompanied by the lonely courtyard and the eaves with long grass, only Yang Ruxue's small back is left, silently unable to conceive a word.

From West Street back to East Street, Yang Ruxue walked for two hours.

He didn't say a word, and he didn't look up.

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"Xuexue, what's the matter? Hurry up and eat, the food is getting cold." Mom made delicious pumpkin porridge and meat buns outside, Yang Ruxue's favorite food.However, why did you come to stab at this time?